Yan Ziqi looked at Ji Hangcheng and smiled a little self-deprecatingly, "It's useless for you to tell me this now, maybe I won't even forget who I am next month, let alone my birthday." ”

It's a joke and the truth, even if Yan Ziqi feels very relaxed when he says it, Ji Hangcheng feels as painful as being crushed by a big stone in his heart.

He couldn't understand the feeling of forgetfulness, but he knew it must be uncomfortable.

"I'm sorry, Yan Ziqi, it's my fault. ”

Ji Hangcheng blamed himself very much, if he hadn't played with Yan Ziqi's feelings like he did at the beginning, she really wouldn't have come to this point.

"Okay, don't apologize, you said it was your fault, and I can't remember why you were wrong. Instead of always drowning in guilt, it's better to live each day well and cherish the days when I still remember you. ”

Ji Hangcheng was infected by Yan Ziqi's optimism, he reached out and scratched her nose and said dotingly: "Yes, what my wife said is right." ”

*

Mianmian didn't know where she heard the news that Ji Hangcheng was going to marry Yan Ziqi, and the moment she heard the news, her whole body suddenly trembled irrepressibly, and then she kept biting her arm like she had been put under a Gu.

The new nanny was so frightened when she saw her like this that she thought she had gone mad.

There was no way, there was nothing she could do but get Ji Hangcheng back.

"Sir, I'm sorry, I can't help it, disturb your work time. Mianmian didn't know why she locked herself up early in the morning and didn't go to school. And bite yourself, oops, I'm scared to death. ”

The new babysitter was a local and chatterbox.

"Got it, you go out for a while, I'll come. ”

"Okay, then I'll go grocery shopping, is Mr. going to eat at home at noon?"

"Hmm. ”

Ji Hangcheng responded shallowly and went upstairs.

The moment the door was pushed open, he saw a scene that he might never be able to forget in his life, Mianmian was slashing his arm with a utility knife.

"Mianmian!"

Ji Hangcheng shouted, and threw the utility knife in her hand directly on the ground in fright, she grabbed the curtain behind her in horror and hid her thin body.

"Don't come, Dad, don't come here, I'm scared!"

Mianmian clutched the curtains, and the scratches on her white arms one after another were shocking.

"Mianmian, what's wrong with you? What are you afraid of????"

"What can you tell me. ”

Ji Hangcheng stood still, he didn't step forward, just kept a distance from Mianmian.

"Woo woo woo~"

Suddenly, Mianmian burst into tears, "I miss my mother, I really miss her." That bad grandma came to the house that day, and she told me Daddy, you're going to get married, you're going to have children of your own, and you're going to send me away. I don't want to be sent away, I want to go to my mother, my classmates said that my mother didn't go far away, she died, so if I want to find her, I have to die too. ”

Mianmian cried and twitched, her arm was still bleeding, she simply didn't cut the major artery, she should have wanted to commit suicide and didn't find the right position.

When Ji Hangcheng heard this, what a mess, why is a nine-year-old child so mature now.

"Mianmian, don't think about it, even if I want to get married, I won't want you. ”

This is a fact, Ji Hangcheng has not reached that level of livestock yet.

"But Dad, I really don't like that woman, I really don't like it, she killed my mother, Dad, Mom really loves you so much, she often hides in the room and secretly cries for you, why do you bully her. ”

Ji Hangcheng felt very uncomfortable when he heard this, and he felt that Lu Juan and Mianmian were likely to be the punishment that imprisoned him for the rest of his life.

“…”

After a pause, Ji Hangcheng continued to speak: "Mianmian, this is our adult's business, and it has nothing to do with you. ”

"No, it matters, why can my classmates be with their parents and parents, but I can only follow the nanny, why don't you go to school activities once, why do I can only stand in the corner and secretly envy others every time, why do you don't love me and give birth to me, why give birth to me and don't love me. ”

Mianmian's mind is really very mature.

“…”

"I'm sorry, Mianmian. ”

The child is not wrong, it is the adult who is wrong, Ji Hangcheng feels that he and Lu Juan should be half of the fault in this matter.

Now apart from apologizing, he really doesn't know what to do with Mianmian.

"Dad, can you not get married? Or if you marry another aunt, it really doesn't want to be that woman, okay! Mom hates her, and I hate her! I really hate her, otherwise I wouldn't change her medicine and want her to die, I wouldn't spit in her food, I wouldn't always think about pushing her downstairs, Dad, I really hate her, I hate her!!!"

Speaking of the back, Mianmian suddenly screamed hysterically.

"Okay, Mianmian, don't think about it yet. ”

"Dad, can you not marry her, if you want to marry her, I will die!"

Today's children like to threaten death at every turn, which is actually a kind of sadness in society.

"Mianmian!"

"Daddy, I beg you, she's the one who killed Mom!"

Mianmian is purely crooked, she doesn't know about Yan Ziqi and Lu Juan, but there is a lot of nonsense, and there will always be blind cats and dead mice.

"Don't talk nonsense!"

Ji Hangcheng will never allow anyone to hurt Yan Ziqi now, not even his daughter.

"Wow, wow, wow!"

Listening to the continuous crying, Ji Hangcheng felt that his head was big, how to say it, it's not that he didn't report it, the time had not come.

When I play with my feelings, I don't care about them, but when I want to be single-minded, I am beaten by a bloody hanging!

Two words "deserved"!

*

Because of Mianmian, Ji Hangcheng and Yan Ziqi's wedding was put on hold for the time being, and they couldn't really step on the life of a child to get married.

Ji Hangcheng thought about secretly knotting the knot, but even if he succeeded, there would be someone behind him to influence Mianmian, and he didn't need to think about it, he knew who this person was, it must be his good mother, Ms. Dong.

When Ji Hangcheng returned to the Ji family's mansion, Dong Li was leisurely drinking tea in the garden, and now everyone knows that this family is no longer Ji Shengnian's final say, it is her.

"Mom, why did you tell Mianmian about my marriage to Yan Ziqi. ”

The sunlight on her face was obscured by the shadows, Dong Li slowly put down the delicate British royal noble teacup in her hand, raised her head calmly and elegantly and looked at Ji Hangcheng and responded unhurriedly: "This is a good thing, she is your good daughter, shouldn't she know that her father and stepmother are married?" I went to give her a skirt the day before yesterday, and I told her that she was going to be a flower girl, you said that my grandmother did okay." ”

Dong Li just deliberately has nothing to do.

She held her breath in her heart, Ji Hangcheng didn't want to send away Mianmian's little neuropathy, it just so happened that he didn't want to send him away, so she would find him something to do and let him know what the consequences of disobedience would be.

Anyway, Dong Li hates Mianmian, she doesn't care if she is psychologically perverted, she had better be perverted, and in the end she is the same as Ji Xiaofan.

“…”

Ji Hangcheng was speechless by Dong Li, "Mom, don't you want me to get married!"

If she wanted to, she shouldn't be this-stirring stick!

"No, you're in your thirties, I can't control your business, and similarly, I'm your mother, and you can't do anything I want!"

"You!"

Dong Li's eyes were close to Ji Hangcheng, and she didn't have the slightest intention of retreating, she felt that she was too good before, so good that her husband was looking for Xiao San outside to openly lead her illegitimate son into the door, so good that her own son was doing it against her!

So, why, everyone has been a lifelong person, why should she be wronged.

“…”

Dong Li retracted her gaze, she picked up the English teacup on the table and tasted the tea leisurely.

*

Ji Hangcheng has no choice now, he really doesn't know how to face Mianmian and how to discipline this child.

In desperation, he could only find Dong Qiyang and ask him if there was any way.

As soon as he came to Dong Qiyang's house, Ji Hangcheng saw a scene that moved him.

Apricot was playing early education games with her son in the living room, the child was really cute, tiger-headed, Ji Hangcheng thought of the child who was beaten by Yan Ziqi.

If he hadn't said that he wanted to stay by Lu Juan's side at that time, maybe all this would be different now.

"Brother Hangcheng, you're here. ”

As soon as Apricot saw Ji Hangcheng, she greeted him warmly.

"Little steamed buns, look, uncle is here. ”

Apricot gently grabbed her child's hand and greeted Ji Hangcheng.

"Otherwise, let my uncle hug me. ”

Dong Qiyang suddenly took the child from the apricot's hand, and then walked in front of Ji Hangcheng, "Brother, hug it, be skilled first, don't be estranged from Sister Ziqi when she has a child in the future." "Sister Literature Network

Child?

Ji Hangcheng thinks that he and Yan Ziqi still have children?

One is ligated, and the other is at risk of giving birth, so how can there be a child.

Ji Hangcheng glanced at the child in Dong Qiyang's hand, he shook his head, "Forget it, I won't hug it, don't hurt the child." ”

This is a fact, although he is a father, he has grown up by Lu Juan's side since he was a child, and he really has never been in contact with such a young child.

"No, no, Brother Hangcheng, in fact, the child is very easy to hold, you can drag his little ass with one hand and hold his back with one hand. ”

Apricot taught him very enthusiastically, and Dong Qiyang also took the opportunity to stuff his son into his hands.

Suddenly there was a soft person in his arms, and Ji Hangcheng felt that he was not so nervous about talking about hundreds of millions of business.

"Is that so?"

He asked nervously as he held the child.

"That's right, that's the case, Brother Hangcheng, you see that the little steamed bun likes you so much, and he keeps gnawing on your face. ”

Ji Hangcheng felt his cheeks wet, like the feeling of jelly swimming on his face.

He smelled the scent of the milk of the child in his arms, felt his soft little body, and his heart throbbed.

At that moment, he confessed that he wanted a child.

Ji Hangcheng returned the child to Apricot after hugging him once, and then he patted Dong Qiyang's arm and said, "Is it convenient? I have something I want to talk to you about." ”

"It's convenient. ”

"Well, Qiyang-kun, you talk to Brother Hangcheng first, and I'll take the little steamed buns out for a walk. ”

Apricot was very considerate and gave up her home to Ji Hangcheng and Dong Qiyang.

"Let's go, Brother Hangcheng, let's go to the study to talk. ”

"Hmm. ”

The two walked to the study, and Ji Hangcheng went straight to the point.

"Ah Yang, I have something I want to tell you..."

Ji Hangcheng took a little time to talk about the long thing, and he didn't use a very exaggerated tone or exaggeration, but such a realistic narrative made Dong Qiyang feel incredible.

"Brother Hangcheng, Mianmian's psychological problem is not small. ”

"yes, so I don't know what to do!"

Dong Qiyang is now a father, he often reads some parenting books, and he understands that if he doesn't intervene in time for Mianmian, this child may not be saved.

"Or... Why don't you try to take her to a psychiatrist? I don't think there is anything ordinary people can do to help her now, and from what you just told me, I think Mianmian is very likely to be suffering from depression. ”

"Depression?"

Ji Hangcheng was terrified when he heard these three words now, isn't Yan Ziqi suffering from depression when he becomes what he is today.

"Can children have depression too?"

"Of course, times are advancing, and I talked to my student who came back from abroad about this a few days ago, and now psychological problems are no longer limited to adulthood. ”

"Your senior sister?"

Ji Hangcheng asked.

"Oh, yes, my sister is studying child psychology, or I'll see if she can help. ”

"Good. ”

Ji Hangcheng has now reached the point of exhaustion for Mianmian, no matter what the method is, he has to try.

"Well, then I'll make an appointment, and then you can take Mianmian to my junior sister to have a look, maybe under her guidance, everything will develop in a good direction. ”

"Hmm. ”

Ji Hangcheng nodded a little tiredly, and when Dong Qiyang saw him like this, he couldn't help but ask with concern: "Brother Hangcheng, you look quite tired, is it that the company has been busy recently, or is there a problem on Sister Ziji's side." ”

Ji Hangcheng now has three mountains on his back, one is the future and development of Ji's Group, one is the Yanzi period, and the other is Mianmian.

"The company is fine, as for the Yan Zi period..."

Speaking of this, Ji Hangcheng suddenly paused for a moment, and under Dong Qiyang's gaze, a bitter smile appeared on the corner of his lips, "She is like a fish now, and many things are forgotten in an instant." Moreover, I was worried that she would not collapse if she was taking medicine every day. ”

Dong Qiyang's face flashed a little complicated after hearing this, "Well, I understand, but I don't think it's completely hopeless that medicine is so developed now." ”

Once upon a time, Ji Hangcheng was also as optimistic as Dong Qiyang, he felt that medicine was progressing, and perhaps the memory impairment in the Yanzi period could be improved.

It's a pity that all his hopes are basically worn out under the blows of his expectations again and again.

"Well, I don't want to, I just want her to be okay, even if she can't remember me, I'll be by her side, it's a problem now, I have to solve it. ”

"Okay. ”

"When the time comes, I'll contact my junior, she's very nice, maybe she can help you. ”

"Well, hopefully. ”

Coming out of Dong Qiyang's house, Ji Hangcheng made a phone call, "Hey, where is she." ”

"Back to the chairman, Miss Yan is currently here in the Western Suburbs Cemetery, we follow her, please rest assured. ”

Cemetery?

*

Today's wind was very strong, Yan Ziqi's scarf was blown and danced, and she bent down and put a bouquet of flowers in her hand next to Yan Chenghua.

"Dad, I've come to see you, I'm sorry I haven't come to see you for so long. ”

Yan Ziqi half-squatted in front of Yan Chenghua's tombstone, and she reached out and gently stroked the black and white photo on the tombstone.

"Dad, isn't my daughter really unfilial, and it's useless. ”

“…”

Yan Ziqi suddenly lowered his head as he spoke, "I'm like a soulless doll now, I can't remember many things, and the worst thing is that I can't even take care of myself." ”

Why did Yan Ziqi think of Yan Chenghua, it was that one day she passed by a lo-mei shop, she saw the pig's head meat in the window, and then remembered her father's preference, so she bought the meat, but forgot where her home was.

Later, she kept thinking about it, thinking about it all the time, and then she could barely remember that Yan Chenghua was not alive.

"Dad, why do you think I became like this? How will I adapt to this world in the future? Dad, I'm really sad, I feel like there is no point in living. ”

"Who said that. ”

“！！！”

The voice that suddenly came out behind him frightened Yan Ziqi and hurriedly turned around.

As soon as she looked at the person standing behind her, her tense heart immediately relaxed.

"Why are you here. ”

"Come to you. ”

After Ji Hangcheng finished speaking, he bowed solemnly three times to Yan Chenghua's tombstone, and then squatted down with Yan Ziqi.

"You..."

"Yan Ziqi, I am the meaning of your life, and in the same way, you are also my belief in living, no matter what the future holds, I will be by your side, take care of you, and love you. ”

"But I..."

Yan Ziqi hurriedly said the words, Ji Hangcheng held her hand and continued: "I know what you want to say, you want to say that you may not remember who I am in the future, right?" It doesn't matter, I'll remind you of it, even if you ask me to say it 10,000 times, 100 million times a day, as long as I say it, it's okay. ”

After speaking, he slowly helped Yan Ziqi to stand up, "Good, don't think too much, twice a year in the future, I will take you to see your father, and I will help you remember the things you can't remember." ”

How many beautiful and touching words, Yan Ziqi felt that he could be worthy of a good man like Ji Hangcheng.

She said what she thought in her heart, expecting to see joy on his face, but what she didn't expect to see was guilt.

"No, Yan Ziqi, I'm not good, I'm bad, I may not even be a person compared to you. ”

“…”

Yan Ziqi was about to ask why Ji Hangcheng wanted to say this about himself, when suddenly two people appeared in front of her.

"It's windy here, you go and wait for me in the car. ”

"You ???"

"I have something to say to your father, and I'll go to you. ”

Yan Ziqi was stunned, and then nodded. "Good. ”

After a while, Ji Hangcheng was the only one left in the huge cemetery, and the howling cold wind blew on his face.

Ji Hangcheng looked at Yan Chenghua's tombstone on the tombstone, and suddenly knelt down like this.