The next day, Yu Sheng persuaded his mother to take care of Yu Ye by himself.

Liu Yuejun was exhausted, and Fanning's suicide was equally shocking to her, just like another part of her son's life collapsed and the other half of his life came to an abrupt end.

But Fan Ning's suicide also made Liu Yuejun more convinced in her grief and guilt that if Yu Ye had not accepted the Li family's conditions at that time, then there might be one more corpse and two heartbroken but helpless people today.

Yu Sheng sent Liu Yuejun home, and when he returned to the hospital, he met Governor Li's secretary who had just walked out of the door downstairs in the inpatient department.

The other party obviously recognized Yu Sheng, he slowed down, stood on the steps, blocked in front of Yu Sheng, looked at Yu Sheng condescendingly, and showed a contemptuous smile.

Yu Sheng looked up at him, Governor Li was not there, and this secretary looked more like a real person with thoughts and emotions than the almost expressionless mouthpiece that they met for the first time.

"For the rest of my life," the secretary smiled, "I'm not mistaken, am I?"

"That's right," Yu Sheng had a deep impression of this peer, but it was not a comfortable memory, "I don't know your surname ...... yet"

"Han," although Secretary Han stood at the top of the steps, he didn't bow his head, just glanced down casually, "This incident between you and the Fan family is really a headache, isn't it?"

Yu Sheng sneered, "But it's not us who caused it." ”

"Why not?" Secretary Han carefully analyzed for the rest of his life, "Things have developed so far, and both of you are blaming Li Shao, but why did Li Shao do such a thing, haven't you thought about the reason?"

Yu Sheng frowned, "What reason?"

Because of Fanning's cruel refusal, she relied on Li Shao's affection, played with Li Shao's feelings, and refused Li Shao's confession. And your brother, that Yu Ye, a little guy who is nothing, dared to clash with Li Shao head-on, and even punched Li Shao," Secretary Han spread his hands and showed a smile that carried both cruelty and innocence at the same time, "You say, isn't all this because they are to blame?"

Yu Sheng gasped, choking on this absurd logic, and finally laughed angrily, "You mean that we can still get such generous conditions now, but we should thank you for your magnanimity?"

Secretary Han narrowed his eyes, "Yes." ”

Yu Sheng took a step forward and glared at Secretary Han angrily, "Do you really think that if you have the power and money, you can cover the sky with one hand?"

Secretary Han paused, and finally leaned down.

He stared at the rest of his life, "You should have been working for a few years, do you still need to ask about this?"

He said word by word: "This world is the world of superior people, and the rest of the people will either be slaves and servants like me and become middle people, or just like you, inferior people and animals." ”

Secretary Han patted Yu Sheng's face, "I will deal with the aftermath of the female student, I have already warned your brother." And all you have to do is to keep an eye on him, and don't make any more trouble, don't make any more stupid things, and don't make trouble for the governor again. ”

Secretary Han left, his steps were relaxed, his demeanor was complacent, and it was no more sad for him to die a person than a dead cat or dog. He has followed Governor Li for five years, and his vision is naturally different from before, and this kind of thing has long been accustomed to it.

For the rest of his life, he didn't ask anything until the other party was far away, of course he knew that although what Secretary Han said was arrogant and ugly, it was just to uncover the scars.

Yu Sheng really felt that he had had enough, and at the moment when the two of them passed by, he really wanted to punch Secretary Han's smug and shameless face, but he really didn't dare.

When he returned to the ward, Yu Ye was standing quietly by the window. In fact, he was not seriously injured, and there was no big problem with his body, as for the mental pain, he could only rely on the friction of time and forgetfulness.

Yu Sheng looked at his younger brother looking out the window, and a little fear gradually appeared in his heart, he was worried that Yu Ye would jump from the window because of guilt and become the second Fanning.

"I saw Governor Li's secretary just now," Yu Sheng was silent for a moment, not waiting for a response, "I know what he said to you, and I know what you are thinking. But brother, remember, everything in the past is not your fault, Fanning did not die because of you, and if she were still alive, she probably wouldn't want you to collapse because of this......"

"But she'll want me to give her an explanation......" Yu Ye muttered to herself.

"You have already explained to her, life always has to be chosen," Yu Sheng lowered his head, "No matter what choice you make at the beginning, there will always be people who have been given up and hurt because of this, and all you can choose is who you want to give up." ”

"Why?" asked Yu Ye blankly.

"Because," Yu Sheng smiled bitterly, "because we are all small people, we can't rebel against the order in which the world originally operated." ”

Yu Sheng didn't see it, and Yu Ye's eyes were gradually covered with black, like a flowing black light.

"Then the world should be broken. Yu Ye said to himself silently.

Yu Ye silently obeyed Yu Sheng's arrangement, took a bath, changed his clothes, and Yu Sheng bought his favorite chicken nuggets for dinner. When Yu Ye lowered his head to pick up the rice, he always felt that the severed chicken head in the vegetable bowl was staring at him with black eyeballs, tearing apart his ripe skin and flesh little by little, and eating his own body.

Yu Ye suddenly felt a tumbling in his stomach, and he lowered his head and chewed heavily, trying to swallow this feeling mixed with the food in his mouth.

But even if he lowered his head, the chicken's eyes were still dangling in front of Yu Ye, and the moment Yu Ye swallowed the food in his mouth, the volcano in his stomach erupted at the same time.

Yu Ye covered his mouth in embarrassment and fled to the bathroom in the house, knelt on the ground, hugged the toilet and vomited, the pungent smell and the unbearable vomit in front of him made it even more difficult for Yu Ye to restrain himself, and he couldn't stop until the contents of his stomach were vomited.

Yu Sheng gently patted Yu Ye's back, "You need to rest." ”

"I'm not feeling well," Yu Ye gasped, tears streaming down his face, "I'm uncomfortable, brother." He lost his voice in pain.

"I understand. The rest of his life looked at him with pity.

"Why us!" Yu Ye hugged the toilet and cried heartbreakingly, "We didn't do anything wrong, why are we being tortured!"

"Because this world is so unreasonable," Yu Sheng was silent for a moment, "it has been like this since ancient times, cruel, hypocritical, and unfair. But no one can change all this, this is the most real world built by the truest human nature. Human beings are inherently evil, babies are born to snatch their favorite toys, and they are jealous of others without being taught. We are born with a sense of how to hate someone, but it takes a long time for us to learn to forgive. We live in this world, with an ugly mind hidden in a woven brocade robe, each wearing a mask full of smiles, but holding a sharp knife behind his back, ready to stab each other in the stomach at the right time and at the right angle. Whether it's a student who informs him, a colleague who demolishes the stage, or even a relative who is jealous of each other, this cannibalistic world has never changed. It's just that in the past, everyone drank blood, but now the superiors have learned to put on napkins, hold knives and forks, and eat us in a more elegant and delicate way, maybe they will also say toasts when they swallow our flesh and blood. ”

Yu Sheng touched Yu Ye's hair and muttered, "Maybe someone will try to cover the darkness with light, but the more light prevails, the thicker the darkness." This is our world, and that's why bad luck befalls us for no reason, because we're too weak. ”

Yu Ye slowly got up.

"No, bad luck is not for no reason," Yu Ye smiled weakly, "This bastard, it is also a bully and afraid of the hard." ”

Yu Ye returned to the bedside, Yu Sheng simply cleaned up, and wanted to stay, but Yu Ye refused.

"Brother, you go home to accompany your mother, she is too tired. Yu Ye said, "I want to be quiet by myself." ”

Yu Sheng hesitated, but Yu Ye looked flat, probably because the catharsis of crying calmed him down.

"Go home, she needs company. Yu Ye smiled, "Take care of her for me." ”

The rest of his life finally compromised, and he also felt mentally exhausted after the drastic changes of these days.

Yu Ye watched Yu Sheng close the door, and the room was quiet again.

He tilted his head to look out the window, as night fell, thousands of lights were lit up, and the dots of light on the road were moving, representing countless hearts waiting to go home.

Yu Ye's eyes swam in the sea of lights, a little fascinated, only a few days ago, this was the life he was looking forward to in the future.

He sat and watched the lights change outside the window, from bustling to dim.

At its deepest, the night was like ink, and the limited light flickered in the darkness, as if it could be swallowed up at any moment.

Yu Ye got up and left the hospital, he stepped into the night, there was a warm feeling, like returning to his hometown after a long absence,

In the dark, he was more at ease.

There seemed to be a deep whisper from the depths of the darkness, as if countless hands were gently and affectionately pushing him.

Yu Ye was dragged and confused, not knowing where he was. He looked around and wondered why the darkness that usually enveloped the earth at night was so different tonight.

Tonight's black seems to have life, no longer dead and silent, everything is more vivid than in the day, as if this black has become a part of him, and he is re-perceiving the world through the black.

Yu Ye could feel the night breeze through the darkness and swing into the distance, he could clearly see with the naked eye, but he could easily distinguish every leaf on the tree.

It was a wonderful feeling, connected to his soul, like having a new and unique feeling in addition to sight, touch, taste, etc.

Yu Ye stretched out his five fingers, and while he looked at the back of his hand, he could also see the palm of his hand.

Yu Ye turned his palms, and the black light in his eyes flowed like water droplets.

He clenched his fists, closed his eyes, perceived, and reconstructed a new world with new silhouettes instead of light and color.

Yu Ye felt something, walking through the darkness, like a fish swimming in water.

He went with his heart, and it was difficult to tell whether he was choosing his direction or if he was going with the flow, guided by the darkness.

Yu Ye didn't know how long he had been gone, the darkness seemed to not only cover the light, but also blur time and distance, there was no fear, panic and loneliness in the darkness, but wrapped him with a strange sense of intimacy, like being warmly embraced by a close friend who had not been seen for a long time.

These days, only this moment is the rest of the night, and the rest of the night is no longer painful.

Before you know it, that comfort is gone, and the darkness stops changing.

Yu Ye suddenly opened his eyes, and the night returned to normal.

In front of him, across the road, was a splendid nightclub. There was a doorman in a suit and leather shoes on the steps outside the gate, and a black car was parked under the steps. Someone pulls the car door and seems to be waiting for someone.

Yu Ye looked around, although the night was like ink, he could still be sure that he had never been here. He had just woken up from a dream-like illusion, and for a moment he was a little hesitant and dazed, not quite sure how and why he had come here.

Fortunately, this confusion did not last long, and the two guards opened the door, and several people strode out of it.

Yu Ye recognized that it was Li Qiyi who was drunk and laughing loudly under the light.

Darkness surged again.