Chapter 248: I'm Blind
Chen Nianmo frowned and asked me, "Did my dad tell you something?"
I shook my head, lowered my eyebrows, and avoided answering, "It's going to be class soon." ”
I wanted to draw a line with Chen Nianmo, but what Chen Nianmo's father said still affected me after all, and I think the two of us may not even be suitable for being friends.
There are so many differences in our family backgrounds, knowledge, and experiences.
So I just nodded faintly at Chen Nianmo, and then looked down at my book, without any intention of continuing the conversation. Sensing my alienation, I caught a glimpse of him looking around the classroom, and then he suddenly reached out and pulled me to my feet.
I struggled, but he pulled me harder.
In a trance, I realized that if I was struggling, I would attract more people's attention, so I had to follow him and leave.
Chen Nianmo pulled me to a secluded hallway and asked, "What's wrong with you?"
I've already thought about it at this point, and I don't think there's any need for me to have any more contact with Chen Jingmo.
Because our interactions with each other will cause trouble for each other, so it is better for me to stay away from him.
At this time, I said bluntly: "We are not people of the same world, you should stay away from me in the future." ”
Chen Nianmo heard my inexplicable words, stared straight at me, scratched his head and looked at me for a long time, and found that what I said was indeed true, and immediately said angrily: "Li Juan, I am really blind, I have been so ...... all the time"
He spoke, and then stopped, trying to hold back, as if he didn't want to say something that hurt me.
But now I'm just silently hanging my head and looking at the ground.
When he saw my sullen appearance, he turned around angrily and left.
I lowered my head and said, "I know that you have been protecting me like this because of Chen Xi's affairs, but you have done enough. ”
Chen Nianmo paused when he heard this, but he didn't say anything.
There was some tension in the air, an awkward and suffocating silence.
After a while, I heard Chen Nianmo's footsteps go away.
I silently said to the ground, "Nice to meet you, goodbye." ”
After breaking off my relationship with Chen Nianmo, I returned to the class and kept wandering during class.
Han Xinrou seemed to be very curious about me and Chen Nianmo, and came over several times, wanting to say something to me.
But she seemed to think of Chen Nianmo again, and she was afraid of his might, so she closed her mouth.
When Zhang Xueqin faced me in class today, she didn't have the fear of the past, but raised her eyebrows, as if she also knew that Chen's father and Chen's mother came to the school to look for me.
She seems to think that I have lost Chen Nianmo as a backer, and I don't have to be cautious about me in the future.
So in class, she started another round of cynicism at me.
"A pheasant is a pheasant after all, now I can finally see it clearly, some people, just toads want to eat swan meat, and in the end they will not achieve any good results. ”
I pursed my lips when I heard this, half of it was heard, but half of it was not heard.
I listened to what she said, I am not a person of the same world as Chen Nianmo, and those words were intertwined with Chen Nianmo's mother's words, which stimulated me again.
What I didn't listen to was her senseless slander against me, and I was never short of gossip.
After school, I didn't want to go home and wanted to be alone, so I strolled to a nearby park.
At the lake, looking at the quiet surface of the lake, I picked up a few small rocks to float.
Watching the stones beat again and again on the water, my heart never calmed down, but was a little sad.
Stones can bottom out with man-made forces, but once I fall, I can't get up again.
It's not just because Chen Nianmo makes me feel a little sad, but because of the things that have been pressed on my heart for so many days, I can't bear it.
Thinking about it, my mind couldn't help but turn to Zheng Xinguang again.
There are a lot of hesitations in my heart, I am like this with Chen Nianmo, and it is even more impossible for me and Zheng Xinguang.
I talked a few dozen times in the park, but then I found it a little boring, so I left the park and wandered the streets aimlessly.
Actually, I don't go home, and I don't know where to go.
As I walked and looked, I passed by a car washing shop, and I subconsciously looked there, and subconsciously seemed to be looking for something, and I really found it.
I suddenly found Zheng Xinguang, who was helping people wash their cars.
After I saw it, I suddenly felt a surprise in my heart, and I wanted to go in and say hello to Zheng Xinguang.
That's when I heard the conversation inside.
The guest over there was very troublesome and said to Zheng Xinguang: "How did you wash my car? If you don't wash it well, I will ask your boss to deduct your salary!"
Zheng Xinguang has been busy there with a water gun, and when he heard the guests' deliberate difficulties, he did not forget to apologize while washing the car: "I know, I'm sorry, I will definitely pay attention." You'll be fine right away after a while. ”
The guest was also really idle, and he seemed to be extremely dissatisfied with Zheng Xinguang's movements, and he deliberately wanted to get angry and splash, so he raised his leg and kicked at Zheng Xinguang.
Although Zheng Xinguang dodged the past, he was still a stumbling one.
But instead of getting angry, he apologized to the man: "I'm sorry, please wait a little longer and I'll be fine right away." ”
The boss next to him looked at Zheng Xinguang with some disdain, and reprimanded impatiently: "Wash it well, there is the next car." ”
Zheng Xinguang responded continuously, non-stop.
I saw Zheng Xinguang, who used to be so proud, but now he grovels to others, and I suddenly feel a little sour.
And Zheng Xinguang has to deal with more than this one guest, and when he finishes washing this car with great effort, he immediately has to wash another car.
He washed the car with a water gun, and without even having time to wipe off his sweat, he kept spinning like a spinning top.
I don't know how much money I can get by washing the car, but seeing him so busy, I suddenly realized that all he earned was his hard-earned money, and I couldn't help but feel a little distressed.
It's the first time I've seen Zheng Xinguang so tired, working desperately and swallowing his anger.
I looked at Zheng Xinguang's busy figure fixedly, and my eyes suddenly blurred.
Blinking, tears fell, and I glanced at this busy and stoic Zheng Xinguang again.
The thought of going to greet him was gone, and I was a little sad, and I clenched my fists, but I didn't take a step forward.
Turning to leave, I think Zheng Xinguang, who is so proud, must not want me to see him like that.