Chapter 62: Shut up if you can't speak
"I'm in the company, where are you? What's wrong. β
Yu Qing heard the helplessness between Yan Ziqi's words, and he immediately felt that something was wrong, and his voice became nervous.
"Lao Yu, I'm at Intime Department Store, can you come over? I feel bad. β
Yan Ziqi sat on the toilet, the hand that didn't hold the phone tightly grasped the corner of the skirt, she felt short of breath, her brain was confused, and her thinking was uncontrollable, and there were tiny beads of sweat constantly coming out of her forehead.
She knew that this was likely to be the precursor to the recurrence of the old disease, and it was no exaggeration to say that if she hadn't taken the medicine just now, maybe she might have jumped from the department store on the dozen floors by now.
Yes, that uncontrollable desire to hurt herself came out again, and they were like a pair of invisible hands pushing her to the brink of despair.
Bipolar disorder is because of mania inside, can't wait to vent emotions, and finally do something to hurt others or yourself.
Yan Ziqi didn't understand why Ji Hangcheng's marriage proposal just now would stimulate her old illness to relapse, in short, she was very eager for someone to help her now.
"Xiao Yan, listen, don't think about anything now, take the medicine first, and then obediently stay where you are and wait for me, okay?"
"Hmm... Well, Lao Yu, come on. β
On the other side, Ji Hangcheng turned over the entire shopping mall except for the women's toilet, and he didn't see Yan Ziqi's figure, this sudden operation, he said that he really couldn't understand it.
Didn't she want to marry him the most? Why did she run away now that her dream had come true?
Ji Hangcheng felt that he really couldn't understand Yan Ziqi more and more, at that time he believed a little bit that she was depressed, maybe in addition to depression, he was a little nervous.
After looking for a long time, Ji Hangcheng was not happy to look for it anymore, he called Wei Ci with a phone call, and fox friends and dog friends made an appointment to have fun together.
*
In the parking lot of Intime Department Store, Yan Ziqi couldn't wait to throw himself into his arms as soon as he saw Yu Qing, looking like a kitten that had been greatly injured, very pitiful.
"Lao Yu, I'm so scared, that feeling just now came back, you know? Almost, almost I jumped off the stairs. β
Yes, Yan Ziqi had a very strong idea of jumping downstairs before stumbling into the women's bathroom.
At that time, all the bad memories of the past came out, and they lingered in her mind like a black cloud, causing her to have negative thoughts.
Later, with only a trace of reason, Yan Ziqi worked very hard to break free from the black cloud, and she saved her life.
"Lao Yu, what should I do? I don't seem to be able to control myself at all now, it's like another person lives in my body, and he is manipulating me. β
Yu Qing hugged Yan Ziqi, who was trembling all over, his brows were deeply locked, and the worry in his eyes was revealed.
"Xiao Yan, don't be afraid, let's go to the hospital, believe me, you will be fine with me. β
Yan Ziqi's bipolar disorder can't be controlled by any medication except tranquilizers, Yu Qing knows this very well, so he understands that if he doesn't take her to the hospital as soon as possible, the consequences will be unimaginable.
Yu Qing helped Yan Ziqi fasten his seat belt, and then made a phone call to Yu Lu as quickly as possible.
Yu Qing quickly took Yan Ziqi to the hospital, and simply saved it in time, and the situation did not develop in the worst direction.
Looking at Yan Ziqi who was sleeping on the bed, Yu Qing didn't know what it was like.
Yu Lu turned his head to look at his brother, his face was full of worry, and it could be seen that he was really affectionate to this little girl.
Before long, Yu Lu called Yu Qing out of the ward.
"Aqing, you really like the period, right? β
As soon as the words came out, Yu Lu felt that it was redundant to ask, she knew her brother better than anyone else, he had never been that kind of bodhisattva, if he didn't have feelings for a person, he would definitely not have reached this point, not to mention worrying, he might not look at it at a glance.
β...β
"Aqing, since you like periods, why don't you go further with her?"
Yu Lu feels that although Yu Qing and Yan Ziqi are a little different in age, and he is married for the second time with children, the prerequisite is not very good, but he is diligent and hardworking, and he has a smart brain, and now he is still the founder of a social media company, and he has a house and a car, which is still a very good choice.
From the perspective of Yan Ziqi, there is nothing worth thinking about, she is a little girl, but in the end, she has also had a period with other boys, if you take it carefully, there is at most a tie between them.
Yu Lu doesn't have any other heart problems now, and her biggest worry now is Yu Qing's lifelong event.
"Hmm. β
Yu Qing replied vaguely, he was silent for a moment, and slowly opened his lips: "I know, but now she has what she wants to do, and her heart has not been settled, so even if I forcibly pull her over, I may not be able to get along well." β
Yu Qing said and unconsciously glanced at the ward where Yan Ziqi was staying, he didn't make it clear what he said, and the meaning was enough.
"That's what you mean, then?"
Yu Lu still feels a pity, after all, Yan Ziqi is really a very suitable candidate for Yu Qing.
β...β
Seriously, Yu Qing himself didn't know the answer to this question, he wanted to just forget it, but whenever he wanted to give up, many things that made him unable to let go came out again.
For example, that thunder and lightning, Yan Ziqi protected Yu Nianzhi like that, and this time, she thought of him when she was most helpless.
Hey~ people, sometimes life is constantly doing multiple-choice questions, many times Yu Qing also hates his own character, he has to weigh the pros and cons of everything, and he doesn't have that desperate impulse, even if he has a good impression of Yan Ziqi, but he has never been firm from beginning to end.
I don't know if it's an age issue or a personality issue.
"Forget it, let's take it one step at a time. I'll go buy her something to eat, and you can take care of it. β
Yu Qing glanced at Yu Lu, said a word, and walked to the elevator room.
At about three o'clock in the afternoon, Yan Ziqi woke up from her deep sleep, during which Yu Lu left because of something in the hospital, and Yu Qing was always by her side.
"Hmm~ Lao Yu?"
Yan Ziqi slowly opened her eyes, and she saw Yu Qing sitting on the edge of the bed at a glance, with a little sleepiness between the words.
"Wake up, are you feeling okay?"
Yu Qing put down the book in her hand and got up and came to the bedside, her eyes gently cast on Yan Ziqi, and the warm tenderness and sweetness lingered in Yan Ziqi's heart for a long time.
"Old Yu. Yan Ziqi felt that as soon as she saw Yu Qing, she was inexplicably at ease, just like before, she was bullied and wronged, as long as Yan Chenghua appeared, she felt that she was full of courage in an instant.
"Well, I'm here, do you still have a headache?"
Yu Qing knew that Yan Ziqi would have a splitting headache as soon as she became ill, and whenever this time he would listen to some silent music to help her massage.
"It doesn't hurt anymore, it's much better. β
"Well, that's fine, drink some water, I've bought some food, I'll eat them all later." β
Yu Qing said and took a thermos cup from the bedside table, he unscrewed the cap and handed it to Yan Ziqi.
"Thank you. β
Yu Qing looked at Yan Ziqi, and after a few hesitations, he still said the question in his heart.
"Xiao Yan, is it because of him that you got sick this time?"
Yu Qing rarely calls Ji Hangcheng's name directly, that is a natural contempt, and the person who plays with his feelings must not be much better than his three-view character, so he disdains to have anything to do with this kind of person.
Hearing this, Yan Ziqi's hand holding the thermos cup tightened a little, her thoughts fluttered, and she slowly recalled that Ji Hangcheng proposed to her before the onset of the disease.
β...β
Yan Ziqi hesitated for a moment and told Yu Qing all the things that he had teased Ji Hangcheng in the mall before.
"Lao Yu, do you know, before I broke up with Ji Hang, what I longed for the most was to marry him, at that time, I didn't look forward to the day when he proposed to me, although I knew that he was acting, but I still couldn't help but be moved. At that moment, the past and his past flashed through my eyes like a movie. β
Yan Ziqi shed tears while talking, and showed his most vulnerable side in front of Yu Qing without reservation.
After a pause, she took a deep breath and continued: "I remembered the dirty things he did behind my back, the dirty appearance of him and my best friend Lu Juan in bed, and the Internet violence, Lao Yu, at that moment all the sadness came back again and shattered all my sanity, except for being disappointed in the world, thinking of death, I couldn't find any outlet at all, I..."
"Okay, Xiao Yan, it's over, it's all over, don't think about it, I'm here. β
Yu Qing took Yan Ziqi over, and he held her in his arms distressedly.
"Old Yu..."
Yan Ziqi hugged Yu Qing back, at this time she was like a person who was thrown into the sea and grabbed a piece of driftwood, not letting go of any chance of survival.
Yan Ziqi buried his face in Yu Qing's neck.
"Lao Yu, you're right, I shouldn't have anything to do with Ji Hangcheng anymore. β
Damaging 800 enemies and self-destructing 1,000, Yan Ziqi is likely to put himself in again while retaliating against Ji Hangcheng.
She was not as hard-hearted as she thought, and the marriage proposal that day proved very well that it was clear that Ji Hangcheng was acting, and Yan Ziqi was touched so casually.
Yu Qing didn't speak, although he really didn't want Yan Ziqi to have anything to do with Ji Hangcheng again, but his character would not guide her at such a time, and it was up to her to do what she wanted.
"Xiao Yan, have you really thought about it?
"Hmm. β
Yan Ziqi replied vaguely, and after a while, she said again: "Lao Yu, in fact, I don't know whether it is right or wrong to retaliate against Ji Hangcheng until now. I just hate him so much, I want him to get retribution, do you say I'm still too young and too naΓ―ve in my thinking. β
Yu Qing is several years older than Yan Zi, highly educated, educated and connotative, and has rich life experience, so he can be said to be a qualified spiritual mentor.
It is precisely because Yu Qing is so transparent that he is even more reluctant to guide other people's lives at will.
Yu Qing's hand holding Yan Ziqi moved up a little bit, and he patted her back rhythmically and comforted her warmly: "Xiao Yan, there are some things that other people's opinions can only be used as references, and what you really should do depends on yourself." From my point of view, I definitely hope that you will stay away from him, to be honest, your revenge is not good for me, if you succeed, the pleasure of victory is your own, if you fail, you are together again, then the biggest loser in the end is actually me. But even so, I won't influence you too much, because you are an adult, you have your own thoughts, and only your consciousness can control what you want to do, and no matter how much others say, it is useless. β
Yu Qing's words can be said to be very pertinent, he did not bewitch Yan Ziqi because of his selfishness, it can be seen that he is really a very good person.
"Well, I understand. β
After this incident, Yan Ziqi really had to think carefully about taking revenge on Ji Hangcheng, after all, she now has a Yu Qing behind her.
"Okay, you know, Xiao Yan, no matter what your choice is, I only have one request, that is, you must cherish life, live well, if you can be happy, then life is complete. And, anyway, remember that you have me behind you. β
"Maybe it's not that the last relationship between us won't be love, but either way, I'm not going to stand idly by as long as you need it. β
Yu Qing is still very sensible, even if many things have made him nostalgic for Yan Ziqi before, but love is a lifelong thing, he still wants to be cautious.
After a while, Yan Ziqi nodded and responded to Yu Qing.
"Okay, I understand. β
Since that day, Yan Ziqi has not contacted Ji Hangcheng, she needs to take a break and seriously think about how the next road should go.
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Cloudview high-end private holiday villa village.
Today, Ji Hangcheng and a group of sons and brothers changed their nightclub activities from the past, and asked many girls to come over for a villa party without changing the soup.
Next to a swimming pool outdoors, Ji Hangcheng looked at the girl wearing a variety of bikinis, and there was no wave in his heart, let alone stimulating a physiological response.
He picked up the juice next to him and drank it tastelessly, during which time he picked up his phone and looked through it, as if he was waiting for something.
"Ji Shuai, what are you doing? Why don't you play?"
Just when Ji Hangcheng clicked on Yan Ziqi's WeChat and was about to send her a message, Wei Ci suddenly sat down next to him, he glanced at it, and looked at everything he should see.
The corners of Wei Ci's mouth twitched without a trace.
"Ji Shuai, there are a lot of girls today, they are all clean chicks, and there are little Internet celebrities you like, don't you want to try it?"
The Wei Shrine stirred up from the side.
Ji Hangcheng raised his cold eyes lightly and glanced at the pool, a few girls in bikinis were fighting with Shen Lin's group, what the fuck is it clean?
Ji Hangcheng felt irritable, at this moment, he felt that those so-called girls with decent figures were no different from the sows lying on the board in his eyes.
"Ji Shuai?"
Wei Ci saw that Ji Hangcheng didn't talk, so he reminded him closely.
"Hedgehog, did you bring your phone?"
Ji Hangcheng didn't answer the words of the Wei Temple, but just lost a question very inexplicably.
"Ah~ mobile phone? I brought it, what's wrong?"
"Take it out. β
"Oh. β
Wei Ci put the wine bottle in his hand on the table, then lowered his head and took the phone out of his pants pocket.
"Here, Ji Shuai, what's wrong?"
Ji Hangcheng didn't pick it up, he restarted his phone to open the location, and then said to the Wei Ancestral Hall: "Let's see if you can locate me." β
Wei Ci twisted his eyebrows, what was this doing, but he didn't ask much, just did what Ji Hangcheng said.
More than ten seconds later, Wei Ci turned the phone screen to Ji Hangcheng: "Yes, it's located." β
"Can it be located?"
"That's right. β
Wei Ci blinked and nodded.
β...β
Ji Hangcheng looked at his mobile phone and fell silent, there has been no news from Yan Ziqi for several days recently, just like disappearing out of thin air, no matter how many messages he sends or how many calls he makes, there will always be no news for him.
This makes Ji Hangcheng very angry, no woman has ever dared to do this to him, what is Yan Ziqi trying to do?
In the past, she didn't like to check the location when she had nothing to do, and then come to the scene to catch the rapist, it was because of her neurotic behavior that Ji Hangcheng developed the habit of turning off the phone as long as she went out to play.
Today, Ji Hang used to turn off his phone, but after a while, he felt really bored and turned on his mobile phone, thinking that he would receive a lot of information, but there was no empty and pure hair, at that moment, the sense of gap in his heart was indescribable by any pale words.
There has never been a time when Ji Hangcheng is so eager for Yan Ziqi to take his mobile phone to find the location and kill him violently, he thinks that even if she does anything excessive, he will not blame her.
But people are holding high shelves, heh, Ji Hangcheng is very relieved to think about Yan Ziqi, and he raises his boyfriend as a wild horse.
So what does Yan Ziqi want to do?
After repeating the mistakes of the past, play with the desire to indulge in the past? Silly white sweet turns into a black woman?
Ji Hangcheng snorted coldly and sneered, stupid can, he doesn't have much sincerity for her, what is the point of her doing this?
In just a few minutes, Ji Hangcheng's mood swings were touching, thinking about this and that.
"Brother?"
"Ji Shuai?"
"What do you think?"
Wei Ci saw that Ji Hangcheng was absent-minded, and he reached out curiously and poked his arm.
"Nothing. β
Ji Hangcheng responded perfunctorily, at that time his eyes drifted to Shen Lin, he remembered what he said before about not getting married, and then remembered that Yan Ziqi was clamoring to get married in the past, and then he made a marriage proposal that day, and a series of associations made him can't help but ask the Wei Temple next to him.
"Hedgehog, I'm asking you a question, if, I mean if, one day you propose to someone who used to want to marry you, and she suddenly runs away without saying a word, do you say it's too excited, or something else?"
Wei Ci has no other skills, but his brain turns faster than everyone else, and through what Ji Hangcheng said just now, he quickly thought that this should be related to Yan Ziqi.
He thought in his heart, when did Ji Hangcheng and Yan Ziqi make such rapid progress?
Wei Ci is very obsessed with Yan Zi's appearance, and he still dreams of a dewy marriage with her, if she becomes Ji Hangcheng's wife, then his dew will become flower dew water, green, it's over!
After thinking for a while, Wei Ci looked at Ji Hangcheng for a long time and replied seriously: "Brother, as for your question just now, brother, I thought about it carefully, and the answer is obvious, there is only one possibility for the thing you said, that is, that woman doesn't have that man in her heart at all, and she doesn't like him... They..."
"Smack. β
Before Wei Ci's words were finished, the back of his head was firmly slapped by the Divine Palm.
"Dog, your fucking mouth is always estranged? Shut up Lao Tzu if you can't speak!"