Chapter 169: Nothing to be ashamed of

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The person who held her hostage in the bank today, she was actually ...... I've seen it, more than ten years later, in City B, the scene at that time was similar to today, except that there was one less Shen Fang and one more...... Sheng Guangxuan. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info

For Sheng Guangxuan, she should recognize it.

When she first met Sheng Guangxuan, she was only twenty-three or fourteen years old, at the age of her prime, her mother's care was good, and her brother and sister were in prison, and her originally too plump figure was reduced just right, and it was not ugly when you looked at it.

She met Sheng Guangxuan at a banquet, and at that time, the first impression that this person gave her was that she was domineering and machismo, but ...... He's a good guy. Look, her impression of Duosheng Guangxuan at that time was once on the side of being a good person.

They did get together, and the turning point was a bank robbery. At that time, she also happened to go to the bank for something, and unfortunately suffered. However, she didn't have the courage she has now, and she still escaped with Sheng Guangxuan's full mediation.

She was grateful.

And then they got together naturally.

And then ...... separated.

She had forgotten what was the reason for the separation, but her subconscious told her that from being with him until they were separated, and even after they were separated, there were not any pleasant memories between them.

Otherwise, Yan Qiuyi would not have deliberately closed this memory in his brain for so many years and did not want to remember it.

In my memory, it seems that after she broke up with Sheng Guangxuan, a period of time passed, and some unpleasant things happened in it, and then ...... She directly forgot this memory—all the memories related to Sheng Guangxuan.

Therefore, whether it was at the age of twenty-six or seventeen, or after she was reborn, the memories she knew to be accurate were actually faulty and missing.

- What kind of terrible memories should it be that she would rather delude herself and force herself to forget than face it?

She didn't know.

But obviously, if she hadn't met that face today, she would have forgotten it forever.

And Sheng Guangxuan ......

No wonder he has always looked like we are very familiar with each other, but inexplicably, there is more inexplicable Yan Qiuyi, and he has reflexive rejection.

Presumably the aftermath of the breakup?

Yan Qiuyi didn't organize her language at all, and her mind was also pressed with chaos, she told what happened in the morning upside down, her lips trembling and kept chattering.

Xiao Junyang was very distressed.

"It's not your fault. His language suddenly became scarce and he didn't know what to say, and he repeated these words repeatedly in his mouth, thinking that it would not have any effect, but Yan Qiuyi miraculously calmed down.

"It's not...... My fault?"

"Not really...... Is it my fault?"

As if it coincided with the self who had painfully buried his memories more than ten years later, Yan Qiuyi murmured almost like a whisper.

The two of them were close to me, but he listened very sincerely, "Yes, it's not your fault." You're just defending yourself......" Xiao Junyang rubbed Yan Qiuyi's back and comforted softly.

His little girl should be living in the sun, loved and looking forward to it, not as dazed and radiant as she is now. He once again questioned whether he had persuaded Yan Zhengze to agree to the little girl's application for the military academy in the first place, without him, and now this situation is exactly what he is worried about.

The little girl lives in the sun, and may not be able to withstand this cruel baptism - he is not worried about physical fitness, after all, the little girl has great perseverance, and if she really makes up her mind to do something, no one can change it no matter what.

But psychologically, it is still too cruel for her, and the consequences of this cruelty are usually twofold, either assimilation or ...... Utter collapse.

Either one was what he wanted to see.

If Yan Qiuyi really set a goal and ambition from the beginning, and said that she wanted to join the army with a firm will, then he would never object, because they had the same original intention, so that he could empathize with the pain and setbacks she encountered, enlighten her in a timely manner, and make her not so desperate. But it is clear that she is only a whim, or rather, there is a little bit of an impulsive attempt in her heart, which is infinitely magnified and magnified, and the last leaf is so blind that she can't see the reality clearly - it is unknown whether she can persist after the impulse retreats.

After being silent for a while, feeling that the little girl in his arms was in a much better mood, he opened his mouth and asked, "Once you are admitted to the military academy and really become a warrior, these are all things you have to face, do you have to persevere?"

"I ......" Yan Qiuyi hesitated, "I still want to try." ”

What is suitable and what is not suitable can only be known if you have tried it.

"Good. ”

Xiao Junyang nodded and didn't say anything more, he saw that the water in the cup was already cold, so he wanted to get up and go downstairs to pour a new glass, but he didn't want the corner of his clothes to be tightly held in his hand by the little girl.

"I'm not thirsty, you stay here for a while, just for a while, for a while, okay?"

Under the ups and downs of emotion, Yan Qiuyi almost forgot that she was sulking with Xiao Junyang, in addition to her family, she trusted Xiao Junyang the most, so staying by his side could give her some sense of security.

"Okay, with you. Xiao Junyang sat down and was very indulgent. "Cover yourself with a quilt and it's cool at night. ”

Yan Qiuyi obediently covered the quilt, "Uncle, don't close the window, leave it open, let me breathe, it's a little stuffy." ”

It's boring, right?

Xiao Junyang closed the window for a moment, and then took it back, he roughly knew in his heart, although it was close to summer at this time, the temperature difference between day and night was still unbearable, that is, he, a person who was energetic in training all year round, was a little unsuitable for such a cool evening breeze, let alone the little girl who was already thinly dressed.

"Okay, listen to you, don't close. Tucked the corners of the quilt, Xiao Junyang lowered his voice, "Sleep, I'll leave when you're asleep." ”

The bank's matter and Sheng Guangxuan's matter made her deeply tired, and when she made a move just now, she was preoccupied with full strength - if there was only the first one, she might really have insomnia as Shen Fang expected, but several things were superimposed, making her physically and mentally exhausted.

Very tired, but not sleepy.

That's what she's true about now.

"Can't sleep?"

Yan Qiuyi looked at Xiao Junyang's face that was becoming more and more shining in the light, and nodded, "A little." ”

(Alas, I'm starting to deal with the little brother again, \'It's mainly too warm, alas!'Xiao Yan's children's shoes actually directly forgot all the memories of Sheng Guangxuan's relationship, did you understand it?\'I always felt that I didn't write it out.' Also, as for the update time, I'll check with you when we update it tomorrow!) )