Chapter 89 Yan Ling (2)

Ai Ling is very smart, and after a period of beating and scolding, she realized that her mother was deliberately pretending.

Even before that, she didn't feel wronged, because it was true that she didn't do a good job, and her mother was not satisfied, and it was right to beat and scold her. This is the biggest difference between her and ordinary children, she is sensible and distressing.

But why did her mother do this? Ai Ling probably guessed something, that is, her mother wanted to die, and she was forcing her to leave.

As for why her mother asked for death, Ai Ling didn't know, but she knew that it was probably related to her.

She hoped to influence her mother in her own way and make her give up this idea, but now, her mother still left this world.

Ai Ling began to think, why do people live? Just live for the sake of living, right? After death, everything loses its meaning, even if it benefits future generations and is remembered, so what? For the deceased, these things have no meaning, because he is dead, he can't feel anything anymore.

Ai Ling suddenly wanted to die, she felt that her life was meaningless, for billions of people, she was just a small speck of dust, she died, who cared? Oh, it doesn't matter, even if she is cared for? At that time, she died, even if the whole universe exploded for her, it had nothing to do with her.

Some people say that people live to enjoy the process, and don't care about the outcome.

Doesn't that sound reasonable? Hmm? How many people in the world are enjoying the process? Ai Ling doesn't know, she only knows that she wants to die, this kind of bullshit and chicken ribs are very common in chicken soup for the soul, and it is of no real use to her.

In order to survive, people can really make up any inspirational reasons and big truths, and in the end, that is, the difference between dying early and dying later, is ridiculous.

The reason why I don't want to die early is just because I instinctively fear death, right? Just because I am not desperate enough, is it just because I am obsessed with the pursuit of the so-called illusory beauty in the world?

Yes, as long as it is something that disappears after death and cannot be felt, whether it exists in reality or does not exist, Ai Ling thinks that it is illusory.

Only death is real and eternal!

Her mind was stimulated by her mother's death, and she suddenly jumped out of the realm of normal people, like a mutated seedling growing rapidly - worldly ideas could no longer restrain her.

Sometimes it's sad to be stupid, and it's not a good thing to be too smart.

But at this time, Ai Ling was still too young, and although these terrible thoughts were formed in her mind, they were only rudimentary and not deep-rooted.

A day later, Zhou Yuling's parents held a funeral and cried silently, but Ai Ling did not shed a single tear.

A few days later, Zhou Yuling's body was sent for cremation, and the burned ashes were stored in the room where she lived before her death.

That night, Ai Ling sneaked into Zhou Yuling's room and drank all her ashes mixed with drinking water.

After doing this, she knew that her mother was with her forever.

But she can't die yet, because she still has a wish, she wants to feel the love from her father.

When Ai Ling was fourteen years old, she met a man she fell in love with.

This man was in his thirties, and when they first met, he was selling rock sugar gourds on the street, and when he saw Ai Ling passing by alone, he gave her a bunch of sugar gourds.

It's strange, is there really love for no reason in the world?

But it is undeniable that Ai Ling has a good impression of this man, maybe she was in too much of a hurry, so she used words on the spot to express that she wanted to recognize him as a father and wanted love.

The man readily agreed, and every day after that, Ai Ling would come here to get a bunch of sweet and sour sugar gourds for free.

However, all this was premeditated, this man had long been eyeing Ai Ling, his favorite was this kind of young and beautiful girl, and Ai Ling was still deaf and mute, which made him salivate even more.

If Ai Ling is a fallen angel who sees through life, then this man is an out-and-out demon.

Although Ai Ling is smart, she still doesn't understand the sinister nature of human nature, and she still has the innocence of a girl, and soon, she was lured to the house by a man on the grounds of giving love.

After locking the door and closing the curtains, the man revealed his true colors, he stripped Ai Ling naked, carried her to the bed, took off his pants impatiently, and raped her by rushing over.

Ai Ling burst into tears of pain, and she looked blankly at the man's face that went up and down, as if she wanted to know the answer.

Afterwards, the man explained in words, I have no blood relationship with you, I can only express love in this way, even if it is related by blood, it is born after two unrelated people through this movement, so this is the most primitive and true love. Your father used to lie on your mother's stomach to have you.

It turns out that love is such a disgusting thing. Ai Ling thought.

In order to convince Ai Ling that his statement was correct, it didn't take long for him to call five more friends to her.

Ai Ling was powerless to resist under their suppression, she cried to death, desperately shaking her head and saying "I don't want it anymore", but those men still refused to let her go, turning her over and over again like a toy to vent...... After Ai Ling fell into a coma, they even tied her up and took her to work outside the province to work as a service for some kind of small card.

By the time the police rescued the missing Ai Ling, she had already experienced the devastation of "love" countless times.

And then?

Ai Ling suddenly didn't want to die again, because she found a fourth reason to live.

"Smack. A dead branch was trampled off by the ghost, and the crisp sound was particularly harsh in the dark wilderness.

He stopped, looked at Death Yan, and his expression was uncertain: "What are you bringing me to the mass grave for?"

Dead Yan turned around suddenly, and a pair of small mung bean eyes flickered: "What's the matter?

"I'm afraid, I don't have that word in my dictionary!" the ghost was annoyed, and his eyes swept over the graves with restless eyes.

Dead Yan was right, just going to see a resentful king he had never met, he was indeed a little apprehensive in his heart, after all, the latter wanted to crush him to death as simple as stepping on an ant, but he had no choice but to gamble.

I hope you remember that. Death Yan glanced at him sarcastically, clapped his hands, and the mass graves on all sides immediately rippled like the surface of a lake, scattering into a gloomy dense forest, and in the depths of the dense forest was a cone-shaped eighteen-story tower, which was eerily red.

"Illusion?" Ghost's face changed: "You are not afraid of being ...... by the inspection department if you do this"

"That's what adults are capable of. Dead Yan interrupted him with a smile, "Her natural negative energy can rob the life of positive energy. ”

"Plundering lives?" said Ghost's brow.

"Yes, this is not the same as canceling positive energy, simply put, the shell of positive energy is still there, but its own utility has disappeared and become an ornament, and the Hao of the detection department can only sense the disappearance or appearance of positive and negative energy, and they can't find this problem. ”

"Really...... Terrible abilities. The ghost was silent for a moment.

"Let's go, don't let the adults wait in a hurry, you can move at high speed at will. Death Yan said that the figure flashed.

The Temple of the Heart, an open-air top floor.

The white bone lamppost was glowing with a faint fluorescence, the dark textured floor was like blood flowing, and on the gray and white throne made of tombstones, a graceful figure gracefully tilted its head sideways, revealing two snow-white arms and overlapping legs under the black robe, and was resting in a sleeping beauty pose.

As if consciously, she opened her eyes, which were a pair of beautiful and deadly eyes, which seemed to hide a hell that alternated day and night, containing both the beauty of heaven and the earth-shattering death of hell, which made people fall into fascination and sinking at the same time in infinite terror.

"Her Majesty. Death Yan slowly stepped into the hall, and with every step he took, a bright red petal bloomed under his feet, and the petals stayed in place for a moment before the bud fell downward.

"Coming?" Yan Ling let out a soul-shattering magic sound, but her eyes were indifferent, as if she regarded all beings as dead things.

Ghost Er looked at Yan Ling from a distance, a chill of heart palpitations rose in his soul, and he didn't dare to move, he lowered his gaze to her ankles, and found that there were two strings of bewitching black mandalas tied on it, and a pair of girlish sandals stretched down.

Not very old, but very dangerous, you must be careful with what you say and do. This is the first judgment of the ghost.

"Yo, why didn't our guests come in, are they afraid of the slave family?" Yan Ling chuckled and bent her finger at the ghost lightly.

Before the ghost could speak, he suddenly felt his limbs stiffen, and his body flew uncontrollably to Death Yan's side, kneeling down heavily, and the ground cracked open under this force.

Damn, He Linhao has never made me so embarrassed, why are the controllers of natural negative energy all girls who have not dried up! He endured severe pain, and there was extreme humiliation and unwillingness in his heart.

"Say, what's the matter with you?" Yan Ling, who was high above, closed her eyes lazily.

"Remember to call the Queen. Death Yan whispered a reminder of the ghost's misfortune.

"Female ...... Her Majesty. "I have news for you, but only if you protect my safety. ”

"What's the news?" Yan Ling shook her calves with interest.

"Enough to threaten your existence. He accentuated his tone.

"Heh, you're talking about another resentful king, right?" Yan Ling was indifferent, "Speaking of age...... The slave family is only eighteen years old, and maybe I will call her my sister, but that doesn't mean that I will lose her. ”

"What if I said she would cooperate with Shenzhou to deal with you?" Ghost Er lowered his posture to the lowest, sounding like it was really for Yan Ling's sake.

"Huh?" Yan Ling reopened her eyes, as if she hadn't digested what he meant, "What?"

"She has already betrayed our resentful for a man and joined the camp of the Hao, if you don't strike first, she will join forces with the Haoji sooner or later......" Ghost Er did not continue, because Yan Ling teleported in front of him and clamped his neck with a jade hand.

"But you're telling the truth?" her voice suddenly became eerie and harsh, like a ghostly howl when the wind blew through the Valley of Skulls.

"Sentence by sentence...... True. Feeling the approach of hell, he shivered like chaff, and his blood boiled with anger immediately cooled.

"Interesting. Yan Ling's words were directed at He Linhao, Oni, or both, and she let go of Oni and floated back to the throne, smashing the skull on the armrest with one palm, followed by a terrible silence.

When Death Yan saw this, he understood that the adults were about to go violently again, so he didn't care about retreating, and hurriedly pulled the frightened ghost to evacuate.

In the middle of the night, a death roar resounded throughout the eighteen-story tower.

"Death to all that has to do with love!"