285 self-defeating
In this way, the drunken turmoil finally passed, Mu Haotian's lips curled, and he pulled out the USB drive and rushed to the hospital to see Ling Feng.
Who knows, he knocked for a long time, but the door of Ling Feng's ward was closed, and he didn't even answer his phone.
In desperation, the phone called Wei De, "Wei De, what's the matter with Ling Feng, why don't you open the door and answer my call?"
"It's been days since he shut himself off and doesn't answer anyone's phone but my calls. Weide said truthfully.
"What's wrong? Who messed with him?"
"I don't know, since I saw my current dignity, he has been decadent, and then he has slowly become what he is now. ”
"Did he see Zhou Xiaoyu?"
"No, he has always refused to see her. ”
“...... What do you mean, afraid of scaring her?"
"Xiao Yu thought that Ling Feng hadn't woken up yet, Ling Feng didn't let him say that he had woken up, you must keep it secret. ”
"Thankfully, I didn't talk much. Mu Haotian patted his mouth and said.
"You have something to do, you don't have to come over if you're fine, his body is much better, and he can consider plastic surgery if he continues to recover for a while." ”
"Oh...... You call him and say I'm coming to see him. ”
"No need to fight, he won't be seen. ”
"If you want to hit you, you'll fight!"
...... Well, Wede dialed over and pressed the speakerphone.
The "......" phone rang for a long time and no one answered, and Wei De spread his hands to express helplessness.
Just when everyone was about to hang up, a slightly tired voice came from the phone: "Is there something wrong?"
Wei De hurriedly said, "Mu Haotian wants to see you." ”
"Nope. ”
Afraid that he would hang up the phone, Mu Haotian hurriedly snatched the phone: "Don't you want to see your wife's recent situation?"
"You know, how do you know that she's very close to you?" Ling Feng's hand holding the phone couldn't help but tighten.
"She got drunk in my hotel last night, do you think I will know?" Mu Haotian knew where his weakness was, and he was serious.
After being silent for a long time, Ling Feng asked him with a sad face, "Is she having a bad time?"
"Alas!" Mu Haotian involuntarily sighed and said, "That's the private room where we often gather, do you want to watch the video here?"
Ling Feng's eyes were full of eagerness, of course he wanted to see it, but what could he do if he saw it? Everything could never go back, did he still care about her? raised his head and let the tears flow backwards, but accidentally flowed down his cheeks, Ling Feng smacked it hard, and said ruthlessly: "I'm very tired now, don't look at it, you can go." ”
Mu Haotian frowned slightly, how could he be such a shrewd person who couldn't hear the meaning of Ling Feng's words, so he asked him: "Do you want to abandon her and ignore her? Do you think she will dislike the way you are now? Or do you think you are not worthy of her? I don't want to evaluate what kind of person she is, and I don't want to judge what you do right or wrong, my USB drive has her truest side, you may be able to find the answer you want after reading it." Ling Feng, some things you think may not exist, or maybe your thoughts are wrong, as a friend can't control your life, but I don't want you to go further and further on the wrong path of life and let your regrets intensify. ”
Ling Feng slowly closed his eyes, and after a moment, he spoke, "Come here." He really missed Xiaoyu so much, although he knew that some things couldn't be changed, but he still let Mu Haotian come over.
Mu Haotian returned the phone to Wei De and walked towards Ling Feng's ward with heavy steps.
In the ward, as soon as Mu Haotian walked in, Ling Feng couldn't wait to stretch out his hand, "Give it to me." ”
Mu Haotian squinted at him: "Who said no, just now, you have lost it." ”
Ling Feng pulled him by the collar violently, and the ferocity on his face was exposed, making the originally weird-looking face even more hideous: "Mu Haotian, I'm barefoot now and I'm not afraid to wear shoes, are you sure you want to fight with me?"
Mu Haotian, who was suddenly strangled to his neck, had a black line: "Hey...... Just kidding, you're serious. ”
Ling Feng let go and pushed him, gritting his teeth and saying, "I'm like this, are you still joking?...... Is it cool to wear sunglasses in broad daylight? ”
"Damn, who is not developing in the brain?" Mu Hao was furious, but seeing that Ling Feng looked like he was going to fight and was ready to accompany him at any time, he had to soften, he didn't come to fight, he came to persuade peace, thinking of this, he was defeated, like a rooster who had been defeated all of a sudden, he handed over the USB drive and said: "Forget it, don't worry about you, wait for you to settle together." "If you can't see like a patient, it seems that he is so ignorant.
Ling Feng took You, and couldn't wait to walk to the side of the bed and plug it into his laptop.
Mu Haotian also followed and sat beside him.
In this way, yesterday's scene appeared in Ling Feng's sight.
Seeing his wife who was so stunned, he felt as if he had fallen into eighteen layers of hell, and the throbbing pain in his body made him breathless, when his wife covered his chest and said that his heart hurt, he couldn't help choking anymore, at that moment he felt that the air was getting thinner and thinner, and he could only breathe hard, but the heartache rose and fell, and he couldn't help but squat down in the end, tears fell to the ground, and he was sobbing silently.
Mu Haotian knew that he would definitely collapse when he saw these with the feelings of the two of them, because even he, an outsider, was sad to see Zhou Xiaoyu's appearance and didn't sleep well all night. If he was Ling Feng now, then he would have no regrets when he died at this moment.
After a long time, Mu Haotian patted the shoulder that had been trembling on the ground and comforted: "Okay, it's almost enough! You should be happy knowing that someone cares! Ling Feng, to be honest, you have always been a role model in my heart, you work hard, your strength, your bravery and the spirit of not admitting defeat make me proud! I Mu Haotian once swore that I would live like you Ling Feng in this life, I have been working hard for this goal, I hope you will not let me down." "Really, he has taken Ling Feng as an example since he was a child, from his previous studies, to his later work, and now to marrying now, he always feels that there is a certain distance between him and Ling Feng.
Ling Feng stood up and laughed at himself: "Hehe...... Anyone who says something nice will say it. ”
Mu Haotian sighed slightly, and said earnestly: "Ling Feng, nine times out of ten, there are unsatisfactory things in life, you have it, I Mu Haotian has it, Mo Zichen has it, everyone in the world has it, how can you not understand it if you are so smart?"
Speaking of this, Ling Feng's eyes showed a deep pain, how could he not know these truths, but when the pain is reflected in reality, who can be calm and calm, and his heart is like water.
"You go, I want to be alone for a while. ”
"I'm not leaving, I want to know what you're going to do next? Ling Feng in my mind is a big hero, I hope he won't bow to fate, I want to see him stand up bravely and take responsibility. Mu Haotian continued to put on a top hat for him, encouraging him to face reality bravely, not wanting to see him do things that he would lose his mind.
"I ...... I don't know, I don't know what to do now......" In fact, the moment he saw his true face, his heart was already in despair. The thing he thinks about the most these days is to arrange his wife's life in the future.
He thought that the rest of her life would no longer have anything to do with him, but even so, he was thinking about her all the time.
He even found a home for her - Qiao Chusheng. is also a man, every time he sees his wife's eyes, he is sour, so he desperately finds fault with him inside and outside the conversation, it is because he is jealous, he cares!
Mu Haotian stared at him for a long time without saying a word, shook his head and then spoke: "You disappointed me too much, I didn't expect you to be so capable." ”
"Haotian, after so many ups and downs, I advise you, cherish the people who love you and the people you love, because you don't know if you can still be together in the next moment, cherishing everything you have at the moment is the most important thing in front of you. Ling Feng said, his eyes looking into the distance with a blank look, as if he was looking at the future.
"What about you? Have you decided to give up on yourself and break the jar? Ling Feng and I...... I really think highly of you! No, I misread you, where did your bravery go? Your cowardice now really makes me a little unaware of you. Wake up, Ling Feng, think about your smart, cute and high-IQ two treasures, they can't live without their mothers, they need to live happily, how can you be selfish and deprived?" his lack of oil and salt made Mu Haotian very angry.
"Everyone has their own way of life, no one can impose their own thoughts on others, and the same goes for you!Thank you for taking care of Xiaoyu, I know that I didn't misunderstand you!" Ling Feng's heart was very confused now, but he knew who was good to him.
"But I misjudged you!" Mu Hao turned around the room, hoping to find a way to make him change his mind.
It's just that once a person has decided on something, how can it be easily changed? Especially Ling Feng, his stubbornness has always been obvious to all, thinking that no one could persuade him to move him when he was drunk and dreaming of death, who can turn things around now? Unless he is willing to let go of his inner demons and come out, it will be difficult for anyone to do it.
"Mu Haotian, Xiaoyu will inevitably trouble you in the future, I hope you can help me in the face of me, and also, if she goes to your territory to drink again, give her a drink, and then let Ouyang Bingyin accompany her. As for his son, he is very relieved to have grandparents looking at him, as for his mother, he is not worried about his father, as for his father, as long as he has his mother by his side, he will be very strong, the only one who relies on him is his wife who is spoiled like a child, can she be alone without his care?