Ji Hangcheng's anger continued unabated, he felt that he was really fed up, no relationship would have been as tired as now, and no girlfriend had been as perverted as Yan Ziqi.

"Yan Ziqi, do you think about what you have been doing in the past few months? Don't let me touch it, and you are suspicious all day long, you have to ask N times about any phone call I answer, I can't wait to check the three generations of the other party's ancestors, and kindly give you gifts, you are so bad. Also, last time you kicked Ren Chuan into the Huangpu River like a nerve, I really doubt that you are sick in your heart. ”

Ji Hangcheng irritably took out the cigarette case from his pocket, he took out a cigarette and put it in his mouth, picked up the lighter on the table and lit the cigarette.

"Yan Ziqi, I'm really fucking fed up with you, go to the doctor if you're sick, don't talk all day long, aren't you tired?"

"I'm tired? Ji Hangcheng, who made me so tired? It's you, if it weren't for you cheating on others, how would I be the way I am now? Do you know? I don't dare to sleep at all now, as long as I close my eyes, my mind looks like you are entangled with other women, you actually lied to me for so long, you make me so disgusting. ”

After enduring it for so long, she finally broke out at the moment when the war was ignited by Ji Hangcheng.

"I'm disgusting to you?"

Ji Hangcheng sneered, "I'm disgusting, how good are you, Yan Ziqi, do you think you're clean." Not only do you collect the old man's card, but you also stay at someone else's house to be the mother of his child. The best part is that you can even catch a little milk dog and make him fall in love with you and sleep with you. He~ You have to deal with me on the one hand, play the affection in front of me, and on the other hand, you have to maneuver between them, if I am you, I am also tired. ”

I can't take it, I can't hold it at all, Ji Hangcheng will open his mouth if he hurts people, he feels that this relationship with Yan Ziqi is the most tiring of all of them, although he is at fault for breaking up before, he won't tear his face with them anyway.

This time, it was really the most troublesome.

Ji Hangcheng's words made Yan Ziqi's heart half cold, she didn't expect that she would be like this in his heart.

"You're such a bastard. ”

"yes, I'm a bastard, so, what are you going to do this time? ”

"Yan Ziqi, can you play with fresh tricks, don't threaten to break up every time, do you really think I don't dare?"

"I've done this fucking, what else is going to do? Look at the way you look now, whoever sees you is scared!"

Ji Hangcheng glanced at the torn bag on the table that was cut by a knife, he felt that his patience had really been pushed to the limit, and in the last period of time, the relationship between him and Yan Ziqi could really be described as "messy".

Countless times of separation and reunion, the feelings that have been accumulated have been lost in one quarrel after another.

The people in front of them were not the people of that time, looking at each other in pairs, looking at each other and hating each other, only disappointed and indifferent, until later I realized that the encounter of many people was actually a catastrophe.

Yan Ziqi looked at Ji Hangcheng with tears in his eyes, and tears fell like beads.

She had a lot to say but she lost the strength to speak, and that powerlessness made her feel like a waste.

“...”

Ji Hangcheng glanced at Yan Ziqi opposite with disgust, he really hated her sick look.

Before she could speak, he got up and left the restaurant.

Enough is fed up, I'm really fed up, just like Yan Ziqi, he has to vomit out the overnight meal.

When Yan Ziqi saw that Ji Hangcheng was leaving, she suddenly became nervous and scared, and she didn't know where the momentum came from, so she got up and chased out.

"Ji Hangcheng, don't go. ”

"Ji Hangcheng, I didn't want to break up, I'm just sad, don't you go with me, okay. ”

Yan Ziqi caught up with Ji Hangcheng, and the movements of the two attracted the attention of the attendants around them.

"Let go. ”

Ji Hangcheng's thin lips spit out these two words coldly, he didn't want to be watched as a monkey.

The elevator door opened, and Ji Hangcheng shook off Yan Ziqi's hand and walked in.

"Ah~"

Because he was moving too hard, she was thrown to the ground.

Yan Ziqi was lying on the ground, and she just watched the two elevator doors slowly close in front of her.

"Ji Hangcheng, don't go. ”

Yan Zizhuo staggered to her feet, she ran to the other elevator, and kept pressing the button in a panic.

Soon she took another elevator down to the parking lot, and she chased after him.

Just when Ji Hangcheng was about to start the car, Yan Ziqi dragged the window frame of the driver's seat with both hands.

"Ji Hangcheng, don't go, I beg you. ”

“...”

Ji Hangcheng had a cold face, he held the steering wheel with one hand, his eyes looked straight ahead, and he didn't look at Yan Ziqi.

"Let go, I'm tired. ”

"Don't, Ji Hangcheng, I'm not what you think, I haven't had an affair with other men, I've always had you alone in my heart. It's my fault that I'm losing my temper, it's because I'm so insecure, I can only wait for you to coax me by throwing tantrums, only then can I be sure that you love me. ”

Yan Ziqi clutched the window frame with both hands, and now she is like a death-fearing ghost who has been thrown into the vast sea and grabbed a life-saving driftwood.

“...”

Ji Hangcheng didn't know that Yan Ziqi's suspicions and her current hysteria were actually due to excessive insecurity.

He didn't know that every morning he was sweating for other women, kissing until his tongue was numb, and "loving" until his back hurt, she was deeply practicing herself.

Yan Ziqi has actually been trying hard to suppress her emotions every day, she swallowed all the bad emotions into her stomach and digested them alone, and it was precisely because of this that she became more and more negative in the end.

He even forgot that she turned out to be a sweet, lovely, positive and optimistic girl.

Now Ji Hangcheng only has infinite disgust for Yan Ziqi, and his last feelings are exhausted, and his only thought is to withdraw.

Ji Hangcheng was silent for a long time, but he still said the most cruel words.

"Yan Ziqi, they are all adults, don't be emotional, let me go, is it so difficult. ”

When does a relationship hurt the most?

It must be like this now, when Yan Ziqi was distracted, Ji Hangcheng wanted to leave.

talked about an unfair love, suffered from lovesickness, and the pain was greater than the happiness, but why didn't she want to let go.

Ji Hangcheng didn't pay attention to Yan Ziqi anymore, he took advantage of her distraction, stepped on the accelerator, and left so ruthlessly.

*

From that day on, Ji Hangcheng officially entered the breakup mode with Yan Ziqi.

During this period, no matter how long her WeChat and text messages were, he chose to turn a blind eye, and even in the end, in order to be out of sight, he was directly blocked.

He didn't answer the phone, blocked the door, and in short, tried everything to get out and escape.

Ji Hangcheng completely returned to the essence, and mixed with the Wei Ci and his gang every day in the major places in Shencheng, indulging in pleasure and singing every night.

As long as he Ji Gongzi is willing, there will never be a shortage of women on the bed.

Seriously, Ji Hangcheng felt the happiness he hadn't seen for a long time, a chic and interesting soul came back, and sure enough, he really responded to Wei Ci's words, he is not a suitable person to be a lover, he is the material for being a prodigal son.

This hand, it should have been fucking divided.

Of course, this is just Ji Hangcheng's unilateral thought that he broke up, he was stingy even with a chance to give Yan Ziqi a chance to argue, it can be said that she was caught off guard by the sudden withdrawal and beating.

When Ji Hangcheng was on the other side of the Huahua world, Yan Ziqi had no end in the abyss of despair.

Yan Ziqi's insomnia has reached the point where sleeping pills can't be saved, at first, she may only take the smallest dose to fall asleep, and later, she reached the point where she wants to overdose, and now, even if she eats the whole bottle of sleeping pills, she still keeps her eyes open until dawn.

Yan Ziqi really felt so sad, during the day she had to pretend to be casual to go to Yan Chenghua's musical instrument repair shop to help, and then at eight o'clock she had to go to the bar to work and sing, and sometimes she had to pretend to be sad to sing sweet little love songs, watching the couples in the bar show affection.

Every time like this, she would think of Ji Hangcheng, and then go to him like crazy.

Yan Ziqi and Ji Hangcheng's thoughts are opposite, she doesn't think they are called a breakup, they haven't said anything clearly, a relationship that has been devoted to it for nearly two years is so unclear that she can't do it.

So every morning in the early hours of the morning, when she collapsed, no one knows how long she has to hold her phone and cry at night to live like a normal person during the day.

Crying until she trembled, cried until her heart trembled, cried until there were no more tears, she couldn't resist the night at all.

The terrible night came again, Yan Ziqi sat down in front of the dressing table after washing, and instead of taking skin care products, she picked up the sleeping pills hidden in the secret compartment of the dressing table.

I don't know when it started, but it has become a habit for her.

Although she knew that these sleeping pills had no effect on her, she would still take the pills, just like she knew that Ji Hangcheng had blocked her, but every day she would still send him a message with a glimmer of hope, unwilling to miss any opportunity.

"Tu~Tu~"

Just as Yan Ziqi took out the sleeping pills, the door of her bedroom rang.

"Period, I'm Dad. ”

Yan Ziqi hurriedly hid the sleeping pills when she heard the sound, she casually took an eye mask and put it on her eyes, the reason why she did this was to prevent Yan Chenghua from discovering her abnormality and not worrying about her.

"Come in. ”

Yan Chenghua pushed open the door and caught a glimpse of Yan Ziqi lying on the bed, at this time her eyes were covered with eye masks, making it difficult for people to see anything from her eyes.

Yan Chenghua sighed in his heart, he walked to the side of the bed and put the milk in his hand on the bedside table.

"During the period, the milk is hot, and I will remember to eat it later. ”

Yan Chenghua's tone was gentle, which was extremely inconsistent with his external image.

"Got it, Dad. ”

Yan Ziqi didn't dare to say a word, she was afraid that Yan Chenghua would see something.

“...”

Yan Chenghua stood by the bed and waited for a long time without leaving, obviously he had something to say to his daughter, but he didn't know how to express it.

This is not to blame Yan Chenghua, he was originally a rough man, when he was young, he did all the things of fighting and killing, and he had always lived very selfishly, but now he suddenly faced such a delicate matter of communication, he really didn't know how to start.

Recently, he felt that Yan Ziqi's personality had changed greatly, and the optimistic and cheerful girl in the past seemed to have changed overnight, although she did not show the sadness in her heart, but the paper could not contain the fire, and some things would still leak out inadvertently.

"That's... Period, have you encountered anything lately? Is it a boyfriend?"

Last time, Yan Chenghua posted in the circle of friends Yan Chenghua knew about his daughter's love, he is an enlightened father in this regard, and later their father and daughter also chatted, and when he heard her say how good the boy was, he believed it, anyway, he felt that as long as his daughter was happy, he would do it.

However, with the recent changes in Yanzi's period, Yan Chenghua's first reaction was that she had fallen out of love.

Yan Ziqi on the bed was quiet, she didn't say a word, Yan Chenghua waited for a while, and just as he was about to say the second sentence, she spoke.

"It's okay, I've just been suffering from insomnia lately. ”

In the end, Yan Ziqi still chose to deceive Yan Chenghua, she has always been an independent girl, she does many things by herself, and never relies on others, so this time she still chooses to resist alone.

"Really?"

Yan Chenghua said he didn't believe it~ The daughter he has raised for more than 20 years can definitely be seen at a glance if something is okay.

"Well, really, it's insomnia. ”

Seeing that Yan Ziqi was so persistent, Yan Chenghua couldn't say anything, he sighed helplessly and said, "Period, no matter what happens, you must tell your father, you know?"

"Also, there's nothing that can't be passed, dad is just your daughter, I..."

Yan Chenghua suddenly couldn't speak, he usually watches the news, and now the child is too fragile, his psychological tolerance is not good, and he will go to extremes at every turn, he is really afraid.

"Period~"

"Dad, I said it's okay, okay, I'll go to the hospital tomorrow to see insomnia, don't worry. ”

Yan Ziqi turned sideways, and the tears she was about to fall slipped through the bridge of her nose and were absorbed by the mask paper, which was a good way to hide her sadness.

"Alright then, do you need me to accompany you?"

"No need, I'll let Lu Juan accompany me. ”

Okay, that's all that comes to the story, there's nothing more to talk about.

Yan Chenghua gave a few words of advice and left.

On the second day, Yan Ziqi really went to the hospital to see insomnia, she originally asked Lu Juan to accompany her to see a doctor, but she said that the company had an emergency meeting, so the two changed the appointment.

In the neurology clinic of Shencheng People's Hospital, Yan Ziqi told the doctor about the recent situation.

The doctor was a man of about fifty years of age, and he seemed to be quite experienced.

After communicating with Yan Ziqi, he gently suggested that she go to the psychiatrist to see a psychiatrist.

"Little girl, I personally think that your insomnia is not caused physiologically, it may not have anything to do with your body, but more should be your psychology. You don't reject it, it's not an unspeakable thing to see a psychiatrist, they also treat diseases and save people, sometimes, I have a lot of pressure at work, I will also go to communicate with a psychiatrist, relax, I believe that you are so young, you will be fine. ”

That doctor is really gentle, he has a smile on his face, and he shows care for his patients between the lines, what a rare treasure doctor.

It is precisely because of this that Yan Ziqi accepted his advice to see a psychiatrist.

It's false to say that you're not afraid, this society is both good and evil, some people think that seeing a psychiatrist is nothing, and some people will automatically equate this kind of person with mental illness.

Yan Ziqi walked into the psychological clinic with the medical record book, this time it was a female doctor, she was not wearing a white coat, and the room was not white without temperature, it didn't look like a hospital, but like a warm café.

"Hello, I am..."

The moment the female doctor saw Yan Ziqi, the whole person suddenly stiffened.

However, the time was short, and she was back to normal.

"Hello, my surname is Yu, and my single name is a 'heron' character, you can call me Sister Yu, or call her by her name. ”

Yu Lu looked at Yan Ziqi with a smile, and her warmth narrowed the distance between them.

"Hello, Sister Yu, my name is Yan Ziqi. ”

"Hello, Term. ”

Yu Lu took the initiative to reach out and hold Yan Ziqi's hand, her hand was soft and warm.

"Period, since you have come to me, we are friends, you can say anything to me, talk openly. I hope I can help you, okay?"

Yu Lu is really very enthusiastic, worthy of being a psychiatrist, Yan Ziqi feels that he is really lucky today, and it is so good to meet two doctors.

Yan Ziqi nodded, what she couldn't say to Yan Chenghua, she could say it to Yu Lu, because the former was her father, she couldn't let him worry, and the latter, they were doctors and patients, and the reason why they met was to solve the problem.

"Sister Yu..."

Yan Ziqi didn't know where to start, she felt that her world was like a mess now, chaotic and without a little sunshine, and sometimes she even had a desperate thought in her mind, that is, life was not interesting.

Yu Lu saw Yan Ziqi's problem, and she got up and made a glass of milk for Yan Ziqi.

"Period, speak slowly, don't worry, can you tell me why you came to the hospital today?"

Yan Ziqi took the milk and held it in his hand, and when the cold palm touched the warmth of the cup, the tense heart gradually relaxed.

"Insomnia, Sister Yu, I haven't had a good night's sleep in a long time. At first sleeping pills helped me, but now, it doesn't work. I was very sleepy and tired every day, but I just couldn't sleep, and not only that, but I often had splitting headaches. ”

Yu Lu listened patiently, and when she heard the words, her flexible eyes swept Yan Ziqi's red and swollen eyes without a trace.

"Sister Yu, do you think I will die suddenly like this?"

Yan Ziqi said this with a smile, without any fear at all, more like a relief.

This is what Yu Lu is afraid of, if her estimate is correct, Yan Ziqi should have suffered from mild depression.

Yu Lu shook his head: "No, period, you have to believe me." ”

Yan Ziqi didn't speak, she looked down at the glass of milk in her palm, and her mood suddenly became low for no reason.

"Period, have you encountered something lately?"

Yu Lu slowly leaned the topic towards today's topic, step by step, and did not give people a sense of oppression in a hurry.

"If you have anything you can't say to others, you can tell me. ”

Yu Lu carefully found that Yan Ziqi's fingers holding the cup were tightening more and more, which was a sign of nervousness.

"Period?"

“...”