"Juanzi, get up and go to school. ”

My mom kept knocking on my door when she woke up early in the morning, urging me to pack up and have breakfast and go to school.

Seeing that I didn't go out of the house, I directly increased the volume.

The knock on the door became heavier and heavier, "What's going on with you kid today, you don't usually get up by yourself very diligently, why don't you look like this today, hurry up and come out to eat!"

I came out with two dark circles under my eyes, and my mother saw it and asked, "What did you do last night?"

"I'm a little late......," I whispered.

"Let me tell you what's good, don't think about studying when you go to bed this night, do you know the combination of work and rest?"

My mother was busy bringing out the breakfast made from the kitchen, and she was still eating with the two old and young masters of the family, and she didn't have much energy to put it on me, so she was silent after counting my two sentences.

I saw Uncle Zheng brushing his teeth at the sink next to the bathroom, and my eyes accidentally met him and I hurriedly avoided him.

He had a clear conscience, and he gave me the same food he liked when he ate, but after yesterday's incident, I couldn't swallow the food he brought me.

Seeing that I hadn't eaten, my mother asked me with concern, "What's wrong with you?

"I'm a little out of appetite. I forced a smile.

I had been looking for a chance to talk to my mom just now, but she was either too busy in the kitchen to listen to me, or she was talking to Uncle Zheng in the living room, so she didn't give me a chance at all.

Today's breakfast, I don't know the taste of the food.

Since I couldn't eat, I simply took my schoolbag and prepared to go to school, "I'm done, I'll go to school first." ”

I left the house as if I were running away.

The morning air was very fresh, and the flowers and plants on the roadside were covered with dew, and they looked vibrant, but I didn't have the energy to appreciate such beauty.

Out of the community gate, Zheng Xinguang called out to me, "Stop." ”

My feet paused in disobedience, and I turned slightly to look at him, "Is there something wrong?"

"What the hell is wrong with you. ”

I didn't answer, because I couldn't tell what he meant.

He stared at me seriously and hit the nail on the head, "You have been strange since last night, and this morning you got up with two dark circles under your eyes, and you have been looking at your mother while eating, don't tell me those lies that you are fine, I am not a fool." ”

The emotions that he thought were well disguised could no longer be hidden when he said it so nakedly.

I rushed forward and hugged him, my nose was sour for no reason, tears were pouring down, I didn't make a sound, just quietly hugged him, and he just stood there stiff, motionless.

His hand dangled behind my back, as if intent on tapping my shoulder to soothe me, but it hung down again.

I heard him sigh lightly, "Last night my dad said that you were scared when you saw cockroaches, and I suddenly remembered that your mom had unintentionally mentioned it before, saying that when you lived in the countryside before, there were often cockroaches in the room, and sometimes you helped kill ......"

"My dad is lying to me, isn't he?"

He reached out and grabbed me by the shoulder, "You tell me honestly what happened last night." ”

Looking at Zheng Xinguang's eyes, those words that came to his lips were suddenly a little unspeakable, how should I tell him?

Tell him that his dad is a beast?

Although I know that with his temperament, he will definitely stand on my side if I say it, but I know that although Zheng Xinguang is rebellious in his mouth, he actually respects Uncle Zheng very much in his heart.

After all, his mother died early, and it was Uncle Zheng who pulled him up, if he knew that his father was this kind of person, how would he face him, and what kind of mentality would he have towards me in the future?

I don't want him to feel guilty about me forever, and that's not what I want.

I sniffed, "I'm fine, I accidentally fell asleep while doing my homework last night, and then I woke up this morning to find that there was still a lot of homework to do, and I was afraid of being scolded by the teacher." ”

I try to be as sincere as I can say.

I also forced myself to forget the bad things of yesterday.

He gently wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes with his hand, his gaze was very gentle, and his voice was so soft that I could hardly hear it.

"What do you want me to do with you......"

He is a delicate person, otherwise he would not find out that my mood is wrong, so I deliberately hid it from him, and even prevaricated him with such a lame excuse that he did not finish his homework, and he naturally could see it, but he did not continue to ask according to my words.

I could feel his softening attitude, and he went down the slope and grabbed his clothes by the donkey, "Can you ignore me in the future?" ”

I blinked at him, looking pitiful.

All of Zheng Xinguang's temper was wiped out the moment he saw my tears just now, and he reached out and poked me on the forehead angrily, "Who ignored whom first?"

"It's you ignoring me for some reason. ”

I flattened my mouth and complained aggrievedly, "I obviously didn't do anything, so you won't talk to me, and I don't dare to talk to you, I'm afraid that you will think I'm annoying and will never pay attention to me again." ”

He gasped and pinched my face, "How come you little girl still learned to beat a rake?"

"If you hadn't suddenly called me brother, I would have ......"

Suddenly, a sprinkler truck came over and covered the second half of his unfinished sentence, and I grabbed the watch on his wrist to look at the time, and leaned into his ear, "It's time for us to go to school." ”

"Got it, get in the car. ”

He pushed the car in front of me, and Nunu asked me to get in.

When we were in high school, we were inexplicably awkward and awkward, and it was inexplicable that we were reconciled.

I sat on the back seat of his bike as usual, holding the corners of his clothes with both hands, smelling the faint mint scent on his body and enjoying the gentle breeze blowing in my face.

"What a great day!"

"Huh?" he was puzzled.

"Yesterday's was good, the day before yesterday was good. ”

"Boring. He was very disgusted, but there was a smile in his words, he was really a duplicitous person.

On the way, I occasionally met a few people from the same school, I subconsciously lowered my head to prevent them from seeing my face, Zheng Xinguang sitting in front of me was much calmer than my caution.

"Remember to wait for me after school today. ”

"Good. I nodded.

Although he didn't ask about yesterday just now, he still gave me a promise, "I will try not to go out at night in the future." ”

"Huh?"

He sighed and repeated: "I said that I would be at home with you at night in the future." ”

His gentleness and carefulness are always so quiet, little by little infiltrating into the hearts of others, making people have nowhere to guard.