Chapter 014, Moths to the Fire

() Dongning No. 1 Middle School

It has been nearly a week since the start of school, but the students have not seen Teacher Cang come back, and their hearts are full of a sense of loss, whenever they see Teacher Yu, they will involuntarily ask Teacher Cang if he is back

And the answer they wanted was also the answer Yu Xue wanted, since Canglong proposed to her last time and left, there was no news from him, and Hei Man, who was the only one who knew the answer, was unwilling to tell her

There is no dragon in the dragon, Yu Xue has nothing more in her heart, but there is nothing missing, that feeling is still so bland, whenever she touches the pendant on her neck, she always comforts herself, he will definitely come back, he will definitely come back

There have been some strangers around the apartment recently, although Yu Xue can't see them, but she can feel that whenever she goes back from work, Yu Xue will involuntarily come to Canglong's room, she hopes that the mess inside is waiting for her to clean up, but every time she goes, she will see a scene that disappoints her

The work in the school has not stopped, just like Canglong said, this world will not stop turning without anyone, and no one is irreplaceable

It's just that in Yu Xue's heart, Canglong is that irreplaceable person and has nothing to do with this world

Hei Man followed behind Yu Xue as always, her task was to protect Yu Xue, she didn't care about Yu Xue's emotions at all, what she needed was that Yu Xue couldn't leave her sight

The strangers around him made Heiman nervous these days, because they made her feel dangerous, but fortunately, Canglong chose this apartment to be an easy place to defend and difficult to attack, and it didn't seem to be easy to do anything bad under her guard

And after these strangers appeared, Heiman suddenly felt that it was not easy to stay by Canglong's side

When Yu Xue got home, in addition to cleaning up everything in the apartment, the rest was cooking, and the portions made each time were three servings, but every day, only Hei Man and her two of them ate, Sun Liping would be busy every day and come back late, and there was no Canglong in her every day when she came back, and she fell asleep with her head down, and her spirit was not good

It's not that the students of Class 9 are causing trouble for her, on the contrary, since the beginning of school, most of the students in Class 9 have been engaged in intense study, they are harder than any class, and occasionally two naughty ones will not cause any big trouble

It's just that in the new semester, Principal Feng revised some school rules when announcing the tasks of this semester, which are more stringent than the previous school rules of Laiyi Middle School, and the ingenuity is that since the last make-up time, some codes of conduct have been added to the new school rules to bind teachers

For example, if students are asked not to smoke, then teachers themselves cannot smoke, and if students are asked not to go out to surf the Internet in the middle of the night, teachers cannot easily leave the school

The new school rules are so strict that they don't give students much opinion, but rather the rules of conduct for teachers that make students addicted

However, there is one article that is very resistant to the students of Class 9, called jīng English education, which is a clause for this class of senior high school students, and this jīng English education clause was revised by Principal Jiang through years of teaching experience, and has passed the review and standardization of the Education Bureau

One of them stipulates that senior high school students must focus on their studies and work hard to meet the college entrance examination, and the school has prescribed courses for each student that must be completed, and these courses are designed to cope with the upcoming college entrance examination

In order to avoid external interference, the school stipulates that students will not be able to go home during the school holidays, and if they miss their children, they can only come to the school to see them, but they cannot take the students back

In order to prepare for the college entrance examination, almost all parents of the first and third grades of high school have signed a guarantee letter to ensure the implementation of these terms

The most frustrating thing for the students is that Vice Principal Li and Section Chief Liu of the Security Section, who were in charge of the make-up time during the winter vacation, actually came back again

Deputy Director Jiang of the Education Bureau also took office again, and it is said that this is all arranged by the Municipal Party Committee, and Vice President Li and Section Chief Liu are the persons in charge of this Jīng Ying education

Sun Liping, the head teacher, didn't have many good strategies to deal with the school's regulations, and in the end she could only do the work of the students, so she went back every day with a haggard face, and she also looked sluggish, and many times she missed Canglong's rìzi very much, thinking that if he was there, maybe many things would not have happened

Yu Xue, a music teacher, has always been ignorant of school matters, just takes her music lessons, gets off work on time after class, never attends any meetings in the school, and never stays in school, but her music lessons are liked by every student, because it suddenly became the only relaxation time for students

In other words, the appearance of the dragon is like a pebble falling into the originally calm lake, rippling in circles, but when the pebble sinks to the bottom of the lake, everything will become calm

Sun Liping couldn't take over Canglong's burden, so she was entangled every day between students and school rules, and she had to make a choice

"The farthest distance in the world is not the distance between life and death, but I am standing in front of you, but you don't know that I love you;

Hei Man sat on the side, occasionally paying attention to the words in her mouth, and sometimes when he saw the look on Yu Xue's face, Hei Man would sarcastically say a few words to her, thinking that she was too pretentious, but Yu Xue just smiled every time and never spoke

Sometimes Heiman is thinking about whether love is really that important, she seems to be able to survive without love, and it seems that she can survive better without feelings

And the reason why she stayed by Canglong's side was to know what kind of thing could make Canglong, who was known as the "Grim Reaper", so desperate to stay by such an ordinary woman's side, in Heiman's eyes, Yu Xue had no other advantages except for being beautiful

"The farthest distance in the world is not that you know that you love each other but can't be together, but you can't resist this kind of thought, but you have to deliberately pretend that you don't put you in your heart at all," Yu Xue silently recited the words inside, and the expression on her face seemed to be deeply involved

Heiman couldn't stand it a little, walked over, and rudely snatched the book in Yu Xue's hand, looked at it regardless of it, and then said: "I like this sentence, the farthest distance in the world, it's not that I can't resist this kind of thought, but I have to deliberately pretend that I don't put you in my heart at all, but in the face of the person who loves you, I dig a ditch that can't be crossed with an indifferent heart."

Yu Xue's face changed, but she didn't want to return the book, but she suddenly looked out the window and was silent, Hei Man thought she was angry, so she returned the book to her, but Yu Xue shook her head and said to her: "One day you will understand the meaning of this, you think you are not ordinary people, but in fact, you are all "

"Well," Hei Man's face changed, "how do you know that we are ordinary people, and how do you know that we are not ordinary people, or you actually don't know anything, just"

"No, I know," Yu Xue shook her head firmly, "Do you know why I fell in love with him?"

Heiman hesitated for a moment and asked, "Why?"

"Isn't this sentence you like to describe him at the beginning," Yu Xue took the book and pointed to the sentence that Hei Man read just now, and said, "When he first came, he gave people the feeling that he obviously had feelings, but he used his heart to freeze up and dig a ditch to block those people around him."

"Do you know his true identity, then?" Heyman's attention was drawn to him

"I don't know," Yu Xue shook her head and said. But I can feel the danger, and I also know that he has always pretended to be a person in his heart, and I think a lot about it these days, I want to give him time to make him forget that person, and I want him to propose to me again, and I am ready, but the more I think about it, the more I realize that he can't do it, and I can't do it, he falls in love with me, maybe I am too much like her, so she regards me as the shadow of the person in his heart, but I don't want the most painful love in the world, maybe it is knowing that your beloved treats you as another person, and you still have to love desperately."

"If you knew the outcome in the first place, then why did you even approach him," Heman wondered, "why did you let him approach you when you weren't a member of the world?"

"Do you know that moths put out fires," Yu Xue suddenly stood up, walked to the window, and opened the curtains

Hei Man was a little distracted, not knowing what Yu Xue wanted to do and what he wanted to say

"Knowing that it will pay the price of life, but the moth still has no hesitation, no regrets, and pounces into the fire until his life turns into smoke; because it is seeking the most valuable thing in life, and it is also the love that I pursue in my life, so I have no hesitation, but I don't want to be her shadow, I want him to really remember me," Yu Xue stood in front of the window with a book, looking at the scenery outside, "If there is such an opportunity, let me die for him, I am willing, if there is such a day, please help me tell him, if love please"

I don't know why, seeing Yu Xue Heiman at this moment, I can't help but feel a faint touch in my heart, very uncomfortable, but I want to chase it

It's just that when she came back to her senses and didn't think about it, she suddenly felt a little creepy, and subconsciously looked at Yu Xue, only to see a reflection flickering outside the window in the distance, and the battle-hardened Hei Man's face changed greatly, and she ran over shouting: "Get out of there"

But it was too late, when Heiman took Yu Xue's hand and wanted to drag her out of the window, he found that there was a splash of blood on his face, and Yu Xue involuntarily fell into her arms, and when she helped Yu Xue to lie down, she found that Yu Xue still had a smile on her face