Chapter 238: Don't Be Like Me
In the evenings, I stayed in the florist to help with the cleaning.
Sister Tao sat on the rattan chair and drank some wine, then suddenly looked at me and asked, "Do you know why I agreed to let you stay in the first place?"
My heart moved, and I thought to myself, didn't Sister Tao say that she looked at me pitifully, so she left me here to sell flowers?
Now that this question is being asked to me again, I wonder if there is a deeper reason.
At this time, Sister Tao said to herself: "Actually, I still have a younger sister. My full name is Tao Xiao, so it's been like a joke for the rest of my life. ”
She said this with a sporadic self-deprecation, lit a cigarette, and the smoke escaped from her mouth, sexy and unpleasant, but it made people feel distressed.
I wanted to comfort her and said, "Sister Tao, in fact, I think you are so capable now, I don't think you are a joke." ”
At this time, Sister Tao opened her lips and chuckled, with a lazy and half-self-deprecating feeling.
She held the cigarette between her fingers, exhaled a puff of smoke, and said to me, "Actually, my parents have always been in a bad relationship. Just because my mother was not able to give birth to a child, my father used this as a reason to drink and commit domestic violence. At that time, day and night, I longed to leave that dark and cold home. As soon as he drank, he started beating and scolding me, my sister, and my mother. And, after drinking, the bottles were piled up haphazardly, and the room was filled with the stench of alcohol.
"When I was young, I could only hold my sister tightly and cover her eyes to stop my father's abuse of my sister. I was very fond of my little sister, who always looked at me with clear eyes and called me 'sister' softly. Her presence makes me feel more warm in this home. Sometimes, when my dad was out of town, my mother would secretly cook something delicious for us. At that time, I fed my sister, and my sister smiled sweetly with her eyes wide open, and she would feel very happy. That was the only light I had in those dark days.
"But the bastard was out for a short time, and when he came back, he beat and abused us for a long time, and finally my mother escaped from the house, leaving me and my sister alone. At this time, my father became even more aggressive. I saw my sister molested by my father in order not to be beaten. ”
When Sister Tao said this, a deep fire appeared in her silent eyes, this flame was extremely bright, but it exuded a burst of anger.
I couldn't help but shiver, but I was not afraid, but I felt sorry for what happened to Sister Tao and her sister at that time.
"My sister's cries kept ringing in my ears, but I couldn't help her. I cried and shouted to my dad to stop, but my dad threw me to the ground. Blood came out of my mouth, and my sister kept crying 'sister' at that time, and the most intimate call on weekdays became my nightmare day by day.
"One day, I was running desperately on a rainy night, and my sister was firmly controlled by him, unable to take her away, so I could only walk towards the light alone, trying to escape from this darkness. I didn't know how long I had to run, but I didn't stop until I had blood blisters on both of my feet. I finally ran away from that home, but I also lost my sister.
"I wanted to go to my mother, but when I found her, I found out that my mother had been sold to a man. And that man and my father are just the same thing. My mother wasn't doing well, it was a nightmare for the rest of my life. ”
At this point, Sister Tao's wine bottle fell to the ground with a "snap" and fell into pieces, just like that period of time, which was shattered in Sister Tao's life.
Sister Tao's words stopped abruptly, she waved her hand, a little drunk, her cheeks were crimson, and said: "I saw that your eyes at that time were very similar to myself at that time, so I agreed to keep you." ”
I was shocked in my heart, and suddenly felt that Sister Tao and I were very similar people.
A happy life is always the same, but we unfortunate people are not the same.
At the same time, I am also grateful to Sister Tao in my heart.
She is willing to carry me like this, and she is willing to let me be protected by her.
I hurried up to help her clean up the glass shards, I was afraid she would hurt herself.
At this time, Sister Tao grabbed me, held her forehead and stared straight at me, and told me: "If you don't have to, don't go to those dirty places." No...... Like me. ”
I heard this panic in my heart, those dirty places, do you mean that bar in Hewenzhou?
Sister Tao repeated it to me again, and I was a little hesitant for a while.
Then she seemed to be really drunk and muttered, "You are a good boy and deserve a brighter future." ”
When she said this, her eyes were misty, with a little sadness, and she had half a promise for me.
I have never seen such a Sister Tao, and it makes me feel distressed.
I know that the story in Sister Tao's mouth must not be over, and it is definitely not that simple, but I don't want to ask and won't ask.
Looking at this beautiful woman who is currently slightly drunk because she has drunk a little alcohol and is supporting her with one hand, I did not see her as my boss for the first time, but as a respected elder.
I feel sorry for her.
At the same time, I have more respect for Sister Tao in my heart, she chose to get drunk in front of me and confide in her heart.
She knew what the red light district was, and she should know that unsuspecting drunkenness could cause trouble.
But she chose to tell me everything in front of me at such a slightly drunk moment.
This is something that I remember that Sister Tao would never tell me on weekdays, but at this time she completely confided in me, which shows that she really cares about me.
I was very moved, and at the same time, I couldn't help but think deeply about what Sister Tao said.
She's right, I can't jump into the fire pit, but if I don't, how can I make the money I need?
I really needed the money, and that payment was something I couldn't resist.
But at the same time, I'm also afraid of the other situation that Sister Tao said, I will really become dirty.
At this time, I was like a little beast, licking each other's wounds with Sister Tao.
I thought a lot about it during the night, wondering if Sister Tao would see her sister again one day, whether that man would be punished in the end, and what would happen to her mother?
Originally, I thought that Sister Tao was a very elegant and attractive woman, but now that I know that she has suffered so much pain, I don't pity her, I just feel that her image in my heart is a layer taller.
She was so courageous, she was a phoenix in those darkness, and now she was a powerful and powerful gesture, able to take a place in the red light district.
I admired it very much, and at the same time felt very distressed, the drunk Sister Tao showed her softest side like a child.