Chapter Forty-Three: The Sea of Jealousy Obscure love is difficult to dispel, and hatred gradually arises
"When I was pushed under Master's knife, it was you who did not hesitate to kill him with your own hands!"
"Your determined gaze is on me. ”
"Dragged me up with his powerful palms and carried me out of the pile of dead. ”
"You know, you at that moment are like I've never seen before. ”
"Your majestic posture, your expression that blocks everything for me, and your strong back. ”
"It all became a bright light that drew me from the darkness. ”
"You said to me: Ah Yin, you still have me, I will protect you for the rest of your life. ”
"Don't you remember it anymore?"
Shao Qing staggered back, he shook his head and said, "I haven't forgotten, and I never thought of giving up on you." ”
"But that's the love of confidants, the affection between brothers!"
"You think I'm giving up my painting skills for you, and I'm incognito to set up a beautiful stage for you. ”
"Make you glamorous, for you to block all the ugliness in this world. ”
"Are these just simple brotherhood!" Zhao Hengyin seemed to ask himself, and he was also asking Shao Qing.
"Do you know why I don't paint anymore!"
"Because, that day you almost fell off the cliff, when I grabbed you. ”
"The tendon in the wrist was ruptured, and the doctor said that he could no longer use the pen. ”
"Do you know how I feel when I hear the doctor say that he wants that?"
I looked at my hand, even though it was trembling and couldn't pick up the brush again. ”
"However, I have no regrets, as long as I am well, I am enough!" Zhao Hengyin said with a wry smile.
Every word Zhao Hengyin said was like a knife slashing at Shao Qing's heart.
He stretched out his hand, wanting to walk over to Zhao Hengyin's side and hug him again.
But he still endured it, and he choked up and said, "I don't know, I don't know." ”
"Yes, of course you don't know, you never asked me. Isn't it?" Zhao Hengyin said.
"Just like back then, when you left with Feng Le in the Criminal Mansion, you never thought about my fear. ”
"When I was burned at the stake, you said that you would die with me, and I didn't hesitate at all. ”
"I'm thinking, if I let Fengle snatch you away, I might as well die with you!"
"But he appeared again, and he rode you out of the fire. ”
You let go of the hand that was holding me like that, and I watched you get farther and farther away from me. ”
"I've lost you again, and I really have lost you. ”
"The flame burned my hands and pierced my heart!"
"These pains are all brought to me by Fengle!" Zhao Hengyin clenched the jade pen in his hand tightly.
Hearing this, Shao Qing still took a step, he walked to Zhao Hengyin's side and held his shoulder.
As if to confirm something, he asked him: "Is it you?
On the same day, after Zhao Hengyin learned that Feng Le died, he was still protecting Shao Qing at all times, and the jealousy in his heart was even more difficult to control.
He didn't know where he got the news that Mo needed a body.
In order to completely destroy Fengle, Zhao Hengyin told the existence of Mo's Fengle.
Mo Jin took Feng Le's body out of the Wensheng wine shop and transported it to Mo Mansion.
"Hahaha! Shao Lanzhi, you finally understand! It's me! It's me who betrayed you first. ”
"But who made you betray me early?"
"You make Fengle an indispensable person in your life!"
"So, what am I going to do? I'm abandoned again!"
"Just like when my parents used me to block the knife when they were destroyed that night!"
"So, I tell Feng Le, if you don't leave the royal family, I will make you the plaything of the sovereign!"
"You don't know how much he loves you!"
"He will not hesitate to put himself in danger, but he also wants you to hate him and leave the royal family. Zhao Hengyin's eyes seemed to be about to erupt with fire.
He said with hatred: "I can only use this disgusting beautiful skin against you!"
"In order to get me, the lord let me fake my death, and I will do it. ”
"I followed his preferences, became his companion, and asked him to name me the king of Zhao. ”
"I can't get it like Fengle, but I can love you deeply!"
"I can only do it, torture you!"
"Hahaha! I am happy to see you in pain!" Zhao Hengyin roared like a madman.
Shao Qing snatched the jade pen in Zhao Hengyin's hand, clenched it hard, folded it in half, and threw it on Zhao Hengyin's body.
"You can torture me, both physically and mentally, why would you hurt innocent people!" Shao Qing hated.
Zhao Hengyin squatted down and picked up Duan Cheng's jade pen in two, smiling.
There were tears in his eyes: "I want to, too, but I can't." ”
"I see the way your heart hurts, and I only hurt more. ”
"Feng Le said that he loves you, and when he saw your performance from the wine shop, he was moved by you. ”
"But he won't tell you, and he won't have anything to do with you. ”
"He just wants to protect you, and the uneasiness in your eyes is something he can't forget. Zhao Hengyin held the broken pen in his hand and muttered.
"When I heard him say this, I realized that my love was so insignificant. ”
"I just want to possess you, rely on you, never thought that maybe you also need someone to protect. ”
"Ah Qing, from now on, I'll protect you, okay? Give me a chance. Zhao Hengyin looked at Shao Qing with teary eyes.
Shao Qing's heart tightened, and he was about to take Zhao Hengyin's hand, but Duan Sixu saw a murderous aura in his eyes.
"Shao Qing, step back, he's going to do it!" Duan Si continued to shout.
said that it was too late, and Zhao Hengyin really pulled out a dagger from his waist and was about to stab Shao Qing.
At this time, I saw Qi Xingfei over, dragged Shao Qing back, and a phosgene hit Zhao Hengyin.
"Ah Yin!" Shao Qing stretched out his hand to drag Zhao Hengyin, who flew one after another, and shouted.
At this moment, the surrounding airflow began to become cold, and Duan Sixu said in a low voice, "Be careful!"
"Zhao Hengyin, do you still want to deceive yourself!" a man's voice suddenly appeared in the sky.
"Brother Feng!" Shao Qing shouted in surprise.
"Feng Le, why are you still haunting us!" Zhao Hengyin roared angrily.
"Shao Qing, it's me, I'm here to say goodbye to you. ”
"I'm sorry I made you an immortal monster, but I can't help it. ”
"I don't want to see you hurt yourself, there's no point in going with me. Feng Le suddenly appeared in front of Shao Qing.
Shao Qing choked back tears and wanted to touch Feng Le's face, but he pounced.
"He is a spirit. Duan Si continued to say sadly.
"Brother Feng. Shao Qing shouted.
"Shao Qing, you just keep being yourself. ”
"Don't change for anyone. After Feng Le finished speaking, he looked at Shao Qing with a smile.
Seeing that Feng Le slowly began to disappear, Shao Qing panicked: "Brother Feng, you, where are you going?"
"It's just a remnant of his spirit, and he's saying goodbye to you. Duan Si continued.
Shao Qing knelt on the ground dejectedly, and watched Feng Le leave again, this time completely away.
Never again! Once again, he was powerless to lose his happiness.
In fact, the moment Shao Qing rescued Zhao Hengyin, everything changed in the dark.
Shao Qing only has love for Zhao Hengyin, and a deep confidant,
And Zhao Hengyin's infatuation and obscure love for Shao Qing, Shao Qing has never known it.
Feng Le buried his affection for Shao Qing and had been silently protecting him, but he died tragically under Shao Qing's knife.
All of this is because of Zhao Hengyin's jealousy and inferiority, and he single-handedly ruined the lives of three people.
"It's all me, it's all because of me, this is the punishment that fate has given me!" Shao Qing muttered bitterly.
Duan Si continued to dismount, picked up Shao Qing and said, "Life, it's up to you." ”
"No one's life has changed because of you, and you can't change anyone. ”
"Nor are they at the mercy of fate, everything is their own choice. ”