Can I see my father? Xiao Nanshu was in a complicated mood, nervous and happy.

He always wanted to ask the question, why did his father not want to see him, was his father too busy?

The door opened in front of him, and Mu Nanshu entered on his short legs.

In the quaint room sat a tall man drinking tea with a teacup.

The white mist in the teacup was a little blurry.

Mu Nanshu stood in front of him and called him timidly: "Dad." ”

"Come and let me see. He beckoned to Munanshu, who walked up to him, who was no taller than his legs.

Mu Nanshu had to tilt his head to see him, but Mu Ziqi's facial features were handsome but exuded a cold aura.

The person in front of him didn't look like his father, but like a strange passerby.

"Dad......" Mu Nanshu called him again.

Why didn't Dad react to him, was it really the same as he thought, Dad didn't like him?

The small chin was held up, and Mu Ziqizi carefully looked at the face that was almost carved out of the same mold as him, and there was no shadow of his mother at all.

If he had been more like his mother, he wouldn't hate him so much.

Mu Nanshu, who was trembling at the sight of Mu Ziqi, frowned, "Dad, are you ...... Hate me? That's why you don't come to see me. ”

He was happy to see his father, but there was no happiness in his father's eyes, and the emotions in his eyes were ...... Hate?

Mu Ziqi said coldly: "Yes, I hate you, when I see you, I will think of your mother, if it weren't for you, she wouldn't die." ”

A child who is only more than two years old, you can imagine how sad this sentence makes him.

Mu Nanshu's fingers tugged at Mu Ziqi's clothes tightly, and his mind was full of his father hating me, and my mother died because of me.

Although the aunt who took care of him did not directly say what happened to his mother, Mu Nanshu also felt it.

It's just that he didn't expect that the first meeting with his father would be such a painful thing.

Before he could recover from this blow, Mu Ziqi had already gotten up.

"Come with me. ”

He didn't know where his father was going to take him, so he had to obediently follow Mu Ziqi.

Until I was taken to a room where there were a lot of bottles and jars.

"Dad, what are these?" he whispered.

"Want to revive your mother?"

He nodded.

"These are the medicines that can save your mother, and you ......"

Mu Ziqi put him on the experimental table, "You are the medicine that saved your mother." ”

The cells and blood in his body were all given by that woman, and if he could exchange his life for Li'er's life, Mu Ziqi would not hesitate to do so.

"Medicine?" Xiao Nanshu didn't know what this meant, but he wanted his mother to come back, so would his father be able to like him?

He watched the injection slowly injected into his body, Mu Nanshu was a little painful, he could bear it.

At first, he thought that he could persevere, but how did Xiao Nanshu know that the blood draw was just the beginning, and the real purgatory-like days were only beginning now.

When he was young, he would often be drawn by Mu Ziqi to test his blood and medicine, again and again.

Because he is too young, sometimes he will fall into a coma if he can't bear it, and Mu Ziqi will let people take him down to recuperate.

After raising him for a few months and half a year, he was brought out again, and it was really as Mu Ziqi said, he was just a medicine guide.

Day after day, year after year, he was forced to accept this life.

Gifted and intelligent, and devoured by various drugs, Mu Nanshu's intelligence level far exceeds that of children of the same age.

At only five years old, he already had the intelligence of a twenty-year-old, and those complex chemical formulas were about the same as one plus one before his eyes.

Mu Ziqi has failed again and again, how can it be so simple to bring people back to life.

Birth, old age, sickness and death are the natural laws of the world, how can it be so easy.

When Mu Nanshu was ten years old, Mu Ziqi developed a drug to slow down aging.

He took it happily, but he didn't know that the side effect of the drug was that his voice became old, and his appearance was much slower than normal.

Mu Nanshu, who has experienced countless severe pains, has been subjected to inhumane treatment since he was two years old.

He couldn't help but think about all this, why did he have to bear it, was it really a tragedy of his own making?

But his birth is not something he can choose, Mu Nanshu looked at his skin that was fairer than a woman.

He didn't go to school, didn't have a normal childhood, and didn't have any friends.

Like a bird confined in a cage, the pain and depression kept him from breathing.

I want to escape, I want to leave this life.

From that day on, he carefully planned his life, took Liang Feng and Liang Ling from the orphanage, and he began to cultivate his own power.

At this time, he already felt that his father was a madman, and he didn't have any family affection in his eyes, only refining medicine.

And he has long had no expectations for him, even if he had some expectations for his father, they were all annihilated in the pain again and again.

The little one shrunk into a ball, tearfully begging for mercy, "Dad, don't, don't treat me like this." ”

He was like a guinea pig, a guinea pig that was manipulated by others, struggling on the verge of death several times.

When he wakes up, he thinks that he might as well be dead.

He is only a teenager, and his mentality is similar to that of an old man, and he is used to seeing the joys and sorrows of the world.

Mu Nanshu gave it a go, and at the age of 18, he successfully forced Mu Ziqi away, ending his miserable life.

Even if Mu Ziqi left, his life did not improve much.

After all, the psychological shadow has fallen since he was a child, and he can't be like a normal person in this life.

He is like a doll without joy or sorrow, and in the eyes of others, he is a bloody and violent cold-blooded animal.

In Liang Feng's eyes, they were distressed and pity, and they wanted Mu Nanshu to return to a normal life.

Some things can no longer be changed once they are formed, and he has no feelings for the love between men and women, until Gu Qi appears, his world has a light.

From Mu Nanshu's simple description, Gu Qi understood why he never mentioned his parents in front of him.

He hated his father, and even the mother who gave him life.

Even though his life was given to him by his mother, he experienced so much suffering and sorrow.

"Pivotal ......"

Gu Qi hugged him distressedly, she had tasted the pain of that medicine when she was in the bathtub at that time, and thinking that Mu Nanshu had tasted it countless times over the years, she felt very uncomfortable.

"It must have hurt at the time, didn't it?" she couldn't imagine a child just a few years old going through a hellish life.

"It doesn't hurt when you get used to it. ”

This sentence made Gu Qi even more distressed, although she didn't have a mother, her grandfather and father spoiled her to the sky, the same beginning, but a different life.

How many wounds and wounds have been left in a child's heart by Mu Nanshu, who did not have a colorful childhood.

Even though those wounds had healed, they formed one scar after another, reminding him of what had happened.

"Then why are you starting to study with him again now that you're out of his control?"

Mu Nanshu stroked her hair, "Because of you." ”

"Me?"

"The day you went back to the United States, he put small bombs on your plane, and if I didn't agree, you would have crashed the plane and died. ”

How much of his dedication is hidden behind an understatement, Gu Qi is cold behind him.

"You...... You say there's a bomb on it. ”

At that time, she was still talking and laughing, and when she returned to China to complain that Mu Nanshu was busy, she didn't even come to accompany her on her birthday.

Unexpectedly, because of himself, Mu Nanshu returned to that nightmare again.

"I'm sorry little cardinal...... I have wronged you. ”

It was clear that he had done so many things, but he didn't know anything, and blindly complained about him, Gu Qi regretted his death.

"Little fool, I am willing to do all this, you don't have to blame yourself. ”

"Little cardinal, you're the big fool, why don't you tell me these things. ”

"I'm a man, I have no parents in my heart for a long time, and since you appeared, you have been my dearest person in the world.

Xiao Qi'er, I will do my best to love you in this life, and I will not fail you. ”

This is Mu Nanshu's promise, and it is what he has done all his life.

Gu Qi nodded, "In the future, I will be your relative, your dearest and dearest person." ”