Chapter 51: Lu Juan apologizes
Yan Chenghua slowly got up with the support of the police, until now his legs are still shaking, just now the doctor said that Yan Ziqi was caused by acute damage to the gastric mucosa caused by murderous alcoholism, resulting in stomach bleeding.
At this time, Yan Chenghua was worried about Yan Ziqi, and he also had the idea of hacking to death the man who made her sad.
He really couldn't understand why boys could be so bad now.
Thinking about it carefully, Yan Chenghua feels that Yan Ziqi has really been wrong recently, since Li Chunzi jumped off the building, her whole person is like a different person, she doesn't like to communicate, she doesn't like to communicate, she often locks herself in the room, it's better for a while, and then it's not good, repeatedly, repeatedly.
Yan Chenghua felt that he was also at fault as a father, why didn't he take care of his daughter's emotions in time, if he had found out earlier, then today's tragedy would not have happened.
A man over half a hundred years old cried in front of strangers.
"All right, sir, don't cry, I understand you, but we'll have to cheer up. ”
The police comforted him on the side, and Yan Chenghua nodded to express his gratitude.
"Thank you, thank you. ”
After a long three-hour rescue, the doctor finally defeated death, and Yan Ziqi came back, but now her condition is very bad, because of excessive stomach bleeding, a lot of blood transfusion, and now the person is still in a coma and is sent to the intensive care unit, where visits are not allowed, Yan Chenghua can only ask the nurse over and over again about Yan Ziqi's news.
After a night, Yan Ziqi is still in a coma, and the situation is not good or bad, which is very worrying.
Early in the morning of the second day, Lian Xiaofan, who had been "missing" for a long time, suddenly appeared in front of Yan Chenghua, he looked very bad, the whole person was languishing, and a black cloth was pinned to his arm, which was to guard filial piety for the dead.
"Master, how is my sister?"
Lian Xiaofan's voice was hoarse, revealing a thick sadness.
Yan Chenghua sat on a bench in the hallway, he pinned his head to the side, and put his hands into fists on his knees.
"Don't call me Master. ”
Yan Chenghua was angry with Lian Xiaofan in his heart, although he helped their family a lot, but he also caused her daughter to almost go to prison, and he couldn't imagine that such a sunny big boy would do such a dirty thing.
Lian Xiaofan lowered his eyes and swallowed hard, "I'm sorry, Master, I was the one who affected my sister last time." My fault, and I don't know how to make up for the damage I caused you. ”
Saying that, Lian Xiaofan bowed deeply to Yan Chenghua, he lowered his head, and his body was ninety degrees, "Master, I came today to apologize to you and my sister seriously, I'm really sorry for causing you trouble." I promise not in the future. ”
Yan Chenghua still doesn't look at Lian Xiaofan, he is very confused now, his daughter is still lying in the ICU, where does he have the kung fu to take care of other things.
After a while, Lian Xiaofan slowly straightened up, he wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes without a trace, took a deep breath and continued to say to Yan Chenghua: "Master, I'm leaving Shencheng, maybe we won't see each other for a long time, please take care of your body and take care of your sister." ”
Yan Chenghua: "..."
Lian Xiaofan is ready today, Yan Chenghua didn't beat him up, it's already very good, how can a person who has done something wrong have the right to ask for forgiveness from others.
Now he only hopes that Yan Ziqi can be well and wait for him to come back.
After Ruan Bingjie went to look for Yan Ziqi last time, not long after she came back, she abandoned Lian Xiaofan, and found a few ruffians and hooligans to "teach" him a lesson and let him know that society is sinister.
Not only that, but she also took back all the money given to him and found someone to go to his house and tell his mother everything.
The truth is often the most cruel at the moment it is revealed, and Lianye's dream was destroyed overnight, and her son, who gave everything she had and had high hopes for, turned out to be such a dirty person, how could she accept this?
In the end, Lian Ye was seriously ill and couldn't stand the blow from the sky, so she fell ill again and was sent to the hospital, however, this time she never survived.
Lian Ye died, Lian Xiaofan completely became an orphan, he became more and more destitute than before, and now he lives like an ant, and he may be abused to death by life anytime and anywhere.
Yan Chenghua still didn't speak, one was that he didn't know what to say, and second, there was really nothing to say.
“...”
Seeing this, Lian Xiaofan could only bow to Yan Chenghua again to express his gratitude and apology.
"Master, take care, I wish my sister a speedy recovery. ”
Lian Xiaofan is gone, but he knows that one day he will stand in front of Yan Ziqi again and love her cleanly and innocently.
Yan Chenghua looked at Lian Xiaofan's back, his dry lips opened and closed, and he stopped talking, but in the end he still didn't say goodbye to him.
Not long after Lian Xiaofan left, Lu Juan appeared, today is really lively, Yan Chenghua wanted to send away a plague god and another one.
Since Su Mumu and Yan Chenghua talked about Lu Juan and Ji Hangcheng, all his good feelings for this girl collapsed in an instant, and he couldn't figure it out, they turned out to be such good friends.
"Uncle. ”
Lu Juan was carrying the bag, and her hands kept rubbing the bag.
Yan Chenghua snorted coldly, glanced at Lu Xuan, turned sideways and ignored it completely.
"Uncle, how's the deadline?"
Lu Juan really didn't expect things to evolve to this point, she never thought of hurting Yan Ziqi.
When Yan Chenghua heard his daughter's name, the picture that he finally forgot for a while came to his heart again, so much blood, how deeply he was injured to torture himself like this.
Yan Chenghua sighed deeply, he straightened up, and looked at Lu Juan with a deep brow, "In the ICU, she drank and drank herself out of stomach bleeding. Lu Xuan, tell your uncle why you are like this, why did you sleep in your boyfriend's bed?"
Yan Chenghua is a big and rough person, and he doesn't know how to use elegant words to speak, and he doesn't know much about this matter, and the words he says are not good, isn't what he just said directly attributing the fault to Lu Juan.
If you analyze this matter rationally and objectively from the perspective of a bystander, it is really a point, Ji Hangcheng and Lu Juan have indeed not had any contact with Yan Ziqi during this period of ambiguity, and it stands to reason that what he does has nothing to do with her.
Moreover, the initiator of this incident is Jiang Ning, the three of them can be said to be victims, and Lu Juan has also lost a lot, so she can't bear all the faults.
But in the end, Lu Juan is still a kind person in her bones, she didn't refute Yan Chenghua's words, she just blindly apologized.
"I'm sorry, uncle, it's all my fault. ”
Lu Wan's tears were crackling, her appearance was also strange and distressing, Yan Chenghua saw her like this, and then thought of her kindness to Yan Ziqi before, after all, those ugly words were swallowed back into her stomach.
"Hey~ That's it, don't say it, I don't want to think about anything now, I just want Yan Zi to spend it safely, as for the rest, I really don't have the heart to care. ”
Yan Chenghua leaned back in the chair tiredly, it was just an overnight thing, he suddenly became old and haggard, and many gray hairs grew on his temples, and the original person who was alive and well became sick in an instant.
"Uncle~"
Before Lu Juan could finish speaking, a nurse walked towards them.
"Yan Ziqi's family is not there?"
"Yes, I am, I am. ”
Yan Chenghua got up in a hurry, because the movement was too fast, he almost fell to the ground.
He looked at the female nurse and her heart rose to her throat.
"Nurse, I'm Yan Ziqi's father, she... She... Is something wrong?"
Yan Chenghua was very anxious, and his voice trembled when he spoke.
"Oh, it's okay, she's awake and she's been transferred to the general ward. At present, she needs to be hospitalized for observation, you can go to the payment hall with me to go through the procedures. ”
After the female nurse finished speaking, she turned around, and Yan Chenghua followed her.
Lu Juan was relieved when she heard that Yan Ziqi woke up, and then she took advantage of Yan Chenghua to find the ward where Yan Ziqi was staying.
Pushing open the door, Lu Juan saw Yan Ziqi at a glance, her bed was closest to the door, there were three people living in this ward, and there was a curtain in the middle of each bed.
Lu Juan came to Yan Ziqi's bedside with heavy steps, and she carefully called her name.
"Period. ”
Yan Ziqi glanced at Lu Juan when she heard the sound, and soon she looked away, as if she didn't know her person at all.
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. ”
Lu Juan didn't hold back her emotions, she looked at Yan Ziqi who was lying lifeless on the bed, and her heart hurt as if someone was cutting her heart with a knife.
"Period, you listen to my explanation, it was Jiang Ning who drugged me and Ji Hangcheng, and we are not what you think, I... I'm on him..."
Lu Juan wanted to say that she had no feelings for him and that she didn't like him, but she couldn't tell the lie when it came to her lips.
“...”
Silent.
Yan Ziqi was lying flat on the bed, her nose was still with an oxygen tube inserted, and the medicine bottle hanging at the bedside was delivering the medicine liquid to her body through a hose.
She kept her eyes open and looked at the fluorescent lamp on the ceiling, which was gentle, but still stinging her tears, and her pillow was soaked.
"Period, don't be like this, you hit me, scold me. ”
Lu Juan cried like a child, and she remembered that Yan Ziqi was beaten not long ago because of her.
"Really... I'm really sorry..."
Lu Juan is such a decisive person, how can he be so at a loss?
Yan Ziqi looked at Lu Juan, watched the tears flow even more fiercely, and couldn't stop at all.
"Period, don't be like this, I beg you to talk to me. ”
Lu Juan took a step forward and half-knelt in front of Yan Ziqi's hospital bed, took her hand, and released her sadness.
Yan Ziqi silently withdrew his hand from Lu Juan's palm.
“...”
"What do I say, what do you want me to say? If I say so, can you return Ji Hangcheng to me?"
"Yes, you can expect it, as long as you are willing to ignore me. ”
"Heh~ Lu Xuan, what about your cleverness, what about your sanity, where did they go, can love be returned? Ji Hangcheng, what he likes now is you, not me, what's the use of you giving him back to me? Also, you already like him, are you really willing?"
Yan Ziqi is more confused than anyone else and more sober than anyone else.
Lu Xuan: "Period, listen to me..."
"No, don't say anything, it's good if it's not noisy or noisy like now, it's good if there is no intersection, Lu Xuan, you are the last person I want to see now, really, if you still miss the old love, then I implore you to let me go." That's all for me, I don't want to hear it, and I don't want to talk about it, can I?"
As long as Yan Ziqi sees Lu Juan now, she will think of the scene when she and Ji Hangcheng were in bed that day, think of all the unbearable, and then the "big black dog" that has been pestering her for a long time in her mind just ran out, it gnawed at her body and imprisoned her soul.
Every time like this is when she has the hardest time to control herself.
She knew she was depressed again.
Yan Ziqi covered her head with a quilt, and her head seemed to be chiseled with a hammer at this time, and the pain was heartbreaking.
"Period, you don't want that. ”
Lu Juan reached out to pull the quilt, she was frightened, "Period, let go quickly, you will suffocate yourself." ”
"Get out!"
Yan Ziqi hid in the quilt and yelled, like he was going crazy like his mind was not being controlled, because the movement was too big, and the eyes next to him were attracted.
At this time, Yan Chenghua pushed open the door and came in, and when he saw this scene, he was frightened and threw all the invoices in his hand on the ground.
He ran to the side of the bed, pushed Lu Wan away, and pulled the quilt off with great force.
"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I'm Dad, it's okay, Dad is here, it's okay, good. ”
Yan Chenghua hugged Yan Ziqi distressedly, saying that people in mixed society would rather shed blood than tears, and he has shed all the tears of his life in the past few days.
"Go~ You told her to go, I don't want to see her. ”
Yan Ziqi kept crying, and she drilled into Yan Chenghua's arms one by one, as if she was trying to escape something.
"Good, good. ”
Yan Chenghua comforted Yan Ziqi, he turned his head to look at Lu Juan and said loudly: "You go, let's go." ”
"Uncle, I..."
"Come on, we don't want to see you. ”
Yan Chenghua is anxious to protect his daughter, at this time he has no gentlemanly etiquette, and his purpose is only one, that is, to protect Yan Ziqi from getting hurt.
Lu Juan bit her lip, she had to leave under Yan Chenghua's expulsion, she trotted all the way to the first floor, and found a corner to grieve alone.
Her pain is less than that of Yan Ziqi, on the one hand, friendship, and on the other hand, love.
She knew that she shouldn't like Ji Hangcheng, but where can she control this thing, if she likes it, she really likes it.
After crying for a while, the mobile phone in the bag suddenly rang, Lu Juan wiped away her tears and took out her mobile phone, and answered it directly without carefully identifying the phone number on the screen.
"Hey~ whoever. ”
Lu Juan's voice was full of crying.
“...”
The person on the other end of the line was silent for a moment before he spoke: "Have you cried?
Hearing Ji Hangcheng's voice, Lu Juan's heart trembled suddenly, and she thought of Yan Ziqi, who was hospitalized.
"In the hospital, Ji Hangcheng is hospitalized, come and see her. ”
Lu Juan was stupid, she thought that now let Yan Ziqi see Ji Hangcheng, then all the bad things will get better.
“...”
There was silence on the other end of the phone again, and after a while, Ji Hangcheng's voice finally came.
"Which hospital. ”
Lu Juan told Ji Hangcheng the address of the hospital, and after a while, others arrived.
But to her surprise, Ji Hangcheng did not enter the hospital, he just picked up Lu Qian and drove away directly.
"Ji Hangcheng, where are you taking me?
In the passenger seat, Lu Wan held the armrest of the car door and looked at the man next to him with a puzzled face.
"Why should I go to see her? I've said it many times, I broke up with her, it's okay anymore. ”
Ji Hangcheng is very irritable now, that is why there is a storm in Yan Ziqi, everyone wants to push him out, as if what she does is his fault, everyone is an adult, why can't he be responsible for his own actions?
"Ji Hangcheng, do you still have a conscience? It's because you became like this, don't you even want to take a look?"
"No, Lu Xuan, it's not that I don't want to go, is it good for her if I go? What about seeing each other, what else can I bring besides making her sad? Don't you understand? I don't like her now, what I like is you, so I can't give her what she wants, and going will make her even more forgetful of me, what are you doing?"
From a certain point of view, Lu Juan is in favor of Ji Hangcheng's part, indeed, when there is no love between two people as a connection, being together is tormenting each other, it is better to let each other go, and those short-term and false comforts are better not to.
But...
Lu Juan thought of Yan Chenghua's words, and she was entangled again.
But she suffered from depression and is now committing suicide. ”
Ji Hangcheng held the steering wheel and parked the car on the side of the road, and after the car stopped, he turned sideways, put one arm on the steering wheel and looked at Lu Juan and said, "So what? I'm not a doctor, I don't have medicine, she should go to the doctor if she is sick." Lu Juan, the period between me and Yan Ziqi has really turned the page, why can't I move forward?"
Lu Juan was silent, yes, Ji Hangcheng and Yan Ziqi broke up, they have nothing to do with each other, even if he did something excessive, it can only be a moral condemnation, and he doesn't need to take any responsibility at all.
"Lu Xuan, think about yourself, think about me and you. ”
Ji Hangcheng's tone suddenly softened, and he leaned towards Lu Wan ambiguously, and the scorching breath sprayed between her lips.
If it were the past, Lu Juan might have been in a mess and her heartstrings would be tugged, but not now, she still has guilt for Yan Ziqi in her heart.
Ji Hangcheng can pat her ass and clean up the relationship, but she can't, she can't treat her good friends with no lower limit and no bottom line.
"Lu Xuan. ”
Ji Hangcheng saw that Lu Juan didn't react, so he shouted again.
"Enough, don't come to me in the future, it's impossible for us. ”
"Why!"
Ji Hangcheng grabbed Lu Juan's wrist with both hands and pulled her into his arms, and asked, "Why is it impossible? Is it just because of Yan Ziqi, Lu Juan, do you touch your conscience and say that you don't feel anything for me?"
Lu Qian twisted his wrist, his fair skin had begun to redden because of the strength of the confinement, Ji Hangcheng glanced at it and let go.
"Lu Juan, I said it, you also saw it yourself, do you think I still have a relationship with Yan Ziqi, or will there be a future?"
Ji Hangcheng knows better than anyone that all the back roads between him and Yan Ziqi have been cut off by him with his own hands.
"Let go, you have nothing to do with her, but I want to have a relationship with her, and I want to have a relationship with her later. ”
Lu Juan didn't want to face up to her heart towards Ji Hangcheng, she coaxed, she didn't dare.
"Lu Xuan..."
"Say no more. ”
Lu Juan took advantage of Ji Hang's distraction to withdraw his hand from his palm, pushed him hard, and then got out of the car and fled in a panic.
Tears followed her steps, and she ran as hard as she could, until she came to the door of a bar, when she stopped.
Seeing the wine, Lu Juan thought of Yan Ziqi, she thought that her good friend had suffered so much because of herself, so should she also empathize with her sadness?
yes, it should be, it has to be.
Lu Juan wiped away her tears, turned around and walked into the bar, she found a place near the corner, and then ordered a lot of wine, just about to start, a person suddenly appeared next to her.
"Shi Jingyu?"
There was a little surprise in Lu Juan's voice, she never thought that she would meet him here now.
"Hmm. ”
Shi Jingyu nodded, then picked up the wine on the table and poured himself a glass.
"What are you doing here?"
Lu Wan's good-looking willow eyebrows were twisted together, and she looked Shi Jingyu up and down, unable to understand what this man was going to do.
"Don't do anything, Lu Xuan, you are not the only one who can do the things of borrowing wine to kill your sorrows, I am the same. ”
Yes, Shi Jingyu is also worried, his beloved woman just went to someone else's bed, can he not worry?
Ji Hangcheng and Lu Juan's affairs can't escape Shi Jingyu at all, he knows, he knows everything, but now there is no regret medicine at all.
"You..."
"Well, don't say anything. ”
Shi Jingyu picked up the wine glass on the table and elegantly poured the wine into his stomach one by one.
Seeing this, Lu Juan didn't speak again, she silently picked up the wine glass and melted all the sorrow and sadness into the spirits.
...
Many years later, when Lu Juan recalled what had happened during this time, she still felt that it was like a dream, a nightmare, a dream that she could never have imagined no matter what.
What happened to Lu Juan and Shi Jingyu that day?
I'm afraid only the two of them know about it.