In the second semester of my fourth year of college, the day after the graduation defense was completed, there was nothing to do in school, and I wandered around 58.com to see if there was a job I was satisfied with.

"Hey, you're still playing games here when you're about to graduate, have you found a job?" I said, sitting on a chair in my dorm room, looking at the fat ball who was playing games.

The ball fat man's real name is Qiuyun is my roommate in the same dormitory, he is not tall and very fat, it is estimated that he can have two hundred pounds, and he also has the nickname of the ball fat man.

The ball fat man usually loves to play games.,It's a die-hard fan of LOL.,The grades are the tail of the crane in the class.,I don't usually read books.,Only League of Legends and rich women.,Only when it's time for exams can you put down these two things and start cramming temporarily (in fact, I'm not much better.)。

"Isn't there still two months to graduate?

At this moment, the door of the dormitory was pushed open, and the person who came in carried a takeaway in his hand and put it next to Qiuyun: "Ball fatty, your takeaway" After speaking, he said to me: "I looked at the same city for several days and found a few suitable companies, but I submitted my resume and it was all lost in the sea, and it seems to be yellow."

"There's no way, it's really hard to find a job after graduating as a college student. "I got up and closed the dormitory door, took out a cigarette and gave it to Zhao Jianqi, I lit one myself, and the fat man didn't smoke, so I didn't give it to him.

Just when the two of me were talking, a WeChat message prompt sounded, I walked to my bedside and unplugged the phone charger, unlocked and opened WeChat, and saw that there were two unread messages, one was sent to me by chopsticks, and the other was Su Xiaole.

I automatically ignored the message given to me by chopsticks, clicked on Su Xiaole's message, and looked: Do you have time now? I'm waiting for you in the second playground.

Our school is very large, and there are three playgrounds, the first playground is next to the first canteen, and the second playground is at the back of our dormitory.

I put out the cigarette and replied on WeChat: I'll be there soon

After two minutes, I came to Su Xiaole's face, Su Xiaole wore a knee-length pleated skirt today, her waist-length long hair was scattered at will, her beautiful face couldn't hide her sorrow, she raised her head and saw standing in front of him, and said directly, "I'm leaving"

"Hey, isn't there still two months to graduate? Why do you have to leave now" Su Xiaole was leaving, and my heart was pinched.

Su Xiaole is my girlfriend, we have been together for two years, and she and I have spent an unforgettable and beautiful college life together.

Once we fantasized together that after graduating from college, we would work and live well in this city, and buy a house in the future, and the two of us would settle here in the future.

Now hearing her say that he was leaving, I could feel as if something in my heart was about to leave me.

I'm afraid that when I hear that sentence, I can't bear her, I can't bear our past, and I can't bear the laughter and laughter we used to have together.

But what are you afraid of, Su Xiaole's next sentence completely shattered my last illusion.

"Let's break up," she didn't answer my question, and the breakup came out of her mouth with a hint of crying and a hint of determination.

"Why" Su Xiaole's words were like a sharp knife stuck in my heart, and the blood couldn't stop flowing. I have always been with her in what he wants to do, never asking her why, just unconditionally agreeing with her, this is the first time, maybe the only time.

Crystal tears slid down Su Xiaole's cheeks, and I felt distressed again, I wanted to reach out and wipe away her tears, but in the end my hand stopped in mid-air, and finally I didn't move.

"After graduation, we should all grow up, we can't live a carefree life like in school, we will add a lot of troubles, add a lot of helplessness, this is the reality of society, I'm sorry. With that, she got up and ran off into the distance.

I looked at her back and didn't chase it, and muttered to myself on the playground: "Helplessness to grow up?"

I walked into the bar in despair: "Sister Li, bring me a glass of wine." ”

"Oh, rare guest, you haven't been here for a long time. Sister Li came to me, gave me a cup of draft beer, sat down across from me, saw my lost soul and continued, "What's wrong?

I didn't answer, it was a tacit acquiescence, I picked up the draft beer and poured it violently, the beer went down, I instantly sobered up a lot, looking at Sister Li, who had long red hair and a slender figure in front of me, I had an urge to cry.

Sister Li picked up the wine glass, went to the counter and refilled a glass for me, pushed it in front of me, I picked up the wine, and drank the draft beer in the glass without taking another sip.

Sister Li sat down opposite me again: "I said earlier, you and Xiaole are not suitable, you are not from the same world at all, do you remember what you said at the beginning?"

I was lost in thought, but in the end I didn't remember.

Sister Li sighed: "You said at the beginning, as long as you love each other enough, no matter what difficulties and obstacles you have, you can overcome them." ”

I was stunned, closed my eyes and pondered, I did say this sentence, this sentence was said two years ago, when Xiaole and I were just together, at that time I was full of ambition, I felt that as long as Xiaole was with me, the world could be trampled under my feet.

But now, I don't know what's going on, Xiaole is suddenly going to break up with me, I don't know what the difficulty is, now I'm like a headless fly running around, I won't believe Xiaole's excuse to go back to my hometown.

"Hey, young people's love, you still have to figure it out yourself," Sister Li finished speaking, stood up and picked up the empty cup in front of me, went to the counter and refilled another glass for me, then she walked to the small stage of the bar, picked up the guitar and began to sing.

Sister Li's singing voice is elegant and melodious, which makes people relax from the tiring work and life, perhaps this is why the bar is so hot

I listened to Sister Li's singing, my body relaxed and fell into deep thought, and after a few minutes I took out my mobile phone, wanted to call Xiaole, wanted to ask her, what the hell is this, but in the end I didn't have the courage to dial, and finally had to put the phone down.

I picked up the wine glass in front of me, weighed it for a while and finally drank it all, I didn't feel like it, I came to the bar with an empty wine glass in my hand, I handed the wine glass to the beautiful bartender girl, I sat on the chair in front of the bar: "Mix me the strongest wine"