Chapter 310: It's Over
I heard the headmaster's words, and knew that he didn't have a good impression of me at this time, and I couldn't help but feel a little apprehensive.
Sister Tao squeezed my hand to reassure me, and then knocked on the door.
As there was a knock on the door, the two of us walked in, and the shouting in the headmaster's room stopped abruptly.
Seeing that I didn't look good, the principal asked directly, "Are you here to go through the withdrawal procedures?"
I mustered up the courage and said to the principal according to the words explained by Sister Tao last night: "Hello principal, I can withdraw from school, but I want to review in front of the whole school." ”
When the headmaster heard this, his brow furrowed for a moment.
After staring at me for a long time, his brow furrowed slightly.
Judging from what I heard when I didn't enter the principal's office, I think the principal was deeply annoyed by the scandal that had happened at the school, and felt that it would be a shame for me to report it to my superiors.
So at this time, I am willing to come out and carry this pot, and the principal can take advantage of the situation to shirk his responsibility.
Therefore, the principal coughed in a pretentious manner at this time and said, "Originally, this matter has such a bad impact, and your review is tantamount to adding fuel to the fire." But I think it's good to be a negative teaching material for everyone to take as a warning, so be it, you come in the afternoon. ”
I got the results I wanted, quietly breathed a sigh of relief unobtrusively, thanked the principal, and left.
When I left the principal's office, my eyes widened for a moment, and there was a group of people outside.
When they saw me and Sister Tao, they pointed and pointed again.
Sister Tao said with an unkind face at this time: "It's a student at school, right?
Then Sister Tao swept away these good students with a queen's posture, and when she saw that they all looked away, she pulled me straight away.
Then I didn't go back to the classroom, so I sat on a recliner in the school woods with Sister Tao.
At this time, Sister Tao let go of my hand and asked me with concern, "Juanzi, do you feel okay?"
I nodded, and said to Sister Tao very gratefully: "Sister Tao, thank you, if it weren't for you, I don't think I would have the courage to come here......"
Sister Tao shook her head at this time and smiled: "It's not because of me, it's because you have become strong in your own heart." ”
When I heard this, I was slightly stunned, and then the corners of my mouth rose with some bitterness.
Where did I become stronger inside, but the blow was too great, and I was almost numb.
Thinking about the review I was going to do in the afternoon, I was also a little nervous, and I didn't know if I could hold it up after I had never done a review in front of the whole school.
Moreover, when the time comes, there will be even more bad comments, and all the people will be indignant and condemn me.
At that time, I was standing alone on the stage, without the company of Sister Tao, could I really persevere?
I think the answer to this question will only be revealed in the afternoon.
We sat like this for a while, and then Sister Tao answered the phone and left first.
I sat alone, my heart stagnant.
After a while, a man appeared in front of me, and my heart jumped uncontrollably.
Zheng Xinguang is here.
He didn't know where he learned that I was going to review, so he chased after him and asked, "Li Juan, do you know the consequences of your review in front of all the teachers and students in the school?" Do you still want to go to school?"
My gaze crossed Zheng Xinguang, looked behind him, and saw Lin Ke'er standing not far away from a distance.
With a gloomy heart, I tried my best to clear up the relationship with Zheng Xinguang and said, "No matter what I do, it has nothing to do with you now." You shouldn't have come to me either, there's nothing left between us to talk about. ”
Zheng Xinguang still wanted to speak, but at this time I wanted to draw a line with him, took a few steps back and distanced myself, and said: "Since this kind of thing has happened, we will only add unnecessary embarrassment and humiliation if we continue to talk about it." ”
Then I looked behind him and motioned for him to leave.
At this time, Zheng Xinguang looked at me, and there was a little pain in his eyes.
He said in a deep voice: "I was with Lin Keer before, just because of that video. Juanzi, I'm sorry, I want to protect you in this way. ”
When I heard this, I just felt full of irony.
Things have happened, Zheng Xinguang still wants to protect me in this way, but after all, paper can't hold the fire.
He didn't want Lin Keer to hurt me, but Lin Keer finally hurt me, whether intentionally or unintentionally.
I whispered, "It doesn't matter, it's over." ”
When Zheng Xinguang heard this, his expression was shocked, and he looked at me, his face turned slightly pale for a while.
I shook my head and was about to leave, but at this time, Zheng Xinguang suddenly grabbed me.
I looked back and saw a stubbornness on his face.
"Why?" he asked.
I looked at him like this, and suddenly I was a little weak to answer.
Ever since I decided to give up on Zheng Xinguang, I have been determined to implement my ideas.
At first, this thought came to me because I felt that I had been exhausted by the relationship and wanted to let go.
It's not that I don't like it anymore, but I can't love anymore.
I knew how hurtful it would be if I said these words, so I just shook my head, broke Zheng Xinguang's hand, and walked forward.
Zheng Xinguang looked at me with self-blame, deep pain and disbelief, but he didn't chase me after him and let me go.
I think that since Chen Nianmo applied for an application to go abroad, his misunderstanding between me and him should be resolved.
But now it's useless to talk about that.
The misunderstanding at the beginning is ironically ridiculous compared to the present.
My body suddenly felt a little cold and weak, and I tightened my body, trying to dispel the chill on my body.
Thinking self-deprecatingly about what Zheng Xinguang would think of me at this time, I don't know if I will hurt him deeply again in front of the whole school. Because after all, this is a scandal between me, Zheng Xinguang's father and Zheng Xinguang.
But at this time, since I have separated from Zheng Xinguang, I also have to plan for my future.
This is the path I have to take in order to be able to continue my education.
Thinking of this, my vain steps suddenly became firm again, and I walked forward step by step, already with a fearless momentum.
Along the way, the people next to me were still laughing at me.
"I heard that Li Juan is going to do a review in front of the whole school in the afternoon, do you think she is like this, as if she is introspective?"
"Don't say it, I feel sick to her when I think about what she did. ”
I listened to the taunts, my face was expressionless, I would have been hurt before, but now I can walk without squinting.
I think I'm going to go to Sister Tao and communicate with her before I determine my next step.