I like Mi Long's sentence in "Star Travel": The world's ruthlessness towards the weak is stronger than any shield.

Sometimes the effort is really in vain, and you don't even get any reward, and you have to put resources and energy time backwards.

Often the more popular the novel, the colder the novel, there is no balance at all, the reality is like this, it seems to be fair, but in fact it is full of injustice.

Probably no one knows how long it took me to write the 200,000 words of my novel "Heaven Asks the World", right?

Four years.

Yes, four years.

I may not have the talent for writing, but I wrote more than 1 million words in online writing, which is considered to be a pen practice, and I didn't earn a penny, and then I opened this novel, a novel that is not like an online article.

Why is it not like an online article? Because I can't sign a contract, I can't even publish it when I go to the starting point of submission: I'm sorry, your novel doesn't meet the needs of our site, thank you for your support.

Why can't a contract be signed? Why can't a novel that has been honed for four years and revised hundreds of times not be signed? Because it doesn't follow the routine, it's too real, it's not pure fiction, it's a kind of fantasy novel with reality as the background, there is a kind of satirical and critical nature in it, and in the same way, it's not a fast-food Xiaobaiwen, every word has a place that can cause people to think deeply and resonate.

There are also some people who feel that the pace is slow, too procrastinating, a lot of nonsense, and all kinds of ridicule that are yin and yang.

Hehe, I don't want to quarrel with brainless people, every word I write is meaningful, it's a story about positive energy and negative energy, and even foreshadowing, it's a fantasy romance novel in itself, including family, friendship and love. I don't understand, I don't want to read it, I don't have the patience to read it, please take a detour, this is not a cool article, and I can't understand it without a heart.

Some people may wonder why it is possible to write in four years, no matter how slow it is, right?

Personally, I actually have some mental problems, and I often have no mood and inspiration for writing, and the longest time I have broken is more than half a year.

Yes, because the words that are written by holding back are soulless, not to mention that I have no talent, and holding back for a long time may be just a paragraph, dozens of words, so in the absence of inspiration and mood, why waste time like this?

However, sometimes I still force myself to write, because it has been broken for too long, and I may not even have the courage to write for a long time, so I sit in front of the computer all day and write a thousand words, and this thousand words are repeatedly repaired due to some kind of obsessive-compulsive disorder.

For example, if a word is repeated too much, you want to replace it with a synonym, and if a sentence reads awkwardly, you can change the expression.

What clothes should the character wear this time, go out on Taobao, look at the clothes, find inspiration, write a few words, and find that the setting conflicts with the previous words or settings, and try to round up and fill the hole.

After this circle is completed, it is often necessary to go to another circle...... But in the end, I am still not satisfied, because the writing is really average, there is nothing brilliant, any writer can have this level, and the speed of the code word is thousands of miles away in seconds.

I don't want to complain, in fact I am self-aware, because the speed of my updates and the content of my novels are destined to make my novels not contract with normal authors.

What's more, the purpose of my writing is fundamentally different from that of ordinary authors, not to make money, but to write a dream, a dream...... The true beauty of the heavenly world contains all my soul, thoughts and desires.

This may be the real power generation for love.

But, I don't regret it, I'm still going to keep going.

Even if I get nothing, I will use my silence to make a last-second struggle.

- Someone always calls, such as a family member, such as a teacher, such as a classmate or a stranger, and asks me if I haven't woken up, or if I'm disturbing your sleep.

Actually, it's not that I didn't wake up, on the contrary, I woke up very early, but my tone has been tired, which is a kind of exhaustion that cannot be concealed from the heart.

About the novel: The original plan was to divide it into four volumes, the first volume of the Moon Rain, the second volume of the Dead Yan Ling, the third volume of the Ghost of the Calamity, and the fourth volume of the Dark Demon Pupil. But the title of this text doesn't seem to be able to be changed.,So just put it all in the text.,After all, I have obsessive-compulsive disorder.,If you ignore the text.,It's very uncomfortable.。

The pace of this book is relatively slow at the beginning, and those who like fast pace should be mentally prepared.

After some of the previous settings have appeared, this book can be regarded as officially entering the main line, I explained it directly, the plot mode is actually a small story, two protagonists to perform a series of tasks, step by step growth.

To put it mildly, it's probably similar to a game.,The main growth is the heart.。 As for what kind of heart it is, one word to describe it is dedication, and one word to describe it is to fight for the realization of "heaven and earth", and heaven asks that it has not yet been achieved, this is the goal, so it is not heaven and earth.

Some nonsense emotional thoughts that seem to have no effect on the plot, in fact, are to enrich the characters and highlight the character image, if you don't want to see a living person, you just want to see those ethereal cool texts, then I advise you not to read it.

Frankly, this is not a simple urban ability, to be precise, it is an urban romance ability, because without romance, it can't resonate with people at all, simple and cool, it has no practical meaning, because reality doesn't exist.

I don't write fast food articles, I don't write for money, I don't write for coolness, I don't write for readers' tastes, I write for dreams, I write for beauty, I write for the world.