Maybe it was a big event in his heart, Cheng Anan felt extremely relaxed, and his tone of voice became lighter.

"I believe in Buddhism, but I don't dare to blaspheme at will. ”

Fu Bai sneered: "The sage said that he can't believe that the strange power is chaotic. ”

Cheng Anan smiled: "It's just faith." ”

For faith, Cheng Anan is religious, after all, in the countless desperate nights, she has no way to pin, she can only pin her hope on faith, so that she can be reborn from despair again and again.

Fu Bai looked at Cheng An'an sideways, the hospital balcony at night was pitch black, and the moonlight was dim, so she could only use the lights of the nearby building to illuminate, Cheng An'an's face was half-bright in this light, and the wind blew her hair into a presumptuous arc.

Fu Bai suddenly felt for a moment that she seemed to be bound in this world.

……

When Cheng Anan returned to the ward, Cheng Yang was talking to Cheng Shi, and he didn't know what he was talking about, Cheng Shi was holding his stomach and half-spread on the bed and laughing from ear to ear.

Cheng Anan pushed the door in, and when he saw it, his eyebrows and eyes were also dyed with a smile.

"What are you talking about, so happy. ”

Seeing her coming, Cheng Shi immediately put on slippers and pulled a chair and put it next to the bed.

"Sister, sitting here, my brother is telling me interesting stories about his school days, I think it's so funny. ”

In fact, although they are relatives, but the intersection between Cheng Anan and Cheng Yang is very rare, when she was a child, Liu Qin couldn't get used to Cheng Shi's father's style, and Cheng Yang was not allowed to go to everyone.

Later, after his father's death, the relationship with Cheng Yang's family became Cheng Qingsong's refusal, although they all lived in the same village, Cheng Yang would also give them some things in private, but basically never talked.

Later, Cheng Yang also secretly came to see the process a few times, but most of them were during the day, Cheng Anan was basically not in the hospital, and occasionally he just looked at each other nodding and smiling, and nothing else.

So relatively speechless, she was a little embarrassed.

But fortunately, Cheng Shi is a self-acquaintance, and after setting up a seat for Cheng An, he pulled Cheng Yang to tell him those interesting things that happened in school.

When it comes to being funny, Cheng Anan will also laugh, or when he thinks Cheng is funny and Cheng Anan doesn't smile, he will shake Cheng Anan's shoulder in a rambling manner.

"Sister, why don't you laugh, I think it's funny. ”

Laughing is also a very physical thing, when the laughter in the ward is quiet, that is, Cheng Shi fell asleep after listening to it, and even a thin layer of sweat was covered on his forehead.

Cheng Anan wiped off his sweat and covered the quilt for him, and then followed Cheng Yang and the two of them tiptoed out of the ward.

Cheng Anan originally wanted to say that he would send Cheng Yang to the place where he lived, but before he could speak, Cheng Yang's voice sounded in his ears.

"My dad looked at the hour through the ward and went back, he was going to go in, but he saw the doctor drawing blood from the hour and left. ”

"It's okay. ”

He is willing to come to Jiangcheng, Cheng Anan is already very grateful, and nothing else matters.

The two sat on chairs in the hospital hallway, again relatively silent.

After being quiet for a long time, Cheng Yang opened his mouth to break the silence.

"An An, I'm sorry. ”

This sudden apology made Cheng Anan a little puzzled, she looked at Cheng Yang and waited for him to say the source of this sentence.

But Cheng Yang didn't speak again, just lowered his head and looked at the floor under his feet, vaguely reflecting his own appearance.

He didn't know what to be sorry for, maybe it was his father's self-righteous persistence, maybe it was the harm he had done to them when he didn't do anything else, or maybe he couldn't give them any help except a pale and weak sorry.

In short, Cheng Yang felt that this sentence of sorry had been hidden in his heart for many years, and he confided that he didn't want to say that it didn't matter, nor did he want to seek spiritual comfort, he just wanted to tell Cheng An'an, that's all.

Cheng Anan suddenly couldn't help it, and laughed out loud, Cheng Yang looked at her sideways, and laughed too, the laughter of the two was particularly clear in the silent corridor, and they were pulled farther and farther away in this semi-enclosed space.

To say that there is no resentment at all is false, at that time she went to the door of Cheng Yang's house for the first time to ask Cheng Qingsong, Cheng Qingsong drove her out, she cried all the way back to Jiangcheng, she didn't understand, why Cheng Qingsong could hold on to the hatred of a deceased person and ignore the chance of a living person to survive.

At that time, Cheng Yang was in college in Yongzhou City, and he didn't know how he learned the news from Yongzhou to Jiangcheng.

The summer in Jiangcheng is not as cool as in Yongzhou, Cheng Yang appeared in front of them sweating profusely in a sunny day of forty degrees, sweat almost wet his entire back, and then went to do a matching, and his frustrated expression was exposed after the results came out.

In the end, he just said, "I'll try to convince my dad." ”

Cheng Anan sent him away and returned to the hospital to sort out his things, and found 10,000 yuan in the things left by Cheng Yang, she wanted to catch up and return it to him, but she had long since disappeared.

After her mother passed away, she once again felt the warmth of her family from Cheng Yang.

In the sunny day of Jiangcheng, at the age of twenty, Cheng Anan relieved all those grievances.

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