I have always been a budget-conscious person, and at this time, in the face of Zheng Xinguang's surprise of such a big sum, how can I not ask?

So I said more anxiously: "Zheng Xinguang, you must tell where the money comes from, don't wronged yourself in order to create these surprises, and do what you don't want to do." ”

Zheng Xinguang was slightly stunned when he heard this, then pursed his lips and said: "I deserve that money, and I don't have to say anything wronged." ”

When I heard this, I panicked again, and hurriedly said to Zheng Xinguang: "Then where did you get all that money? If you earned it from work, then it would be too worthless to spend such a large amount of money on me." ”

Zheng Xinguang frowned and said: "What is worth it, I think it's worth it, as long as you're happy, it's worth everything." ”

"If you don't tell me, I won't be at ease. "I didn't back down at all, and said these words with a bit of stubbornness, the purpose is very clear, Zheng Xinguang had better tell me the origin of the money.

Under my repeated questioning, I finally learned everything from Zheng Xinguang's mouth.

He held the cigarette between his hands and exhaled the smoke, his eyes a little misty in the smoke.

He casually flicked the ash of his cigarette and slowly exhaled a puff of mist before he looked me squarely and said, "These are the medical bills that were collected from those who hurt me. ”

When I heard him say this, I was dumbfounded, and I felt very distressed for a while.

My heart fluttered for a moment, and I scolded, "Are you a fool? That's the money to save your life, how can you use it to set off fireworks for me?"

And the flowers are spent, just for me.

Zheng Xinguang's actions made me feel very stupid, but I was very distressed and sad.

If it weren't for me, he could have used the money to improve his life and live a better life.

At this time, Zheng Xinguang smiled, couldn't help but reach out and touch my head and said, "Fool, I just hope you can be happy." I want my women to have a smile on their face all the time. ”

Tears suddenly appeared in my eyes, and I covered my mouth, choking a little, not knowing what to say.

Zheng Xinguang brought me most of the happiness, and he still didn't want me to feel sad, just silently bearing his pain.

But so affectionate, what am I to repay him?

I choked up and said, "What about you...... You can't spend all this money for my sake. ”

Zheng Xinguang smiled slightly and said, "I still have some money left as the capital to surprise you next time." ”

"You have to live well and save some money for yourself. I sniffed and said to Zheng Xinguang, "Breakfast should be delicious, buy clothes when you should buy them, and don't make yourself sad because of me and creating a surprise for me." ”

Zheng Xinguang touched my head and said, "It's okay, such a surprise, even if I want to make it for you very much, it won't be too frequent." ”

He said this with some self-deprecation, and with a hint of humility.

He stared at me tightly, as if he didn't want me to sympathize with him and despise him for his current terrible situation.

I hurriedly shook my head and said, "Even without these surprises, you bring me happiness." ”

When Zheng Xinguang heard this, he couldn't help laughing, his eyes were filled with starlight, his eyes were bright, and he seemed to be the original sunny boy again.

The two of us talk a lot, but both tacitly avoid topics that might embarrass us.

It was also one of the happiest I've had in a while.

I can't help but feel a little more relaxed in my heart, and I feel that we seem to have a future again.

When it was too early, Zheng Xinguang offered to send me home.

When we were about to part, he gently dropped a kiss on my forehead: "Juanzi, a lot has happened recently, but I also hope that we can go to the end." ”

I felt the wet kiss on my forehead, and I couldn't help but be a little moved when I heard his words, so I nodded vigorously and said goodbye to him.

By the time I pushed the door home, my mom had already returned.

She was sitting in a chair smoking a cigarette, and the ashtray next to her was already full of cigarette ash, and even a few cigarette butts.

When she saw me coming back, she said, "I'll take you back to sweep your father's grave on Qingming Day, you can wash your hands and eat now." ”

I nodded in response, and when I washed my hands, I thought it was Qingming Festival, and my heart couldn't help but feel a little heavy.

Qingming Festival, in the past, it was just to pay tribute to one person, but this time for Qingming Festival, I think I need to pay tribute to my best friends and relatives.

But as soon as I thought of returning to the village, I remembered what Guo Xiangqiang said and thought of Village Chief Guo, and I couldn't help but feel a little complicated in my heart.

When I went back to the village, I didn't know what kind of treatment my mother and I would be subjected to.

During the meal, I was also a little absent-minded.

When my mother saw that I only ate the one in front of me when I ate the dish, and I didn't eat a few bites, she noticed that something was wrong and asked, "Juanzi, what's wrong?"

When I heard this, I immediately stopped my chopsticks, hesitated for a while, and finally raised my head and cautiously tested: "Mom, have you seen Village Chief Guo recently?"

As soon as I heard this, my mother's expression suddenly changed, and she slapped her chopsticks on the table and said, "This is not your child's business! You are studying hard now, and you don't care about anything else." ”

I bit my lower lip and said, "Mom, I'm not a child anymore, and I know that some things are really worried about you." I don't want you to get hurt. ”

My mom suddenly said with some annoyance, "When will I have to worry about you! ”

Then my mother's chest rose and fell a few times, eased her anger, looked directly at me and said softly: "Your worried mother will solve it." ”

When I heard this, my heart suddenly shook.

My mom was always like that. There are some things that she always says she will help me solve, but in fact she has suffered so much.

I'm really worried that if one day my mom can't take it anymore, she'll be very sad because of it.

When my mother saw the tears in my eyes, her expression calmed down again, and she put a lion's head in the bowl for me, and said, "Juanzi, eat well." Seeing that you've lost a little weight lately, don't worry about my things, Mom can solve it herself. ”

I nodded, lowered my head and ate the lion's head in the bowl, and as I ate, tears the size of beans fell.

This lion's head, a bit salty.

But my mom and I had a little unpleasantness, and then it went away.

It's just that I'm going back to the village tomorrow, and my heart is still a little worried, the Qingming Festival is another eventful time.