Chapter 33 Seeing the Moon (3)
Urgent notice, please come to the playground at 6 o'clock for a meeting! The secretary has something to say to everyone! Cheng Jiao sent a new message, and the time was 5:40.
Soon, amid the complaints of his roommates, Wei Wencang followed them to the playground.
"Has everyone arrived?" Secretary Song looked at the noisy crowd below on the rostrum, and after making sure that there were no students in the distance, he said coldly with the microphone, "I'll wait for you to be quiet before talking." ”
The air suddenly became quiet, and anyone who was not a fool could hear the unhappiness in the secretary's tone.
"Okay, now I'll start to say, today, is the first day of our Fortune Academy students, practicing group gymnastics, everyone is very hard, I see all this, but if you do well enough, you don't have to practice over and over again, it won't be so hard. ”
"So I hope that tomorrow, you can do better than today, and there are still some fish that slipped through the net, and those who did not participate in the registration, I will strictly investigate and punish them......
Although the secretary's words contained a warning, Wei Wencang didn't care, no matter how it was, it had nothing to do with him, most people should be in this state of going in and out of the left ear, and the so-called speeches and lectures and the like were often just to complete the task.
Even if you can really listen carefully, what can you do? Can you get ahead? The innate gap is not something that can be made up by hard work, because you work hard and others are also working hard, so instead of doing this, it is better to find something to do that can make you happy, except for those who take pleasure in learning.
"Later, you will go to the library with me to memorize the student handbook, and then I will check it, but if I can't pass it, I won't be allowed to go home. Man Xiaoli did not forget to urge Wang Xiaotian when the secretary spoke.
"Dude, will you share the hardships with me?" Wang Xiaotian flicked Wei Wencang's back.
Wei Wencang let out an "oh", he didn't know if the make-up exam was really as Wang Xiaotian said, he could secretly copy it, but now that he knew the question, it didn't hurt to memorize the answers.
At the end of the secretary's words, he seemed to say, "In ten seconds, there are still people standing on the playground, and the class will continue to stay and practice", and everyone immediately became a mess, running around like frightened wild horses.
A few witty people reacted immediately, changing from running to walking, because they caught the loophole in the secretary's words: the group gymnastics has not yet practiced the action of waving the flag, only the phalanx is arranged, how can a class practice?
However, Wei Wencang was not among them, he didn't have the time to think, even if he guessed, he wouldn't gamble, so he ran fast, but a figure happened to rush over next to him, and it was too late to stop at this moment, Wei Wencang barely deflected the direction of progress, but still knocked the other party to the ground.
Wei Wencang heard a cry of pain, it was a girl, he hurriedly looked back, the flow of people was mixed, and he didn't see it clearly.
After two seconds of hesitation, he ran away.
I'm sorry for so many people, I don't have the face to help you. Wei Wencang thought guiltily.
When he returned to the dormitory, he sent a message to Qiu Ruoya: I ran too fast just now and bumped into a girl, which was really unlucky.
You just hit me. Qiu Ruoya sent a smile.
Wei Wencang was stunned, his brain was struck by lightning for a moment and shut down, and he used three words to describe his current mood:,,!!
He wanted to be killed with a piece of tofu - could there be anything more embarrassing in the world?
It turned out to be you, what a coincidence...... Wei Wencang replied with a bitter face.
If I knew it was you, I would have helped you up. As soon as this sentence came out, he deleted it.
That, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I don't like to attract attention, so ...... Wei Wencang deleted the second half of the sentence again, and only sent the first half of the sentence, explaining is a cover-up, and explaining too much may increase the other party's disgust.
I don't blame you, I'm too anxious. Qiu Ruoya is very understanding.
Alas, if I had been braver, I might have ...... Wei Wencang thought about it, and he was still haunted by this matter many years later.
Some things have to be experienced to make the right choice, but unfortunately there are some things that have been experienced and there is no chance to come back.
And for him, this miss will be an eternal regret.
Wei Wencang picked up his schoolbag, thought about it, put it down again, and directly told Wang Xiaotian on QQ that he was not in the mood to go to the library, and continued to chat with Qiu Ruoya.
Otherwise, I can compensate you, say, what do you need me to do?
It's okay, no one likes me anyway. Qiu Ruoya is lacking in interest.
Is this a hint? Wei Wencang thought to himself, okay, eighty percent is that he thinks too much, but at this time he has to reply with a warm word to save himself:
If you don't mind, I can try to like you, so that there will be people who like you.
It's going to be tiring, isn't it?Qiu Ruoya didn't agree.
It's okay, I don't have a favorite either. At this time, a familiar face flashed in Wei Wencang's mind.
There was one in high school, but now it's gone.
What's wrong?
No, it's just that I liked it unilaterally and became friends, and then she deleted me.
Why did she delete you?" Qiu Ruoya asked curiously.
Wei Wencang made a long story short, saying that a girl's mother died suddenly before the college entrance examination in their class, and the head teacher was very sad when he told them the news, telling everyone to treat her as usual and not mention anything, which might make her feel better.
But Wei Wencang doesn't think so, he understands this kind of grief, or rather, he can experience this heartache more deeply than a cheerful, optimistic person.
In such a situation, he needs the comfort and warmth of others, not to be ignored and ignored. Therefore, when he saw that female classmate came to school and lay motionless on the table, while others still cared about their homework and fun, a nameless fire erupted in his heart.
Why are you so indifferent? Why can't you send her a little care? You can still laugh after class?
Wei Wencang was extremely angry, he seemed to see the helpless and lonely self he once was, but he couldn't do anything, he didn't even dare to go over and take the initiative to comfort her, he could only pay attention silently.
Whip them! Reprimand them! Scold them angrily! Wei Wencang suddenly had a demonic angel awakened in his heart.
Yes, he didn't dare to say it, but he dared to write it! He was going to publish an article criticizing the class!
Not long after school on the weekend, he couldn't wait to turn on his computer and finish the article.
This is an article full of agitation, grief, swearing, and criticism, which makes people feel like they are facing a roaring dragon as soon as they read it, crazy and terrifying.
Within a few minutes of being published in the space, Wei Wencang's article was viewed more than 20 times (only high school students were allowed to see it).
Surprisingly, no one commented.
He slowly calmed down, and he suddenly wanted to talk to Gao Feiyan and Yan Shuhui, and wanted to ask them if he was scolding a little too much.
The first time, he didn't find their friends in the list, he thought he didn't see them, and after reading them several times, he realized that they had deleted themselves.
Yan Shuhui, Gao Feiyan, the two girls who brought him happiness and communicated with him in the second year of high school, quietly broke off their friendship with him in this way.
Actually, it doesn't matter, the positions in the third year of high school have changed, I sit at the first table, they are at the last table, and they can rarely communicate with each other.
And they don't think of me as an important friend, do they? So what do I have to be sad about? Don't be sentimental.
Wei Wencang comforted himself so much, deleted this thousand-word article, and then his tears flowed, he wiped it silently, and then it flowed down again, and then wiped it away, and it flowed down for the third time, and then wiped it away again...... And so it goes on seven times. He lay on the bed and wailed, crying until his eyes were red and his tears dried.
It's normal that your classmates didn't do anything wrong. Qiu Ruoya replied.
It's quite normal. Wei Wencang added in his heart, as far as I am not normal, they are right, I am wrong.
"You're right, they're not wrong, there's no absolute right or wrong in this matter. Ren Faran sensed the loneliness in his heart, and said in a low voice in his mind, "In this life, sometimes you have to do one or two stupid things, not because you are stupid, but because you say to your heart, 'I don't regret', in this case, why care about the result?"
Doesn't I regret it? Wei Wencang asked himself, in fact, he regretted it, because he had done too many stupid things.
Good night, Joa. He said.
Good night. Qiu Ruoya sent a cute smile.
This night, Wei Wencang chatted with Qiu Ruoya a lot with guilt, he felt the happiness he had not seen for a long time, Yan Shuhui's shadow faded from his dream unconsciously, and another emotion gradually grew in his heart.