Chapter 234: Apologize
Later, under Han Xinrou's intentional publicity, many people in the school knew about the farce of the last class meeting.
Han Xinrou doesn't talk about it when she meets people, but she will launch her little relationships, pulling people to tell her how my mother and I were coerced by the main palace and how we made such a scene.
There are more and more accusations against me in the school, some scold me for being a thief, some say that my mother is a junior and I must be misbehaving, and even mention Zheng Xinguang, saying that I hurt him.
"Li Juan is a thief!"
When I passed by them, they would hold the money tightly in their hands and not let me see half of it.
When I sat down, they deliberately said in an unsuppressed voice: "You see Li Juan just looked at me, she won't be eyeing my money, right?"
"This kind of thief, I really don't know what good she has. ”
When I passed by the first class, I heard them say: "Li Juan is really the daughter of the junior, and the main owner has come to the door before, have you heard?"
"I really don't know how she still has the face to come to school!"
Then I heard Lin Ke'er say a few words without pain, and then they said: "Ke'er, I really feel sorry for you, Zheng Xinguang was so hurt by Li Juan that he couldn't come to school, if he was here, he would definitely get along well with you." ”
Lin Ke'er smiled lightly, although she didn't speak, I could see that she was faintly proud.
She smiled, "Xinguang should recognize her this time." ”
Everywhere I went, I was ostracized.
When I go to the toilet, I will be bullied.
Obviously, there was no one in the toilet, but as soon as I came over, someone deliberately held a sign saying "Toilet is out of use" in front of the toilet door.
I wanted to go in, but someone stopped me and said, "This is being repaired right now, so don't go in." ”
But when I saw that it was empty, I said, "Please let me go to the bathroom." ”
But they ignored it, saying that they would not let me in, and said, "Then you can go to the toilet on the first floor." ”
There is a toilet next to the teacher's office on the first floor, and it takes a long time to get from the 5th floor to the 1st floor. And once and again, there is not much time left, and when I go down and come up, I guess it will be late.
So I tried to discuss with them: "It's almost class, please let me in, I'll come out after I go to the bathroom." ”
"No!" the men looked at me with disdain as if they were reading a joke, and deliberately grinned loudly.
It was only then that I realized how helpless Chen Xi was in the face of this.
School violence has always been common, but if it doesn't really happen to you, you can't feel the pain of being subjected to school violence.
But once I realized it, it was like I was stuck in a quagmire, and there was no one to help.
I can't help but blame myself a little now, how much trouble this incident has caused Chen Xi, but she still bears it with a smile before her death.
At this time, I could only endure these situations, so I hurried down to the first floor and came back.
Going to the toilet is a hassle, and so is my drinking water.
I took the cup to get the water, but the water dispenser was already crowded, so I went over and lined up honestly.
When it was my turn, I found a group of people in front of me.
They shoved me and said, "Hey, my friend gave me this spot." ”
"I'm sorry. "I was pushed aside by them, and after thinking about it, I was ready to wait for them to finish and continue to pick up the water.
But by this time, the people behind me had already come up and poured the water glass.
I was a little stunned and hurriedly stepped forward to pour water for myself.
At this time, the person behind deliberately pretended not to know and looked at me and said, "What, you want to cut the line?"
I said, "But I was lined up here just now. ”
But they said, "Oh, isn't it, you have such a bad reputation now, and you even want to cut the queue when you pour water?"
When I heard this, I immediately realized that they were targeting me.
Looking at the faucet in front of me, I didn't say anything, sighed and continued to line up.
The line was extremely long, and by the time I got to the line, it was already another class.
When I returned to class, the teacher's face was not good for me.
Because I've been late three times and twice these days, the teacher didn't tolerate it anymore this time, and directly asked me to stand in the back.
I stood in the back and heard the whispers and ridicule of my classmates, and I felt the urge to cry.
But I couldn't cry because I was very dry.
On this day, I was returning to the classroom after dinner, and when I passed by the class gate, a girl came with me.
Seeing me, the girl splashed me with water from the cup as if unintentionally.
The boiling water sprayed on me, and although it didn't blister, it also burned me.
The girl looked at me and wrinkled her nose in disgust, and apologized perfunctorily: "Oh, I'm sorry, I splashed you." ”
Then she rolled her eyes, and without looking at me, she walked forward, thinking that this was the end of it.
The person next to me looked at me and didn't have anything good to say to me, just whispered "I deserve it".
Because I don't have a good reputation, no one goes to the girl.
I was wet, and I knew it was useless for me to seek justice, so I lowered my head and prepared to leave.
These days, I have been excluded, and I have been faintly numb, and I no longer have the fighting spirit to argue and fight for my own interests in the first place.
At that time, I was there, and I could still argue for her, but now that it is my turn, I find that it is very powerless and bitter to argue for myself, because none of those people will listen.
As soon as I took a step, I was grabbed by the wrist.
I looked up and saw that it was Chen Nianmo.
He asked in a low voice, "I'm not here for a few days, why have you been bullied like this?"
Before I could speak, Chen Nianmo had already turned the fire on the girl: "Hey, you poured water on her, with this attitude, there is no guilt at all." Honestly, you should apologize to her properly. ”
The girl was unconvinced and said, "Didn't I already apologize? And she has water on her body because she doesn't have long eyes and doesn't see the road, blame me?"
Seeing Chen Nianmo's eyes looking at her like a piece of garbage, the girl was annoyed and angry, and said: "Li Juan's mother is a junior, and she herself is not a good thing, Chen Nianmo, you better keep your eyes open, don't be hurt by her again!"
She said this with a strong sour taste, as if I had inadvertently destroyed some of her interests.
The people next to us looked at us as if they were laughing, and said from time to time: "Yes, Chen Nianmo, don't be expelled from school for herself, it's not worth it." ”
When I heard this, I immediately lowered my head.
Although I don't have any discrimination against my mother's identity, I feel very inferior to myself for discrimination.
Listening to the words that my mother is a junior, I just won't be able to raise my head.
The sticky feeling on my body was even worse, and I couldn't help frowning, a little uncomfortable.