Shadow Chapter 4: Awakening

When we were young, we would look up at the stars more than once, and then, like other boys and girls who have fallen into puberty, we would look forward to the future and think, if one day, we can find the truth in the universe and find a planet suitable for us to live in, then where will we go at that time?

However, as we grow older, we realize that the longing of youth is really just a dream, it is just a dream about the future, and that dreamlike future does not belong to you and me.

Because, we choose to live, choose to be ordinary people who rise at sunrise and rest at sunset.

But since we have chosen to live, then we need to work hard to change the status quo, try to return ourselves to reality from the comfort of falsehood.

We must learn to stop relying on our senses, to completely abandon our perception of the real world, to stop clinging to the understanding that hearing is false, and to stop believing in the truth that seeing is believing, so that you will find that when you choose to empty everything, the truth is right in front of you.

What does it mean to be real?

Truth is the touch you can touch, the subtleties you can perceive, or the categories you can understand, but it's not, these are not real, these so-called realities are actually just a kind of response signals given by your own brain.

Since the reality is no longer real, where will the real reality be?

Let us throw away all distractions, all the past, all doubts and resistance, and then, wait quietly, waiting for the liberation of our minds!

Stop dreaming unrealistically, stop fantasizing that we can travel back in time and space, because only reality can help us, and only when we recognize ourselves can we settle down and let ourselves seek the only way out in the cruel game of reality.

Because I believe that only love can travel through time and space, through all unknown confusion.

(Heh...) Scold... Scold... )

(Extremely rapid wheezing...) )

"Are you awake?"

In a daze, a rough voice came in my ears, although I wanted to use all my strength to open my eyes, but every time I opened my eyelids a slit, I would feel an extremely strong stinging pain in the eyeballs, I knew that the root of this stinging pain was because my eyeballs were not stimulated by a strong light source beam for a long time and caused by the temporary protection, I believe that as long as I adapt to the strong light in front of me, I can open my eyes again, and then look at this wonderful world.

Since I couldn't see him clearly, I could only weakly move my head a short distance towards the source of the sound, so that the other party could understand that I could hear what he was saying at this time.

"Great, you've been in a coma for almost two days, I'm going to call the store manager, you can rest for a while." ”

Obviously, I could tell from his tone that he was in a good mood at this time, not happy, but also in a good mood.

But who is the store manager he is talking about?

And he said I've been in a coma for almost two days, so where am I now?

I've been in a coma for two days, which means I've been missing for two days, so if everyone else is missing, will the old man call the police to look for me? If I don't go to school, will the teachers call the police to look for me?

There's a high probability they won't look for me, after all, in the eyes of their group, I'm just a scum, just a scum of society, who made me not like to study, who let me bully my classmates?

It turns out that all this is karma, and it is all the punishment I deserve.

Lu Zixu, Lu Zixu, you really deserve it.

Listening to the tinkling sound that kept coming from his ears, and listening to the faint rough male voice, Lu Zixu, who was lying on the marching bed, not only frowned, but then began to think constantly, who is she? Where is she?

And just as Lu Zixu was constantly letting himself gradually adapt to the strong light training, the door was pushed open from the outside, and then dozens of muscular strong men in black tights poured in, and behind this group of strong men, there was an extremely exaggerated LOGO printed on them.

Macho gym, personal trainer, Personal Trainer!

"Okay, what do you have to see one by one, don't scare the little girl, hurry up one by one, what should you do, what are you doing here, you don't have to go to work one by one, you are not ready to eat?"

With an angry shout, this group of five big and three thick muscular hunk men squeezed out one by one from the door that had just been pushed open, except for Lu Zixu, who was still trying to open his eyes, there was only a muscular uncle in a blue outfit and a young girl with a good figure who exploded in the house.

"What's the matter with Xiaoya, didn't Haozi say that people are awake? Why are you still lying down at this time?"

After a general glance at Lu Zixu on the marching bed, he saw that this muscular uncle was questioning the woman he called Xiaoya.

"Haozi can excitedly tell me that someone is awake, then she must be awake, boss, you wait, I'll go and confirm." ”

After Xiaoya finished speaking, she half-squatted beside Lu Zixu's bed, and then began to look at her carefully.

"People are awake, but it should not be too ideal, according to this progress, she should be able to catch up before we get off work, she will be completely awake, she is still in a semi-coma and half-conscious at this time, let's wait." ”

I saw Xiaoya stand up again, then glanced down at Lu Zixu under her, and then continued to ask the boss:

"Boss, I don't understand, this girl looks like an ordinary person, why do you still send Xiaoxiao and Brother Da Niu to save her, and even put Brother Da Niu's life into it in order to save her, not to mention Xiaoxiao who is still rescuing in the medical room, I don't understand!"

Speaking of which, Xiaoya looked at the boss with great grievances, and then there was a whining from Pear Blossom with rain.

"As for whether the person we are looking for is her, I will have to confirm it later, but the death of Da Niu, I will definitely make the salamanders pay the price, I have to let them know that the people of my macho gym are not people who can move if they want to, Da Niu's matter, I will definitely give you an explanation, as for Xiaoxiao, I don't care what method you use, I have to let her live, now we not only have to face the harassment of the soul destroyer, but also to resist the investigation of the new criminal area, we can no longer lose a brother, so Xiaoya, Xiaoxiao will please you, you have to remember, I don't want to laugh and die, I want her to live." 。 ”

The boss said earnestly, and gently patted Xiaoya's shoulder again and again, and the responsibility of this is huge, these two people may know better than anyone else.

Looking at Xiaoya's departing figure, the boss squatted in front of Lu Zixu.

"Child, I hope you are the one we are looking for, that you are the one who can lead us to the light, and that you will not let me lose my eyes. ”

... ...

I can't see my future...

I can't see the road under my feet...

Ahead of me is an abyss...

Behind me, there was a sea of fire...

The thorns surrounded me, and the pain that pierced my skin made me understand that I could only jump into the abyss...

And that's the only chance I can get...

So, when I stood in front of the abyss, I took a deep breath...

I choose, get a new life...

Goodbye, my past...

Goodbye, my memories...

Goodbye, parents who gave birth to me and raised me...

Goodbye, the loneliness of my life...

At this point, I have nothing...

"Daddy..."

He opened his eyes suddenly, then sat up suddenly, gently stroked his forehead with the back of his hand, and found that his forehead was covered with cold sweat.

Fang Cai's dream made Lu Zixu rush to the extremely real, and it made her extremely heartbroken, because in the world of dreams, she was the only one left.

Now that people are sober, all Lu Zixu has to do now is to leave here and leave this environment, which is completely unfamiliar to her.

Through the glass window, Lu Zixu could see that the outside of the house was dark, and it was obviously already dark, and from the current situation, there was obviously no one in this building, after all, there was not even a light turned on at this time, which was enough to explain everything.

And with the moonlight reflecting into the house from the window from time to time, Lu Zixu found that large and small fitness equipment was piled up outside the house, judging from its scale, this was really a very arrogant gym.

In order to make unnecessary trouble, and even more so that he could escape from here without being noticed, Lu Zixu pushed open the slightly closed glass door very carefully, and then tried to let himself go out quietly without alarming anyone, but he never thought that before she could push the glass door completely open, a voice stopped her.

"Are you awake?"

Following the sound, Lu Zixu saw that on her left hand side, there was a black shadow crawling in a dark corner, and before she could react, the lights in the whole room suddenly turned on.

And the owner of Fang Cai's voice was not prostrate in the corner, but because his size was really exaggerated, which caused him to sit on the sofa, just like a big bear nesting on the sofa, without the help of lights, it is difficult not to make people think, what would such a big black shadow be.

And this black shadow is the person who has come to visit Lu Zixu during the day, the owner of this macho gym.

"Ready to go?"

Looking at Lu Zixu, who was still holding the glass door with one hand, the man not only reminded the other party again.

"Oh, ah, yes, it's so late, I should go home too, or my dad will worry about me, thank you, ah, yes, where is the next gate!"

couldn't help but swallow a mouthful of saliva, and Lu Zixu asked the big man for directions with some trepidation.

"I didn't want to tell you about this, but as soon as I consider your current situation, I feel that I am still obliged to tell you the truth, about your father, I am very sorry, the people I sent out failed to rescue your father before the soul slayer moved, I'm sorry..."

When the boss said this, his face couldn't help but show a trace of frustration and regret.

"It's not uncle, don't joke with me, what Soul Exterminator doesn't Soul Exterminator, I can't understand what you're talking about at all, I just want to ask you, where is the gate, I really have to rush home, or my dad really has to call the police!"

Obviously, Lu Zixu didn't believe what the boss said.