After Xuejiao passed out, when she woke up, she was lying in the hospital, with no one around, lonely and lonely, with no one to accompany her. Thinking of the scene of the child's death, the two little heads were lying in a pool of blood, and Xue Jiaohao cried magnifiedly. Ran out of the hospital crying. He wanted to take another look at the child, but when he came downstairs where the child had an accident, he disappeared from the child. Where's my baby? You two are there, mom is looking for you, you two come back. Xuejiao looked upstairs and downstairs, looked at the cot that the child slept on, sniffed the clothes worn by the child, and looked under the bed, are you hiding from your mother, you two come out, your mother is looking for you. No, Mom sent you two to your aunt's house, and I have to go to your aunt's house. Since then, there has been a madwoman on the street, running around in a hurry. She's searching, looking for her two daughters, and her family.

At the end of my six-year prison life, I was released from prison, and I walked out of the prison gate alone with my eyes glazed over, holding the ashes of my two children in my hands. At this time, a policeman came running and said that it was difficult to find the police. He also asked me what I planned to do in the future. I said that I would find a job in the future, take my two daughters, and be lonely for the rest of my life. The policeman comforted, young people cheer up, your life is still long, as long as you work hard, you will marry a wife and have children, and you will be happy for a lifetime, come on, young people, as long as you are willing to struggle, the future is very beautiful. I smiled and said goodbye to the police with a smile.

After I was released from prison, I asked around for news of Xuejiao, and finally asked Xuejiao's aunt in the countryside, who told me that Xuejiao had something mentally wrong and often ran around the streets, saying that she was looking for her two daughters. At these times, I often wander around the place where the child has an accident, and your old house, and often come to my place, saying that I am looking for his two daughters. Saying goodbye to my aunt, I followed the route my aunt told me to find Xuejiao. Passing through my hometown, where I lived before I was ten years old, I was reluctant to leave for a long time. Touching the ashes of the two children in the backpack, thinking about why my mother didn't open the door for me, maybe my mother didn't open the door for me in order to protect me. There is no parent in the world who does not cherish their children, and now I understand my mother a little, are you okay? I asked deeply in front of the gate of the community, but I did not go in, and I did not knock on the door again.

After looking for a few days, I finally found Xue Jiao, she was unkempt, her hair was scattered, her clothes could not be seen, and she was barefoot, sitting on the bridge, grabbing food with her hands and eating one bite at a time. It's spring, and the clothes on her body are still very thick.

Xue Jiao, Xue Jiao, do you still know me? Xue Jiao stopped eating, and two eyes shot out of her hair. It's me the sea, your husband. Xue Jiao threw away her meal, crawled up to me and cried. Hope is gone, hope is gone. She turned around, picked up two small blackened clothes on the ground, and handed them over while crying, hope was gone, and Chenxi was gone. Don't cry Xue Jiao, Xue Jiao doesn't cry, they're all there, you see, I put down my backpack and show Xue Jiao the ashes, they will always be with us, this bottle is the boss, this bottle is the second, our family will not be separated, never separated. I found that Xue Jiao had a big belly, as if she was about to give birth.

I took Xuejiao, bought clothes, pants, and shoes, found a hotel, and bathed Xuejiao, I found that Xuejiao was indeed pregnant and was about to give birth. I was expressionless, how could a man tolerate his wife cuckolding him, and burying his two children, and leaving quietly when Xue Jiao needed it. But now I am very calm, Xuejiao is my only relative after all, I want to take care of her carefully, after all, she has been the goddess in my heart from beginning to end, and now she is my legal wife.

I took Xue Jiao to rent a house, and Xue Jiao never left me, Xue Jiao always looked at my busy figure, laundry, cooking, thoughtful. I asked Xue Jiao whose child is in your belly? Xue Jiao shed tears and said, I let people deceive, I let people deceive, I comforted Xue Jiao, don't be excited, I don't ask, the child in your belly is ours, and I will raise it well in the future. I asked Xue Jiao, did all the money from selling the house go out? Xue Jiao said no, it was all in the bank card. I took Xuejiao to the bank to report the loss, and found that there were only 20,000 yuan left in all the cards. I thought to myself, it's okay, I still have a conscience, and I have 20,000 left, and this snow Jiaojiao has a child.

After Xuejiao gave birth, she was also depressed after giving birth, and her life was even worse, sometimes she thought that people were fate, and the gentleman did not fight with fate, what kind of life was it, just live whatever life, no sorrow, no grievances. I'm relieved now, but I'm just living my life day by day, and I'm not in a hurry or bored. Just endure it, no matter how bitter, difficult, and tired, I endure it, and slowly the time will pass, now it is much stronger than before, now at least I can control Xue Jiao, she is not taking the initiative to spend money, not taking the initiative to ask me for money, I will eat whatever I cook, and I eat as simple as possible, just eat enough, I have experienced so much, and I am not in much of a good mood to make delicious, but now my pressure has become less. One day Xuejiao asked me, what will you do if I die. I shook my head and said, live, I can still see you as a person if you live, plus the child, we can still form a family, if you are gone, the child has no mother, it will be even more bitter. Xue Jiao said again, I am a waste person, I have become a waste person, I can't accept myself. I told Xue Jiao that life is suffering, great suffering and great sorrow, and only by tasting the warmth and coldness of the world can you achieve complete merit, and God will not let you die. Many adults want to die, but as an adult, you can't be so selfish and just give up. Stay alive, Xuejiao. My lover.

The next day Xuejiao never woke up, I don't think my words worked, she left the child forever, left me, and left this home. She took a lot of sleeping pills and drank alcohol, because she wanted to leave this world completely. I looked at Xue Jiao's appearance and didn't cry out loud, I was afraid that I would collapse and go completely crazy if I cried. Seeing the child still snuggled up in his mother's arms and asleep, I still shed tears.

Looking at the sunset, my goddess, what made the heavenly lady become what she is now, she didn't eat a delicious meal before she died, she just died, looking at the delicate baby, looking at your bloated face, and your eyes that will never open again, I sighed at the injustice of God, let the young life come to an end, let a newborn baby lose its mother, I want to cry without tears. Society has abandoned the pride of the sky, and the pride of the sky has abandoned his own flesh and blood, who is to blame? Come on, child, eating a mouthful of cold milk, feeling the cold temperature of the mother, and smelling the cold taste of the mother. Remember, child, this is your mother, the mother who died. I record everything with my phone, hoping that you will still remember the taste of your mother years later.

The child is not crying, the fleshy little face is wrapped in the mother's **, asleep, even if the mother has no milk there, looking at her mother, I can't stop crying, just let the tears flow for a while. The family is chaotic now, but I still have to live, I still have to eat, yes, I still have to eat, as long as I can eat, I can live. I saw that there was still a bag of noodles left in the house, boiled noodles in clear water, and people said that where there are fireworks, there is hope, and I also want to see hope, no matter what happens, this home must have fireworks. I ate a bowl of boiled noodles and felt refreshed. Now Xue Jiao's body is still lying on the bed, and I want to call the crematorium, but I don't know the number. At this time, I thought that it was difficult to find the police, so I called 110, and it didn't take long for the police to come.

When I saw someone, I couldn't help crying, I knelt down in front of the police, crying and saying, please save this home, save this doll, at this time the child also cried, the police saw the miserable home, the corpse on the bed, and bowed his head and was dull. A policeman came down and asked me what had happened. I cried and said, I don't want to live anymore, I don't want to live anymore, my wife died of sleeping pills, abandoned me, discarded the doll, and discarded this home. My wife she died, she died. The police officers present were all sad, and their mixed feelings were all concurrent at this moment.

When I died, I couldn't come back to life, and I was cremated, and there was a policeman who walked around the house and said that he had committed suicide, and he didn't take me into custody. Seeing me like this, the police made a donation, called a car, and pulled Xuejiao to the crematorium.

I put the child at home and sat in front of the hearse, behind the hearse was the child's mother, and the police were even more worried, a female policeman always followed, holding milk powder, diapers, small clothes, and a quilt wrapped around the child. I told the police to go back, and the police said it was her job, and there were police officers in any difficulty.

When the cremation was over, I held the child in one hand and the child's mother in the other, and said a word, I walked home, and our family was not separated. Where's the home? Rental house, it seems to be about to expire. Think about all the helplessness, look at the baby in the swaddling clothes, the little face is white and tender, I really want to say a few words to her, child, you have no mother now, you have to live well in the future. I also miss my parents now, I think about my parents now, I also miss my parents now, if I have my father and mother by my side, I won't be like this. Child, you are unlucky, you died soon after you were born, your mother is also unlucky, and your father is also unlucky, we are connected by the same fate. Daughter, don't blame Dad for being ruthless, Dad wants to find you a good family.

When I got home, I put my wife's ashes in a small bottle, found a small bottle and put some ashes, sandwiched it in my daughter's nap belt, and wrote another line of words, born at 6 pm on May 12, 2013, her name is Li Wanxi. I hope that the well-wishers will adopt, and I am very grateful. In the small bottle is the mother's ashes, the small bottle has a picture of the mother, the next night I put the child downstairs in the grass, I stood upstairs, stared intently, just watched, stood until the middle of the night, but no one took it away, I really can't bear it, thinking of his two sisters, and the mother who just died, I am very sad. It was almost dawn, I ran downstairs, picked up the child again, put it on the bed, and I fell asleep with the child in my arms.

The next day, I carried the child to the gate of the orphanage, and I put the child at the door of the orphanage, and watched from a distance, watching as people sent the child to the orphanage.