Chapter 508: Suicide Note
Zhang Yaohui is not an old-fashioned person.
With his rich knowledge and experience in many countries, Zhang Yaohui has a broad vision and is very flexible.
Because of Zhang Yiman's experience of learning art without distractions when he was a child, he gained Zhang Yaohui's respect - a kind of respect for personality rather than bloodline - from then on, Zhang Yaohui would ask his daughter's wishes in many things in the future.
For example, college problems.
Zhang Yiman said that he planned to make his debut after graduating from high school, Zhang Yaohui did not immediately reprimand, but talked to Zhang Yiman about the pros and cons of not going to college, Zhang Yiman insisted on this after listening, Zhang Yaohui said that if she is still like this after graduating from high school, then respect her choice.
For example, the issue of development.
Zhang Yiman hopes to succeed on her own strength, and she doesn't need extra care from her father after her debut, and Zhang Yaohui also agreed.
Another example is the issue of love.
Now this era is no longer the era when Zhang Yaohui regarded early love as a beast when he was a child, and he would not ask his children not to fall in love before graduating from college, and immediately find a partner to marry after graduating from college, so Zhang Yaohui had no intention of interfering in his daughter's falling in love, and he was ready for the day when his daughter talked about her boyfriend or girlfriend.
It's just that I agreed with my daughter that the boyfriend I found must be of good character, respect her, and be able to give her happiness, but I don't ask for much else. Zhang Yiman readily agreed.
Zhang Yaohui also said that there are some things that should not be tried, and if you really want to try, you must also remember the safety measures. In short, safety comes first.
Zhang Yiman nodded shyly, and then was in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking.
He also told his daughter that if he finds out that he likes a girl in the end, don't be afraid, he is her family and will always support her.
Zhang Yiman smiled and said that what she liked was men.
Zhang Yiman was born handsome since she was a child, kind by nature, lively and cute, talented, well-off but without the bad problems of a barbaric princess, from school to society, the people who pursue her catch a lot of them.
But before Zhang Yiman grew up to the age of 20, he had been concentrating on learning art, and had no intention of falling in love. A few times I watched TV series and was moved by the perfect male protagonist in it, thinking that if I made my debut in the future, I might be able to ask for an autograph and a group photo, and I was happy for a while, and when I went back and continued to practice singing and practicing, the little joy in my heart quickly dissipated.
When she debuted at the age of twenty, it didn't take long for her to meet Han Jue and film "Let's Be in Love" with Han Jue.
Zhang Yaohui didn't like Han Jue very much.
Although he respects his daughter, if his daughter wants to fall in love with someone like Han Jue, he will never allow it.
Because Han Jue's character is not good.
He had studied Han Jue fiercely.
Han Jue's draft interview, Han Jue's debut record, Han Jue's Weite before he emptied his exit, and Han Jue's memoirs used to make money...... Zhang Yaohui has seen it all, and the final analysis result is only eight words: Jin Yu is defeated on the outside.
From Zhang Yaohui's point of view, Han Jue's external conditions are of course excellent, but the inside can be said to be a mess. Arrogance, violence, simple-mindedness, lack of education, unlearned......
At that time, Zhang Yaohui did not interfere with the company's itinerary for the girls' volleyball team, but as long as Zhang Yiman suffered a little grievance in the show, Zhang Yaohui made up his mind to let Han Jue go back and forth from there.
Fortunately, Han Jue didn't.
In the days that followed, Han Jue showed a different person from the past, with successful transformation, frequent masterpieces, and popularity. Thanks to a good and consistent performance after his comeback. In addition to Han Jue's black fans, when people talk about Han Jue's past, most of them use a prodigal son's tone. said that jade could not be cut, emphasizing the necessity of suffering, and lamenting that if there was no previous sinking, Han Jue would not have the current glory.
An old friend once asked Zhang Yaohui in a joking tone in private, Han Jue is talented, has great potential, and is good to Zhang Yiman, do you want to really turn Han Jue into a son-in-law.
Zhang Yaohui always smiled and shook his head at first, without answering.
Later, it was said a lot, Zhang Yaohui thought that if Han Jue had been like this, it would seem good to be with Xiao Man?
But after seeing the letter, Zhang Yaohui resolutely refused to allow it
Zhang Yaohui walked to the safe, took out the letter he had read many times, then walked to the sofa and sat down, pointed to the sofa opposite, greeted Han Jue, who was still standing at the door, and said, "Sit." ”
When Zhang Yiman was present, Zhang Yaohui was just a father who would say "What about me?" when he saw his daughter serving vegetables to her boyfriend. And once Zhang Yiman is not present, Zhang Yaohui is the helmsman of [Aidu Entertainment] who climbed from the bottom of the entertainment industry to the top of the industry.
Han Jue closed the door and sat down on the sofa opposite Zhang Yaohui, his waist straight.
In this world, Han Jue has faced many powerful people, including American officials, TV station directors, and Wang Zhi, the old chairman. But Han Jue didn't have any pressure to get along with these people, because Han Jue wanted nothing.
Zhang Yaohui is different. Because he's the stupid girl's dad and his girlfriend's only family member.
The bookshelves were full of books that attracted Han Jue the most, but he didn't dare to look at them.
This meeting is different from the previous meeting in the United States to do variety shows. There is no Zhang Yiman, and there is no camera, the two men who were connected by Zhang Yiman want to have a conversation about the happiness of the three people.
Han Jue glanced at the envelope on the coffee table, and guessed with teeth in his heart that Zhang Yaohui didn't want to give him a check, and then let him leave the stupid girl.
Now such a plot on TV will be said to be old-fashioned.
Han Jue pondered how he would answer if Zhang Yaohui really took out a check.
Zhang Yaohui didn't put a lot of pressure on Han Jue, he took out the mountain spring water from under the coffee table and poured it into the kettle, boiled the water, and prepared to make tea, and asked Han Jue at the same time: "Is the rice still appetizing?"
Han Jue came back to his senses from his fantasy and replied, "It's delicious." ”
"I've seen that news," Zhang Yaohui lowered his head and fiddled with the tea set, and without waiting for Han Jue on the other side to explain, he wrote lightly, "I know how this kind of news works, and how credible it is." So by calling you over for dinner today, there are some things I want to ask you face-to-face. ”
Han Jue said secretly, and immediately sat upright, mentally prepared to be questioned.
"Don't be nervous, just ask. Zhang Yaohui smiled and asked Han Jue to relax a little.
Han Jue also smiled.
"You're in love with Xiao Man, right?" Zhang Yaohui's words made Han Jue's collapsed waist tense instantly.
"Hmm. Han Jue hesitated for a moment and admitted.
"How long have you been talking to Weng Nanxi?"
"Two years," Han Jue replied truthfully, "it could also be more than two years." ”
"Possibly?"
Han Jue's spirits perked up, and he took the opportunity to explain seriously: "Because I was sick before, which affected my memory ability at that time, I don't remember some things from the past now. ”
"Amnesia, amnesia?"
"No, no, no. ”
"What is that?neurasthenia?chronic sinusitis?cerebral arteriosclerosis?" Zhang Yaohui actually said several diseases that adversely affect the memory area in the brain, and observed Han Jue's reaction while asking.
Han Jue didn't have time to marvel at Zhang Yaohui's involvement in medicine, so he quickly shook his head, "It's not." ”
"What's that?"
"Depression. Han Jue was a little nervous, staring at Zhang Yaohui's expression, and was ready to explain to Zhang Yaohui - in order to fulfill the lie, Han Jue had done a series of information investigations in advance.
But Zhang Yaohui didn't seem surprised.
"Depression......" Zhang Yaohui nodded lightly and said, "No wonder." At the onset of depression, attention deficit can indeed be very serious, and short-term memory cannot be converted into working memory and long-term memory, so it is impossible to remember what has happened. In the next few years, when I think back to the time when I was seriously ill, there will be a large gap in my memory, as if my memory has been lost. That's the case for you, right?"
Han Jue gasped and said yes.
The water boiled.
Zhang Yaohui was carrying the kettle and washing the teacup, and Han Jue watched silently.
After a while, when Zhang Yaohui had poured two cups of tea completely, he continued to ask, "Did you commit suicide?"
Han Jue's heart was shocked, and the thought of lying quickly flashed in his heart, but in the end, he nodded wordlessly.
"If you don't tell the truth in one of your answers, the tea will be with you, but the rest of the story will have to be told to you. Zhang Yaohui put the tea in front of Han Jue.
Han Jue breathed a sigh of relief in his heart and took the tea with both hands.
In the warm study, Han Jue was so hot that he sweated a lot behind his back.
He came today to gain Zhang Yaohui's understanding and support, and he needs to tell the truth.
Lying is one way, but the cost of maintaining the truth is the lowest. Every time a man tells a lie, he wears a pair of anklets. And as long as things are remembered, a lie will never bring more than a pair of anklets. By the day the lie was discovered, the anklets were all turned into sickles.
But Han Jue's experience of appearing in this world made him unable to tell the truth in the face of Zhang Yaohui. It's not easy to make sure you're not revealing a flaw when you're lying.
"Does Xiao Man know these things?"
"She knows," Han Jue said, "I don't care what people outside think of me, I hope you can support us." ”
Zhang Yaohui didn't speak. His brow furrowed for three minutes, and he kept it to his lips after a cup of tea.
Han Jue clasped his hands and waited anxiously for Zhang Yaohui's reply.
Finally, Zhang Yaohui put down the teacup.
"I don't support it. ”
Han Jue felt the gravity suddenly increase in an instant, and pulled his heart down hard.
"I don't feel comfortable handing over my daughter to you. ”
"Is it because of depression?
Zhang Yaohui just shook his head.
"It's because of Weng Nanxi, I don't have any contact with her anymore!"
Zhang Yaohui still shook his head.
Han Jue was silent for a long time before asking, "Why is that?"
Zhang Yaohui didn't give an answer immediately, he poured himself a cup of tea, and said slowly:
"I, ah, also wanted to be a good father who made his daughter proud, wanted to do a few good things that remained in Xiaoman's heart, and supported the foundation of her life, I also wanted to say a few philosophical words, which were silently written down by my daughter as a belief. But I was absent for a long time in Xiao Man's life.
She is now opening and closing her mouth and mouthing all about you, and what she said is what you have told her, I am very uncomfortable, and I am very jealous of you, but I don't regret it.
If I hadn't missed those hours, I wouldn't have been able to protect Xiao Man and let her sing happily, I wouldn't have been able to let him get out of the entertainment industry after someone had insulted him, and I wouldn't have been able to stop those dirty hands when someone wanted to change the results of Xiao Man's game. ”
"Xiao Man lost his mother when he was very young. A reporter asked me when I would miss Xiaoman's mother. I didn't say, now I'm telling you:
Every day.
I think about my wife every day. My wife is a guzheng teacher and is very gentle. She had blood cancer, we had no money, and we couldn't cure the disease. Sometimes I wonder why I wasn't the one who died, and if it was Xiao Man's mother who was still alive to take care of him, then Xiao Man would definitely be happier than he is now. I have a lot of money now, I can cure 100 times, 200 times, 300 times, but what's the use of that? The people I love the most are gone. ”
Just because something you once owned is taken away doesn't mean you will go back to when you didn't have it. I have a lover, and I will not return to being single after losing my lover.
Zhang Yaohui sees beautiful things and hears good music, and thinks if only his wife could see and hear it. Seeing a happy couple or a harmonious family of three, Zhang Yaohui always dared not look at it. When his daughter's school was going to hold a parent-teacher conference, Zhang Yaohui really couldn't go abroad, and when he heard his daughter call to comfort him, saying "It's okay, Dad! I'll just call Master!", Zhang Yaohui always had a blocked throat and felt deeply remorseful. When his daughter came to menstruation for the first time, her face was full of panic, Zhang Yaohui forced her composure, called Sister Qin, and asked Sister Qin to teach Zhang Yiman those things that should have been taught by her mother, and then he cried at night looking at the photo of Zhang Yiman's mother.
The dead die, but the living still suffer.
Zhang Yaohui has experienced the loss of his lover, and Zhang Yaohui does not want his daughter to bear the pain of her lover's death like him.
"You committed suicide seven times for Weng Nanxi, how can I trust my daughter to you?"
can only take advantage of the fact that the feelings are not deep to stop the situation from slipping.
Zhang Yaohui pushed the envelope forward.
Han Jue was stunned for a moment, took the envelope, and opened it.
A thin envelope, not a check inside.
It's a letter.
Han Jue unfolded the letter, looked at the familiar handwriting on the letter, and his heart sank.
The first sentence at the beginning -
[This is my seventh suicide ......]
The way a person can live as he is is actually formed by a variety of complex factors. The successes and failures I have experienced in my life, the books I keep recalling, the movies that I am deeply moved by, the lessons I heard, the losses I have suffered, the people I love, and the parents who teach me by word and deed...... Man does not become a man in a vacuum.
Zhang Yaohui analyzed every video, interview, and dialogue of Han Jue's comeback since last year, and analyzed a completely different Han Jue.
A person's life is always making up for the lack of childhood.
Han Jue seems to have gotten rid of the influence of his original family, and he has also let go of his past honor and disgrace, as if he has broken off with his past life.
Zhang Yaohui was curious about what Han Jue had experienced in the blank years to become what he is now.
If he didn't figure this out, he wouldn't be at ease that his daughter and Han Jue would get closer and closer.
At that time, Xia Yuan's report had not yet come out, and Zhang Yaohui was determined to explore the answer himself.
Investigating a person in private, Zhang Yaohui also knew that it was not a good thing.
The absence of malice is not a panacea excuse, but who wants to admit their malice? The criteria for defining [malice] depend entirely on the person concerned, as long as it does not happen to them, they do not need to empathize with others.
He started with last summer's "Tucao" and went back to the front. Send someone to find the former Han Jue's former agent of [Jinsha] who suffered because of Han Jue.
Guan Yi did not sign Han Jue, and the punishment was relegation. And Han Jue's former agent was not so lucky, and he was fired for "failing to discover Han Jue's talent in time".
After giving a sum of money, I asked a bunch of useless messages such as "I don't actually know what he was doing in those years", "We basically don't contact", "The mobile phone number he gave me is the last number".
When Zhang Yaohui was about to change directions and go to the person who exposed the diary, he suddenly noticed one of them - "He transferred me 1.97 million and asked me to give it to the fan who was beaten by him before." ”
It's not 1,900,000,000, it's not 2,000,000,000.
Zhang Yaohui asked people to go to that fan and figure out the reason for the money.
On the day I sent my daughter to Qiong Province, things finally made progress.
They found the letter from fans.
In other words, Han Jue's suicide note was found.
Zhang Yaohui continued: "Suicide caused by depression is death from illness, and I will not accuse the deceased person of committing suicide as cowardly. But if you leave, you leave, and if you have committed suicide seven times, will there be an eight? You say that you have been cured, but there is no guarantee that the disease will never return. If you quarrel with Xiao Man in the future, does Xiao Man have to worry about your relapse and then wronged himself? After breaking up with you, do you still have to worry about your relapse and then not being able to break up with you? Moreover, reading the last sentence of your suicide note, how can I rest assured that Xiao Man will be with you?"
The love and hate of my youth are earth-shattering, and a little sorrow can become a torrential rain in my heart, and I feel that I will die without each other. Some people just talk, but some people will actually die.
Zhang Yaohui wants to tell his daughter that she will never and never fall in love with someone who threatens others with her life. If you fall in love with this kind of person, there is a high chance that one of the two people will die.
When Han Jue heard Zhang Yaohui's words, he skimmed through the large paragraphs in the suicide note to express his love for Weng Nanxi with despair, his eyes moved down, he saw the last sentence of the suicide note, and closed his eyes.
【...... How do you prove that I love you? I said I would die without you, and you didn't believe me and said let me die. Okay, I'll prove it to you. 】
"The show "Let's Love" Xiao Man will get off. Zhang Yaohui packed up the tea set, "You should be ready for the case of depression, and you can send it when you go back today." [Jinsha] has negative news pushing you behind your back, and those who are professional star chasers are also correcting you, [Aidu] will help you here. After the illness is released, you go to relax, whether you go abroad or go to other places, take a break. Even if the illness is really cured, go out for a while, and the posture should be sufficient. The concept of online violence against a celebrity and online violence against a depressed person is not the same. ”
Just like Zhang Yaohui's snooker skills. Hit a ball, and he has already calculated how to play the next three balls.
Although Han Jue couldn't be the producer of Zhang Yiman's new album next, and his first achievement after taking the stage was gone, Zhang Yaohui didn't care.
When it comes to planning for her daughter's future, no one in the world will think about her daughter better than her parents.
Zhang Yaohui is now the CEO of a giant company, a position that no one can replace. But for him, the role of Zhang Yiman's father is also irreplaceable, even more important than the former.
Zhang Yaohui looked directly into Han Jue's eyes:
"You know what to do now, right?"
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