Chapter 193: I've liked you for many years, but I can't do it

Seeing this, Shen Weizhi hurriedly followed.

"Good afternoon, welcome to Shengjing Brain Hospital, do you have an appointment?"

As soon as Ji Hangcheng and Shen Weizhi walked into the hospital hall, an enthusiastic female medical guide immediately came to them.

"We're not here to see a doctor, we're here to find someone, I want to ask how to get to the special needs ward?"

Ji Hangcheng asked the female medical director.

The female doctor and guide stared at Ji Hangcheng like a nymphomaniac for a while, and then said very enthusiastically: "It turns out that the two of you are here to find someone, I'll take you over." ”

"No, you just tell us how to get there. ”

Ji Hangcheng directly refused, and when the female doctor heard this, she pouted in some disappointment, and then she showed them the way.

"Oh, okay. You can walk through the lobby and take the elevator up to the third floor to the special needs clinic. The inpatient department is behind the outpatient clinic and is reached through a flyover corridor. ”

"Thank you!"

After Ji Hangcheng apologized succinctly, he walked towards the elevator.

The female doctor stared at his walking posture for a long time, and shook her head: "It's a pity, he looks so good, it turned out to be a lame." ”

*

Ji Hangcheng and Shen Weizhi successfully found the special needs ward according to the route guided by the female medical guide, and as soon as they got out of the elevator, they met Yan Bin, who was about to enter.

"Yanbin!"

Shen Wei took a step forward and couldn't wait to take his hand and ask with concern: "Are you okay? Why are you here?

Before coming, Shen Weizhi didn't specifically check where this place was, until she saw the plaque of the brain hospital, and she began to make up for it.

Yan Bin glanced at Ji Hangcheng, and then ruthlessly withdrew his hand, because the force was too great, she directly threw Shen Weizhi away, and she staggered a few steps and fell backwards.

"Be careful!"

Ji Hangcheng quickly grabbed Shen Weizhi's hand, watching their skin contact, Yan Bin's heart flashed with a touch of unhappiness.

However, soon, he shifted his gaze, he looked at Ji Hangcheng and then spat out a cold sentence to Shen Weizhi, "You brought him here?"

"I... Yanbin, listen to me, Brother Hangcheng also cares about his sister. ”

"Enough, Shen Weizhi, you really make me sick. ”

The ruthless and meaningless words Yan Bin came to Shen Weizhi with his mouth open, he left Shencheng without saying a word, and when he reunited, he didn't expect to wait for such a cold-hearted "greeting"?

Immediately, Shen Weizhi's heart was half cold, she looked at Yan Bin with teary eyes, and said with a trembling voice: "You say I'm disgusting?

"Otherwise? Shen Weizhi, aren't you going to break up? Don't you like to make trouble? Okay, now that you see me, are you satisfied? If you're satisfied, get out." ”

Yan Bin was actually not really angry about Shen Weizhi's nonsense, he was angry that she was actually complicit with Ji Hangcheng.

"Yan Bin, don't go too far. ”

Ji Hangcheng stood in front of Shen Weizhi, no matter how he said this, he also affected her, so there was no reason why he didn't stand up.

“...”

Yan Bin glanced at Ji Hangcheng with disdain, then turned around and wanted to press the elevator, he had to leave here, and he couldn't let them know Yan Ziqi's whereabouts anymore.

"Don't go! Yanbin, you make it clear, why do you want to do this to me!"

Shen Weizhi threw the bag to the ground, and then reached out to pull Yan Bin's sleeve.

"Don't go!"

"Shhh~"

Suddenly, there was a sound of fabric tearing in the air, Yan Bin looked down at the clothes that were torn by Shen Weizhi, and without saying a word, raising his hand to her face was a slap.

"Smack!"

This crisp voice is probably worth any ruthless thousand words.

Shen Weizhi stood in place, her hand still maintaining the posture that she wanted to save the message just now.

"Bastard, what did you do!"

Ji Hang was angry, he pushed hard and pushed Yan Bin to the wall.

"Weiwei, are you alright?"

Ji Hangcheng looked at Shen Weizhi's red and swollen face, and the guilt in his heart was even stronger, he really didn't expect the relationship between her and Yan Bin to be so fragile.

“...”

Shen Weizhi didn't speak, she pushed Ji Hangcheng away, and then walked towards Yanbin step by step with heavy steps.

She didn't stop until she came to him.

"I..."

Yan Bin looked at Shen Weizhi's trembling lips and the wound he had given, and wanted to speak, but he didn't know what to say.

"What are you? Yanbin, what are you? Heh, are you beating hard? Am I so cheap, sending humiliation for thousands of miles, you speak, do you have a conscience, if so, why do you dare to do this to me?"

Shen Wei swung a fist at Yan Bin, even if he was so ruthless, she was reluctant to use any more force.

"Yan Bin, how can you be so cruel to me? Do you know that your slap interrupted all my feelings for you for so many years!!

Of course, in addition, Shen Weizhi, who was also beaten, was extremely sober, so that she understood how much the man in front of her who she was working for didn't care about her.

Seriously, the slap just now was not premeditated by Yan Bin, he was like a ghost, completely out of his own conscious control.

But now it's too late to say anything.

"Alright, don't make a fuss, let's go back. ”

After holding it for so long, in the end, Yanbin still pulled out such an ugly and perfunctory sentence.

Shen Weizhi's tears fell even more fiercely, and she shouted hysterically at Yan Bin: "I'm making trouble! Yan Bin, do you think I'm making trouble unreasonably all this? So, do you think I should be a person who doesn't care about my own feelings at all and just goes along with it, right? Is that so?"

What a familiar scene, Ji Hangcheng looked at Shen Weizhi and Yan Bin, and he unconsciously thought of the first time he and Yan Ziqi quarreled.

That time, it was obviously wrong for him to flirt with his sister, but in the end, he beat a rake and blamed Yan Zi for making trouble.

At that time, he had the same idea as Yan Bin, that is, he felt that women were really annoying, and the slightest sesame big thing would make him feel emotional at every turn, which was so fucking annoying.

But later, Ji Hangcheng realized that when a woman didn't make trouble, it meant that she really had to give up that man.

Ji Hangcheng hoped that Yan Bin would understand this truth, but unfortunately, he failed him.

Yan Bin impatiently pushed Shen Weizhi away, "Enough, just leave if you want to, don't say so much, you know that I hate it the most, if you still want to talk about this feeling, hurry up and go back to me." ”

Yan Bin now has his own troubles, and he can be said to be anxious lately.

He really didn't want anything else to disturb him.

Originally, it was all good, but Shen Weizhi, the eldest lady, brought Ji Hangcheng with her.

"Heh, go back? Yanbin, do you really want me to go back? Then what are you staying in Shengjing for? Who are you staying for? Is it for her?"

Who "she" in Shen Weizhi's mouth refers to, everyone present knows it.

Seeing that Shen Weizhi was making the topic more and more complicated, Yan Bin's heart became even more irritable, he had just given her a step down, he asked her to go back and told her that this relationship might continue, but he was giving in, but he didn't know that this eldest lady was still making trouble.

In this case, Yan Bin thinks that he is polite, so if it doesn't make sense, then be decisive.

"Yes, I'm just for her, and now she needs me, more than you! So, I don't want to see you, I just want to be with her wholeheartedly, okay!"

Sometimes it's easier to say something hurtful than a true word, because it doesn't go through the brain, and anyway, it's refreshing, and you can say whatever you want, without taking into account the feelings of others.

Yan Bin did it, and looking at Shen Weizhi's expression, he knew that she should have been worried by ten thousand arrows now.

"Okay, that's good, Yanbin, you're really good, I lost, I really lost. I'm sorry, I'm a slut to like you without your consent for so many years, I will never bother you again in the future, I wish you happiness, really fucking happiness!"

After Shen Weizhi finished speaking, she turned around and pressed the elevator, just at this time the elevator stopped on this floor, and soon she disappeared from Yan Bin's sight.

At that moment, Yan Bin suddenly panicked, and he felt as if he had lost an important treasure.

"Shen Weizhi. ”

That was the first time he had taken her name seriously.

Ji Hangcheng took a step forward, grabbed Yan Bin's collar, and said angrily: "You're still not a fucking man, why don't you hurry up and chase ???"

"No, no, Yan Ziqi needs me, Ji Hangcheng, do you know that she needs someone to take care of her more than Shen Weizhi. ”

“...”

As soon as he heard Yan Bin's words, the cells in Ji Hangcheng's whole body became nervous, he let go of his hand, and his voice trembled slightly and asked, "What's wrong with her?"

Yan Bin looked up at Ji Hangcheng, he recalled the scene when he was called into the office by the doctor the day after Yan Ziqi was kidnapped...

Yan Bin swore that he would never forget...

Sixteen days ago, Shencheng Renai Hospital.

Yan Ziqi was kidnapped by Ren Shangxiao and suffered a little trauma, although there was no major problem after being treated by the doctor, Yan Bin was still not at ease, and before being discharged from the hospital, he made an appointment for her to have a full-body physical examination.

He accompanied her to do a lot of physical examinations that day, and they all went well.

"Yan Ziqi, you are sitting here now, I will go to the physical examination department to help you get the report later, and we can go back." ”

"Good!"

Yan Bin came out of the ward and went directly to the physical examination department.

"Knock knock knock. ”

"Enter. ”

Hearing a voice from inside, Yan Bin pushed the door and walked in.

"Yan Bin, you came just in time, if you don't come, I'm still about to look for you. ”

The director of the physical examination department and Yan Bin are good friends, and many of the physical examinations in Yan Ziqi this time were done by him himself.

"What's wrong?"

Yan Bin was inexplicably nervous when he heard this.

"Oh, you come and sit here, and I'll talk to you slowly. ”

The director of the physical examination department pulled Yan Bin to the sofa, and the two sat down facing each other.

"That's right, Yan Ziqi's physical examination report came out, I just read it, and it's all good, but her good health doesn't mean that her brain is good, this is the tricky place now. ”

The director of the physical examination department looked embarrassed.

"What do you mean?"

Yan Bin's brows furrowed, and a premonition of dislike rose in his heart.

The director of the physical examination department licked his lips and continued: "Seriously, I have seen a lot of this disease in my years of practice, but it is the first time I have seen it at the age of Yan Ziqi. In professional medical terms, it is a progressive degenerative disease of the nervous system with insidious onset, which is clinically called memory impairment. ”

"Memory impairment, amnesia?"

Yan Bin had never believed in such a thing as amnesia before, how could it be possible.

Of course, he still doesn't believe it.

"No, no, no, it's not amnesia, it's too mysterious, and the rhetoric is not rigorous. Yan Ziqi This is memory deterioration, that is, with the change of time, her memory will slowly decline, and she may gradually forget some people or some things, I believe this has appeared in her life now. I'm using an analogy, Alzheimer's disease knows. ”

Yan Bin nodded, "I know, but isn't that only for the elderly?

"Yes, I'm just giving you an example that makes it easier for you to understand, of course, Yan Ziqi is not that serious, she doesn't have dementia, she just has memory impairment, and she can take care of herself. But this kind of disease is very affecting life, and I think some moments are quite dangerous, and it is best to have someone by your side at all times and not leave. ”

Yan Bin understood this disease, but what he didn't understand was why Yan Ziqi had this disease, and her brain was not injured.

The director of the physical examination department saw his doubts, so he came to solve his doubts.

"Yan Bin, I actually began to wonder like you, that is, Yan Ziqi did not have an obvious brain injury, why did she get this disease. Later, I went through some special channels to look through her original medical record database, and I found that she had suffered from severe depression, not only took a lot of medicine, but also had a lot of brain interventions, so I thought that the problem should appear here. ”

After the explanation of the director of the physical examination department, Yan Bin finally understood, although he was not suitable for studying medicine, but he could understand.

"Is there a solution then?"

The director of the physical examination department shook his head, "It's basically gone, and I also asked my classmates who work in the brain department in Shengjing for you, their hospital is the most authoritative in the country, and he said that there is no way, then there is no way." However, if you have time, you can take Yan Ziqi to Shengjing to see if there is any way to slow down her memory decline, but this is just an aid, not a cure, you still have to be prepared to stretch the front, after all, she is still so young. ”

“...”

Withdrawing his thoughts, Yan Bin looked at Ji Hangcheng, just now he moved the words of the director of the physical examination department to Ji Hangcheng as they were.

"Now you understand, that's why I brought Yan Ziqi to Shengjing. Ji Hangcheng, I don't care if you recognize it or not, there is a big reason why Yan Ziqi has become like this today because of you!"

Yan Bin doesn't hate Ji Hangcheng so simply now, if he can, he hopes that this man will disappear from this world forever.

Ji Hangcheng was stunned for a few minutes speechless, he really didn't think that things would develop to this point.

He always thought that the retribution of young and ruined feelings would only be fulfilled on himself, but he never thought that it would end up with Yan Ziqi.

Who wants to get it?

Who would have thought !!

After a long time, Ji Hangcheng looked at Yan Bin, he reluctantly pulled the corners of his lips, and then spoke: "Admit it! Of course I admit it! If it weren't for me, her life trajectory wouldn't have become what it is now." ”

"So you..."

"So I have to be responsible for her, and I take care of her for the rest of my life more than anyone else. ”

Ji Hangcheng intercepted Yan Bin's words, he knew what he was going to say, but he didn't allow it and couldn't do it.

"Why? Ji Hangcheng, do you think I will still believe you?"

"Otherwise, Yan Bin, how do you think you are better than me? I know that you have the ability to support Yan Ziqi, but don't forget, your current identity is Shen Weizhi's boyfriend. As far as I know, you only have an elderly grandmother, are you going to let her watch her while you work? Or are you going to hire a nanny?"

“...”

One sentence hits the point, compared to Ji Hangcheng, Yan Bin's conditions are indeed much worse.

"And how much better are you than me?"

"It's not much better, but it's enough to take care of her! Yanbin, if you want her to be good, don't try to take her away, otherwise you'll harm her!"

“...”

Yes, Yan Bin can already imagine how difficult the road ahead is, and he doesn't dare to move forward, because it may cost Yan Ziqi's life.

After a while, Yan Bin silently put his hand in his trouser pocket, he turned his back to Ji Hangcheng, and said lightly, "I'll take you to see her." ”

*

As soon as Ji Hangcheng and Yan Bin walked to the door of Yan Ziqi's ward, they saw a little nurse hurriedly come out.

"What's wrong?"

Seeing the little nurse walking in a hurry, Yan Bin hurriedly grabbed her and asked.

"I'm sorry, Mr. Yan, I answered the phone just now because I had something to do, and I didn't take good care of Miss Yan, so she forgot to take her medicine, and as a result... As a result..."

"The result?"

As a result, she couldn't remember the dose and didn't want to bother me, so she took double the dose. ”

The medicines in the hospital are all distributed by nurses, and there is no dosage instructions on the medicine bottle, so Yan Ziqi should have forgotten it, so he ate more.

"I'm sorry, Mr. Yan, I'm really sorry. ”

The little nurse cried hurriedly and bowed vigorously to Yan Bin.

"Alright, stop apologizing, go to the doctor. ”

At the critical moment, Ji Hangcheng stood up, to be honest, when he heard Yanbin talk about Yan Ziqi just now, he really didn't think that the situation had reached such a serious point.

Now he understands that Yan Ziqi's situation is even worse than he imagined.

Ji Hangcheng began to plan in his heart how he should take care of Yan Ziqi when he took her back to Shencheng.

*

Shencheng Airport.

Shen Wei's eyes were red when she got off the plane, and her whole person looked like a broken porcelain doll, tangible and soulless.

She walked out of the airport alone and then wandered around Shencheng aimlessly in a taxi.

"Girl, where are you going? We've been around for more than an hour. ”

It's not that the taxi driver is worried about money, he is on the meter anyway, as long as he runs on the road, it is the same for whoever he pulls, he can't look past it, and thinks that it is not good for Shen Weizhi to burn money like this.

Where to?

Shen Weizhi looked out the window blankly, she didn't know where to go.

"Girl??? are you alright? Why don't I contact your family for you?"

"No need, master, you can take me to the court. ”

"Guanting, it's the villa in Qingpu District!"

"Hmm. ”

"Okay, girl, sit tight. ”