The eldest brother was obviously frightened by my fierce appearance, and said vaguely: "I... I..."I was standing for a long time, and I slowly stretched out the burden behind my shoulders to me, snorting and smirking "My mother said.. Junior.. Cold... Blankets!"

When I came home last week, I complained to my mother that the dormitory was too cold and I wanted to buy a blanket, just to get an extra 50 yuan to go to an Internet café with my buddies in the same dormitory.

"You... Oh, what shall I say about you?" I pulled the blanket from my stupid brother's hand, tore off the rubber shoes around his neck and threw them on the ground, "Put them on! Why don't you wear shoes on a cold day? Aren't you embarrassed?"

As soon as I said that, I immediately regretted it. I remember the first time I went home after I was admitted to high school, and my eldest brother pestered me to ask if high school was good, and I teased him: "Of course it's good, the campus is as clean as a mirror, and the security guards at the door won't let you in if you don't take your shoes off!"

My brother smirked, and when he sat on the ground and began to put his shoes on his feet, a coquettish voice came from behind me, "Song Kang, who is this?

I reflexively turned around, when I saw four or five girls behind me, my face was unconsciously a little hot, sixteen or seventeen years old is the time to love vanity, if I let my classmates know that I have a stupid brother I will be faceless, I want to use my body to block the brother behind me, but obviously it is too late.

After snorting for a long time, he smiled at them dryly: "He... He's a cousin of my distant relative... I'm stumbling, rest on the ground for a while!"

"Cut, I just heard that there is a fool who hangs his shoes around his neck and walks barefoot on a cold day, can't it be him?" a girl with oblique bangs stretched out her hand to her brother, and several other girls also whispered.

Her name is Zhang Na, the gangster in our class, a native of the county, although she doesn't study well, but she looks good, oblique bangs, high nose bridge, a pair of big eyes that can smile and always blink, but her face is often painted with thick eyeliner, giving people a coquettish feeling, but it doesn't hinder her super first-class popularity in the school at all, including me... I will secretly fantasize about it before going to bed at night.

"Look, there are still patches on his cousin's pants!" Zhang Na jumped to her brother's side in three steps and two steps as if she had discovered a new world, kicked the king-size patch on her brother's knee, and opened her mouth exaggeratedly.

She and a few other girls took out their iPhones in their pockets and took pictures of their brother "click, click", where had he seen this formation, and the dazzling flash frightened him to hold his head in his hands and curl up on the ground shivering.

"Song Kang, isn't there something wrong with your cousin here? Such a big person, and he still has a runny nose!" Zhang Na pointed to the location of her temple.

Although my brother is stupid, he is my own brother after all, especially when I see him shrink into a ball in fright, I feel even more uncomfortable. I pushed Zhang Na and a few other girls away, dragged my brother and walked to the school gate, "You have a problem, your whole family has a problem!"

"Stupid, you dare to scold me?" Zhang Na let out a mocking scream from behind me, tugging at my clothes and pushing like crazy, and her nails had two bloody cuts on my face...

"Don't hit me... My brother stood up from behind me, pushed Zhang Na's body, and pushed her into the artificial lake, fortunately, the water in the artificial lake was only up to the knee, Zhang Na was just wet in clothes, she got up from the artificial lake, pointed at me and howled, "Song Kang, you wait for me!"

dragged my brother all the way without stopping, ran directly to the bus station in the county seat, and after buying a ticket back to the village for him, I almost pushed him into the car and shouted, in the future, don't come to the school to find me!"

"Brother. Junior... "Silly brother may never know why I was so angry, I was so frightened that I pulled the car window, and looked at me standing under the car with a little white lips, he meant to ask me when I was going home.

"I'll go back after Sunday, and I'm not allowed to come to school in the future, or I'll never go back! Alas!" I glared and scared my brother.

My brother seemed to have something spinning in his eyes, he didn't say anything, he snorted at me twice, lowered his head as if he had made a mistake, and after a long while, as if he remembered something, he quickly took out a plastic bag of instant noodles folded into small squares from the inner pocket of his jacket, and took out a few crumpled bills from the bag, stretched out of the car window and handed them to me, with a smirk on his face, "Brother... money..."

I stared at a few renminbi in my brother's hand, the largest face value was no more than ten yuan, and they were all dirty, and I instantly felt a little uncomfortable in my heart, so I pushed the money back to him, and said in a slow tone, "Where did you get the money?"

"Kind... Earth.. The elder brother saw that I didn't collect money, and he was a little anxious, and he stretched out to me with red eyes and panting, "Brother... Money... Here you go!"

In a hurry, my brother's voice was a little loud, causing many people in the station to look at us, "Oh, it's troublesome! What can you do with these two money?" I took the money impatiently and urged, "Hurry up and sit down, I'll drive later! Don't come to school to look for me in the future... My classmates are laughing at me, don't you see it?"

"Ahh

How could a fool be disappointed? Watching the bus go farther and farther, I deceived myself and comforted myself, the next time I went home and said a few more words to my brother, there would be nothing to do, and when I looked at the handful of change in my hand, I felt like I was blocked by something, and I was particularly depressed and uncomfortable.

Back in the dormitory, several roommates in the same dormitory all "hula" around me, and asked me one by one what I had to do with the fool at the school gate, "It's your bird business!" I impatiently pushed them away, lay back on the bed, and covered my head with a quilt.

I thought that life would continue to be the same as before, but after a week, my dad and my mom found the school together and asked me if my brother had come to look for me?

My brother is missing, since I came to school that day to send me a blanket, I have never been home, I specially asked for a week of leave and my parents and relatives at home almost searched the county, but still did not find my brother's figure, my mother was sad and kept wiping tears, my father scolded angrily, a fool is not worry-free, a few days ago I praised him, I knew that I made money, I ran out to help people farm, who knows now... Before Dad finished speaking, he sighed heavily.

Could it be that the dozen or so yuan was earned by my brother from farming? When I heard my father's words, my nose was sore, and tears fell from my eyes.

Everyone thought that my brother was lost, but only I knew in my heart that my brother might really be heartbroken by me this time. Since that day, a feeling called guilt has been tightly surrounding me, I have dreamed more than once, dreaming of my brother, dreaming that he was holding three pieces of candy in his hand, and said to me with a smile, brother, eat!

Afraid that my parents will feel uncomfortable, I took a few days off to accompany them at home, every time I see the family photo hanging on the wall, my nose is particularly sour, the photo was taken when I was one year old, my father hugged me, my mother hugged my brother, the family's faces were all hung with a beautiful smile, but since my brother disappeared, the whole family seems to be covered with a layer of haze, every time I eat to hear the most is the sigh of my parents.

Back at school, I became more introverted than before, my grades plummeted, and many times I had the idea of going to my brother, but I never had the courage to do so.

At first, I thought it was from the same dormitory, because I had a big fight with them, until I had an English class, I didn't know how to get distracted, the teacher called me to answer the question, called me three or four times I didn't hear, came up to me and smashed my head with a book and scolded me: "Are you a pig? Get out of here!"

When I walked to the door, I heard Zhang Na's voice taunting, "Teacher, you can't blame Song Kang for his low IQ, his brother is a fool, I heard that imbeciles are genetic..."

I had never missed class, and for the first time I sat by the artificial lake at school for the whole afternoon, my mind reverberating over and over again the times I spent with my brother when I was a child, and I couldn't stop crying when I thought about it.

"Brother, where the hell have you been... I was wrong! I was really wrong! As long as you come back, I will promise you anything!" I looked at the mirror-like artificial lake, and I wiped my tears and whispered.

Before the evening self-study, I met Zhang Na and a few girls in the class in the cafeteria, and since that incident in the artificial lake, Zhang Na has always targeted me everywhere, such as in English class today, but I usually don't pay attention to her.

Now it's like this again, I'm queuing up to eat, Zhang Na walked up to me with a swaying water snake waist, and deliberately raised her voice and mocked, Fool brother, I heard that your stupid brother is missing? Did you let the car hit and die? After speaking, she and several girls in the same company all laughed, this moment is the peak of the meal, the cafeteria is full of students, being so insulted, even if I am a clay man, I can't help but be angry.