Chapter 151: Stay

Ji Shengnian's face with a few wrinkles was full of incredulity, "What happened? Where were you at the time? Why didn't you protect her, but let her take risks for you?"

Look at Ji Shengnian's anxious appearance, he loves Lu Juan as his daughter.

"We went to Disney that day, and we had an accident, and in the confusion, I heard Yan Ziqi's voice, so I went to look for her, and then this happened. ”

Ji Hangcheng didn't use too many words to describe the events of that day, he felt so tired now, the most important thing was that he was tired, he didn't know how he was going to face her when Lu Juan woke up.

Smack-

As soon as Ji Hangcheng's words fell, Ji Shengnian's slaps followed.

"Bastard, why haven't you forgotten her until now, in that case, how can you abandon your wife and daughter to take care of other women. ”

Obviously, Ji Hangcheng disagreed with Ji Shengnian's words, "Yan Ziqi is not another woman, she is someone I can exchange my life for, I love her, why can't I save her." ”

Originally, all this was not what Ji Hangcheng wanted, if it weren't for the appearance of Lu Juan and Mianmian, he could have a home with Yan Ziqi, love each other, grow old together, and live a dull life of firewood, rice, oil and salt, that is the life he wants.

Ji Shengnian felt that he was about to be infarcted by the myocardial infarction, he really hated that iron could not become steel.

"Ji Hangcheng, Ji Hangcheng, when is it now, are you still saying these words, is it meaningful? You can recognize the reality for me, your wife is now Lu Juan, and she is the woman who can use her life to keep you safe. ”

“...”

Ji Hangcheng is particularly annoyed by this now, he used to feel that he could go easily anytime and anywhere, because he didn't owe Lu Wan anything.

But looking at it now, he feels that he is entangled in loan sharks, and he is becoming more and more unable to get out.

"Dad, she's good to me, but I don't love her. ”

"What kind of love is not love? Ji Hangcheng, do you think you are still seventeen years old? Love can be eaten as food, right? You are really addicted to being the second generation of rich, right, do you know that your father will also have the day of birth, old age, sickness and death, can you live under my wings forever? In the future, you will also need to be the one who needs to be alone, such a big Ji family, do you think you can rely on you alone? Why do I keep saying that Lu Juan is more suitable for you than Yan Ziqi, it is because her ability is there. A college graduate, a Ph.D., this is simply incomparable. ”

Ji Shengnian's words made Ji Hangcheng smile, "I am marrying a wife, not a business partner, you don't always use Ji's to pressure me, now this society is natural selection, survival of the fittest, to do business is to have a courage to move forward, but also to have a normal heart that can accept winning and losing." Why do you take this so seriously? Also, why will Yan Ziqi definitely lose to Lu Juan. ”

"The facts are in front of you, aren't they? Okay, Ji Hangcheng, what you said makes sense, your love is great and noble, but what about Lu Xuan? Can her love be trampled on at will? Look at it, she is now lying in it fighting with death for you, and what are you doing? Are you thinking about the ups and downs with other women, do you think you are worthy of her? You tell me to have a normal heart, then I will teach you to have a conscience now, otherwise what is the difference between you and a beast?"

A mountain is higher than a mountain, Ji Hangcheng's words are true, but Ji Shengnian's words are not specious.

Ji Hangcheng admitted that now he is indeed ashamed of Lu Juan, even if all this is not what he thought, but how many times can he be proud in life, and it will be smooth sailing for anyone to do anything.

Seeing that his son didn't speak, Ji Shengnian's attitude softened, he stepped forward and held his shoulder and said: "Chengcheng, Dad has done a lot of things in his life, but there are few things I really want to do, more of a compromise, it is a last resort, I know you like Yan Ziqi, but now that you have made it clear that there is no possibility of being together, why can't you try to let go of it in your heart?"

"Because I can't put it down, because I don't want to put it down. ”

Ji Hangcheng confided in his heart.

Ji Shengnian was stunned for a moment, and then said: "Okay, you can't let it go, you don't want to let it go, but do you think this world is what you want? It's like, your mother is now in a vegetative state, and I don't want her to get better for a day, but this thing is not something I can do if I want to, so I forced me to accept this fact, and now I am not as painful as before." Son, this is a process, as long as you get through it, you will find that it is actually like that, really, Yan Ziqi is already a Xiaofan person, you can't think of it, what you should do now is how to treat the people around you well, don't wait until you lose it to know how to cherish it. ”

What a painstaking persuasion, there are countless truths in this world, and they are all right, but how many people can listen to them.

Ji Hangcheng only hates himself now, why did he make such a stupid mistake in the first place.

The pain is really too painful.

Ji Sheng sighed and continued earnestly: "Chengcheng, I plan to hand over the Ji family to you at the beginning of next year, your ability is far above your Ji Xiaofan, I can rest assured that I will hand it over to you." I've seen your efforts recently, in fact, I also know what you're thinking, you want to work hard to sit in the position of chairman and then protect Yan Ziqi, right? If so, then I also ask you to keep this matter in your heart for the rest of your life, because you will never be together again. ”

Ji Shengnian's meaning is very simple, that is, Ji Hangcheng can protect Yan Ziqi, but he must not love her openly.

That day, the father and son talked a lot, and the words they listened to, the words they reasoned, and the words that threatened, all kinds of levels were also involved, and it can't be said that Ji Hangcheng's heart was not touched at all, after all, everyone is mortal, no matter how firm they are, they will be shaken sometimes.

*

A week later, Yan Ziqi was discharged from the hospital, and the first thing she did after being discharged from the hospital was to secretly find Yan Bin while Ji Xiaofan was not paying attention.

They first chatted about other things, such as Shi Jingyu.

"What, you said Shi Jingyu didn't die?"

Yan Ziqi looked at Yan Bin and asked in surprise.

"Well, the people sent to investigate over there reported it like this, they said that there is a monitoring of his life trajectory every day, how can you say that a person with a life trajectory can die?"

Yan Bin didn't believe it at first, but the evidence that came back later made him have to believe it.

"So my speculation is not true?"

Regarding why such a strong person as Lu Juan would compromise Ji Xiaofan, Yan Ziqi made a hypothesis.

That is, Ji Xiaofan discovered the existence of Mianmian, and then took the initiative to approach Lu Juan, wanting to use this incident to lure out Ji Hangcheng, but there should have been something wrong with Shi Jingyu's side, which caused Lu Juan to kill him impulsively, and Ji Xiaofan inadvertently knew about it, so he used it as a threat.

Yan Ziqi told Yanbin about this assumption.

"Well, there's a good chance your assumption doesn't hold up right now. Yan Bin does not deny that Yanziqi's hypothesis may be just a hypothesis, not the truth.

"Then why do you say Lu Juan is subject to Ji Xiaofan?"

"How do I know, Yan Ziqi, let me tell you something from my heart, I really don't want you to get involved in this matter anymore, including me, I don't want to get involved in the dispute between their Ji family. ”

Speaking of this, Yan Ziqi's whole person suddenly quieted down, and after a while, he heard her say:

"Yanbin, I'm pregnant. ”

“...”

"Bang dang. ”

Hearing a crunchy sound, the high-quality blue and white porcelain cup in Yan Bin's hand came into close contact with the marble floor.

His expression changed slightly, "Ji Xiaofan's?"

"No, Ji Hangcheng. ”

At that moment, Yan Bin had a feeling of being struck by lightning, "Are you crazy? What if Ji Xiaofan finds out about this?"

"He already knows. ”

In fact, Yan Ziqi couldn't figure it out about this, that is, Ji Xiaofan was such a paranoid and selfish person, and the grievances and hatreds between him and Ji Hangcheng, what was the reason why he was willing to keep this child.

Is it a conspiracy or something else?

“...”

Yan Bin thought it was so dramatic, really, he felt like everything was off the rails now.

For a long, long time, he did not speak, and it was only after he had barely digested the fact that he revisited the subject.

"So he asked you to beat this kid?"

Yan Ziqi shook his head, "No, he is willing to keep this child, and even promised that I can treat it as my own." ”

Although the authenticity of these words needs to be investigated, Yan Bin does not deny Ji Xiaofan's love for Yan Ziqi.

In some ways, Ji Xiaofan did a better job than Ji Hangcheng.

"That..."

Before Yan Bin's words fell, Yan Ziqi interrupted anxiously, "I don't want him to admit it, Yan Bin, do you think that what I am experiencing now is very similar to Lu Juan at the beginning? I think it is exactly the same, Shi Jingyu also recognized Mianmian at that time, but what do you think the consequences are? So I don't want to be like this, I don't want to take Ji Hangcheng's children to be with Ji Xiaofan, what is this? Why do I want my children to compromise with me. ”

Lu Juan's Yan Ziqi felt that what he did was really disgusting, why did he hide it?

She thinks that she is doing this for the good of others, but in the end she hurts a bunch of people, including children. Cool Record Literature

Mianmian, that little bastard, has so many eyes at a young age, why did she become like this, it is not because of Lu Juan's indirect influence.

Therefore, Yan Ziqi must not follow in Lu Juan's footsteps, she feels that since this incident has happened, she must say it.

Yan Bin's expression changed to cautious after hearing this, "Yan Ziqi, what do you want to do." ”

"I'm going to find Ji Hangcheng, Yan Bin, I suddenly feel that I don't want to wronged myself, people live a short life, I really don't want to waste time in a life I don't like. Do you know, that time at Disney, when I saw their family of three standing together, I felt uncomfortable at the time, this should have been my man, why would he stand next to other women, I hate Lu Juan, I also want her to taste me. ”

Yan Ziqi's character has never been the kind of compromise, even if she married Ji Xiaofan as a last resort, she did not compromise to accept it, which is the best proof.

After hearing this, Yan Bin suddenly smiled, "Yan Ziqi, Yan Ziqi, I feel that I really need to get to know you again, why do your three views always shock me? When I thought you were the little virgin, you told me that you are actually not a good bully." And when I thought you were going to take revenge on those who hurt you, and you chose to forgive, really, you are definitely the strangest and fatally attractive woman I have ever met. Properly fickle!"

Of course, Yan Ziqi's fickleness, Yan Bin said that he liked it very much.

"yes? Well, probably. ”

Yan Ziqi smiled a little self-deprecatingly.

Then, Yan Bin seemed to suddenly remember something, and then asked: "If you tell Ji Hangcheng about the child, have you ever thought about what Ji Xiaofan will do? Seriously, from my man's point of view, he really cares about you, aren't you moved at all?"

"No, Yanbin, I will never forget Ji Xiaofan's harm to me, no matter how good he is to me, I will not fall in love with him because of this. Moreover, once I like someone, it is quite difficult to get out, and Ji Hangcheng is an example. ”

That's right!

Yanbin nodded in agreement.

"Okay, I'll support you in whatever you want to do. Go ahead, but this is not a trivial matter, I suggest you discuss with Ji Hangcheng first to see what should be done. After all, Ji Xiaofan is not an ordinary person, remember to be careful. ”

"Well, I will!"

*

Lu Juan woke up, she came back to life, if the bullet was not in her abdomen, but in her heart, I am afraid she would have died long ago.

Lucky!

Lu Juan woke up and opened her eyes, and the first person she saw was Ji Hangcheng, and at that moment, tears instantly filled her eyes.

"Crying for what?"

Ji Hangcheng stood next to the hospital bed and said softly.

Lu Juan didn't speak, just looked at Ji Hangcheng like this, let the tears wet the pillow, cried and cried, and then laughed again.

She was still very weak and looked like a porcelain doll.

After looking at Ji Hangcheng for a while, Lu Juan spoke: "You're fine, it's good." ”

She didn't know that it was such a sentence, and the man in front of her was almost out of breath.

Ji Hangcheng tried to avoid Lu Juan's gaze, "I don't deserve you to be so good to me." ”

"No, you deserve it, you are the man I love the most, the best father in Mianmian's eyes, of course you are worthy of my life to save you. ”

Lu Juan was lying on the bed, although she was as weak as helping a sick, but with a smile between her eyebrows and eyes, her voice was like a filament, endless.

"Don't be like this, Lu Xuan, you know I don't love you. ”

"Well, I know, but I love you, Ji Hangcheng, I won't force you, you don't have any psychological burden about this matter, I'm purely instinctive, really, I won't blame you for leaving me and Mianmian to protect Yan Ziqi. Let's just say that you love her and I love you, so I can empathize with you. ”

Lu Juan's words, between the lines are the words "empathetic".

She tried to get up slowly, Ji Hangcheng saw this and hurriedly stepped forward to help, he adjusted the bed to the backrest mode, and then thoughtfully put two pillows.

"Thank you. ”

"You're welcome. ”

Lu Juan looked at Ji Hangcheng, and then boldly held his hand.

“...”

This is the first time that there is a skin-to-skin relationship between them, and Lu Juan has never dared to get close to Ji Hangcheng, she is afraid of being rejected.

After waiting for a long time, Lu Juan didn't wait for Ji Hangcheng's resistance, which made her very excited, so she opened up with him more boldly.

"Ji Hangcheng, I may only love you alone in my life, my character is not free and easy, and of course I may not be as lucky as her. After she was hurt by you, she could still meet a man as good as Yu Qing, but I can't. I had a marriage with Shi Jingyu, he was very good to me, but I just couldn't fall in love with him, really, when I was with him, my mind was full of you, even if I saw a person with a similar back to you on the street, I could look good for a long time. ”

"So... So, I think I'm going to love you only one man for the rest of my life. ”

“...”

Listening to Lu Xuan's words, Ji Hangcheng's heart became even more confused, and he thought of what Ji Shengnian said before.

Pushing aside all the problems, the initiator of today's situation in the first place is actually Ji Hangcheng himself.

Therefore, while he enjoys the pleasure of making mistakes, he also has to accept punishment.

Lu Juan didn't say a word, and Ji Hangcheng's brows tightened.

Hearing the end, he just said impatiently, "Don't say it." ”

"No, Ji Hangcheng, I beg you, let me finish, this... This may be the only and last time I can say what is in my heart in front of you in such a presumptuous manner. ”

"What do you mean?"

Ji Hangcheng looked at Lu Juan suspiciously.

"It's not interesting, it's just that I'm going to leave you, really, when I was at Disney, when you left me and Mianmian away, I understood that you wouldn't actually fall in love with me at all, no matter how hard I try, your heart will always be full of Yanzi. Ji Hangcheng, I am a woman, I have a very small heart, I love you so much, of course I only hope that you have me in your eyes, but you can't give it to me, it's not your fault, it's because I didn't have the ability to make you fall in love with me. So I'm going to leave, let's find a time to go through the divorce procedures, I said I'm going to give you back. ”

When Lu Juan said these words, her tears flowed fiercely, and it could be seen that her sadness was really heartbreaking.

Ji Hangcheng felt as if something was suddenly pulling at a corner of his heart.

He didn't speak, just silently listened to Lu Xuan's analysis of his heart.

"Ji Hangcheng, I really love you so much, it has never changed for so many years, but I also know that I am not blessed to have you, I'm sorry, it's all my fault. ”

Lu Juan couldn't control his heart anymore, hugged Ji Hangcheng and cried bitterly, "Why, why can't you love me, my heart hurts, really, if I could, I would have never met you." ”

The huge ward was full of Lu Xuan's crying, Ji Hangcheng hugged her, and the firmness that had been erected before seemed to be disintegrating little by little her affection.

"I love you, Ji Hangcheng, I really love you, no one knows that I am reluctant to leave at all, but I know that I have to go, because you love Yan Ziqi, you love her!!"

Lu Wan burst into tears, she couldn't control her heart anymore, and if she didn't say anything, she wouldn't have a chance.

All the emotions came like a rolling wave at this moment.

Finally... It drowned Ji Hangcheng.

He is tired, whether it is feelings or life, he has no energy to operate, and after he has no direction, he is left with only compromise.

...

"Lu Xuan..."

“...”

"Stay. ”