5I stand before you, but you know not that I love you

On the weekend, Wen Qi slept lazily, and then ran to S University to find Jinhui. The female classmate who shared the room with Jinhui was from the city and almost never lived in the dormitory. So she often runs to Lai Jinhui's bed, which is called "revisiting old dreams".

Jinhui was going to listen to a lecture, she nestled in bed and read, the sunlight sparsely fell on her body through the leaves outside the window, and suddenly returned to the time when she used to go to school, sometimes she was too lazy to even buy food, "Jinhui, help me bring one." The tone is infinitely flattering.

She actually likes life on campus, simple and happy. Jinhui once persuaded her, "I like the campus so much, stay in school and be a teacher, how good it is for the two of us to be together." ”

With her grades, it is not difficult to go to graduate school and stay in school, she sighed, "Jinhui, there are two professions in this world that I can't engage in, one is a teacher and the other is a doctor.

"Why?"

"Both professions require a strong sense of responsibility, and I just don't have ......"

After finishing a book, I didn't see Jinhui come back, so I had to lie on the desk to look for it, and actually turned out a copy of Tagore's "Flying Birds", flipped through it casually, and a photo fell to the ground, picked it up and took a look, it was taken when their class went to climb the mountain, six or seven got together, smiling with bared teeth. There are words on the back, which are in English, and the poems that I once knew by heart:

The furthest distance in the world

Is not between life and death

But when I stand in front of you

Yet you don't know that

I love you

Looking at Jin Hui and Jiang Dongyang standing beside her in the photo, she was silent, it turned out that Jin Hui had never forgotten him.

Jinhui likes Jiang Dongyang, she knows it, but she didn't expect that she still hasn't put it down after so many years.

Jiang Dongyang is their class leader, very steady and down-to-earth, from the time when Jinhui always dragged her to participate in those group activities in the class, Wen Qi vaguely knew her thoughts, neither of them is the kind of person who is keen on group activities, unless they are explicitly not absent, they basically do not participate.

But I don't know when Jin Hui has been involved in group activities almost every time, and she has been dragged to participate every time. After a long time, she understood that Jinhui was not the one who liked to participate in activities, but the one who liked to organize them. Her eyes always fell on Jiang Dongyang intentionally or unintentionally, and that kind of shy but enthusiastic eyes easily exposed her thoughts.

Later, Jin Hui finally revealed her thoughts. She likes Jiang Dongyang from the moment she enters this school.

For someone as introverted and shy as Jinhui, it must be this kind of secret emotional torture that makes her unhappy.

At that time, Lin Shengnan was surprised, "If you like it, chase it?" This is her consistent style of acting.

"Lin Shengnan, Jin Hui said, just listen, what kind of idea do you have, you think everyone is the same as you, your boyfriend changes as fast as clothes. She said to her beside her, in fact, Jinhui told them what was on her mind, but she just wanted to relieve the pressure in her heart.

After lunch, the two wandered around the campus of S University, and from time to time there was a couple around them, thinking of that photo, "Jinhui, there is no story about getting along with so many excellent brothers and sisters every day?"

"Hehe, Wen Qi, do we still need to play dumb riddles between us? "After so many years of getting along, this tacit understanding is still there.

Wen Qi was a little embarrassed, "Jinhui, I'm sorry, I read that book of "Flying Birds". ”

"I didn't want to hide it from you, but I just didn't want to become like Xianglin's sister-in-law. ”

"I remember a time when you were very close. ”

Jin Hui sighed faintly, her eyes confused and sad, "It never started, and even he didn't know that I liked him." ”

"Why? Why don't you tell him? Why don't you let him understand your feelings after all these years? Jinhui, why are you so stupid?"

"I don't want to be rejected," Jin Hui said in a low voice.

"How do you know if you haven't tried? Do you want to keep it in your heart like this?"

Thinking about the past few years, she has been silently watching that person in the corner, obviously close at hand, but she can only put it in her heart......

"What about you?Wen Qi, from college to now, I have never seen you stay for anyone?" Jin Hui remembered the cold and lonely eyes that she inadvertently encountered.

Over the years, Jin Hui and Sheng Nan have rarely asked her anything, even if they have questions, even if they occasionally see her abnormality, but they never ask, as always, they have given her friendship and love, and she, not that she doesn't want to say it, can't say it.

"Jinhui, we are different, you can't untie the knot in your heart, and I broke the string that tied the knot," Wen Qi's voice was astringent, and his eyes were desperate and unbearable.

Out of S University, Wen Qi called Jiang Dongyang. After graduation, Jiang Dongyang went to the Propaganda Department of the Municipal Party Committee as a selected student. The two work in the same administrative building, and although they are not in the same unit, they often meet. Every time he greeted him warmly, after all, he was a four-year classmate, and although Wen Qi's personality was a little indifferent, he also felt very kind.

made an appointment to meet at a nearby tea house, and when she went in, Jiang Dongyang had already arrived.

"I happened to be running an errand nearby, so why did you remember to invite me to tea?" he smiled.

Wen Qi looked at him secretly, not the particularly handsome kind, but it made people feel very comfortable, there was a natural affinity, the calm temperament and the quiet Jin Hui were quite compatible, it was not that I didn't think about the result of such gossip, but I really couldn't bear to see Jin Hui so painful, with her personality, she might never be able to open her mouth, so it was better to pick out this layer of paper by herself.

"I'm here for Jinhui," she gets straight to the point.

Jiang Dongyang's eyes darkened, looked at Wen Qi, and did not make a sound.

"Jinhui, she, has always liked you, don't you feel it at all?"

Jiang Dongyang stared at the tea in the cup, and only raised his head for a while, "It's fake to say that I don't feel like it's fake, but I thought it was already over." ”

"In the past few years, Jinhui has been sticking to this feeling, and it has worked hard to make people feel distressed, Jiang Dongyang, there will be no more such people in this world. ”

"I'm sorry,......" Jiang Dongyang stopped talking.

Wen Qi's heart sank, although he knew that emotional matters could not be forced, but he couldn't help but be excited, "Why? Jinhui, she is so good and infatuated, no one in this world likes you more than her......

The atmosphere was a little stagnant, neither of them spoke, and the melodious mountains and flowing water swirled in their ears.

For a long time, a long time, Jiang Dongyang spoke, and his voice was a little hoarse: "Wen Qi, I'm sorry,...... It's just that I, like Jinhui, have been stubborn about a relationship for many years......"