Chapter 227: How to Trust You?
After his parents divorced, how deep Xiao Xiao's trust in his parents was, how strong his anger and hurt pain are now.
Xiao Xiao walked to the staircase, thinking, especially angry, suddenly turned back and saw that her mother was still in a sitting posture and was crying, and the man also sat up, hugging her mother to comfort her.
"You all say that you are difficult, and you all say that there is no one to talk about the pain. It is you yourself who have always taught me that the family is the closest, and no matter what is good or bad, you should know, because the joys, sorrows and pains of a family are an inseparable whole. But, Dad, he didn't say it, and you didn't say it either. Yes, you all think of me as a child, and you all think it's for my good. But as a result, did your concealment and deception bring good results? If you had told me earlier, could the result be worse than now? Don't think that my attitude is excessive, don't think that you are very wronged! Have you ever thought about it, now it is only me, and I always follow the purpose of the family! I will tell you everything, I will communicate with you, even if I know that you will not accept things! Even though I am angry with you, I still do not want to live up to your trust in me! Because we are still a family, our dear relatives who will never be separated for the rest of our lives!"
"Xiao Xiao......" Xiao Xiao's mother was just about to say something, but was interrupted by Xiao Xiao.
"I believe you are good for me, but your affairs are so hidden, not for my good. It's because you're ashamed and don't have the courage to confess your ugly side to me! Don't use being good for me as a fig leaf, you're not talking about feelings, you're just satisfying your desires to fill the void! Please stop discussing love with me, I'm afraid you've long forgotten what you were like when you really only talked about love, and now you are full of desires, and you use your ugly desires as a criterion to discuss simple love, I think it's ridiculous!" Xiao Xiao said that, he looked at the man who had been silent on the bed in disgust, and said angrily: "Please don't bring back the filth that doesn't belong to this family! Don't make me want to go home more and more! I beg you, can you-mother!"
Xiao Xiao turned around and left, and before leaving, he dropped the last sentence: "I'll go to the old house tonight! ”
Xiao Xiao went to the garage and drove away alone.
She wanted to find Chen Wenjin, but she didn't. Because she can't tell anyone about her parents' ugliness, not even her boyfriend, she doesn't want Chen Wenjin to have more contempt and respect for her parents in her heart.
Xiao Xiao returned to the old house and immediately called her father on a landline, one to talk about the quarrel with her mother, and the other to let her parents rest assured that she was here in the old house, and there was no need to worry and suspect needlessly.
After chatting like this for a while, Xiao Xiao's mood was much better, and her father was much more relieved, and promised to communicate with her mother.
Xiao Xiao wanted to find Chen Wenjin, but he was afraid of disturbing his sleep, thinking about it, he couldn't bear it, so he took a shower and lay down, but he still couldn't sleep, so he took his mobile phone again and tried to send a digital text message.
'The text message is quiet, if he falls asleep, he shouldn't be woken up......' Xiao Xiao hugged the phone and waited for a while, the phone suddenly rang, she looked at the number, and smiled in surprise. "Did it wake you up?"
"Nope. Chen Wenjin thought to himself yes, he probably thought that Xiao Xiao had the possibility of contacting him, so he was also very sensitive to the sound of text messages, and under normal circumstances, he would not wake up because of this.
"I just went home and had a fight with my mom, and I just finished talking to my dad on the phone. Xiao Xiao didn't say anything about it, she really couldn't discredit her mother's image.
"Your father and daughter have a very good relationship, you can talk to him if you are in a bad mood, it's rare. Chen Wenjin sat up, estimating that this phone call might be chatting until dawn.
"Of course, happy and unhappy should be shared or shared with the closest family members, there is no reason to talk to friends, but not to talk to parents, right? Xiao Xiao's answer made Chen Wenjin wonder how good the atmosphere in their home was before Xiao Xiao's parents divorced, so that she could trust and rely on her parents so much.
"Well, it sounds like you're in a much better mood. Chen Wenjin agrees with Xiao Xiao's idea, many people like to hide unhappy things in their hearts, for fear of causing a bad impact on their closest family members.
However, it often overestimates the ability to regulate emotions, which can lead to negative abnormalities in some behaviors, attitudes, and states. The closest family members don't know what happened, and they are bound to speculate, and even feel aggrieved and angry because of these negative emotions. The negative emotions caused by this will make the emotional self-control of the person hiding the bad things worse, and produce a kind of anger of 'I am so stressed and the situation is so difficult, you still give me an extra weight?'.
Thus, a vicious cycle of negative feedback begins.
Chen Wenjin has seen many wars between his father and mother since he was a child, and this is the situation.
In fact, occasionally when Chen's father came home from drinking, he would scold the people and things he encountered at work who had a particularly bad experience, but Chen's mother would especially tolerate letting his emotions vent, not only would not quarrel, but would even comfort.
To put it bluntly, it was because he knew the reason for Lord Chen's abnormal emotions.
"My dad said he'd talk to my mom tomorrow. In fact, when it came to their divorce, I thought my father was a little more wrong, but instead it had a fierce conflict with my mother. Probably because I feel that my dad cares about me and is patient as always. It may also be that I haven't seen him live with his half-sister, if I do, I may be jealous, sad, and even blame my father for abandoning me and my mother and me, and instead accompanying another mother and daughter to live under the same roof...... "Xiao Xiao is very willing to talk to Chen Wenjin about his own affairs, except that it will destroy the privacy of her parents' image.
Chen Wenjin is also very willing to listen...... So this phone call went from the dark early hours of the morning to the dawn of the day.
Xiao Xiao hugged the phone and yawned uncontrollably, and Chen Wenjin couldn't help asking: "Are you afraid of dark circles?"
"Hmm...... Don't meet today! I'm sleeping. Xiao Xiao is afraid of dark circles, and he is even more afraid of seeing Chen Wenjin with dark circles.
Chen Wenjin yawned, hung up the phone, and fell asleep directly.
Originally, he thought Xiao Xiao was joking, but he didn't expect her to really not meet, and when asked on the phone, she said that the dark circles under her eyes were not very serious, but she refused to meet.
"I'll go to Ami's house later, and I said okay, she will accompany me today. If you're looking for me, you can call. Xiao Xiao originally wanted to use another word, but after hesitating, he was still embarrassed to say it.
"Is it okay when I miss you?"
"I'm a little embarrassed...... Xiao Xiao felt that the two were red, but he liked to listen to this very much, and plucked up the courage to whisper: "Of course I can call." ”
"That's too bad, phone bills are going to explode. ”
"You, have you always coaxed your girlfriend like this?" Xiao Xiao had a girlish heart, and although she liked it, she couldn't help but think of Butterfly and Huang Hui, and couldn't help but want to explore.
"I've always been honest, and I just said when I felt something, is this called coaxing?" Chen Wenjin shifted the focus, Xiao Xiao didn't forget the crux of her problem, but felt that he shouldn't hold on to it, so he fulfilled his operation, and accompanied him to discuss the nature and definition of coaxing......
Chen Wenjin originally thought that he was going to talk about it again until his mobile phone ran out of battery, Xiao Xiao said that someone knocked on the door, and then went to open the door, and came back and said, "Ami is here, let's not talk about it yet." ”
After hanging up the phone, Chen Wenjin saw that there was not much power left, so he simply picked out the battery and plugged it in to charge it, and replaced it with a spare battery.
In this era, backup batteries are good, but the disadvantage is that the battery has to be removed for charging.
Xiao Xiaoken faced him with mild dark circles, Wang Shuai's side has been promoting the friendship with the yellow-haired prince and the director recently, Chen Wenjin is too lazy to deal with it, according to the plan, he has completed the initial part that must be completed, and the next thing is to wait to see if the yellow-haired prince will do something against him.
Just at home, what can you do?
Chen Wenjin turned on the computer and played the stand-alone game that he remembered about clearing dozens of times in this era.
Even though he hasn't played it for a long time, and the graphics are rough compared to the future, he still remembers the levels and the plot, and he can still recall the hidden treasure chests of the successive mechanisms.
While playing, the phone rang, and he looked at it, estimating that Ah Bao might be trying to borrow money.
The pit opened a bottle of expensive wine on the day of the pit goods, and it must have been almost the same as the money borrowed before, and there are still several days of hard work to survive during the holiday, and there is a Li Xiang by his side, can Ah Bao not borrow money?
"Where?"
"Home. ”
"Didn't go on a date with Xiao Xiao today?" Ah Bao hasn't mentioned borrowing money yet, but this may be a prelude.
"She's got something to do today. Chen Wenjin waited for Ah Bao's next step.
"Then don't be bored at home, come to me for a drink, in my rented house. I was planning to stay closed lately, and it was too much of a drain that night. ”
Chen Wenjin thought that Ah Bao was not far from Xiao Xiao, and he might be able to have dinner and watch a movie with her later, so he said, "Okay." ”
On the way, Chen Wenjin called Xiao Xiao and said that he was going to Abao. "Playing together?"
"Don't! Don't see you today! If the dark circles under your eyes haven't recovered tomorrow, then we still won't see you. Xiao Xiao was very resolute, Chen Wenjin was not in a hurry to force it, and it was originally estimated that she would not be willing to meet Li Xiang.
It's just that Chen Wenjin went to Ah Bao's and found out that he was not the only guest.
There are also two girls in Ah Leopard's house, one is average-looking, but has a very good figure, and the other is very beautiful, looking pure and beautiful.
"They are good sisters of Li Xiang. Ah Bao closed the door, said that there was water in the refrigerator, and asked Chen if he wanted to eat today.
After sitting there and chatting a few words, Li Xiang proposed: "Why don't you play cards, how about playing blackjack?"
"How old is it?" the girl with a good figure immediately became interested.
Chen Wenjin looked at this posture and estimated that Li Xiang was looking for someone to do the game, and wanted to trap him with Ah Bao.
"If you don't gamble, I don't gamble. Chen Wenjin refused without any pressure, he didn't bother to use the power of material counter-movement for this, and his original intention was to stay here for a while, and then go to Xiao Xiao.
"Are big men still afraid of losing money?" The girl smiled, and found that the agitation method had no effect, so she said again: "In this way, if you play ten pieces of a card, you can lose, or you can choose to take off one piece without giving money, this is always okay, right? ”
Ah Bao immediately became interested, and hurriedly glanced at Chen Wenjin, but seeing that Chen Wenjin looked obviously uninterested, he hurriedly asked: "Does talking count?
'The wallet is not deflated, and the pit is not stopped!' Chen Wenjin really thinks that Ah Bao is making a wedding dress for Li Xiang, can he agree to this?
"Besides, we're lucky, and if we want to lose, it's impossible!" the girl was confident.
"Let you cheat and lose well today!" Chen Wenjin decided to help Ah Bao realize his heart's wish at the moment.