Chapter 293: I Don't Want You to Take Care of You
The hospital was full of people, and no one had time to pay attention to our mother and daughter.
At this time, I asked the question buried in my heart, and said bluntly: "Mom, Village Chief Guo just wants to squeeze out the surplus value of our mother and daughter, don't agree to his request." β
Although on the way here, I thought that the reason why Village Chief Guo's threat to my mother would work was because he prevented me from going to school.
But I'm not afraid of his threats, and if the price of letting me go to school is to make my mom sacrifice, I don't think it's okay to go to this school.
At this time, my mother hugged me and told me about the deep problem.
She said in a trembling voice: "I'm afraid that one day I won't be able to hold on, and I won't be able to see your father when I go to the underworld." I've been mediocre all my life, and that's it, and I don't want you to be like me. β
When I heard this, I felt a little astringent, and I couldn't help but think back to the years when our mother and daughter depended on each other.
At that time, when I was still in school in the village, my mother was very strict with me. The tasks assigned by the teacher must be completed according to the teacher's requirements, and I must win an excellent, otherwise she will hit me in the palm of my hand.
At that time, she took the ruler and dropped it up and down, although it hurt, but it hurt in my hand, but I understood sensibly why my mother did thisβshe just wanted me to get ahead.
And my mom was so miserable at the time, and I know how she ran for me to go to school.
When she was out of school, she occasionally went out of her way to get a bag of flour, and she would make me pancakes, steamed buns, steamed buns, and eat them.
When I was eating, she would teach me on the side: "Juanzi, you have to study hard." In this way, no matter how bitter and tired she is, my mother's heart is sweet. β
I was always a little ignorant when I heard it, and then when my mother was with Village Chief Guo, my mother became more and more angry with me.
Although I felt that she had changed a little at the time, it seems that she has not changed now. Although my mother was always harsh at me, she was also eager for me to get ahead.
Since then, she has been more strict with me and has never let me have too much contact with other boys at school.
She always said: "Juanzi, you have to study hard now, so that when you grow up, you can make money, and live a good life." β
She never said that I would help her live a good life, but hoped that I could have a good life by learning on my own.
I know all of this, but can I really live up to my mother's expectations?
After a while, my mom went out to buy the things I needed to stay in the hospital. At this time, the nurse sister came to take my temperature, and when she saw that it was still 38.5 degrees, she comforted me and said, "It's okay, it should be fine overnight, you should have a cold, and it will be fine if you rest." β
I looked at her, very grateful, smiled and nodded, but I didn't dare to look her eyes, for fear that she would ask me about Zheng Xinguang again.
The nurse sister didn't ask too much, helped me leave a lamp and went out.
I looked at the light, thought about Zheng Xinguang, and thought about what kind of disaster would befall me as soon as I arrived at the school, and I couldn't sleep in my heart.
But the effect of this drug slowly took effect, and I burned really badly, and I was groggy, so I slowly fell asleep.
Half-asleep, I felt my mom come back. She kept touching my head, and her hands were very warm, giving me some warmth in the confusion. I felt very comfortable and fell asleep slowly.
It's just that maybe because of the blows of these days, my body's immunity is really poor, and the next day I have a high fever that doesn't go away.
My mother woke up this morning, touched my forehead, and immediately said in shock: "Juanzi, why has your forehead become so hot!"
She hurriedly called the doctor and nurse, who examined it and said, "This should be a viral flu." β
The doctor prescribed me a few more doses of medicine, and my mother looked at me and seemed to be in tears again, and kept whispering, "Juanzi, it's all because my mother didn't take care of you." β
I wanted to open my mouth and tell her that I didn't blame her, but I didn't feel the strength to do so.
I was so dazed that I didn't know what was going on around me, but I heard my mother say to me, "Juanzi, I'll give you a leave of absence today." β
Then I heard her talking to Zhang Xueqin over there on the phone, and it seemed that a quarrel broke out. My mother raised her voice and said, "My daughter is sick today, I can give you the medical list if needed." But if you don't allow my daughter to take leave, you're a sloppy man!"
I saw that my mother was so backbone, I felt a little dazed in my heart, and smiled, my mother is not bad to be so strong.
Today, the nurse sister came to take my temperature again, and said with some worry: "Little girl, your fever is getting worse and worse. I don't know how your condition is getting worse like this, but don't worry too much, the doctor and I will ......."
Feeling her concern, I don't know why I was thinking in my burnt mind, it turns out that I am not such a disgusting existence.
I can still feel the love of the stranger, and that's good. I made a friend unconsciously, and I'm not that scumbag.
Because my mother will have to take care of Guo Xiangqiang from today, my mother simply told Sister Tao again.
On the phone, she said: "Xiaoxiao, I have to take care of Juanzi today, as well as the son of Village Chief Guo, and I can't go back." β
Then she asked Sister Tao to remember to eat by herself, and went back and pulled me directly to Guo Xiangqiang's ward to rest for a while.
I was a little confused by my mother's back, and I felt a little relieved lying on top of her, but my heart was beating suddenly, and I still seemed to be uneasy about something.
When I thought of Guo Xiangqiang, I already had a fever, and my head seemed to explode.
I whispered, "Mom, I don't want to go." β
But my mother only thought that I had a fever and was talking nonsense, so she thought I put a sticker on my back and said, "Juanzi, you don't have to worry, my mother will take good care of you." β
As soon as I entered the door, Guo Xiangqiang was playing a game, the sound of the game was loud, he kept shouting and killing there, I felt a little uncomfortable when I heard it, and I muttered for a while.
Guo Xiangqiang looked up and saw that it was my mother and me, and immediately sneered: "I don't want you to take care of it, you mother and daughter came at the same time, did you come to us to recuperate?"
When I heard this, I was furious.
But my mother, who didn't know whether she had intentionally or unintentionally patted me, calmed me down, put me on an empty bed, and covered me with a quilt.
Then she asked Guo Xiangqiang, "What do you want to eat?"
Guo Xiangqiang looked at me with disgust at this time and said, "I don't eat the food cooked by prostitutes, I don't like dirty." β