5 The past is unbearable

Once, Hei San and a few young people who had dropped out of school were wandering the streets, and they happened to meet Li Shan who was coming home from school, and these guys were bored, so they took him hostage to a remote place, saying that they wanted to practice what kind of Foshan shadowless feet, and let him stand still and be a human flesh sandbag for these people.

Not only that, these guys also asked Li Shan to stand straight with his hands close to his thighs, and then took turns to step forward and slap him, and let Li Shan follow the example of the devil in the movie and shout loudly: "Hi!"

Of course, Li Shan also had a few times of being forced to resist, in front of Heisan, who was an order of magnitude higher than him in terms of age, height and weight, how could he be the opponent of this guy, and he was beaten blue and purple. After being beaten, he was threatened not to tell his parents, which caused Li Shan to naturally have a sense of fear of going to school.

Li Shan's parents were still aware of his abnormality, and after repeated questioning, he told the truth.

Li Shan's father was angry and sued the school when he found out, and the school immediately dealt with Zhang Qing accordingly.

Since then, Hei San seems to have restrained himself from Li Shan, and he was polite on the surface when he met, but when Li San turned around, Hei San stared at his back with a very resentful gaze.

Li Shan's schedule is very regular, every afternoon after school, he must go to his grandmother's house first, and then go back to his home after dinner.

In the evening of this day, as usual, Li Shan was walking back after eating at his grandmother's house, and met his classmate Han Yusheng, who was usually a sworn friend at school.

Li Shan was very happy to see him, and said with a smile: "You kid, why did you come here today?"

Han Yusheng's face was a little strange, and his appearance was very weird, not quite the same as his usual sharp appearance.

"I found out who Jia Dongmei's boyfriend is!" Han Yusheng hesitated for a while, and said as if he had made a lot of determination.

Jia Dongmei is the class flower of Li Shan's class, and Li Shan is usually one of her admirers, but Li Shan's unremarkable appearance can't attract Jia Dongmei's attention at all.

Li Shan was a little curious: "Who is it?" His curiosity was successfully mobilized.

"Come with me and you'll know. After speaking, he pulled Li Shan and walked in a certain direction.

The two of them came to the window of a house on one floor, could this be Jia Dongmei's house?

"That's right, this cottage is Jia Dongmei's bedroom, do you know who is in her room now?" A strange smile appeared on Han Yusheng's face, and he whispered.

Listening to his somewhat ambiguous words, and thinking of what would happen in a girl's bedroom, could it be ......? Li Shan faintly felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't help but wonder who the goddess in his mind was with.

Han Yusheng motioned for Li Shan to climb to the windowsill to take a look, but Li Shan hesitated.

"Coward, look at me. Han Yusheng looked very impatient and motioned for Li Shan to help him.

With the help of Li Shan, Han Yusheng climbed on the windowsill, the window was ajar, and there were curtains hanging inside, Li Shan picked up a branch from the side and handed it to Han Yusheng, Han Yusheng opened the curtain through the anti-theft net and peeked inside.

"How's that?" asked Li Shan below.

Han Yusheng said: "No one, huh? What is that, it's really strange." ”

Li Shan was puzzled and hurriedly asked, "What?"

Han Yusheng said: "It seems to be .. I can't see it clearly, Xiaoshan, you can take a look. With that, he jumped off the ledge.

Li Shan felt very curious, so he asked Han Yusheng to squat down, and climbed on the windowsill by stepping on his shoulder. also followed Han Yusheng's example, opened the curtain with a branch and looked inside.

Inside the house was a typical girl's ornament, Li Shan had never been to a girl's boudoir, and the appearance of the little boy made him feel very fresh, but he didn't see anything strange that Han Yusheng said.

"Right next to that table, see, oh, I'll get you a longer stick, that branch of yours is too short. After speaking, Han Yusheng left quickly.

He was gone for a long time. Why haven't you come back, Li Shan was waiting a little impatiently, and suddenly heard a shout behind his back: "Good boy, I finally caught you." ”

This shout frightened Li Shan and fell off the windowsill all of a sudden, and when he looked back, he saw a middle-aged man rushing over quickly.

Li Shan knew that it was not good, and he didn't care about the pain at the moment, so he got up and ran, but before he could run a few steps, he was grabbed by a big hand from behind, "You little rabbit cub, I let you run a few times before, and today I finally got caught, you can run for me again." After speaking, he gave Li Shan two kicks on his buttocks.

"You have wronged me. Li Shan hurriedly argued.

"You still said that you wronged you, let me catch it, and want to deny it!" The middle-aged man looked very angry, and casually gave Li Shan a mouthful, until the corner of Li Shan's mouth overflowed with blood.

At this time, there were already a lot of people around, and people were talking, and after inquiring about each other, they made a sudden realization, and everyone was talking: "Peeking at a girl at such a young age will definitely not be a good thing in the future." ”

Li Shan only complained bitterly in his heart, so many people were talking about themselves in the first place, and when I used to read novels, I often said that someone was eager to find a crack in the ground to get into, Li Shan didn't expect it to be his turn.

Li Shan seemed to see Hei San's figure in the crowd, and when he looked closely, he didn't seem to see anything.

"What school are you from?" ..........

Early the next morning, as soon as Li Shan arrived at the school, he saw several classmates in the class gathered around and whispered, and after seeing him come in, they immediately dispersed, Li Shan guessed that it must be because of last night's incident (how did it spread so quickly?!), and wanted to explain a few words to them, but he didn't know where to start.

Seeing that no one took care of him, Li Shan had no choice but to sit in his seat, and suddenly heard someone behind him scolding softly: "Stinky rascal!"

Although these words were said very lightly, they were like a heavy hammer hitting Li Shan's heart.

Li Shan seems to have become a pervert who specializes in peeking at girls overnight, and he stopped at once, which made people arrested. The news quickly spread through the school at breakneck speed. He was not only reprimanded by his parents, but also by his teachers and classmates, especially girls.

Li Shan's friends also avoided him at this time, for fear that they would be implicated when they were with him, which made him feel lonely like never before. After all, he was still a teenager, and he received a traditional Chinese education, which had a huge impact on his heart, and Li Shan felt like a heavy burden in his heart since then, and its influence has even continued until now.

Li Shan also looked for Han Yusheng and wanted him to prove it for himself, but he didn't expect this kid to deny it, and then thought of the way he and Hei San often mixed together in those days, and the scene of the incident seemed to see Hei San's appearance, Li Shan finally understood: he was calculated by them.

After that incident, Li Shan seemed to be a different person and became silent. Once, during a history class, the teacher saw that he was absent-minded in class and asked him to get up and answer questions by name. Li Shan looked dumbfounded and dazed, and the teacher was angry and ridiculous: "You are really a wooden nerd." Since then, the nickname "Wood Nerd" has been called so.

Li Shan didn't want to change, in order to improve his self-confidence, and in order not to be bullied, he first thought of learning martial arts to strengthen his body, just like the characters in martial arts novels, for this reason, he also went to a nearby martial arts school to learn martial arts for a year. In the martial arts school, he learned a set of long fists, and several weapons were also played in a similar way, which made Li Shan's self-confidence recover to a certain extent

When Li Shan, who thought he was enlightened, was beaten up by this guy in the face of a provocation from a student in another class, Li Shan once again became the laughing stock of the whole school.

The martial arts were not learned, and the homework was pulled down, so Li Shan stayed up in a daze until he graduated from high school. In the college entrance examination, he naturally did not get any good results, and in the end he only barely got into a private school.

Shortly after Li Shan's graduation, he happened to encounter a recruitment examination organized by Hongqi Factory. Before this, Li Shan had already changed several jobs, and the pressure of survival forced Li Shan to fully realize the importance of this exam.

For this exam, Li Shan can be said to have done his best, and worked hard, just "head cantilever, cone thorn stock", and the person also lost a whole circle, and finally seized this opportunity.

When the admission list was announced at the entrance of Zhongchang, Li Shan's mother even cried with joy, and his father, who has never smoked, also bought a pack of Great China and walked around the unit, and his son did not disappoint them again this time.

When assigning work, my father assigned Li Shan a job as a custodian, which can be regarded as a second-tier unit in the factory, although it still belongs to the category of workers, it can be easier than the first-line position.

But when Li Shan was led to the workshop by the clerk, he was still arranged by the workshop to be a worker on the front line, and the reason given was: "There are no vacancies in the second line, and the first line is currently short of people. ”

Later, another version that Li Shan heard was that his position as a custodian was taken over by a related person.

Although I feel a little regretful, Li Shan's family is still very happy, after all, it is not easy to find a stable job now.

I still remember the first day of work, my mother deliberately found a dress for Li Shan that looked decent, saying that it was very important to leave a first impression on others, until I went out, my mother chased out and handed over a comb to Li Shan to comb his hair more smoothly.

Thinking of this, Li Shan, who had been lying on the bed for almost a night, felt a little warm in his heart.

Outside the window, the sky has begun to whiten, and the rhythmic footsteps of people jogging in the morning can be heard clearly accompanied by the sound of sanitation workers sweeping the road.

Another morning came, but Li Shan felt a burst of sleepiness uncontrollably attacking him.