Chapter 173: Why can't you rely on yourself?
But now Uncle Zheng is going to kick me and my mom out.
I heard my mother scolding me, argued with reason, and said, "Mom, Uncle Zheng is an unreliable man at all, why can't he rely on himself?"
When my mother heard me reply, she was even more angry, and she said to me: "You are really whimsical, can you go to school and study on your own at such a young age?
At this time, we were in the hallway of the hospital, and my mother did not control the volume. I heard her suddenly burst into this question, and my face flushed, and I didn't know what to say to her for a moment.
"Don't talk like this nonsense in the future, we can talk to Lao Zheng after we go back, you kowtow to him and apologize, and explain the previous things to Lao Zheng......
I listened absentmindedly, thinking in my heart that this was obviously Uncle Zheng's own problem, and no matter how much we did, we couldn't change his opinion, so why should we be so angry again?
I glanced to the side inadvertently, and found that Fang Zhiwen didn't know when he arrived here, and I immediately realized that this scene just now was completely seen by him.
His eyes met mine, and they were both stunned and embarrassed.
I was both ashamed and a little overwhelmed for a moment when such a private thing was suddenly seen by such a friend who was already a little estranged.
Fang Zhiwen coughed lightly, approached us and said hello: "Hello, Auntie." ”
Then he said, "I just arrived, and I didn't hear your conversation. ”
Seeing us looking at him, he said to me again: "Li Juan, Xinguang came to me last night, please rest assured, Xinguang is fine." I also found out that you came to see me yesterday when I arrived at the hospital. ”
I nodded, looking a little lonely, Zheng Xinguang couldn't be better, it's just ...... Has it become a point between us where we need to be informed?
What kind of thoughts did he have in mind to find Fang Zhiwen? Was there anger and sadness on his face, otherwise why would Fang Zhiwen's eyes be full of worry when he looked at me?
My mother saw Fang Zhiwen's interaction with me next to her, her face was a little impatient, and she urged me: "Hurry up and go home with me." ”
I have a hundred reluctances in my heart, and I have not had the idea of going back since I left the Zheng family.
But now that I'm falling out with Zheng Xinguang, my mom took me to see Uncle Zheng again, and then Uncle Zheng was going to kick us out of the house. Things have evolved like this, and I don't know what to do or where to go, so I can only accept this arrangement.
So I said to Fang Zhiwen: "Thank you for telling me about this, I'll go first, bye." ”
Fang Zhiwen looked at me and seemed to still want to say something, but because my mother was present, he stopped talking.
I think he probably thought our family's life was full of drama.
On the way back to Zheng's house, my mother kept counting me. Because of what Fang Zhiwen told me about Zheng Xinguang, I didn't have the heart to listen to it.
When I returned to Zheng's house, I wanted to go back to the room to pack my things, but my mother grabbed me and said, "Don't clean up, we'll talk to him when Lao Zheng comes back." ”
When I heard this, I immediately didn't understand my mother's behavior.
At this time, I was still a little arrogant, and I couldn't get used to my mother's low-minded appearance, so I couldn't help but say bluntly: "He said so, Mom, let's not pay attention to him anymore." Instead of letting him drive us away, let's get out of on our own!"
When my mother heard my words, her face became a little annoyed, and she burst into a loud voice and said, "I found out why you are so tough! Didn't I tell you before, we can't go." You still have to count on Lao Zheng to provide you with education and school, just leave, what should you do in the future?"
"I don't need him to provide for it, it's really not good, I don't go on, go to work. I said firmly.
When my mother saw me being so stubborn, her whole body seemed to have a headache. She pointed at my nose and scolded, "Don't even think about it! If you don't admit your mistake to Uncle Zheng, don't recognize me as a mother!"
At this time, both of us insisted on our own positions, unable and unwilling to compromise with each other.
My mother thought that without Uncle Zheng, I would not be able to continue my education and education, and I thought that without Uncle Zheng, my mother and I would be able to live.
But neither of us tried to persuade each other, but stubbornly expressed our opinions.
"Have you been protected by that Zheng Xinguang for too long and have lost your brains?
As soon as I heard her mention Zheng Xinguang, she didn't respond to what I told my mother about Uncle Zheng before, and I was a little annoyed and angry for a while, and said, "I just think we should leave that scumbag." ”
"It's really giving you face!" my mom said, and in a fit of rage, she suddenly raised her hand and slapped me.
It's been a long time since I've been slapped in the face so hard by my mother, and as I covered my face, tears fell in an instant.
It seemed that all of a sudden, my mom's happy time with me was shattered.
My mom hasn't changed, and so am I, so we're bound to have a big fight.
My mom couldn't bear it for a moment when she saw the red marks on my face, but then she pursed her mouth and didn't say anything more.
Without looking at my mom again, I suddenly turned around and slammed the door back to my room.
Covering half of my swollen and aching face, I sat down at my desk and froze.
It's been a long time since I've read a book.
When I opened the book, I read some of it, and my vision wandered.
I couldn't help but feel a little irritable, I put the book down, and when I looked around, I saw the sunflower rubber band again.
This was given to me by Zheng Xinguang in the past.
At that time, we were not too familiar, passing by a jewelry stall, because I looked at it a few more times, Zheng Xinguang went to choose a head rope and bought it for me.
At this time, I rubbed the sunflower on the headband, looking at the brilliant bright yellow sunflower petals, and my heart was depressed.
Sunflowers are supposed to symbolize positive sunshine, but when I look at it along the way, my life is not full of sunshine.
Even my life was full of darkness and violence.
That's when my mother's words rang in my ears again.
"Li Juan, you and Zheng Xinguang can't have a future, you'd better see your identity clearly!"
Thinking that we are about to be kicked out of the house by Uncle Zheng now, Zheng Xinguang and I have been forced to break up because of many contradictions, my heart is confused.
If I leave the Zheng family, will I still have a chance to contact Zheng Xinguang again? What is Zheng Xinguang doing now, and has he gone to school?
I asked myself a lot of questions, and in the end, I couldn't help but wonder, did Zheng Xinguang and I really not follow?