Shadow Chapter 8.My Creed
Don't forget the pain of the past...
Don't look forward to the pleasure in front of you...
Do not give up the faith in the heart...
Do not betray the glory in your breast...
Don't be afraid...
Don't die in vain...
Don't be a coward...
Don't be a cowardly ghost...
Don't let the blood of your ancestors flow in vain...
Don't let your future regrets become eternal...
Just for now...
Because the road now leaves no room for me to choose...
Because the blood is now in my chest...
for all things have chosen to be my enemies at the moment...
So I...
I had to live like a sharp knife...
I had to let myself live as a shadow in this dark night...
From this point on...
My name will be sealed in the dust with my memory...
Since then, I have lived in the night and in the shadows, relying only on my codename...
Owl...
That's my name...
That's my credo...
I can clearly distinguish the tips of my hair in front of me, whether it is tears or sweat dripping, I can clearly understand the world in front of me, whether it is real or illusory, even if I am tired at this time and don't want to move a finger, even if I am tired and don't want to look at the world anymore, but whenever I feel like retreating, whenever I want to give up, the revenge anger in my heart will drive me, let my soul continue on this painful and torturous road.
I understood that from the moment I walked out of the cake shop in front of my house, fate had written the way for me, and I could only follow the arrangement of fate, and let myself move forward day and night on this road of no return, until I could not take a step at all, until I completely lost the courage in my heart on this dim road, until I began to fear fate itself, until I began to hate the truth, until I swallowed my last breath.
However, this is not the life I want, this is not the consequence that I Lu Zixu should bear, I have never done anything hurtful, and I have never been disrespectful of life, but I don't understand, why the world is so big, but fate is just playing tricks on me back and forth, is it because I am a daughter?
When I was overwhelmed by this invisible pressure, when I was ruined by the cruel reality in front of me, when I became an outlier who was not accepted by the world, I decided that I could not just let myself live the rest of my life in such a mess from now on.
I want to learn to resist, I want to learn to fight, I want to be a fighter against fate, I want to be a brave man who does not accept the arrangement of fate, because I firmly believe that one thing is that my own future can only be decided by myself.
It's like one of my favorite wise sayings.
My life, by me, not by heaven!
So, wait, you soul destroyers who ruined my family, wait for me to return from my studies, wait for me to cut off your heads with my own hands, and then sacrifice my father's spirit in heaven!
Lu Zixu...
No, no, at this point, I should call myself a thug!
Owl, you have to remember that you don't have to be bad with anyone, and you don't have to be weak with anyone, arm yourself with the courage in your heart, and then let those who underestimate you experience the despair you have experienced.
gasping for breath, so much so that he lay on his stomach in the ring, not wanting to get up again.
The whole body was as if it had been soaked in water, it was wet, and with such a laydown, the ring under him was so sticky that it was reflected in the spotlight overhead.
Because of the high-intensity punching, Lu Zixu, who had never received serious training, was tired and red, and his forehead was covered with green tendons, and under that red face, there was an illusion that she was on the verge of collapse, but even if she was already tired at this time and couldn't get up, she was already tired and curled up in the ring, but Xiaoya could still see the expression and will that would not give in from her eyes.
"Come again..."
Gritting his teeth and speaking lightly, this allowed him to rely on the last strength of his fists under extremely difficult conditions, reluctantly letting his fists against the ring under him, and after a few breaths, he reluctantly allowed himself to stand up again.
Even though Lu Zixu, who stood up, looked so weak, under the vain footsteps, Xiao Ya even felt that if a breeze blew at this time, it was enough to blow Lu Zixu in front of him to the ring again, but what the other party showed Xiao Ya at this time was his own embarrassed appearance, and behind this embarrassment, he showed that tenacity and uncompromising that were different from ordinary people.
Since Lu Zixu wants to come again, then Xiaoya will not be polite anymore.
After all, Xiao Ya can be polite to Lu Zixu in the ring, but once Lu Zixu becomes the Shadow Master and lets her participate in the real battle, will those monsters in the inner world be polite to her? Will those soul destroyers be polite to her? Will the investigators of the new criminal district be polite to her?
Therefore, in order to allow Lu Zixu to live in the future, Xiaoya will not let herself be polite to Lu Zixu.
Without giving Lu Zixu too much time to react, he saw Xiao Ya hurriedly hunching her waist, and then exerting force under her feet, an arrow step poked out, and her right fist was attached to Lu Zixu's ribs, and the gap was hit out quickly and accurately.
This punch also brought Lu Zixu's training to an end today.
After all, it is impossible for Xiaoya to let a girl who has fallen into a coma in the ring to train other physical fitness training.
"Fainting again?"
Just as Xiaoya was about to take off her boxing gloves, the boss's voice sounded coldly behind her.
"Ah, I'm fainting again!"
While untying her own hand straps, Xiaoya responded quickly with her back to the boss.
"How many times has she been?"
poked half of his head so that his eyes could pass over Xiao Ya, who was obstructed between himself and the target, and then saw that the boss who was poking his head glanced at Lu Zixu, who was lying in the ring at this time, and rolled his eyes, and then said slowly.
"Oh, I can't remember, there must have been more than a dozen times, she's still too weak at this moment. ”
Spread out the hand-wrapping strap casually, and then hung it on the side rope around the ring, Xiao Ya let herself bend over the side rope from the ring, and then sat on the edge of the ring, tilted her head and glanced at the boss, and then answered the other party seemingly casually.
"Didn't you do it when you first came? Take your time, it's not urgent, you have to give her a little time. ”
Sitting next to Xiaoya on the edge of the ring, the boss not only turned his head to look at Lu Zixu again, but then continued, but this time the eyes he looked at the other party were really intriguing.
"Oh yes, why do you think about coming to the gym at this point, don't you usually be at this point..."
Speaking of this, Xiao Ya hurriedly interrupted her train of thought, and forcibly swallowed the remaining half of the sentence back into her stomach.
"When you talk about this, it reminds me, I received information that there may be a large-scale invasion in Area A tonight, and it's not too early at this point, you have to call everyone to come over and discuss it, and see how you should deal with this matter tonight, but I want to remind you that Xiaoxiao's injury has just improved a little, and it is far from the extent that she can participate in the battle again, so I came to you, in fact, there is another purpose, that is, no matter how Xiaoxiao begs you tonight, you are not allowed to agree to her, you hold her down for me, and she is not allowed to come out of this gym, as for who else follows you, you pick it yourself, and you pick the rest, just take a good look at our home for me, and we must not let our home be raided by the wasp woman when you are on duty to perform your duties. ”
Gently patted Xiaoya's shoulder, and the boss said carefully.
"Area A? Area A hasn't been invaded by the Inner World for several years, how does this matter sound so evil?
Pondering the boss's words carefully, Xiaoya's eyebrows gradually began to become solemn, and after she thought about it for a while, she asked the other party with doubts.
"When I first received this task, I was also quite curious, if it was said that Area E was invaded, then I thought it was more reasonable, after all, in recent months, Area E has basically had invasions every night, although the final result is that we have repelled the invaders, but the irregular invasion events in Area E always make me feel unreasonable, but this morning, I suddenly received a task arranged by the above, saying that the two realms sensing device detected a large-scale gathering of people in the world plane in Area A, so let's cooperate with Mr. Wang and Mr. Li to carefully investigate the invasion of Area A this time, you knowBut don't think too seriously about this matter, after all, this time we received the task of assisting Mr. Wang and them together, Area A is their chassis, and they should be the right people, so you have to think about it well and see who we send tonight. ”
Listening to Xiaoya's words, the boss not only explained for her.
"If it is according to what you say, then I really have to think about it, otherwise if we rob Mr. Wang's scenery, then I will not be able to eat and walk around, with Mr. Wang's turtle hairy character, I will not sue me, boss, you will really find trouble for me!"
Glaring at the boss, Xiao Ya stood up in a huff, and then muttered, and then walked towards the coach's office without looking back, thinking that she must be going to arrange the deployment of everyone's actions at night.
As soon as Xiaoya left, the boss couldn't help but move himself slightly in the direction where Lu Zixu was lying on his stomach, looking at the other party's uniform breathing, and looking at the large sweat stains in the ring at this time, he couldn't bear it for a while.