A heavy slap slapped me hard in the face, and I was dizzy with gold stars in my eyes.

The person who smoked me was none other than Wang Zheng, but I saw her eyes wide and roared angrily: "Guan Wang, you are crazy! ”

After speaking, he pushed me away from Huo Liang's side, and then I found that the private room was already in a mess, and the staff of the restaurant also came in and looked at me in surprise.

My daughter Lulu also walked into the private room and looked at me in horror, and then walked straight to Huo Liang indifferently and helped the injured Huo Liang up.

At this time, Wang Zheng was between me and Huo Liang, pointing to the door with a helpless and disappointed expression and said: "You give me out,,, disappear immediately, I don't want to see you again."

Seeing that my daughter Lulu was indifferent to me at this moment, she was very concerned about Huo Liang, and then looked at Wang Zheng who was expressionless in front of me and didn't even want to look at me, and said coldly Let me leave here.

In such a situation, it is clear that they are the real family, and I am the superfluous person, and my heart is broken at this scene.

At this moment, my heart is sore, and what hurts is that Wang Zheng's ridicule and disappointment look at me now is enough to prove that she no longer loves me, in her heart I am an outsider, and in my daughter's heart I am just a strange father, I am more dependent on Huo Liang than Huo Liang, and in her heart Huo Liang is what her father really looks like, right? .

It seems that I have been wishful thinking, fantasizing that I can go back to the past with Wang Zheng and Lulu, but the reality is a blow to the head, everything is in vain, like the past, I suddenly understood

We're never going back to the way things were,,,,,

I took a few steps back, and with tears in my eyes, I turned to leave.

Not far from the restaurant, I heard Wang Zheng shouting from behind, "Guan Wang, wait a minute"

I don't know why Wang Zheng stopped me, could it be that he came to Xingshi again to ask for the guilt?

Unexpectedly, Wang Zheng walked up to me in a few steps, grabbed me, and said with a remorseful face: "Guan Wang, I'm sorry, I was too impulsive to do anything to you just now, but you also have to understand that it was difficult for me to calm down at that time." ”

I smiled coldly: "Understand, of course I understand,,,, my husband can be treated calmly when someone else beats that wife"

My sneering tone seemed to touch Wang Zheng's sore spot, Wang Zheng took a step back when he saw me say this, covered his mouth and cried: "Guan Wang, I really didn't think that things would turn out like this, everything is my fault, if you want to blame me, it has nothing to do with Huo Liang,"

Wang Zheng still took the responsibility on himself at this time, and I was very angry about maintaining Huo Liang, I couldn't control the anger in my heart anymore, grabbed Wang Zheng's shoulder, and said angrily:

"Why,,Why don't you wait for me to come back,,Why are you with Huo Liang,,Do you know that it is you who supports me to live on a desert island, I look forward to the day when I meet you again day and night, you are my hope to live,Why,,, why,,"

Why,,Why,,

Not only questioned this Wang Zheng, but also questioned myself, what is all this for.

I know very well in my heart that I have been missing for seven years, and even my parents think that I am no longer in the world, not to mention Wang Zheng, it is reasonable for her to find another home, but why can't I let go of her, why can't I let her go, why does my heart hurt when I learn that she remarried, am I too selfish, or do I love her too much,,,,

Looking at Wang Zheng who was sitting on the ground, my heart hurt even more, maybe I shouldn't come back, all this wouldn't have happened.

I really can't imagine that love can also bring harm to people, it seems that I should choose to give up, otherwise there will be more hurt.

Although I was unwilling, I hoped that time would smooth all this, I looked at the crying Wang Zheng and resolutely turned away.

At that moment, my heart ached so much, like a shell that had lost my soul, walking aimlessly in the neon city in a daze, and a sad love song came from a store.

I was really lonely without you, my heart was so flustered and filled with fear

I'm really at a loss without you, and it's like losing my soul all day

I'm really lonely without you, my heart is so flustered, I don't know what to do

It's really hard to get used to without you, and if you look back now, it won't be too late

Is this song really sad for me, my mood now is exactly the same as what I sang in the song.

At this time, you should numb yourself and let yourself forget all your troubles, and the best way to numb yourself is to ,,,,,,

I went to a nightclub and opened a private room to howl songs, buy drunk, indulge, vent,,,,,

Anyway, when I regained consciousness, I found that I was lying on a large bed, and there was a woman sleeping next to me, and although my brain was blank and a little fragmented, I knew what I had done.

I felt a little remorseful when I saw this scene, but what was the use? I was a little embarrassed when I looked at the strange woman sleeping beside me, so I got up carefully and softly and got dressed, put all the cash on the bedside, and quietly left,,,,

I really didn't expect me to indulge myself so much, I thought I was an honest person who would never look for flowers and willows in my life, but today it was an unprecedented wind and snow, but I felt a little loss, that is, I drank a broken piece last night, and I didn't seem to feel the excitement of the wine.

It seems that it should be ,,,,,,, in the future

Now I don't have that kind of mood and thoughts, my heart is very chaotic, after meeting Wang Zheng and Huo Liang and having a conflict, I feel that I am a little too selfish, completely ignoring the feelings of others, it seems that I should be calm and calm, think about it.

At this time, I was a little hungry and went to a noodle restaurant, ordered a bowl of beef noodles and ate them, the taste of the noodles was very average, but this was not what I cared about, because I heard a familiar voice.

This noodle shop is unlikely to be opened by a couple, and they must be from the Northeast, because they speak a pure Northeast dialect when they chat, especially the tone and tone of the proprietress reminds me of a person.

She is the woman who rescued me from the pirate's lair, Zhou Xinyue.