From coming back to the present, Song Yuanping has said so many things, only now, when he mentions his new love, his face is shining.

Li Chunzi laughed while listening, laughing and crying, look, this is the man she pays for it regardless of everything.

Ten years, ten years of youth and dedication, in the end, it ended up like this.

"Okay, Song Yuanping, I promise you a divorce, I hope you don't regret it in the future. I hope that in the future, when you face firewood, rice, oil and salt, when you face the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, and when you face your children, you can still maintain your initial feeling. ”

"Okay, Haruko, don't say it, there's no point in talking too much. Take the child away, Lin'er is weak and can't take the child, and we will also have our own children. ”

"There is also a bar, I also had a share of the original investment, I have calculated, although you have been taking care of it all these years, but most of the work is done by me, so, I will give you a discount of seven and three. As for this house, it was left to me by my parents, and you just paid for the renovation, and I will pay you back a lot of money. ”

Song Yuanping is really clear, it seems that he has planned this matter for a day or two.

Li Chunzi clenched her fists with both hands, if she still had the same temper as before, if it weren't for her child beside her, now she would turn around and walk into the kitchen with a kitchen knife and come out with this negative man.

"Haruko, don't blame me, it's normal for husband and wife not to grow old. The main thing is that I really don't have love for you anymore, so be it, you don't lose anything, you married me as a foreigner and got a hukou in Shencheng, and now many people can't come if they want to. ”

Listen, is this talking about human language?

Li Chunzi looked at Song Yuanping, she couldn't imagine why she was willing to give up herself and everything for such a man.

She never thought that this kind of thing that she once thought would only happen to others would happen to her like this.

So now she is not only betrayed and planted in her marriage, but she is also calculated and left the house.

Okay, that's good, this is the man she's loved for ten years.

Li Chunzi closed her eyes in pain, tears slipped from her eyes, she turned around and squatted down and rushed out of the house with her three-year-old son in her arms.

At this time, it was raining heavily outside, and Li Chunzi was hiding in the gazebo of the community with Song Yangyang in his arms.

"Mom, it's raining, why don't we go home?"

Hearing this, Li Chunzi looked at her son in her arms, and she couldn't help but break down and cry.

Home? Where is there a home? She worked hard to manage it, and the home she paid all her attention to is gone, and now she is probably not as good as a stray dog.

At that moment, Li Chunzi thought of death.

In fact, she knows the truth that death is the stupidest and least worthwhile way, but when there is despair in the depths, death is the best relief.

Li Chunzi can be free and easy in front of Song Yuanping, but she can't pass this level in her heart, it's too uncomfortable, this kind of betrayal by the person she loves the most is simply purgatory.

Even if you are a chic person, it is difficult to get out of it after giving it all your heart.

Li Chunzi is now surrounded by sadness, her reason is swallowed up by sadness, and her only thought is death.

Yes, only by dying can she completely come out of this marriage change.

Li Chunzi dragged her son back to the building where she lived, she did not go home, but took the elevator to the top floor.

The wind is still blowing, the rain is still falling, Li Chunzi looked at Song Yangyang, she tried to squeeze out a smile, "Baby, mom is gone, you have to be obedient, you have to forget mom." I'm sorry, my mother was too sad and too weak and cowardly, so my mother chose to die. ”

After Li Chunzi finished speaking, she turned around and walked to the edge of the rooftop, she was drenched in the rain, and climbed up with difficulty, she sat on it and looked into the distance with her eyes blank.

"Mommy, Mommy!"

"Mom, I want Mommy. ”

Song Yangyang didn't know what was going on, but he felt very scared and helpless when he was pushed away by Li Chunzi, and he opened his arms and kept asking for his mother's hug.

"Mom, hug. ”

Song Yangyang's cry attracted neighbors, and soon someone called the police, and Song Yuanping rushed to hear the sound.

He looked at Li Chunzi sitting on the rooftop, and then looked at Song Yangyang who was lying on the ground in pain, and his heart was flustered.

"Mom, Mom, don't leave me, Mom, don't go. ”

"Haruko, let's talk about something, don't be like this. ”

The neighbors also joined in the persuasion, but unfortunately, Li Chunzi was iron-hearted, she glanced back at Song Yangyang, tears fell, it was really indescribably desolate.

"Mommy, Mommy. ”

"I'm sorry, baby, mommy really can't live. ”

Li Chunzi shook her head while crying, she sobbed, "Baby, you have to be good." ”

"Don't, don't, Mom, don't go. ”

"Haruko-sama !!"

With a shout, Yan Ziqi hurried over, and Lian Xiaofan came with her.

Why did she suddenly appear here, maybe it was her sixth sense, since she saw Song Yuanping and the waiter in the morning, she had a vague premonition that something would happen today.

When she got home from the bar, she went to her father's repair shop to help, and one morning, she looked restless, and made mistakes several times.

She has been thinking about Li Chunzi in her heart, and in the end she couldn't sit still, so she decided to come to her house to have a look.

Yan Ziqi's heart went up and down, her eyelids jumped, she no longer had the energy to deal with Lian Xiaofan, so she just followed him if he wanted.

Originally, she just wanted to run and ask for peace of mind, but she didn't expect to encounter this scene.

"Sister Haruko, Sister Haruko. ”

Yan Ziqi's face was full of anxiety, she was very afraid, she was really afraid, afraid that Li Chunzi would disappear from front of her like this.

"Sister Haruko, is it okay to come down, I beg you, don't think about it, you still have Yangyang, there are us. ”

"Sister Chunzi, come back, think about it, he is only three years old, it is the time when he needs his mother's love, can you bear to leave him?

Yan Ziqi slowly approached Li Chunzi, Lian Xiaofan frowned when he saw this, he glanced at the edge of the rooftop, there was no protection there at all, maybe a gust of wind would blow people down.

The Yan Zi period can be said to be very dangerous in the past.

"Sister. ”

He shouted, but Yan Ziqi didn't have the slightest idea of backing down.

"Sister Haruko, is it okay to come down. ”

"Yes, Haruko, come down, let's talk about something. Look at the child, how pitiful he is. ”

Li Chunzi took a deep breath, her eyes wandered back and forth around, everyone was persuading her, except Song Yuanping, who was now standing in the corner like a person who was fine, regardless of her life or death.

Ten years, ten years of bitter and bitter love, Song Yuanping is actually not as good as a stranger.

"Sister Haruko, please, everything will pass, okay?"

Yan Ziqi's legs were weak and his voice trembled.

"In the past, how to pass, I am not Yangyang, he is a child, any pain can be fleeting, he forgives Song Yuanping may only need a lollipop or go to an amusement park, but I can't, his injuries to me have been engraved in my heart, every day after I think about it, I will feel bloody pain. ”

Li Chunzi cried as he spoke, a kind of despair that others could not understand.

"Period, if I could, I would like to go back in time now, back to when I was single, and all the happiness revolved around me. You often tell me that you want to get married, but you don't understand the horror of marriage. When the child is crying, he lies on the sofa like a nobody, plays with his mobile phone, watches TV, and sends messages to other women with a smile, and what am I doing, no matter what I am doing, I have to stop what I am doing to comfort the child and coax the child, as if this child is my own. In order to take care of his self-esteem, I offered to go home and take care of the children, turning myself from a career-oriented woman to an aunt with firewood, rice, oil and salt, but in the end he said that I didn't understand amorous customs. What does marriage give a woman? Nothing but despair and sadness. ”

"Period, listen to my sister's advice, don't go to a man with your heart and lungs, because when you are abandoned one day, you can't bear the feeling of being rejuvenated. ”

"Don't, Sister Haruko, don't say it, come down. ”

Yan Ziqi burst into tears.

"No, I want to go, I can't think of any way to go back to my old self, except for death, so I want to be liberated, reincarnated, in the next life, I will never get married again, and I won't be kind to a person in every way. Goodbye, period. ”

Despair and disappointment were intertwined, that emotion kept lingering in her mind, Li Chunzi was finally devastated and vulnerable, without leaving a word, he jumped and jumped down.

"Sister Haruko! Sister Haruko!!"

Yan Ziqi rushed to the edge of the rooftop, and Lian Xiaofan followed closely and hugged her from behind.

"Haruko-sama..."

Yan Ziqi looked down from above, and she saw Li Chunzi lying on the ground, as if she was asleep.

"Sister Haruko, don't, don't. ”

Yan Ziqi trembled, she pushed Lian Xiaofan away, stumbled downstairs, along the way, she fell several times, and finally came to Li Chunzi's side, but what she got was the news that she had passed away.

Li Chunzi's suicide process was too fast, it was only a few minutes, which caught people off guard, and as soon as the fire department arrived, the people were gone.

This is the first time that Yan Ziqi has left in front of herself in front of a fresh life, or someone she cares about, her psychology has been hit hard, and she has been sick since the day Li Chunzi left.

This disease is not physiological, it is psychological, Yan Ziqi has nightmares all day long, whether she sleeps during the day or at night, as long as she enters a deep sleep, she will definitely dream of Li Chunzi.

In the dream, she was covered in blood, she was crying, crying so sadly.

Yan Ziqi was very scared, recently Yan Chenghua went to deal with Li Chunzi's funeral, and she almost stayed at home alone.

On this day, Yan Ziqi had a nightmare again...

At twelve o'clock in the night, she was awakened and rolled out of bed.

At this time, she was sweating profusely, her heart was beating wildly, and her body was trembling uncontrollably.

The house was dark, the electric light was broken a few days ago, Yan Chenghua was too busy to repair it, Yan Ziqi was very scared, she was alone in this house tonight.

It was already late autumn now, and the weather was getting cooler, Yan Ziqi sat on the cold floor, feeling the coolness around him.

She was very scared, she really wanted someone to accompany her now, so she naturally thought of Ji Hangcheng.

Yan Ziqi took her mobile phone from the bedside table, and she called Ji Hangcheng over and over again, but unfortunately, no one answered.

In desperation, she had no choice but to call Yan Chenghua.

"Hey, Daddy, where are you? I'm scared alone. ”

"Period, Dad is out of town, and today I will send your Sister Chunzi's ashes back to my hometown, Dad told you. ”

Hearing the words 'Sister Chunzi', the mobile phone in Yan Ziqi's hand suddenly slipped to the floor, she was not afraid of Li Chunzi, she couldn't help but think of her death as soon as she heard the name.

Too suddenly, really too suddenly.

Yan Ziqi slowly crawled back into the bed and hid under the covers, her body curled up together, trying to dispel the fear in her heart in this way.

She didn't dare to close her eyes, so she could only stay up like this, waiting for dawn.

About half an hour later, there was a banging knock on the iron door in the courtyard, Yan Ziqi shrank, and she was afraid to cover her head tightly with the quilt.

"Sister, it's me, Xiaofan, open the door. ”

Several times in a row, Lian Xiaofan's voice came from outside the door, Yan Ziqi slowly relaxed, she opened the futon and got out of bed barefoot, opened the bedroom door and went downstairs to open the door.

"Sister. ”

Outside the door, Lian Xiaofan looked at Yan Ziqi with a healing smile.

"Why are you here?"

Yan Ziqi is wearing pajamas and her hair is fluffy, fortunately she has the habit of sleeping in underwear, otherwise she will be embarrassed now.

"Master called me, and he said that you were scared alone, so I came over. ”

Lian Xiaofan said it very easily, but in fact, he still went through a lot of tossing when he came over.

He got off Ruan Bingjie's bed, and when he received a call from Yan Chenghua, he was serving her, logically speaking, he should find a reason to shirk it, after all, it is not a trivial matter to anger his own financier.

But Lian Xiaofan still came, he lied to Ruan Bingjie, saying that her mother was suddenly uncomfortable at night, and patiently explained and explained, he did it for no other reason, it was because he was worried about Yan Ziqi and wanted to be by her side when she was most helpless.

"Sister, are you okay?"

Through the moonlight, Lian Xiaofan looked at Yan Ziqi gently, his voice was very gentle, like a warm light that could dispel the darkness.

"It's fine. ”

Yan Ziqi's 'It's okay' is that she is abnormally unconfident, how can she be okay, that kind of loneliness and fear is like a devil eroding her body.

She really hopes that at this time, Ji Hangcheng can accompany her, but why is it not him who came?

"Sister, go in and talk, it's windy outside, be careful of catching a cold. ”

The two went upstairs and walked into the bedroom together.

Lian Xiaofan reached out to touch the switch, pressed it twice, and found that the light was broken.

"Sister, do you have any candles?"

yes, why didn't she think she could light a candle?

"Well, yes, in my dad's room, in the cupboard next to the bed. ”

"Okay, sister wait for me. ”

Lian Xiaofan walked towards Yan Chenghua's room as he spoke, and after a while, he came with a candle in his hand.

The dark room was instantly filled with faint candlelight, and I don't know if there was light, or because there was one more person, Yan Ziqi was not so scared.

Lian Xiaofan put the candle on the table, then bent down to pick up the mobile phone on the ground and put it on the bedside table, he walked to the bedside, tidied up the quilt for Yan Ziqi, and said with a smile: "Sister, it's still the middle of the night, you can sleep, I will guard you." ”

"No, I can't sleep. ”

Yan Ziqi shook her head, she glanced at the mobile phone on the bedside sadly, and it happened that this scene was captured by Lian Xiaofan.

"Then I'll talk to my sister, okay. ”

Lian Xiaofan helped Yan Ziqi's shoulders to the bedside, he lifted the futon and said to her, "Sister, you go to bed, it's cold outside." ”

Yan Ziqi let Lian Xiaofan help herself onto the bed, watching him gently cover herself with the quilt, and for a moment, her heart seemed to be touched by something.

It's too gentle, how can there be such a gentle boy in this world.

It would be great if he was Ji Hangcheng.

This is the second time today, Yan Ziqi hopes that this boy is Ji Hangcheng.

After Lian Xiaofan was settled, he pulled a chair from the side, and he sat on the edge of the bed, always with a smile on his face.

"Sister, you're scared because you jumped off the building in front of Sister Haruko, and you still can't accept her death, right?"

Even Xiaofan knows that Yan Ziqi is a very emotional person and a very kind person, which is also what he likes about her.

"Hmm. ”

Yan Ziqi nodded silently, "Xiaofan, as soon as I close my eyes now, I will have Sister Chunzi's face in my mind, all kinds of faces, the way she looks when she is happy, the way she looks when she is sad, and the last time I saw her, her face was covered with blood." Why do you say that?"

Yan Ziqi said, tears fell out of his eyes, and all the sadness and sadness spread to his heart again at this moment.

Lian Xiaofan pursed his lips, he looked at the woman on the bed without squinting, and replied in a gentle tone: "Because Sister Chunzi's departure is like a sudden joke made by God, he didn't give us any precautions, sister, it's not your problem, no one can accept it today." ”

Lian Xiaofan lowered his eyes and glanced at Yan Ziqi's hand that was clenching the futon tightly, he moved his fingers, but in the end he couldn't help but not shake her hand.

"Sister, you haven't said goodbye to Sister Haruko yet, you locked yourself up, and you even blamed yourself for her death. You've been immersed in sadness, so you're scared, sister, go see Sister Haruko, say goodbye to her seriously, open your heart, and maybe it'll be fine. ”

Even Xiaofan knew that after Li Chunzi's death, Yan Ziqi had been closing herself, she didn't even go to her funeral, she didn't dare to face anyone.

"Sister, my mother often told me that in fact, all the people who have left are not really gone, they just live in this world in a different way. ”

"Sister, don't be sad, maybe the fate of you and Sister Chunzi in this life is here, it is normal for the world to divide and merge, when the separation comes, we will go to say goodbye well, and bless them with the most sincere heart in the place where we can't see. ”

“...”

Yan Ziqi leaned on the bed and was silent, although she didn't speak, even Xiaofan knew that she had listened to her words.

After a while, Lian Xiaofan took out his mobile phone from his pocket and turned on NetEase Cloud Music, and the melodious melody gradually sounded.

"Sister, if you are sleepy, you will sleep, if you are not sleepy, I will chat with you and sing to you, you can rest assured, I will not leave, I will always accompany you. ”

Yan Ziqi looked at Lian Xiaofan when he heard the voice, "Are you okay with anything else?"

She remembered that he still had a seriously ill mother to take care of.

Lian Xiaofan shook his head, "Nothing is more important than accompanying you now." ”

Although things are prioritized, first come and come first, but Lian Xiaofan thinks that as long as it is Yan Ziqi's business, it must be her first, and the whole world last.

His words threw the atmosphere into an awkward position, and the air fell silent for a while.

Lian Xiaofan licked his lips and hummed along with the music on his phone.

His voice is good, and his singing is naturally not much worse.

Gradually, Yan Ziqi slowly fell asleep in Lian Xiaofan's singing.

After she was completely asleep, Lian Xiaofan stopped, he got up and carefully helped Yan Ziqi to lie down, and then helped her cover the quilt.

He stood on the edge of the bed, looking down at her sweet sleeping face, and slowly imprinted a kiss on her forehead.

"Sister, if you want, I will always be with you like this. ”

After speaking, he took his eyes off Yan Ziqi's face, he turned his head and glanced at her mobile phone on the bedside table faintly, and then picked it up very unkindly, and unlocked the screen very smoothly.

Yan Ziqi's mobile phone password was secretly seen by Lian Xiaofan, and he knew that there must be something he wanted to see in it.

Sure enough, as soon as the screen opened, it was the address book page, and the first name was Ji Hangcheng, even Xiaofan clicked on it, and there were 36 dialing records displayed inside.

After reading the address book, he looked through the WeChat chat records of Yan Ziqi and Ji Hangcheng, and as he thought, a one-man show.

Lian Xiaofan was not interested in looking at it anymore, he locked the screen, put the phone back in its place, and then sat back in the chair, his thin lips slightly raised, and a smug smile appeared on his face.