Chapter 284: Shattering Illusions
I didn't expect to suddenly meet Zheng Xinguang here, I was stunned for a moment, and then there was a light flashing in my eyes.
He was really with Lin Keer, and he came to school so soon, it turned out that those rumors were true.
I couldn't help but think of what they said before, Zheng Xinguang was really with Lin Keer, and he returned to school with the help of Lin Keer.
This is what I didn't agree to persuade Zheng Xinguang to let him go back to school before, but did he do it so easily with a different person?
But I thought about it later and laughed at myself, Zheng Xinguang dropped out of school for me, and now, since I have separated from him, then of course he should go back to school.
Lin Ke'er next to him saw that the two of us had each taken half a step back, as if she was afraid that Zheng Xinguang and I would spark again, so she pulled his clothes and said, "Xinguang, it's time to report to the office." β
When I heard this, I hurriedly lowered my head and apologized: "I'm sorry. β
Then I wanted to leave, but Zheng Xinguang walked past me without squinting, and even accidentally knocked me into a stumbling hole.
I was stunned, standing in place in disbelief, my eyes were a little stunned, Zheng Xinguang has become this attitude towards me now?
He and Lin Keer are together and are going to say goodbye to me completely?
Lin Keer saw Zheng Xinguang's behavior next to her, and she suddenly saw that it was a joy to watch.
But she pretended to be gentle and considerate, helped Zheng Xinguang apologize and said, "I'm sorry, Li Juan." Are you alright? Shinko didn't mean to. β
Maybe she still wanted to stimulate me with this, but at this time, Chen Nianmo, who followed me, came over, saw this scene, and asked Zheng Xinguang directly: "Zheng Xinguang, don't you have a long mouth?"
The battlefield shifted at once, turning into a-for-tat confrontation between two men.
Zheng Xinguang said: "I'm afraid that someone will meddle in things. β
Chen Nianmo said to Zheng Xinguang: "As a man, you don't have any responsibility on your own, and I'm just seeing unevenness." "The two of them are-for-tat, it seems to be for me, but they don't seem to be.
Lin Ke'er seemed to want to persuade her, and seemed to want to make the war more violent to arouse Zheng Xinguang's disgust with me and Chen Chennianmo, but she just said some words of mediation indifferently.
I stood there listening to the argument between the two of them, and it hurt to the bone.
It looks like they're arguing about me, but in fact they're all on their own terms, as if they're talking about a dream from the past.
I really don't want them to shut up and stop saying these things that don't mean anything, but I know I'm not qualified to do that anymore.
In the end, I felt that I couldn't let them quarrel like this anymore, so I forcibly dragged Chen Nianmo away to avoid disputes.
This is the first time I took the initiative to hold Chen Nianmo's hand, Chen Nianmo was stunned, and immediately scolded Zheng Xinguang for "bad seed", and left with me.
Unlike when I grabbed his hand at the beginning, he held me with his backhand as I left, tightly.
I was so distraught that I didn't notice.
When he arrived in a secluded place, Chen Nianmo scolded and said, "People like Zheng Xinguang are not worthy of your liking at all." β
At this time, my mind was still stuck in the scene of the dispute just now, and I felt a little upset.
Because Zheng Xinguang seemed to have completely given up on me just like that, and when he was arguing with Chen Nianmo, I felt that Lin Keer was watching our jokes.
Zheng Xin Guangming didn't like me anymore, so why did he have to argue with Chen Nianmo? This made me very incomprehensible and a little irritable.
Originally, I had decided to give up on him, but now he is following Chen Nianmo and having these connections with me, and this kind of incident makes me feel very uncomfortable.
At this time, Chen Nianmo said again: "Zheng Xinguang is not worthy of your liking at all, do you have any brains?
I heard too much of this kind of remarks, so I exploded directly, and said to Chen Nianmo in a very angry tone: "Don't worry about my nosy business in the future, okay? I beg you, don't care about me anymore!"
Then I said to Chen Nianmo in disgust: "You don't want to show your nobility in front of me in the future, it's not that everyone is like you is the eldest young master, and it's not that anyone has to bear your condescending contempt all the time! Yes, I'm very stupid and stupid, but I also trouble you to raise your noble hand and let me go, since you look down on me, what else do you say?"
I spoke in a sharp and hurtful tone, and finally Chen Nianmo fell silent, and he looked at me with a faint worry in his eyes.
As soon as I spoke, he fell silent.
What I just said was a bit of a mouthful, but it also showed the true emotions in my heart.
After venting, I suddenly felt no strength in my body, like a kite with a broken string, squatting on the ground and crying.
Chen Nianmo's words just now, Lin Ke'er and Zheng Xinguang's actions, have caused some indelible effects on me.
At this time, Chen Nianmo put his hand on my shoulder in silence, I cried for a while, choked up and apologized: "I, I didn't mean to, I just felt uncomfortable." β
Chen Nianmo didn't say a word, so he pulled me up and said, "Let's go, I'll take you to skip school." β
I listened as I followed him a few steps, tears streaming down my cheeks before I could wipe them.
At this time, I was in the middle of excitement, and I didn't want to listen to those gossips about Zheng Xinguang and me at school, and I didn't want to accept the ridicule of everyone anymore, I was vulnerable and fragile, so I resolutely chose to leave.
I think that if I leave with Chen Nianmo, I may be able to get a moment of peace for a while.
But I still have my mother's expectations for me, she wants me to study hard, but now I can't study in this environment.
Just because of the incident with Zheng Xinguang, he destroyed me at once.
I felt very sad in my heart for a moment, maybe I was so fragile.
Chen Nianmo quickly pulled me to the motorcycle, and I sat on his motorcycle, and the motorcycle drove very fast.
Chen Nianmo once said to me before getting in the car: "I'll take you for a ride this time, you will drive fast, if you are afraid, put your arms around my waist, so that it will be more stable." β
So at this time, I also subconsciously hugged Chen Nianmo's waist and stuck it on his back.
Although his back was warm, my heart was cold, and I didn't feel any change in my heart, and I even felt sad.
I think I'm planted, and I hit Zheng Xinguang hard.
I don't know when this anxiety will change.
I thought it might be a good choice to run away from everything like this, to run and run, and maybe to get to places where emotions can't catch up with me.
I was so naΓ―ve to think, but there was a cold voice inside me that shattered all my illusions.