Chapter 18: Who is Xu Zhengchun (I)
Xu Zhengchun heard my question and sighed softly.
Is it appropriate to tell her now? Should I let her know? Little girl, what should I do with you?
"Yingzi, I love you, I really love you, it's been eight years, and I haven't stopped loving you for a moment. ”
Xu Zhengchun leaned forward, his hand groping around the bed, trying to pull my hand.
I shifted my body and distanced myself from him.
He stood up without touching his hand on the side, facing the bed, his hand touching inside, biting his lower lip, and groping on the bed in a hurry and panic.
Please, little girl, don't reject me, okay? I'll tell you, I'll tell you everything. Please, okay? Please.
Xu Zhengchun didn't touch it, and suddenly squatted down, supported the edge of the bed with his hands, and buried his head in pain.
I never reached out.
"Yingzi, what do you want to know? I'll tell you everything, but please don't reject me, okay? Please. ”
After a long time, Xu Zhengchun raised his head, staring at me with empty eyes, and the painful expression kept spreading on his face. Groping on the bed with both hands, slowly his hand reached into the quilt, grabbed my hand, pulled me up, wrapped in the quilt and hugged him in his arms. My head was buried in my neck.
"I'm sorry, Yingzi, I should have stood in front of you eight years ago and told you who I am, I'm eight years late, I'm sorry. ”
He held me tightly in his arms, and I could feel his warm breath in my neck, his body trembling, and his breathing heavily.
"Ahh And for eight years, I don't have you in my memory at all, how can there be eight years?"
I wondered, eight years, this is not a short time, eight years. He said he had seen me many, many times, so I should remember that. Why don't I remember people? Although I don't remember people or things, if I see them more times, I will definitely remember them.
"Yes, eight years, I've known you for eight years. ”
Xu Zhengchun hugged me, not allowing me to break free, the more I broke free, the tighter the strength of his arm.
"My first marriage was eight years ago, when her mother divorced me when she was five months old. Later, I gave her a sum of money to send her to the United States, and she didn't come back to see the child for eight years, and Xiao Miao didn't even know what her mother looked like. She was exiled by me, and she will never be allowed to set foot here again without the permission of my family. ”
Isn't it? He has so much power, can he exile people? Isn't this a power that only ancient emperors have? I'm really getting more and more curious about the man in front of me.
Xu Zhengchun didn't guess my thoughts, but said lightly, as if telling someone else's story.
"She doesn't love me either. We met at the drinking party, which is what you call drunken disorder. Because of physical reasons, she had to give birth to a seedling. For the sake of Xiao Miao, I am willing to try to accept her and love her. But not loving someone is really not loving, no matter how hard you try, you can't fall in love. So when I found out that she was cheating on her classmates, it was not resentment, but relief. I gave her money and sent her abroad. Until now, I have given her a living allowance every year, so that she and her lover can live abroad without worry, so that Xiaomiao can grow up by my side with peace of mind. I said I was giving her money, but in fact I was making up for the damage I had done to her. ”
The voice was low, a little hoarse, without a hint of anger, just a faint sense of relief and guilt.
Ah, after eight years of divorce, and still making money to support his ex-wife, this man, how can you say that he is good. Is it stupid? Or is it stupid? Why do I sound like a wronged man?
"The seedlings are too small and need to be taken care of. And there was a second marriage. ”
"Huh, married again?"
Xu Zhengchun continued without a pause.
Little girl, I tell you everything, I just ask you not to reject me, I am willing to do whatever you ask me to do, but please don't refuse me.
"Well, not long after I divorced Xiaomiao's mother, I married a woman from this city, she was the top student in the college entrance examination in this city, and a top student in the BD Statistics Department. There was an immeasurable future, but because of those eyes that looked like you, I didn't control myself, and I slept with her by getting drunk. But I was caught by my mother who came to check my post. I couldn't help it, so I married her. I hurt her!"
Xu Zhengchun was probably afraid that if he hugged me tightly for too long, he would be deprived of oxygen, so he gently sent me away, but his hands were clamped by him and he couldn't break free.
"But I don't love her, so we have lived together for less than 2 years, and she has suffered a lot of grievances. She wanted to take revenge on me, so she joined forces with some opponents on the road and robbed me of my business many times. Although I lost a lot, I didn't care about it, I was sorry for her, so if she could be happy, let her go. But I didn't expect that she really hated me and planned to kill me. As a result, I didn't make it, but I killed my driver. Later, during a confrontation, his mistress blinded me and ruined my face. She also gave me a knife, and because of that knife, I almost didn't come back to life. But you saved me. ”
I saved my head? I'm already in the paste, how can I save it again?
Xu Zhengchun slowly sat on the edge of the bed, looking at me with empty eyes.
"Do you remember? Six years ago, in an abandoned factory, a man covered in blood was lying on the ground, and you told Mr. not to sleep. Do you remember?"
What do I remember? I just dreamed about it, but I didn't see it in reality. How could I have saved someone? I certainly didn't, I didn't even know him.
"Do you know about hypnosis?"
Seeing that I didn't reply to him, Xu Zhengchun threw me another question.
"Hypnosis? I don't know. Am I hypnotized?"
At this point, I was completely stunned, and shook my head vigorously, how could it be? Hypnosis is not fake.
"With my last breath, I begged my brother to make you forget what happened that day. You woke up from the hospital, did the doctor tell you that you fell unconscious in heavy rain and were taken to the hospital. But there's a time when your memory is blank and you don't even know where you fell, right?"
How did he know so clearly, I remember that I was wearing a white dress to a suburban outsourcing manufacturer, but I came out of the hospital wearing a pink skirt, and I couldn't find the white dress. I thought I had a problem with my memory.
"Your white dress has been sitting in my bookcase. ”
Ah, white dress? I really have a white dress?
"You have been in the Nanfeng Group all these years, no matter how the company has changed. You've been a solid administrator and you've never changed. Every year, however, the company allocates you to a manager's virtual shares. The salary you received yesterday was 108871 yuan in total, right? The financial products you and Sister Ping bought together have a monthly income of no less than 8 points, and they are stable. Isn't that right? Your wealth management fund is almost 1.23 million yuan so far, right? You have never doubted that the stock market is so bad now, why do you keep making money in your financial management. ”
Ah, he even knows how much I received yesterday? He even knows about me and Sister Ping's financial purchases? He even knows how much money I have? He investigates me?
"Because I asked Sister Ping to do it, didn't you ask Sister Ping how to manage money 3 years ago? You said you want to learn how to manage money. ”
And that's what you did? What the hell are you, six years, eight years. I'm so messy, messy.
"Six years ago, I tried my best to want you to enter Hefeng, but my human resources department was ineffective, and you finally chose Nanfeng, and as a last resort, I bought the entire Nanfeng Group. ”
Xu Zhengchun didn't pay attention to my questions, and just said to himself.
"Huh, you bought the South Wind, for me?"
This time I was completely stunned. Today, Nanfeng Group is the largest private enterprise in the city, with a market valuation of 20 billion. No, the legal person of the Nanfeng Group is Song Biao and Song Zong, and I still know this person.
"Song Biao is my special assistant. ”
I'm sure the man in front of me can read minds, otherwise he would have guessed anything I thought, which doesn't make sense.
"You're wondering how I can guess what you're thinking, right? Because I care about you too much, I know you too well. ”
Xu Zhengchun looked at me and continued.
"If you enter the South Wind, then I will buy the entire South Wind Group. The acquisition of Nanfeng was handled by my eldest brother on my behalf. Because I was completely blind, I was stabbed again, and I was so worn out that I lay in bed for almost a year. It was later in my eyes that I had a chip implanted in my brain through high technology, so I could barely see. ”
Little girl, I'm telling you this in the hope that you will remember me, even if it is a bad memory, but I just want you to think of me. Please, please, tell me you remember me.
"No, it's not the right time, are you mistaken, or you recognize the wrong person. ”
I still don't believe it, isn't it a bit of a fallacy for a man to guard for me for eight years and buy the entire South Wind. Isn't this the same as acting in a TV series, how is it possible?
"Do you remember when you first came to Z City eight years ago? Not far from the exit of the Ring Expressway, you hit a brand new LH heavy off-road vehicle. At that time, there was a long-haired man who got out of the car to scare you, but confiscated the money you paid for, and you wrote a phone number and ID number to him, do you remember?
I remember this, that man was so fierce, scared me to death, I waited for a long time for that person's call, thinking about paying him money, and there was also this unhandled incident in my notepad that was not handled.
"Well, I remember, what I didn't do well, I basically wrote it down with a notepad, for fear that I would forget. That thing has been an undealt matter. ”
I nodded and told him that this had been my unresolved affair and that I had always remembered it.
"After the crash, you took the baby in the hands of a man in a gray suit and coaxed it, and when you parted, the baby called you Mom, and you gave her a pair of earrings. said that when she grows up, she will recognize her in the tea house, do you remember?"
"Well, I remember, I said I wanted her to invite me to tea, but I haven't seen the little baby before, and that's what I kept in my notebook. ”
There's such a thing, I like that little baby so much, it's soft, but it's beautiful.
"That little baby is a seedling. Within a month after you left, the entire Jihe Tea House and the surrounding commercial streets were surnamed Xu. ”
How rich is this man, he says that if he buys Nanfeng, he will buy Nanfeng, and if he buys a commercial street, he will buy a commercial street, this is a joke with me. How is this possible?
Xu Zhengchun listened to me say that I remembered these two things, and excitedly grabbed my right hand and held it in his palm, his hand was big and warm. Gently pulling my hand closer to his lips, he gently kissed the back of his hand. Then put on your own face.
"Do you remember the coffee street behind the City University of G City? For two years, you sat alone every Saturday afternoon near the garden, ordering a cup of espresso and reading a little picture book. At the back of the booth there is always a man in a suit and thick glasses, sitting back to back with you, and never saying a word. Do you remember?"
"Hmm. ”
I nodded, yes I've always had this habit, drinking espresso, reading little picture books, and there was always a man sitting there busy with a laptop, sometimes his fingers tapping on the computer, sometimes talking on the phone in English or German. And the man seemed to be sitting behind me on purpose, and he would change positions if I changed positions, and he would sit back to back anyway.
"That man is me. ”
This is really a blockbuster**, I'm completely stupid now.
"You've really known me for eight years, and you've chased me from Z City to G City, and you don't say a word to me, what are you doing here?"
I looked at the man in front of me, and he looked at me.
"Because I'm married, you're married. ”
Xu Zhengchun tugged my hand tighter, and quickly his wrist was about to be pulled off by him, it hurt, I struggled, trying to let him go.
"Doesn't it hurt? I let go, but don't you run away, okay?"
Xu Zhengchun loosened his wrist that was imprisoned by him. I rubbed my wrist, which had turned a little white by him, and it was so hard that it scared people to death, and he squeezed me so hard that my face didn't change.
Little girl, I beg you, can you remember who I am? We don't have many memories in common, but I beg you. Do you know how I've come all these years? I live on these bits and pieces, on these memories that you gave me that only I am.
"Do you know why there is always a host of the annual meeting of Nanfeng Group every year?"
I shook my head.
Yes, it has to be me every year, and I haven't changed it for six years. Sister Ping can give me a week off in exchange for letting me be the host of the party.
Xu Zhengchun forced his body towards me, and his face appeared in front of me with a whole magnification. My heart trembled, what kind of man is this?
"Sister Ping and the previous Qingsu have never arranged any challenging work for you, but they will force you to do it in every way, right?"
This is really a super blockbuster**. I was almost dumbfounded when I heard what he said. Who I was up against, and how I felt like I had been stripped naked in front of him.
"Even Sister Ping and Manager Qingsu are also your people?"
"Qingsu is just taking money to do things, Sister Ping is my assistant, she saw that I couldn't think about it, and she was in pain, so she took the initiative to ask to take care of you. So that she can tell me your dynamics at any time, record a voice for me, and relieve the pain of my thoughts. And the day before yesterday, the person who gave you clothes called Xiaozhi is also my assistant, but she is a life assistant. Take care of my daily life. ”
"Huh, and a life assistant, do you want to go to bed? Your life is a bit messy?"
This man's life is a bit chaotic, why are there so many assistants.
"Fool, what do you think. Xiao Zhi is the daughter of Uncle Qing and is taking over her father's work. Besides, I can't see and need to be taken care of. ”
"Do you know who I am now?"
I shook my head and nodded again, you gave me too much information at once, you are only a stranger to me who has met twice, how do I know that you have known me for so many years.
"What's the matter with the bruise on your forehead?"
I pulled out my hand, not wanting him to hold it like that. I rejected him, and he wasn't annoyed, just smiled and looked at me.
"When I learned that you were divorced that day, I was afraid that something would happen to you, so I was anxious to see you, so I didn't stand up and slammed on the sink. ”
Xu Zhengchun smiled softly, leaned forward, and pulled up my withdrawn hand and held it in the palm of his hand.
Little girl, I finally told you, please tell me you remember me, you remember me.
"Does it still hurt?"
I was stunned to hear him say this, and I said something coldly, and reached out to touch the bruise like an idiot.
But I feel like I've just said the wrong thing, and I shouldn't care about people like that. He lowered his head and looked at the quilt embarrassedly.
Xu Zhengchun took me in his arms
"Yingzi, you are the only reason why I have lived all these years. I love you. ”