Chapter 412: Don't If
The movie has been completed, and the finale banquet is scheduled for the evening, and it is indispensable to drink. Weng Nanxi wore headphones and dragged two suitcases back home. She planned to pack her luggage first, then take a shower and pack up before setting off for the finale banquet.
The afternoon sun sprinkled into the living room through the floor-to-ceiling windows, and Weng Nanxi took the bright sunlight to sort out her luggage in the living room. At the same time, she turned on the TV so that there would be some sound in the house.
The TV was turned on, it was Shonan TV, and it was a TV series.
Hearing the voice from the TV series, Weng Nanxi couldn't help but stop the movements in his hand and turned his head to look at the TV.
What appears on the screen is not the TV series she starred in, but it is also the TV series she is most familiar with.
[It's been a year.] She exhaled.
When summer comes, students have a holiday. As soon as the students were on vacation, Shonan TV began to take the trouble to rebroadcast their [Zhentai Divine Drama].
This drama is a costume drama set in the Tang Dynasty, with huge investment, grand scenes, excellent production, dedicated actors, and love and hatred of the family and country staged in turn, which is an enduring classic and a solid first step for Shonan TV to move from the local to the whole country. Therefore, every year during the summer and winter vacations of students, Shonan TV will show it, and after it is shown, it will be played again, more than once.
Weng Nanxi was also a student, and he could see this "old friend" every holiday. Weng Nanxi watched this TV series a long time ago and knew all the plots in it, but she still watched it seriously over and over again.
She likes this TV series, she likes to escape the boring and ignorant town life through TV, and she also likes the profession of an actor who can experience various aspects of life through acting.
The dream of being an actor took root in Weng Nanxi's heart from that time.
Later, she was full of disappointment, and finally escaped from the town, became an actress as she wished, appeared on TV, and became an unattainable star in the hearts of other girls.
Weng Nanxi quickly found success in the field of TV dramas. A face that makes women feel moved, a clear and decent conversation, and the hardships of life give her persuasive acting skills, all of which distinguish her from ordinary vases, and her fame immediately catches up with all the little flowers.
If she picks a few more Liang Liang to be the heroine a few times, appears on variety shows, and becomes a frequent visitor to hot searches, her life will be very good.
But apparently, Weng Nanxi is not satisfied with [good]. The TV star wasn't enough to stop her. So she took advantage of the victory to chase and planned to challenge the big screen.
The agency persuaded her to wait until she had a firm foothold in the TV series before challenging the movie, otherwise it would be a pity to fail. But Weng Nanxi didn't want to wait.
Weng Nanxi has always had his own ideas and insisted on them. The brokerage company is not a big company, and the development process has to rely on Weng Nanxi, Weng Nanxi insists on this, and the company can only rely on Weng Nanxi. Of course, it is not her style to block the retreat, she will be a supporting actress first, and she can attack and retreat.
Weng Nanxi carefully selected a film project with potential and suitable for her, and became one of them step by step.
Last year, when she flew abroad with the crew, it was when Shonan TV [Zhentai Divine Drama] was playing on TV.
Now seeing it again in the summer, it means that the time of the year has passed.
Over the course of a year, many of the things she expected had come to fruition. Her performance on the big screen has been affirmed, opened up the situation, and what she has shown in front of her is a broader prospect than in the field of TV dramas. became a regular guest of variety shows for the first time, and was also a great success, successfully creating an independent female character of "You don't need a man, your mother can live well", and she has faintly become a role model for the majority of women. There are a lot of advertising endorsements from big brands, including the purchase of three houses, the investment of a restaurant and an online clothing store.
Everything is thriving. She's on the path she wants to go.
The TV was at the end of the show when it was turned on, so it didn't take a few minutes for the ending song to pop out.
Weng Nanxi listened to the familiar music, recovered from the wandering of his thoughts, and continued to pack his luggage.
"Lala~Lala~Lalala~" The opening song of a certain show appeared on TV.
Weng Nanxi rarely watches variety shows, but he also knows that what is about to be broadcast is another town-station variety show of Shonan TV - "Happy Base".
After the TV is over, it is "Welcome to "Happy Base"! We are Happy Family!"
He Tu appeared on the stage with his [Happy Family] and began to gossip.
Weng Nanxi kept taking the items out of the box and categorizing them.
On TV, He Tu is hosting: "Today's guest can be said to be an old friend of our "Happy Base". Because they are visiting for the second time. Speaking of which, the last time they came here was half a year ago, twice in half a year, and four times a year. This frequency can also be said to be rare in the entertainment industry......"
"Teacher He, since we are old friends, don't introduce them. You are in a hurry to see the audience in the audience, so hurry up and invite them out!"
"Okay, okay, then let's not talk much, applause welcome today's guest - [Miracle Boy]!"
The TV camera cuts to the joyful screaming fans in the audience. Most of the fans are girls, young, and have the temperament of working hard and spending a lot of money for idols. They are holding group posters or name tags of "Miracle Boys". Of course, there are also personal fans. And the camera of the program group stayed on Zhang Zishang's personal poster the most times.
Hearing the name of [Miracle Boy], Weng Nanxi stopped packing his luggage again.
On the way back from the crew, when she listened to her assistant's report on the latest situation in the entertainment industry, she heard Han Jue, Zhang Zishang, and "In the Name of My Father".
In fact, when she was in the crew, she had already heard "In the Name of the Father" from her peers in her spare time during filming. Knowing that, Han Jue made a big move at the [Extreme Concert].
On the way back, Weng Nanxi heard [Cool morning dew wet black dress] on the radio, "Each of us is guilty and commits different sins" on the radio used to attract customers in the store, and "Merciful Father, I have fallen into the kingdom of sin and cannot see it" on the mobile phones of passers-by. Please forgive me, my conceit. 】
This year, many of the things she expected were achieved, but there were also some that were not.
Han Jue was what she expected.
The night before she got on the plane abroad, she found Han Jue and returned all the things he gave her, even her last hesitation about him.
Those things should have been given to Han Jue a long time ago, but Han Jue kept refusing to accept them, and when he called him, he tried to save the relationship. naively thought that if those things were not returned, they would not really be over, and Weng Nanxi would call him again and again to contact him.
Weng Nanxi dragged it out until the last day, and then it didn't drag it anymore. She is ready to turn a new chapter and take on new challenges, and the things that may have held her back in the past can no longer be dragged in the mud.
[Xiaoxi, don't go, okay? I'll change it, I'll really change it......]
[Count it yourself, how many times have you said this sentence, and when did you really change it?]
【...... Don't go, I can't do without you. 】
[Don't say things like "I can't do it without me", whoever is separated from this world can live. 】
[I can't live without you. 】
[What, you're going to die?]
[Yes.] 】
[What does it have to do with me whether you die or not?]
......Han Jue sighed on the other end of the phone, as if he had taken all his strength out of this breath.
[Next week, I'll go downstairs to your house and bring things to you.] Don't make excuses for not taking it. That's it, hanging. After Weng Nanxi finished speaking, he hung up the phone.
She and Han Jue were not in touch for a week. If you contact him again, it's time for her to go downstairs to Han Jue's house with a box of things to find him.
The short ten seconds of contact that night were still as clear in Weng Nanxi's memory as what happened yesterday.
She remembered all the details: Han Jue's eyes looked like they had just cried, they were red, and there were tear stains around his eyes. The expression on his face still left traces of sadness. The ends of the hair were soaked with sweat and stuck to the forehead, which was a little embarrassing. When the whole person is unusually calm, the dress is unexpectedly simple. When he saw her, Han Jue didn't react at all, didn't smile far-fetched, didn't kneel to hold back, and didn't even say anything.
The person who liked her so much and was so reluctant to break up suddenly seemed to be a different person, saw through everything, and let go. This made Weng Nanxi, who thought that Han Jue would make trouble until the last moment, a little unexpected. Weng Nanxi wanted to say something after putting the box down, but he was afraid of giving the wrong signal, so he finally didn't say anything and turned to leave.
Han Jue did not stay.
From then on, Han Jue never kept her again.
Weng Nanxi is not a person who likes to think about [ifs] in hindsight. More than half a month ago, she listened to the songs in [Suitable for Zhang Zishang], especially after listening to "A Dream of a Dream" many times in a loop, she doesn't know how many times she has thought about the so-called "if".
If that night, after returning the box, she said the words that had been lingering on her lips.
If that night, she didn't return the box to Han Jue.
If the last call, she finally gave Han Jue a chance to change.
If Han Jue had become competitive earlier......
If......
But she is a pragmatic person after all, and she knows that if she thinks more [if] and doesn't act, she will only make herself more and more uncomfortable.
She doesn't like [ifs], so she's ready to make amends, ready to fight for it.
Ready to get back what belonged to her.
But Weng Nanxi was not in a hurry to act. The first is that she does not fight unprepared battles, and the second is to wait for the best time.
Han Jue and Zhang Yiman are now a little clueless, but Weng Nanxi is not panicked. She is well versed in the rules of the game, knowing that Han Jue and Zhang Yiman will eventually separate, so naturally she doesn't have to give away experience in vain. Moreover, by then, she will have a lot of "allies" to use to increase her success rate.
Therefore, what she has to do now is to collect information about Han Jue, put aside her existing impressions, and re-understand Han Jue.