Yu Sheng and Yu Ye got out of the taxi and stood outside the Fifth District Psychiatric Hospital.

The psychiatric hospital was nearly 20 kilometers away from the city, and the two men set off early in the morning and arrived at about 10 o'clock in the morning. If it was in normal times, he would definitely feel sorry for his taxi money for the rest of his life, but now he doesn't care about these things.

The exterior walls of the buildings in the courtyard are snow-white, slightly mottled, and the creepers are twisted and winding, covering a small half of the wall. Ignore the iron mesh outside the window, from the outside, it looks less like a hospital and more like a school.

The weather was fine, the day was still sunny in June, but it was not yet as hot as a summer day, and the breeze blew in bursts with a refreshing coolness, causing the leaves to rustle.

Your sadness is your own sadness after all, it belongs only to your own little world, and the rest of your life looks at Yu Ye and thinks. No matter how painful it is, this ghost weather does not change with people's moods. When the mood is good, it may be pouring rain and dark clouds, but when it is painful, it may be beautiful, like a sneering face, full of irony for the insignificant little feelings of human beings.

Yu Ye stared at the door number and was silent.

Yu Sheng had no choice but to go up and knock on the doorman's window himself.

The small window opened, and for the rest of his life, he could only see the chin of the people inside and the crumpled guard uniforms.

"What's the matter?" asked the doorman impatiently.

Yu Sheng wanted to show a smile, but suddenly remembered that the other party couldn't see his face at all, so he had to bend down and look up, "We are here to visit the patient." ”

"Do you have an appointment?" Now the rest of his life can see clearly, the doorman has a vulture-like face and hairstyle, he is not very old, but there is a faint anger between his eyebrows, staring directly at a ten-inch small TV in front of him.

"Nope. "Honestly for the rest of my life.

"No, no entry!" the doorman raised his hand to close the window, his eyes still fixed on the TV, and he didn't want to miss the soap opera on the TV in front of him.

"Wait......" Yu Sheng hurriedly stopped, and said as he took out his pocket, "The one behind me is my brother, and the patient is his girlfriend, he is very sad and emotionally unstable now, and he just wants to come to see his girlfriend for a look, buddy, you are a good person at a glance......" Yu Sheng put two hundred yuan into the window, "...... Just help. ”

"Hey," the doorman's eyes finally turned from the TV, he looked up and down for the rest of his life, and didn't see any major problems, so he stuffed the money into his pocket, smiling and smiling, and took out a small notebook, "Sign it, write the contact information and the person you want to meet, go in, don't let your brother wait for the crazy heart, also came here, ha, ha." ”

The rest of his life didn't want to listen to the doorman, he scribbled a name, the doorman took back the notebook, pressed the twist, and the side door opened.

"Let's go, Yu Ye. Yu Sheng woke up Yu Ye in a low voice.

The halls of the psychiatric hospital are not much different from those of ordinary hospitals, except that there is no such hectic atmosphere, and occasionally patients are guarded or helped or pulled past two people.

"Fourth floor, room 407, be quiet, you can rest assured, they are full of very gentle patients, our nurses will wait for you behind you, you can tell him if you have something. The female caregiver at the information desk looked down for a while, made a phone call, and said with a smile, "Please sign." ”

"Thank you. Yu Sheng nodded and signed.

A tall and strong male caretaker led the way in front of the two, and the rest of his life looked around as he walked.

The psychiatric hospital was different from what the rest of my life had imagined, there weren't too many crazy meaningless shouts, no hysterical behavior, and looking through the window of the ward, most of the patients looked sluggish, some lying on the bed, some just standing quietly, staring at the air somewhere.

The rest of his life was still a little strange at first, and when he reached the fourth floor, he suddenly realized. Of course, these patients are so quiet, not because they are sick, but because the hospital feeds them some kind of tranquilizer every day, otherwise these doctors are busy with their care, and maybe some violent patient will suddenly hurt someone else.

Thinking of this, the rest of his life didn't know whether to be happy or sad for Fanning, of course, this medicine exempted many threats to personal safety, but it would also cause great harm to Fanning's mental state.

No wonder everyone says that if you stay in an insane asylum for a long time, you will become crazy.

Yu Sheng looked at Yu Ye, Yu Ye's face was tense, and he couldn't tell what he was thinking.

407 is a women's ward, there are four beds in the room, but there are only three patients. One squatted on the edge of the bed with her head in her hands, unable to see her face clearly, and could only hear a muffled giggle from her mouth from time to time, and the voice was not young; The other was lying on the bed, staring motionless at the ceiling, barely heaving in his chest.

At first glance, Yu Ye saw Fanning looking out of the window. She was already thin, but after so much, her back looked even weaker, her loose hospital gown was empty, her slender arms supported her body, as if she could break at any time, and her bare skin was still white and dazzling in the sun, but it was already covered with some sickly gray.

Yu Ye gurgled in his throat, he took a few steps forward, stopped again, and after a few moments, finally let out a very low whimper.

Fanning's back tensed violently, and the broken hair around his ears shook slightly with the tremor of his body, as if he couldn't believe his ears.

"Ning'er ......" burst into tears for the rest of the night.

After a long while, Fanning turned around, the tremor on her body had subsided, and her usual faint smile had returned to her face, as if all the sadness had not happened, they had only met by chance in a classroom at school.

"You're here, Yu Ye. She said.

The nurse turned around and whispered to Yu Sheng, "Ten minutes, let him not affect other patients." ”

Yu Sheng nodded, the time was unexpectedly short, but he couldn't fight for anything, Yu Sheng himself didn't want to admit that such a short time was actually more in line with his wishes, and deep down he hoped that this matter would have a quick ending.

"Are you still ......" Yu Ye wanted to ask her if she was okay lately, but found that she couldn't ask, any normal person would not be well in a mental hospital, not to mention that Yu Ye knew what happened to her.

Fanning walked over slowly, and Yu Sheng noticed that she had a foot that, although not obvious, had been dragging on the ground.

Fan Ning stopped in front of Yu Ye, slowly touched his face with his hands, and watched quietly, but his pupils were scattered and a little distracted.

Although there are not many drugs used on her in the past few days, they still have side effects, and she has clearly felt that her concentration is often out of focus, it is difficult to concentrate for a long time, and her memory seems to have deteriorated, even if she is just standing, she will be in a trance. It seems that the fog has risen in the original clear mind overnight, and no matter what happens, I hide behind the fog, and it is difficult to get a full picture.

Yu Ye grabbed her hand, and the real touch of this moment made her refocus.

"You're here...... I am happy. Fanning struggled to organize the vocabulary, "but...... You shouldn't be here, I don't want you to see it...... I look like this. ”

"......" Yu Ye didn't know how to answer, he could only hold Fanning's hand hard, and never wanted to let go, these hands were pale and cold, lifeless like their owners, even if Yu Ye tried so hard, she didn't seem to feel pain.

"Don't worry," Fanning felt the warmth of Yu Ye's palm, she understood what Yu Ye wanted to say to herself, "I can, I will persevere, until you and my family fight for justice for me." ”

She smiled, tried to concentrate, and said softly but firmly, "I'll hold out until I send that person to jail!"

Yu Ye couldn't spit out a word, his heart was confused, he didn't know how to say the words he had originally thought, and the pale words in his mind became fragmented in front of Fanning.

Yu Ye began to hesitate, began to struggle, began to doubt, he did not know whether his decision was right or wrong, maybe he should not think about it so much. He should be more violent, more direct, more impulsive, doing what he should have done at his age, even if it was impossible.

Yu Sheng saw Yu Ye's hesitation, he sighed, knowing that he should come forward to be this bad guy, and let him put down the last weight at the end of the scale in Yu Ye's heart.

Yu Sheng sighed softly and stepped forward to gently pat Yu Ye's shoulder.

"Brother," he said, "Mom is waiting for us at home, she can't lose anything more." ”

Yu Ye's body was shocked by this gentle slap, and he stood there for a moment, slowly letting go of his hand.

"Ning'er......" his voice was dry and hoarse, "I'm leaving." ”

"You go back," Fanning's eyes were a little hollow, she was too tired to concentrate, "You go back, I can hold on...... I can ......."

Yu Ye was still hesitating, he opened his mouth, and was about to say something, but a familiar voice came from behind him: "Yu Ye! What are you doing!"

Yu Sheng turned his head, it was Fan Ning's parents, Sun Yunyun was pointing at herself and her younger brother, looking excited, if it wasn't for worrying about Fan Ning's reaction, she would probably have rushed up at this time.

Yu Ye was like being burned by coals, and nervously let go of it.

"Didn't you accept the Li family's conditions, and what are you doing when you come to us Ning'er!" Mother Fan covered her chest and said sadly, "You get out of here!"

"What...... Conditions?" Fanning asked with the last of her energy, her heart empty, as if she knew the answer in the depths, but she couldn't think of anything.

Yu Ye's face was flushed, and he couldn't say a word.

Father Fan pulled Mother Fan hard, signaling her to stop talking, after all, he is different from his wife, even now he can think rationally, he is worried that his daughter will suffer another blow because of this incident, and he doesn't want Mother Fan to say it on the spot.

The rest of his life bowed his head and was silent, so be it, he thought, so be it.

"It's ten minutes up, you, you, hurry up. The nurse appeared behind everyone, impatiently urging the rest of the night, and then said to Fan's father and mother, "You two, it's also ten minutes." ”

The rest of his life didn't want to cause more trouble, and every time he stopped for an extra minute, the guilt in his heart surged even more, and he half-pulled and half-dragged away, pulling away the remaining night with tears on his face.

As she stepped out of the door, Yu Sheng turned her head to look, Fanning looked dazed, her pupils lost focus, she seemed to have lost her soul, like every patient in this damn madhouse, and only an empty skin was left.

Survive it, girl, for the rest of our lives, no one can help us, life is like this, it keeps cutting our bodies, destroying our sand castles like the waves, and we have nothing to do but endure and rebuild.