69 Breakthrough
It seems that he is indeed not this material, Li Shan couldn't help but feel a little frustrated, didn't he say that God rewards hard work, and he knows best how hard he works. The hardships that we have endured while cultivating have reached the limit of what we can endure, and this is the gap between ideals and reality!
As long as you work hard, the result is not so important, so it should be exercise, Li Shan sighed in his heart and comforted himself.
Li Shan has no other advantages, that is, his psychological self-regulation ability is indeed okay, and after thinking about it for a while, he actually found a reason that seemed to be able to convince him, so his mood became calm.
In fact, the two opponents who fought with Li Shan, Biaozi used to be a sanda athlete, and he also won the ranking in official competitions, plus he often fought with people on the street, which can be said to be experienced in a hundred battles.
And this Wang Quanbin is even more of a leader in the army, and when he fought against such two opponents, I don't know whether to say that Li Shan was lucky or unlucky? But the result was a self-evident blow to Li Shan's self-confidence.
At about eleven o'clock in the evening, Li Shan walked to a small dirt hill behind the guest house, at this time, the eastern Liaoning region had entered autumn, and the sheep intestine path leading to the mountain was full of leaves and weeds, and it was very comfortable to step on it.
This hill is not very high, strictly speaking, it cannot be regarded as a mountain, it can only be called a mound, because the surrounding area is a small undulating plain within a radius of dozens of miles, which highlights its height, and the surrounding villagers call it the first mountain.
Because it is located in a remote area, there is basically no pollution source, so the visibility is very good, standing on the mountain can see dozens of kilometers away without hindrance, so Li Shan usually comes to climb high and look far away when he is fine, and he has the momentum of being at the top of the mountain and seeing the small mountains.
By the bright moonlight, Li Shan climbed to the mountain in one breath.
Li Shan's usual cultivation is basically indoor due to the restrictions of conditions, but this is the first time he has been outdoors this time. His requirements for the site are not too high, just a little flat, with a size of one or two square meters.
It was a starry night, which could not be seen at all in Chang'an City. Looking into the distance, the lights of people in the distance are dotted, and the two columns of lights that are neatly arranged and have been extending into the distance, that is the location of the airport runway, from time to time you can see fighter planes taking off or landing, and the flames spit out from the tail spout of the aircraft are clearly visible, like fireworks released during the New Year.
The weather is neither cold nor hot, and it is very comfortable. Li Shan moved his joints in various places, and slightly moved his right forearm, which was injured in the afternoon fight, although it was a little dark and green, but it was no longer in serious trouble.
Li Shan took a deep breath and began to cultivate while facing the east. Because his cultivation has a certain amount of heat, he can now control the height of his body without the help of a height limit rope.
At this moment, he looked at the distant scenery with his eyes, as if intentionally or unintentionally, his breathing was even, his heart was peaceful, and his body gradually relaxed.
In the recent stage, when he was cultivating, Li Shan always felt that his upper abdomen was a little distended and painful, and there was a tendency to gradually worsen. But once you don't practice, this feeling disappears. He guessed that it might be because he had always had a problem with his stomach, and that the excessive intensity of exercise during cultivation had affected his stomach.
It stands to reason that you should stop cultivating and wait until you get better before you can continue. But Li Shan didn't want to delay easily, he just appropriately reduced the intensity of his cultivation, and the feeling of swelling and pain seemed to have been alleviated to a certain extent.
But today, for some reason, before he practiced for a while, he felt that his abdomen was distended and painful even more, accompanied by bursts of trembling, Li Shan raised the height of the stake slightly, but there was still no sign of improvement, he could only grit his teeth and continue to persevere.
Then, the feeling of swelling gradually disappeared, and was replaced by a pain, which became more and more intense, and the body began to shake non-stop, and then a hot sensation began to spread throughout the body, as if the blood was burning again.
It was evening now, and the weather was still very cool, but Li Shan was still sweating, sweating slightly at first, and then sweating like a spring, and the clothes on his body were soon soaked with sweat.
"What's going on?" Li Shan became a little uneasy.
Since Li Shan has been reading books and self-learning alone for a long time, in order to learn more relevant information, he has also joined a one-finger Zen cultivation group, and from time to time he has gone online to pay attention to other people's cultivation experiences, and no one has ever had this kind of experience in his impression.
Could it be that the practice has deviated?
Thinking of this, Li Shan couldn't help but be a little scared, in this barren mountain and wild place, if he had any accidents, I am afraid no one would know. He didn't dare to practice anymore, so he immediately took the work.
Li Shan did not leave in a hurry, but sat on the ground and rested for a while, the hot pain slowly disappeared like a low tide, and his body was no longer sweating, and he breathed a sigh of relief. Just a gust of night wind blowing, and the body in wet clothes felt a little cold.
When I returned to the dormitory, it was already more than twelve o'clock, Li Shan and Wang Quanbin lived in the same dormitory, at this time Wang Quanbin was already asleep, this guy just likes to sleep when he is fine.
What happened today made Li Shan feel palpitations, and he felt even more dizzy at the moment, and he just wanted to go to bed and rest. In the past, if he encountered something that was difficult to solve or when he was very physically and mentally exhausted, as long as it was not a big event, Li Shan would sleep beautifully first, which was the best way for him to adjust and relax. Today was no exception, he fell directly on the bed without washing, and fell asleep after a while.
The next morning, after Li Shan woke up, he was not in a hurry to get up, anyway, there was no task at the airport today, so he could be lazy for a while. But when I think back to last night's practice, I feel a little lost.
"If only there was a master to give me some pointers, you could ask him. Li Shan felt that it was not the same thing for him to practice blindly like this.
Could this be a "gas attack lesion"?
Somehow, such a thought popped up in Li Shan's mind, which made him a little excited.
The so-called qi attack lesion is the most unique and natural part of the self-healing method, and it is also the most difficult part for modern people to understand, and it is also the inevitable process of self-healing.
In short, the purpose of qi attacking the lesion is to let the pain naturally reduce, manifest, and dissolve, rather than suppress and cover it up. This is a dialogue of reconciliation between body, mind and spirit, not a war of life and death.
In the past, Li Shan always habitually thought about the bad first, and this had a lot to do with his own experience.
Li Shan once saw some messages in the forum, saying that when kung fu is practiced to a certain level, there will be a phenomenon of "qi attack lesions", and this kind of physical reaction is a manifestation of "qi attack lesions". Li Shan felt that this was more likely, and even regretted giving up halfway last night.
When Li Shan was a child, he once ate raw cucumbers, maybe these cucumbers were not washed much, and I don't know what pesticides remained on them, or because of some germs, but after Li Shan ate it, he vomited and vomited on the spot, accompanied by a high fever, and after being sent to the hospital, the doctor diagnosed food poisoning.
At that time, the condition was relatively serious, and although the disease was later cured, Li Shan's stomach and intestines were greatly damaged, and his function has not recovered.
Therefore, Li Shan is very picky about his diet, he can't be too full or hungry when eating, he can't eat things that are too sour and spicy, he can't eat cold food, and of course he can't drink alcohol.
Looking at those foods that make people drool, Li Shan can only sigh with admiration, he has always been very envious of those who can eat and drink a lot of anything, and fantasize that one day he can cure his stomach, so that he can eat whatever he wants. Although I have seen many doctors, the medicine I take can only have a temporary relieving effect, but it cannot be cured.
And now that he may have the opportunity to cure his stubborn illness, the excitement in his heart can be imagined.