I looked at the picture and tears began to fall.

I hurriedly wiped away my tears, not wanting my tears to wet the photo, but the tears couldn't help but flow again.

Pinching the photo, I cried uncontrollably.

I can't help but think that if my dad was still here, I wouldn't be so uncomfortable, and our family wouldn't be so miserable.

But everything just has no ifs, no beginnings, and these things that happen to my mother and me now are also caused by our choices, and there is no fate.

That's when my mom heard me sobbing quietly and opened her eyes as I was in a state of grief.

She beckoned to me and said, "Juanzi, come here." ”

I hurriedly wiped away my tears, put the picture in my mom's pocket again, and came to my mom as if nothing happened.

But when I got back to my mom, my mom said, "You saw that picture, didn't you?"

I was stunned for a moment, nodded, and my mother sighed softly and said, "Come, lie here with me." ”

I refused: "Mom, this bed is so narrow, and you have an infusion, I'm afraid I'll accidentally touch you." ”

"It's fine. ”

Seeing that my mother insisted, I couldn't continue to say more, so I really lay on the narrow hospital bed with my mother.

The hospital bed squeezed into me, and it suddenly became full.

My mother stretched out a hand, put it on my shoulder, hugged me, and said slowly: "Back then, your father was a member of the production team, and I was a little girl who admired him. When I had finished my farm work and went to see that I liked him, he deliberately said to me, 'Wow, you little girl, don't you have to work every day?' and when I was so ashamed that his face was flushed, he would hand me the nest and sweet potatoes that he had bought for me to eat. I was reluctant to eat every time, gave him food that I exchanged, and then you came and went, and we were together after a long time. At that time, everyone said that we were very good looking, and when I married him like this, I felt that happiness should come.

"He was really nice to me back then. He was very hard at the time, but he was not reluctant to do anything to me. He always said to me, 'I'm not going to let you suffer with me.'" So sometimes he would come back and use his extra salary to buy me a small piece of eyebrow powder, or a little bit of rouge for me to paint. At that time, we raised our eyebrows, and it was very warm......"

As I spoke, my thoughts turned into tears in the depths, and my mother held me tightly in her arms, and my heart was both moved and sentimental.

How beautiful it used to be, the Si people have passed away, and now it is so painful to recall it.

My tears flowed down my cheeks, and I raised my hand to wipe them from my eyes and patted my mom gently, not to make her too sad.

My mom cried silently for a while, and finally didn't continue to tell the story of her and my dad.

It was not until the moon was on the branches that we fell asleep.

Because the cost of living in the hospital was so high, not only the medical expenses, but also some trivial things, the amount of money added up was really high and scary, so we moved back to the salon at noon the next day.

Because my mother can't work too much because of the miscarriage, I can only take care of the hair salon on my behalf.

At this time, I also took a leave of absence from school, did not go to school again, and took care of my mother at home.

That's why I'm in charge of washing and cutting the hair of the guests, and my mom is right next to me.

At first, I was still a little unskilled, and the water temperature was okay, but when I cut my hair, I was a little unskilled, and I almost cut the customer's hair into a dog's gnaw.

At this time, my mother will hurriedly come over to apologize to the customer, and then will ask me to correct my mistakes, and the customer is sometimes very annoyed, but the so-called reaching out and not hitting the smiling person, he will also leave angrily, and said that he will not come to our store next time.

When I heard this, I felt a pain in my heart again, and said to my mother in a low voice, "I'm sorry, Mom." ”

At this time, my mother touched my head and said, "It's okay, child, once born and twice matured." Mom was very unskilled when she first came to do it, but it got better slowly. What's more, I'm just asking you to do it for you for a few days, and Mom will still have to do business in the future. ”

When I heard my mother's words, I secretly made up my mind that I must take care of my guests' heads and wash their hair carefully, so that I can't make such mistakes again.

Under the effect of this determination, and I was more cautious than usual, the next few customers, I did a very serious job of cutting and washing my hair, and the effect was still good.

My mother was resting in the back room, and sometimes she came out to pour water, and she couldn't help but nod her head with relief when she saw me like this.

At this time, an uninvited guest came.

Han Xinrou somehow learned that my mother's hair salon was here, so she specially brought a few little sisters over. I think those sisters are the people she was close to in the class, and the people she talked to a lot at school.

When she walked in, my heart sank, and I stopped what I was doing and looked at her coldly.

Han Xinrou didn't get angry and smiled: "I took care of the friendship of my classmates and came over to help you increase your performance." ”

The so-called reaching out and not hitting the smiling person, plus the visitor is a guest, I can only lose the smile and show her a smile, but it is more ugly than crying.

"Are you here to wash your hair or cut your hair today?"

Seeing my reaction, Han Xinrou couldn't help laughing, and sneered: "Yo, this is really dedicated, I don't know, do you have any special services?"

My face stiffened when I heard this, but I suppressed my anger, didn't slap her directly, and said, "You laughed." ”

Han Xinrou looked around at this time and said, "Alas, what kind of technology can such a small barber shop have? ”

So saying, she lay down on my side of the chaise longue, and stomped on the blanket with her feet, making it very dirty. She also said, "Hey, I don't know how many people have been lying down here, and I don't know what to do, it's really dirty." ”

When I heard this, my heart trembled with anger, but my face was still forced to laugh.

The sisters she had brought with her were even more chattering there at this time, talking vigorously about the poverty of our place.

I was busy washing Han Xinrou's hair, suppressing my anger, and I felt that I should take this job seriously, so I didn't say anything, just washed her hair.

At this time, what Han Xinrou said pierced my heart.

She said in a weird manner: "Dragons give birth to dragons, phoenixes give birth to phoenixes, and the sons of mice will make holes." Your mother is pregnant out of wedlock, which really sets a good example for you. ”

My hand washing her hair slammed, and it took a lot of effort to keep her from pulling her hair.

At this time, Han Xinrou also asked proudly: "You haven't been in class for the past few days, should you go out to pick up guests?"