Without Zheng Xinguang, I had a very hard time at school.

The gossip seemed to take hold of my life, and I was in the midst of a storm, but there was nowhere to hide.

Back home, I had to face Uncle Zheng's ill intentions, and he had already taken advantage of my mother's departure to do something to me many times.

But I couldn't resist him, because when I did, he said, "You don't want to think about the new light, don't forget how I made a deal with you." ”

His voice was low and gentle every time, but such a voice was not much better than the demon's low spell,

Once, while my mother was away, he forcibly grabbed my hand and tried to pull me to his room.

I was immediately so frightened that I forgot to resist.

Fortunately, my mother was just in time to stop Uncle Zheng's atrocities.

Since then, every time I pass by him, I try to stay away as much as possible so that he doesn't touch me.

I took advantage of Uncle Zheng's absence a few times to whisper to my mother: "Mom, I'm afraid to be alone with Uncle Zheng, he ......"

But every time at this time, my mother just looked at me with complicated eyes, and just explained to me: "You be careful, it will be fine." ”

As a result, I gradually became silent and began to stop talking at home, even in class.

Chen Xi was puzzled and uneasy to see me like this, as far as her words used to be silent, but recently she has been talking more. Just to amuse me as much as possible and want me to talk more.

I knew her good intentions, but my mood was so overwhelmed by such a depressing atmosphere that it was difficult to speak again.

In a blink of an eye, it was Zheng Xinguang's birthday, and I was very worried about this day, and when I woke up, I remembered that today would be Zheng Xinguang's birthday.

It happened to be the weekend, and suddenly there was snow in the sky, and the snowflakes fell one after another, and soon they could be all over the body.

At this time, I said to my mother, "Mom, I'll help Chen Xi take care of grandma." ”

When my mother heard this, she said to me, "It's cold, you should accompany the old man more, don't let her go out." Beware of slippery roads, don't anything happen. ”

I nodded absentmindedly and went out with my umbrella.

Wandering aimlessly on the street, I walked to the door of Chen Xi's house.

Xu Nuan went out to buy vegetables, and as soon as he opened the door, he saw me standing under the eaves with my umbrella put away, and some snowflakes had accumulated on my body.

She suddenly said with some distress: "Juanzi, why don't you come in?"

Then she thought of something and said straight to the point, "Are you here to find Xinguang?"

My eyes darkened, and I didn't speak, just lowered my head.

Xu Nuan said again: "Although Xinguang has been staying at my house these days, he doesn't want to say anything to me. When asked him, he only said four words, 'willing to gamble and lose'. What the hell is going on? Would you like to tell my aunt?"

I looked down at the ground and whispered, "I'm sorry." ”

She looked at me, and there was nothing she could do about us for a while, so she sighed and said, "Then you can go to the supermarket with your aunt." ”

The two of us were talking on the road, and I whispered, "Today is Zheng Xinguang's birthday, how is he going to spend it?"

When Xu Nuan heard this, he stopped and said to me: "Today is not only Xinguang's birthday, but also his mother's death day. He's left alone at this time of year, and I don't bother him, so I don't really know where he's going to be or where he's going to be. ”

Xu Nuan really cares about Zheng Xinguang, and I also feel distressed that his birthday is a death day, and I want to accompany and comfort him.

But in fact, now I am the least qualified person to say this to him, because I have also hurt him, and my appearance can only add a little bitterness to him.

We chatted a few more words, and Xu Nuan sighed frequently while talking, the matter between me and Zheng Xinguang seemed to give her a little headache, and I knew that I was also a little more apologetic.

When I arrived at the supermarket, Xu Nuan began to choose dishes and asked me to help choose some too.

Seeing that she had picked some, I had something in my heart and thought about it, so I took some tomatoes and carrots.

Seeing Xu Nuan's surprised eyes thrown at me for a moment, I remembered that these are Zheng Xinguang's favorite foods.

Thinking of this, my heart was gloomy again, and the hand holding the tomato didn't know whether to advance or retreat for a while.

At this time, Xu Nuan didn't embarrass me anymore, but naturally reached out and took the food in my hand and put it in the basket.

I looked at it with a little more gloom in my eyes.

After Xu Nuan finished buying vegetables, I said goodbye to her.

She was a little worried and wanted me to wait at her house for Zheng Xinguang to come back.

But I shook my head and said, "It's embarrassing to meet again now." ”

Xu Nuan looked at me with some distress, but knew that what I said was the truth, so after thinking about it, he let me go.

Then I walked around the places where Zheng Xinguang and I had memories, the small flower bed, the sports square and some other places.

At this time, I saw a scene that I didn't want to see.

Two voices appeared in front of me, and my body froze, looking at them in disbelief.

I saw Lin Ke'er wearing a furry hat, his hair scattered, delicately dressed, and his hands raised high.

Zheng Xinguang was wearing a windbreaker and leaned over and bent over, and I realized that Lin Keer was helping Zheng Xinguang tie his scarf.

When I saw the color of his scarf, I immediately understood that it was Lin Keer who personally helped him knit it.

Because it was one of the things we picked out that day.

I suddenly felt as if I had been struck by lightning, and at this time, Lin Keer helped Zheng Xinguang, who leaned down his neck, put on a scarf, saw me, smiled and waved to me.

At this time, Zheng Xinguang also looked over, and we looked at each other, thinking differently for a while.

He only looked away for a moment, and his gaze seemed to turn to Lin Ke'er and didn't seem to turn.

At this time, the car that came to pick up Lin Keer stopped next to it, and I heard Lin Keer say to Zheng Xinguang with a smile: "The person who received my gift is my person." ”

When Zheng Xinguang heard this, he seemed to acquiesce and did not speak.

I was shocked for a moment, and I looked at Zheng Xinguang in disbelief, unable to confirm what I had just seen.

My heart suddenly felt as uncomfortable as a cat scratch, and I wanted to ask him, but I didn't know how to ask.

How happy Lin Ke'er laughed, my heart was pulled by emotion.

When there were only two of us left, Zheng Xinguang glanced at me and walked towards me.

My heart was pounding, some was looking forward to it, and some were afraid to listen to what he said next.

But when Zheng Xinguang arrived, he was wrapped in a cold breath, and he didn't take care of my emotions and opened his mouth directly.

He said, "Break up. ”