Luo Jiu knew that he had misunderstood, so he hurriedly waved his hand and explained to Li Yuzi. When he said this, his expression was very indifferent, but Li Yuzi could see the endless sadness on his face.

Li Yuzi was stunned for a moment, a little uncomfortable with Luo Jiu like this, so he sneered and said, "I'm sorry, I don't know if it's true, are those people your comrades-in-arms?"

She heard her grandfather mention that Luo Jiu had been on the battlefield, so the dead brothers in his mouth should be his comrades-in-arms who had been on the battlefield with him.

Luo Jiu sat on the sofa, nodded seriously, and said: "Not only comrades-in-arms, we can still hand over each other's backs to each other's brothers, but unfortunately, they are all gone, only I am still alive, Yuzu, I often wonder, why didn't I die with them at that time? So at least I won't be alone!"

It was the first time Li Yuzi heard Luo Jiu talk about the past, and when he saw him, his expression was very uncomfortable, and even a little indescribable sadness, and suddenly, Li Yuzi's heart suddenly became uncomfortable.

She guessed that Luo Jiu was very likely to have been on the battlefield, but when she heard him confide in his own heart, she was still frightened, not because of anything else, just from Luo Jiu's short words, Li Yuzu could think of his scene on the battlefield.

The smoke of gunpowder flew wildly, the bullets were shooting everywhere like meteors, Luo Jiu watched his brothers fall to his side one by one, falling under the rain of bullets, how strong was his heart, otherwise, how could he bear this great pain?

Thinking about it from another perspective, if it was Li Yuzi, she would definitely not be able to bear this kind of pain, but Luo Jiu did it, he not only persevered, but also turned this pain into persistence, and grinned at himself every day.

Only at this time did Li Yuzi know that in fact, Luo Jiu's heartless appearance every day was just his superficial phenomenon, and his heart was actually very painful, right?!

"Luo Jiu, don't say that, it's best to be alive, isn't it?"

Li Yuzi was worried that Luo Jiu would not be able to bear this kind of pain all of a sudden, why would he go to a dead end, didn't he say it himself just now? What would it be nice if he also died, what is this called, can there be anything better than being alive?

Luo Jiu laughed and said with some bitterness: "Yuzu, are you worried that I will go to a dead end because of pain?" Don't worry, it's been so many years, if I can't hold on, I'll be dead now, how can I still talk to you here."

Li Yuzi said seriously: "That's not necessarily, it's like mental illness, non-hereditary mental illness generally has a long incubation period, and it must be discovered as soon as possible." ”

“......”

Luo Jiu's face was black: "I'm not mentally ill!" Damn, I was moved by your comfort just now, your sudden turn of God really made me almost unable to resist." ”

"Hee-hee, okay, I'm not kidding you anymore, let's be serious. ”

Li Yuzi put away the joke, then sat on the sofa next to Luo Jiu, and said: "Luo Jiu, I don't care what you have experienced before, but what I want to tell you is that you are now my sister's bodyguard, and your task is to keep me safe, if you don't think about committing suicide, even if you really commit suicide, you will die without completing the task, I will tell my grandfather that you are a coward, a coward, even if you really die, you will not be posthumously crowned a martyr!"

Luo Jiu smiled at the corner of his mouth, and said with a smile: "What is this, why is it related to martyrs again? Don't you know how not to talk nonsense? The so-called martyrs refer to those who have made heroic sacrifices in the revolutionary struggle, the defense of the motherland, the cause of socialist modernization, and for the legitimate and legitimate interests of the majority of the people. Even if I really can't think of committing suicide, I don't have anything to do with the martyrs, right?"

The surprise attack was also drunk, this eldest lady really remembered that one was one and the other, he wanted to die on the battlefield and become a martyr, but wasn't he lucky to survive? Besides, he just sighed, how could he not have that strong heart, how could he commit suicide because of this kind of thing?

The squad leader is already dead, if he commits suicide, he will probably be scolded to death by the squad leader below, he must scold himself for being a bad breed, a coward, and he doesn't want to call them to the police, so he escapes from reality.

So Luo Jiu will not choose to commit suicide, he wants to live well, and when he meets the gang again, he will use his true strength to wipe them all out again, leaving no one behind!

Li Yuzi scratched his head a little embarrassed, and said with a dry smile: "Yes? The meaning is almost the same, I just want to tell you that you can't die without my permission, you know?"

Without my permission, you can't die, what a domineering confession, Luo Jiu was almost moved to cry, although this eldest lady is unreliable in all aspects, but the little touch she brings to herself from time to time is still real.

"I won't hide it from you, I'm very heartwarming to hear you say this, it turns out that you are just a knife mouth tofu heart, you still care about me very much. ”

Li Yuzi's face turned red, and he said duplicitously: "I, how can I care about you very much, I'm just worried that if you die, then my personal safety will be no one to protect it, I'm very selfish, I'm for myself." ”

Luo Jiu looked at her with a look of disbelief, rolled his eyes, and said, "Editor, if you continue to make it, it will be almost the same as the real thing." ”

“......”

Li Yuzi's face was black, but he became even more shy, he knew that he shouldn't have said what he said just now, this guy is too narcissistic and too owed!

"Hmph, Miss Ben is too lazy to pay attention to you, I'll go upstairs, if Sister Xia Xia comes back, tell me to search. ”

Luo Jiu asked, "What are you doing upstairs? Not long after you have eaten, do you want to sleep again?" Forgive me for being offended, Miss Lin, your life seems to be no different from that of a pig." ”

"You're a pig, your uncle, can you speak!"

Li Yuzi was angry and scolded, picked up the pillow on the sofa and smashed it at Luo Jiu, but fortunately, Luo Jiu was very flexible and avoided the attack.

He smiled, waved his hand and said, "Don't, don't get excited, I'm just joking with you, you don't have to be so angry little grapefruit." ”

"Are you kidding? You're a personal attack, I don't care, deduct your salary!"

“...... Okay, okay, you buckle, buckle......"