On the second day, when I arrived at the school gate, I suddenly saw Zheng Xinguang and Lin Keer walking together.

He helped Lin Keer carry his schoolbag, which looked like he was sending Lin Keer to school. And Lin Keer also talked and laughed with Zheng Xinguang, which made me look very uncomfortable.

My heart felt like someone had grabbed it all at once, and it was so uncomfortable that it hurt all over my body.

looked at Zheng Xinguang blankly, and felt a kind of sadness in his heart.

Obviously, he took me to a Western restaurant for dinner yesterday, why did he send Lin Keer to school today, is it really because of my refusal and farewell yesterday that he changed his mind?

Was that the previous meal the last supper between us?

I froze in place for a moment, tugging at the strap of my schoolbag, and looked at them in a daze, my mind already blank.

At this time, Lin Keer raised her eyes and saw me, and suddenly showed a smile like the sun in spring, but it was frosty to me.

She also dragged Zheng Xinguang over to say hello, her tone seemed to be gentle, but she said in a hidden way: "Li Juan, good morning." I think you haven't seen Xinguang for a long time now, and now that he's with me, you must feel bad, I'm really embarrassed. Xinguang chose to be with me, maybe it was just a joke with you before. I think he finally figured it out. ”

When she said this, her tone was gentle, and her eyes were shining with stars, but she poked at my heart with every word.

I gave her a cold look and didn't say anything.

Lin Ke'er said to herself: "I believe that you should have recognized the reality, you and Xinguang are not worthy after all." I'm always the only one who can be worthy of the new light, and I don't think you need to have any illusions anymore, he will definitely not eat the grass back. ”

What did she mean by that? I ignored her and just looked at Zheng Xinguang.

Strangely, Zheng Xinguang didn't react to this, and didn't want to defend me at all. He listened silently, his eyes not looking at me, but at Lin Keer on the side.

My heart seems to be a little numb from the ice, I don't understand why Zheng Xinguang has this attitude towards me now, could it be that last night's dinner quietly changed something unconsciously.

I was very confused, but Zheng Xinguang didn't solve my confusion, he was just looking at Lin Keer, and after a while, he inadvertently reminded Lin Keer: "The class bell is going to ring." ”

Lin Ke'er stopped her irritating words at me, glanced at me, and suddenly smiled and nodded to Zheng Xinguang.

Then, to my surprise, she immediately put her arms around Zheng Xinguang's neck and kissed Zheng Xinguang in front of me.

This kiss is so neat and neat, lingering and tactful.

Zheng Xinguang didn't resist at all, Lin Keer was completely the victor declaring sovereignty, I didn't say anything to her when I saw this, it was useless to say more, and I forced myself to walk into the school calmly.

But my heart was almost numb with pain.

I don't understand why Lin Keer and Zheng Xinguang are together again, and they still show such an intimate gesture between them.

In front of me, I can't tell whether Lin Keer is going to show me or Zheng Xinguang is going to show me.

My heart has been pulled by two emotions, almost broken, one is jealousy, and the other is sadness.

They tore at my heart and made me almost crazy.

I don't think I can stay here any longer, and if I stay any longer, I'm afraid I'll lose my demeanor and do something I can't even think of.

Lin Keer said goodbye to Zheng Xinguang at this time, said "goodbye", and immediately followed me.

She walked up to me and asked me directly, "Are you curious, I'm with Zheng Xinguang?"

I didn't see her, and I kept walking. I knew she was going to say something ridiculous, and I was afraid that she would say something I couldn't bear and make me lose my temper in front of her.

Lin Ke'er was not annoyed when she saw that I didn't answer, so she followed up and explained her doubts to herself: "I knew that I was confused before, and I didn't think about letting Zheng Xinguang watch the video." ”

I stopped all of a sudden, and when I heard this sentence about Zheng Xinguang, uneasy emotions spread in my heart.

Did she show Zheng Xinguang the video, so that's why it's like this?

Originally, I thought that Zheng Xinguang knew about Zheng Huaimin's miscarriage yesterday, and I didn't know that that kind of thing happened to Uncle Zheng and me, but now ...... I was anxious and anxious for a while, looking at Lin Keer and hoping that she would give a clear answer.

But Lin Ke'er smiled, hung my appetite and didn't say anything, but moved on to another topic: "I will let you go in the future for Zheng Xinguang's sake, you can do it yourself." ”

The uneasiness in my heart became even stronger, if Zheng Xinguang watched the video, then with his personality, it would definitely be impossible to look at Lin Keer, but it would be more clear why the relationship between me and him was so stiff.

I couldn't help but follow her and ask, "What did you do to Zheng Xinguang?" Lin Keer smiled and said: "No one will not yearn for a bright future, and I am the lamp that can illuminate the future of Xinguang." ”

I was stunned for a moment, and in a trance something shattered.

It turns out that Zheng Xinguang and I are not an emotional problem, but always a contradiction about his future.

I thought of Zheng Xinguang, who endured all kinds of ridicule and ridicule in the washing workshop, and I couldn't help but feel a pain in my heart.

Xinguang finally ran to a better person, to pursue the future he deserved.

I understood in an instant, it turned out that all this was not just because Uncle Zheng and I did it, but Zheng Xinguang now figured it out, and the relationship between him and me could only stop here after all.

He will have a bright future with Lin Keer, and with me, there will be nothing.

I didn't have the slightest resentment about Zheng Xinguang at this time, and at the same time understood why he brought me to dinner yesterday.

He wanted to say goodbye to me, and at the same time, he wanted to see how I reacted and made a choice.

I think it should be like this.

But when I thought of Lin Keer's kiss with Zheng Xinguang in front of the school, my heart was suddenly chaotic and a little uncomfortable.

After all, Zheng Xinguang left before me to pursue his happiness.

I think that's the only way he can get what he wants.

After all, Lin Keer is the daughter of the school director, and he will slowly get better, and I can only say goodbye to him and drift away from him.

It was supposed to be a farewell dinner, but we didn't have a very pleasant meal, and I think he probably made up his mind when he sat alone in the western restaurant and finished his steak alone.

At this time, there were tears in my eyes again, and I had no way to say anything to Lin Ke'er, so I hurriedly ran to the teaching building, which can be called a deserted escape.