Chapter 282: Guilt

Xiao Cui didn't think much of it before, but today Tao Tao said, "Xiao Cui, if you didn't drop out of school at the beginning, you would definitely be better than now." ”

Xiaocui suddenly had an epiphany, this is not Tao Tao's true thoughts, it is her regret for herself.

Tao Tao's hand cooking, his heart is choked, college student?

She really didn't think about this, but she was indeed admitted to high school at the beginning, although it was not the kind of first place, the top student in the high school entrance examination or something, but it was also a key high school.

But the Chi family didn't let him go, because Chi Changhong was going to get married that year, and it would have cost a lot of money to get married, plus studying in this era was originally a very expensive thing, and it was still high school, so it would cost even more.

After all, junior high school is hard work, and you can go to school every day, but high school is to go to the county, that is to live in the school, that is, to save money, daily rations and tuition, accommodation, tuition and miscellaneous fees, are a lot of expenses.

So Chi Daxing didn't let him read it, in fact, Tao Tao can also understand that even if her own mother Chen Guiyun left money for the Chi family when she left, but people raise a child for nothing, and they have to charge some hard money, so they can't invest all the money in the child!

But Tao Tao thought again, if the Chi family had let her go to high school, not to mention that she would not have college, she should have a chance to avoid Xie Yi and Wei Guang's calculations!

Her eyes dimmed, and Tao Tao immediately shook her head and threw out all the distractions in her mind.

All the things in her previous life, to put it bluntly, the biggest problem is still with herself.

Otherwise, like Xiaocui, people haven't even finished junior high school, but they are not as miserable as her.

And......

And the most important thing is that everything in the previous life has been far away from her, although ...... Although she didn't have too much knowledge in this life or a regret in her heart, her life was smooth, her family was healthy, and she found her biological mother, isn't this a kind of happiness?

Thinking about it, Tao Tao pulled the corners of her mouth, showed a heartfelt smile, turned to Xiao Cui and said, "What kind of apology do you have to tell me, if it wasn't for your family's adoption, I don't know what it would be like now, speaking of which, I should thank you." ”

Xiao Cui hesitated, "You...... Second sister, you really don't blame our family?"

"Well, of course, there is no way to do it if the family conditions are difficult, if I blame you for this, isn't it too inhuman?"

Xiao Cui let out a breath of turbidity after hearing this, "It's great that you don't blame us, don't worry, I will be very good to you in the future, it's a ...... It's kind of compensating you. ”

Tao Tao was helpless, "Why are you compensating me, you don't have anything to be sorry for me." ”

Xiaocui lowered her head, unconsciously fiddling with the things in the pot, and said slowly: "Second sister, although you don't complain about us, but there are some things, I'm older now, and there are still some counts, our family, my dad won't say it first, my milk she is really too much for you, you ...... You have suffered a lot in our family. ”

Xiao Cui paused when she said this, and then said: "When I first knew that you were not our biological child, I could still persuade myself to understand, but ...... But when I knew that my aunt left a lot of money when she left, and that our family was receiving benefits, I ...... I'll just ......"

Speaking of this, Xiao Cui couldn't go on, and finally gritted her teeth and said, "Anyway...... Our family is sorry for you. ”

After Xiao Cui said this, she lowered her head and stopped talking.

Tao Tao was moved and shocked when she heard these words, but she didn't forget to comfort Xiaocui, "Xiaocui, in fact, you think your family is sorry for me, in fact, you don't know that I am very grateful to you." ”

"Thank me?" Xiao Cui put all the things ordered by the guests in the window, turned around and said suspiciously!

Tao Tao said while stir-frying: "Yes, you don't know, in fact, I was very envious of Xie Yi before, Xie Yi is very popular, and some people like it." ”

As soon as Tao Tao mentioned Xie Yi, Xiao Cui exploded, "It's because of this that you're so good with her, what she asks you to do, you can do it?"

Momo nodded, "Almost!"

Xiao Cui finally couldn't help it, "I said you're too stupid!"

"When did she have a good popularity, just like her, selfish, she likes to say bad things about others when she has nothing to do, and takes advantage of others, but if she has been with her for a long time, everyone can see who she is, everyone just looks at the same village, so they didn't turn their faces directly with her, and they just said hello when they met. ”

After a pause, he said regretfully: "But there will still be a few people who are coaxed by her, among them, you are the most loyal, and for her, even my own sister will be an enemy." ”

Momo's face was embarrassed, "I'...... I was blinded by lard at the beginning, and I will never again. ”

Xiaocui agreed with this, "I think so, if you are still so good with Xie Yi, I guess I still won't talk to you." ”

Xiao Cui stuck out her tongue as she spoke, "But I'm not right, in fact, I should have persuaded you, but...... But you've always been working against me before, so ......"

Xiao Cui didn't say anything later, but Tao Tao also understood that Xiao Cui probably thought that she was just a puddle of mud and couldn't get on the wall, so she didn't even want to talk to her, how could she be willing to talk to her!

This also explains why even when she died in the previous life, Xiaocui never interacted with her.

And at that time, she was also afraid of face, and never showed softness to Xiaocui, she carried everything to death, making her sisters like strangers.

Snorting, Momo shrugged, "Don't worry, I will never do it again." ”

"Well, we will be the closest sisters from now on. ”

Because there were only three people for lunch, the peach didn't do much, only made three dishes and one soup, chicken, and peach left half of it, and simply stir-fried it and put it away.

You can eat it again at night, after all, you can't finish it if you make too much, and it won't taste fresh no matter how hot it is.

The three brothers and sisters finished their meal quickly, and Xiaocui said: "Brother looks at the store, second sister, I will go to my aunt's house with you, and tell her that you are going to the hospital to be a doctor." ”

Although Tao Tao had persuaded herself to accept Chen Guiyun from the bottom of her heart, whenever she wanted to go to Gu's house, she still felt a slight rejection from the bottom of her heart.

But what Xiaocui said was right, it was her own mother, she would definitely be very happy if she heard the news, but if she didn't want to tell her at the first time, Chen Guiyun would be very sad if she found out!

Sighing inwardly, Momo nodded.

But after getting up, he looked at the store and said hesitantly: "Why don't I go by myself, will you delay you if you follow me, if you come back late at night, I'm afraid that my eldest brother will not be able to be busy alone." ”

Xiao Cui waved her hand, "No, I'll sit down for a while and come back," after saying that, Xiao Cui added: "I'll come back first, you stay and talk to your aunt." ”

Tao Tao shook her head and smiled, and didn't tell Xiaocui, even if she was a mother and daughter, because she hadn't lived together in the previous twenty years, and there was no emotional foundation, she was embarrassed to face Chen Guiyun, even if the feelings in her heart were true.

Xiaocui simply changed her clothes for going out, and pushed Taotao out of the door, "Let's go, I'll go talk to my aunt to see if she has time to go back to her hometown, and help me pick up my mother and Niuniu, so that someone can help me work." ”

"So your purpose is this, don't you really want to accompany me!"

Xiaocui was embarrassed, "Hehe, isn't this by the way!"

After speaking, he turned his head to Chi Changhong, who was staying in the store, and said loudly: "Big brother, you take care of the store alone!"

The two took the bus for almost an hour to get to Gu's house.

Mother Chen, the maid of the Gu family, said happily when she saw Taotao: "Taotao, you are here, my wife has been talking about you for the past few days, ...... Come on in. ”

After Tao Tao and Xiao Cui entered the door, Chen's mother immediately shouted, "Mrs., Mrs., Tao Tao is here." ”

Chen Guiyun, who heard the movement, immediately rushed out of the room, and the moment he saw Tao Tao, his eyes were slightly red, and his voice trembled slightly: "Enter ...... Come in, I was talking about going to see you and Emerald in two days. ”

After letting people into the room, Chen Guiyun remembered and asked, "Why did you two come over together?"

Xiaocui didn't notice Chen Guiyun's reddened eyes, and only happily wanted to tell Taotao that she was going to the hospital, so she twittered: "The second sister is going to work in the hospital, and she will be a real doctor in the future, so let's hurry up and tell you that you will be happy and happy." ”

When Chen Guiyun heard this, his eyes turned even redder, and he grabbed Taotao's arm, "Really?"

Maybe she was too excited, Tao Tao's arm was scratched and hurt a little, but she didn't struggle, just nodded and said, "Well, Dr. Shen is already helping me ask, and I should get the exact news in a few days." ”

When the words fell, Chen Guiyun took Tao Tao into his arms, and couldn't stop muttering, "Great, great." ”

Because he discarded the child since he was a child, Chen Guiyun felt that he was particularly ashamed of Taotao, so he has been silently praying in his heart that Taotao can live well and his life can become happy.

Seeing that Tao Tao has become better, Chen Guiyun is happy, but at the same time, he is more guilty.

The guilt of being a mother.

So Chen Guiyun hugged Tao Tao, laughed and cried.

Tao Tao's body was stiff, only patting Chen Guiyun's back stiffly, her eyes blinking mechanically, and the corners of her lips straightened, not daring to let herself leak more emotions, for fear that she would not be able to hold back and cry.

She is a person who has lived two lives, she is no longer a child, and she is no longer used to crying in front of people, even if this person is her mother, she is not used to it.

More afraid that she will cry and cry, her psychological defense line will be lowered, and she will begin to tell her grievances, but those grievances hidden in her heart can never be said to others.

Chen Guiyun hugged Tao Tao and cried, and Xiaocui stood aside hesitantly, not knowing what to say.

Although she is smart, she is still a child in the end, and she is not good at being sophisticated and comforting her elders.

In the end, Chen's mother stood next to Chen Guiyun, patted her shoulder gently, and whispered: "Mrs., this is a happy thing, don't scare the child." ”