Chapter 82: I won't break up easily
The next day, after breakfast, my mother said to me, "I went to the hospital to go through the discharge procedures, and I didn't live in the hospital, wasting money." ”
When I heard this, I looked at my mother's arm, which was still wrapped in bandages, and said with some concern, "Mom, I think you should be hospitalized for a few more days." ”
"What to stay, I was so good. My mom said impatiently, pushed me away, and went to the discharge process.
I couldn't bear her resolute attitude, so I had to follow her to handle it.
Soon the two of us were back home.
At this time, Uncle Zheng went to work, Zheng Xinguang went to school, and I didn't have to go to class because I was forced to suspend school, and only me and my mother were left at home.
But my mom didn't bother to talk to me anymore at all, and she said bluntly, "I'm tired." ”
Then she ignored me and went back to her room.
I was stunned for a moment, facing the empty living room, and my heart was in turmoil for a while.
When I got back to my room, I was hiding under the covers alone, thinking about the events of these days, and I couldn't hold back any longer, and I secretly cried.
All sorts of thoughts turned around in my heart.
My mom and I managed to reconcile, and now it's like this again.
I was forced by my math teacher to take a break from school.
One contradiction after another appeared in front of me and violently slammed into my heart.
"I don't think those two people get along so simplely......"
"Don't you weigh how many pounds and taels you have?"
"I've been in love with you since I first met you."
All kinds of words replayed, I covered my head, ** more.
There was a faint idea of breaking up.
Zheng Xinguang and I, can we really continue......
In the evening, as soon as Zheng Xinguang returned home, he said to me: "Li Juan, let me tell you about the lessons I took during the day." Even though you're not in school, you can't fall behind in the curriculum. ”
I glanced at my mom, and I knew she hadn't seen it, but she was listening silently.
Tightening my hands, I politely declined, "Thank you, no need." I'll have to ask the washerwoman to cook later, I'm afraid I won't have time. ”
Zheng Xinguang was stunned, looked at me inquiringly, didn't say anything, and returned to the room.
My heart tightened, and I looked in the direction he was leaving, stunned.
When I looked back, I saw that my mom was watching me.
My heart skipped another beat, and I quickly put away the emotions I shouldn't have and started to clean the room on the other side.
After that, when Zheng Xinguang came out, I didn't talk to him again, and he didn't talk to me anymore.
Because my mother was there, I was both happy and anxious.
I kept thinking about it, and when it was time to go to sleep, I went back to my room, still not feeling sleepy.
Time passed little by little, and when I heard the sound of tapping on the balcony, I realized that it was one o'clock in the morning.
I sat up from my bed in shock and looked out onto the balcony.
Zheng Xinguang walked around to my room from the balcony, the door was unlocked, and he pushed the door in.
Looking at me, there was a bit of anxiety in his eyes.
He asked in a deep voice, "Li Juan, what do you mean by this? Do you really want to follow your mother's wishes?"
There was a gloom in my eyes, and I hung my head and didn't speak.
Zheng Xinguang didn't let me easily avoid the past this time, he grabbed my shoulder, and asked in a snarky voice: "You clearly promised me before, you won't break up easily, how long has it been?!"
I whispered, "I've thought about it for a day and a night, we might really be inappropriate, so forget it." ”
In my heart, I whispered to Zheng Xinguang: "I'm sorry. ”
I'm sorry, the person standing next to you shouldn't be so bad for me, you wait for me, and when I make myself a little better, I'll be side by side with you......
But sometimes, if you don't say what you say, you won't be understood.
Now Zheng Xinguang heard me say this, and he was anxious.
He exhaled lightly, held back his temper and said, "Did your mother say something about you?" Don't worry, I can go and say to your mother, don't make such jokes with me again, okay......"
As he spoke, he reached out and tried to take me into his arms.
As soon as I dodged subconsciously, his hand was empty, frozen in mid-air.
A little embarrassed for a while.
After a while, my voice came from the darkness: "I'm sorry, let's break up." ”
At this moment, I saw Zheng Xinguang's withdrawn hand clenched into a fist.
He was silent for a moment, then said slowly, "So I'm just a piece of garbage that you can discard, right?"
Hearing this, my heart ached for a moment.
It hurt so much that I could barely speak.
Then there was infinite silence.
I already have some vague memories of what happened after that, but I remember that I cried for a long, long time that night.
There was no one to comfort me anymore.
The next day, my eyes were swollen like walnuts.
After Zheng Xinguang went to school, I dared to go out the door.
When I was delivering food to my mother, my mother saw me like this, and her heart was like a mirror, and she asked nonchalantly, "It's all clear, right?"
I paused for a moment and nodded.
At this time, my mother said, "That's good, I'll send you to school tomorrow, and you can apologize to the teacher." ”
I didn't listen to what my mom was saying after that.
The soul is depressed, and I feel that my heart is empty.
Back in my room, I flipped through the books I had brought back from school by myself, and I didn't read the words on them.
Zheng Xinguang and I, that's the end of it......
Thinking about it, tears couldn't help but flow down again, wetting the words on the book.
I hurriedly wiped my tears and wiped the water stains from the book with a piece of paper.
Staring at my misty eyes, I wanted to continue reading, but after a while, tears began to flow again.
I stopped crying all afternoon, and after school in the evening, Uncle Zheng came back.
I put down my book, and all my thoughts ran outside.
I heard my mom talking to Uncle Zheng.
"Why are you so angry?"
"Besides, you don't know what that muddy boy did! He's so bold that he dares to skip school!"
My mother exclaimed, I was also very surprised, I didn't expect Zheng Xinguang to really skip school that day.
The thought that he might be for me made my heart throb again.
I heard my mother advising Uncle Zheng: "Xinguang must have its own reasons." ”
"Hmph, no matter what the reason, when he comes back, I'm going to clean him up!"
Uncle Zheng's words carried a thunderous anger, and my heart was shaken.
Zheng Xinguang didn't know anything about this, if he returned home at this time, Uncle Zheng wouldn't have killed him, right?
A little worry surged uncontrollably in my heart, and I hurriedly ran to the balcony, staring closely outside, thinking that when I saw Zheng Xinguang, I would ask him to go to the same school to avoid the limelight temporarily.
After waiting anxiously for a while, I saw the familiar figure in the distance.
My heart moved, and I hurriedly raised my hand and kept waving towards Zheng Xinguang.