Chapter 21: Emotional Distance
There is such a couple, the two have a good relationship, they are both very knowledgeable, and their children are in elementary school, but by chance, the woman said that they have never kissed since they got married, even when they are ashamed. This is reminiscent of the original "PrettyWoman" movie, when the heroine Julia Roberts played a sex worker who doesn't kiss anyone anyway, she is afraid that she will fall in love with each other.
The former told me that she doesn't like kissing, feels uncomfortable, and a little disgusting, I have always been very confused by her statement, why don't the two of them appreciate it, look at each other, and the beauty of the blind date with their lips? I still agree with the latter, when the real feelings, kissing can shorten the distance between the two people, kissing is the most beautiful expression of love, in fact, it is also a kind of human instinct.
This way of closing the distance was distressing to Yuyu, she felt that she hadn't seen the white dragon in years, and his kiss was always in front of her when she closed her eyes. She still goes to work in the bar every night, but as before, she doesn't have the opportunity to see him, and Sister Linglong is also estranged from her, always faint. She didn't know if she had done something wrong, or if Bai Long had never been affectionate towards her, but remembering that Bai Long had left her without looking back that day, her heart began to despair. Fortunately, although Qilin was angry, he had been following her silently, but he had also changed, and he rarely took leisurely out and rarely accompanied him.
It was another day after school, and the two of them walked one after the other. As soon as she arrived at the door, Yuyou found that the door was hidden, and she turned her head to look at the unicorn who had just walked up, with fear in her eyes.
The unicorn stepped forward with an arrow and kicked the door open.
A tall woman wearing a white suit, stepping on three-inch high heels, holding the sofa with both hands, supporting her body, bending over to circle leisurely in the corner of the sofa, her face almost touching his, it was Bai Yue.
Youran's face was full of horror, and when he saw Qilin and Youyou, he mustered up his courage in a panic, got out from under Bai Yue's arm, hugged Qilin's arm at once, and hid behind him.
Bai Yue stood up and smiled, revealing her white and neat teeth: "You just came back, I said why I haven't seen you for a long time, it turns out that I really like someone else." However, I really like this little brother who looks so beautiful!"
As she spoke, she walked in front of Qilin, the two of them stood together and were about the same size, face to face getting closer and closer, Qilin moved back, gritted his teeth and said a few words angrily: "You can't touch him." ”
"Hahaha..."Bai Yue laughed, then reached out and grabbed Qilin's chin, looked at him carefully, and said meaningfully: "Don't worry, I don't dare to be interested in little boys." ”
Kirin shook off her hand.
Youyou stared at Bai Yue with some fear from the beginning inexplicably to now, until her brother hid behind Qilin safely and soundly, she was relieved, but as if Qilin was afraid of her, she couldn't help but retreat behind Qilin.
Bai Yue walked out with a smile, stood at the door and turned around, looked down at Youyou, who was dressed as a student, patted her little head, and said with concern: "Youyou, you have to take good care of yourself and your brother." He looked at it carefully, as if admiring a treasure, and then shook his head as if he was very sorry, smacked his lips again, and then left slowly.
Listening to her high heels drifting away, the three of them hid in the room, the unicorn checked from the inside out, and Youyou sat leisurely on the sofa, asking about what had just happened.
It turned out that Youran heard a knock on the door, thinking that it was Qilin coming to him, so he happily opened the door, but a tall woman walked in, she came in and didn't speak, just stared at Youran, and Youran was forced to the sofa by her, and he didn't dare to move until they came back.
Kirin was relieved to hear the leisurely and staccato description, his fear and worry were faint and incomprehensible to them.
Youran was frightened, he kept saying that his sister was so terrible, she kept laughing, looking at him and laughing, she still laughed when she left, but she laughed so badly that he was afraid that if he fell asleep, she would come in to find him.
Yu Yu easily fell asleep, and then returned to her room tiredly, she couldn't think of what kind of person Bai Yue was, why Qilin was afraid of her, and she hadn't seen Bai Long since she came. But she missed him so much that when she looked up, she could see the moon hanging in the sky, but it was everyone's moon, and she couldn't see her moon, did she do something wrong? But when he was at sea, he pulled them away and let go of her, almost making her fall, he just left, without looking at her, she still remembered his back when he left, she also remembered that her heart hurt so much at that time, so sad, how much she wished that the person who the white dragon pulled away was her. But that's his sister, isn't it? So he should care about his sister, but what about Linglong? What is his relationship with Linglong? Does he like Linglong? Linglong is so good, and they still live together.
Her little head was so messed up that she couldn't figure out everything about him, and she didn't have a chance to ask everything, so she could only lean on the side of the bed every night, looking at the sky, thinking, missing, missing.
Late at night, only to hear a slight sound on the small balcony, Youyou immediately woke up, her eyes widened, all sleepless, looked at the balcony in horror, under the moonlight, a tall figure, a white-haired man stood there motionless, his face in her direction, but he couldn't see the expression clearly.
You ran straight over and hugged him hard.
"I thought you would never see me again, are you angry with me?" Youyou hugged him, buried her face in his chest, only at this time, she could feel the real warmth, and all her thoughts could only be resolved at this moment.
The white dragon also hugged her, bowed his head to her ear, and sighed, "I will come to see you." ”
You raised her head and looked at his face through the moonlight, this face that had been dreaming day and night was close in front of him, was this real? or a dream?
She bit her lower lip hard, felt the pain, and then happily buried herself in his chest again.
He pulled her into the house and leaned against the bed, he was very tired, but after the Kirin called him, he flew to her side, just to see her, and only to see her safely nestled in his arms can he relax the muscles of his body.
She shrunk into his arms and leaned against his strong arm, quietly feeling the warmth he brought.
"I haven't seen you for a long time, where have you been?" asked in a low voice, in fact, she wanted to ask a lot of questions, wanted to ask Bai Yue about it, wanted to ask him about his relationship with Linglong, and even wanted to ask if he liked her, and even wanted to ask if he could be with her forever. But she didn't dare, she was afraid that if she asked him, he would not answer, he would get angry, he would walk away like he was, or he would answer the answer she didn't want to hear, she was always careful with him, although she longed for him, but he rarely talked to her, she was so afraid of him, there were too many questions in him, Zheng Ruanhao didn't tell her, Linglong didn't tell her, he wouldn't tell her, so let her love and fear, joy and worry every time she was with him.
Just like Youyou thought, the white dragon didn't speak, but hugged it tighter.
You don't want to sleep, every time they are together, she falls asleep in a daze, and then they will be separated, she wants to truly experience every minute and second of their together, this minute and second is too important to her, too precious, how she wishes they would always be hugging each other, never separated.
The little girl in her arms finally breathed calmly.
When he knocked her down and saw her red hair, he felt very kind, there are too few girls here who can have natural red long hair. When she looked up, he saw a beautiful face, and he was close to her, and he could smell the milky smell of her, which he especially liked. His hand was broken, but he asked him worriedly if he was okay? He could see that she was not afraid, not disdainful, not unusual, only full of concern, so his heart was struck, his heart was messy, and his heart hurt. So he left her.
She is such a beautiful, kind, and simple girl, and in his chaotic bar, he is not at ease at all, so he asks Linglong to take care of her, and even let the Kirin who has transferred to the school protect her. He didn't want to disturb her life, he just wanted her beauty to go on like this, he didn't plan to enter her life, and when there were other people to protect her, at that time, he would quit.
But he didn't expect that the new protector turned out to be his friend Zheng Ruanhao, he still remembered that when Zheng Ruan Hao told him the news that night, his heart was filled with jealousy, although he was the one who finally drove away the two homosexuals who followed Youyou, but Youyou was still snatched away by Zheng Ruanhao, he forced himself to accept this fact, this is how he decided at the beginning, when she had a boyfriend, she no longer needed him as an invisible protector, he had to quit.
He deliberately didn't go to the bar to reduce any chance of possible contact with her, he thought he would forget her, but the more he thought about it, the more he wanted to see her, and the more urgent this urge to see her, and once he had the opportunity to meet, he tried to suppress his urge to touch her, so he tried not to see her. But whenever he saw her and looked at her all kinds of seductive little movements, he couldn't control himself, so he kissed her. Then he would comfort himself that the kiss would reduce this longing, but he was wrong, he wanted to kiss her again and hug her. He felt like she was like a poppy planted just for him, and he couldn't give it up. It wasn't until he was at the beach that he figured it out, Zheng Ruan Hao was an amorous and changeable person, he couldn't protect her, he couldn't hand her over to him, he didn't want to let go anymore, he wanted to take the opportunity to snatch her back, and then what? Then he planned the future, but Bai Yue actually came, breaking all his thoughts, he was not ready, he did not have a more complete plan, so he let her go again, but he couldn't tell her his thoughts, she was too small, too thin, he would take care of everything, and then come to her.
So looking at her eyes full of expectations and questions just now, he didn't dare to speak, for fear that he would give him a promise that he couldn't afford as soon as he opened his mouth.
"Little girl, wait for me. He reluctantly kissed her forehead and let her go.