Chapter 42: Resolving Misunderstandings
"Yingzi, it's normal for you to think he's unfamiliar, after all, you've only known him for more than ten days. ”
Xiao Zhi brought me a set of soft clothes and asked me to change into them myself. Umeko helped me toss my soaked pajamas into the dirty laundry basket next to me.
"Actually, he wanted to bring you here the day he came back from the hospital, but the room wasn't set up yet. Everything in this room was hand-picked by himself.
Xiao Zhi said, took another thick long fur and put it on the outside, and looked at me with a smile. Then he pinched my face like a big sister coaxing a little sister.
"Actually, I bought it when I met you, and he told his eldest brother that he met a little girl and felt that he could have some stories with her in the future, and wanted to prepare a place to live for her first. It was also that year that he originally disagreed to buy a property right on the side of the commercial street, but suddenly one day he figured it out and said that he wanted to buy it, and the sooner the better. ”
Xiao Zhi took my hand and walked out, sat on the sofa, Xu Bangguo brought me a pot of very hot ginger syrup for me to drink, and Meizi also asked me to drink some, saying that I would not catch a cold.
"That's right, business wasn't very good that year, and a few projects were just enough to protect the capital. He took all the liquid money of the company and bought the place. I think it's a bit of a square to have a place to live for a girl he met once. The point is that he chose the largest house. I had a big fight with him for this, but I couldn't beat him, he beat him so badly, and he lay in the hospital for a week before he could get out of bed. ”
Xu Bangguo said and looked at Meizi and laughed.
"This room was originally planned on the fourth floor, and then he was not satisfied and moved to the fifth floor, still not satisfied, saying that the location of the fifth floor has no terrace, you can no longer watch the scenery from the small balcony, so he moved to the third floor. ”
Xiao Zhi looked at me and sat opposite me with a smile, my feet soaked in the mugwort leaf water that the maid had just brought up, and said to ward off the cold for me.
"This room is the largest bedroom in the house. It took four years to complete the renovation of the whole house. He and Luo Rui have been living in a small three-bedroom apartment on the other side of the riverside garden since they got married, and Luo Rui never knew that this place existed. After it was installed, he didn't live by himself, and he has been living in the hotel, which is close to Hefeng and Nanfeng and is more convenient for him. ”
Xiao Zhi continued, and helped me refill a glass of ginger syrup. Then he looked around the room and said softly.
"Everything here is hand-picked by him, even if it's as small as what to put in a certain place, he does it himself. Including the bed curtain on it, one person fumbled for one by one to hang on the wall. When he misses you alone, he will go into this room with glasses on and stand and watch. Imagine how happy you would be when you stayed here. ”
"Yingzi, maybe you don't know what it's like to be in love. But the second brother knows, and Luo Rui knows. ”
"The second brother only has you in his heart, but Luo Rui has the second brother in his heart. ”
On the one hand, Luo Rui is a top student in the BD Department of Statistics, and she is proud of herself, plus the second brother's eyes can't see things clearly, and his vision is always blurry when he wears glasses that are as thick as the bottom of a bottle. Sometimes it's so tired that even walking becomes a problem. She never called her second brother by name, she was always blind. On the other hand, she hates the second brother, and the second brother is full of you. never accompanies her, and the second brother's weekends are almost spent in the café of City University in G City. She was jealous of you and investigated you privately, but the second brother found out about it, which angered the second brother and wanted to divorce her. She was murderous. ”
Xiao Zhi just talked about the love-hate entanglement between Xu Zhengchun and his ex-wife. And how he loved a girl he couldn't stand in front of her.
"He's married, and my sister is married, so he shouldn't treat his wife like this. Since you are married to someone, you should be loyal to them, which is the most basic. ”
Meizi heard Xiaozhi say this, and immediately said. Then his eyes glanced at Xu Bangguo, who was sitting next to him, Xu Bangguo didn't seem to see Meizi's eyes, but kept staring at the cup in his hand.
"You're right, but we can't say how much we love this thing. Isn't it?"
Xu Bangguo raised his head and looked at Meizi, this was saying to me and Meizi.
"After you checked into the hotel, there were several nights when you fell asleep in your room. He was in the study and touched the fabric and style of clothes one by one. I'm afraid that the fabric is uncomfortable to wear, and I'm afraid that you don't like the style. Then one by one they asked me what color it was. And she always asks me, does the little girl look good in it, and you tell her what it looks like when she wears it. You can't move for a few days, the only thing he will do except think is to help you pick out clothes, jewelry, and bags one by one. He always said, I want to see your face. I really want to see if my little girl is still what she remembers. ”
After hearing Xiao Zhi say this, I lowered my head, did he really sit down so much? Why didn't he say it?
"Yingzi, maybe you only remember him for a dozen days, but he remembers you for eight years. ”
"I don't think you've ever seen him, in order to hear your voice, he secretly squatted in the corner of the back door of the Nanfeng Group alone, you should remember that your administrative office is on it. ”
"You've never seen it, when Sister Ping brought him your voice, he was holding that voice recorder, and he lived by those voices. It feels like he's not holding a voice recorder, but you, the real person. ”
"You've never seen him, in order to see you, in order to make himself recover as soon as possible, he runs desperately on the treadmill every day, and exercises desperately. Running until I vomited and still running. ”
"You've never seen him, he misses you, can't sleep night after night, holding those materials and photos that he can't see at all, and kneeling at the desk and crying bitterly. ”
"You never knew that in order to be relatively close to you, he disguised himself as a passerby every day and sat on the stone steps at the entrance of your community waiting for you to get off work. ”
"Do you always receive surprises from Sister Ping? Do you always invite you to dinner out to celebrate your birthday every year on your birthday? Those are all arranged by him. He sits in the back every time and sings you birthday songs and wishes you a happy birthday. I also gave you a birthday gift in the name of Sister Ping. ”
"Maybe you can't feel how much he loves you, but we as outsiders, as outsiders, can see and feel it clearly. His forbearance, deep love. ”
Xiao Zhi kept saying that Xu Zhengchun did that for me, but these are too strange to me.
"Yingzi, maybe you really feel that you don't love him, and you won't be moved by how much he does. It's okay, you go and tell him. Okay?"
After Xu Bangguo listened to Xiao Zhi's words, he stood up directly, and Meizi saw him stand up and pulled him to sit down again.
"When he can't see or hear, his heart is on you. ”
"He's a man, but he'd rather endure the pain of burning his body, and endure the extreme desire brought about by this physical discomfort, but he also wants to hold you. Can't you feel that he is holding back his impulses all the time?"
"Do you know why he lost his temper this morning? He has been holding you like this all these days, and he can't control himself anymore, you know? Your voice is a spell to him, a curse of desire, you know? When you took the initiative to hold him, his defenses had completely collapsed. ”
"Though your cry brought back his senses. He's on the verge of madness. You know? He's forced himself to take the medicine, and if he eats it, he's crippled, really crippled. Do you understand?"
Xu Bangguo squatted down, squatted next to me, and looked up at me.
I listened with tears in my eyes.
It turns out that he really did so much, so much. Why didn't he tell me? Why? No, I'm going to go to him and ask for clarification.
I'm going to tell him what I'm willing, I'm willing.
"You go see him and tell him not to take the medicine, he's cutting off his own way and making a desperate bet in order to wait for your willingness, you know?"
Xu Bangguo stood up and looked at Meizi, his eyes full of reluctance. He was saying sorry to Meizi with his eyes.
"Where is he? I'm going to look for him. ”
Tears rolled down my cheeks, I put down my cup and stood up.
Barefoot, he ran out quickly, turned his head and shouted into the house.
"How to get there?"
"Turn right, the one at the back. ”
Xiao Zhi's voice came.
"Bang. ”
I slammed the door and forgot to open it.
"Jeong-chun, open the door. Jeong-chun, open the door. ”
I couldn't knock on the door, so I banged on it and screamed at the house.
"The door is not locked, why are you so stupid, second sister-in-law. ”
As he spoke, Andy ran over and unscrewed the door. I rushed into the study.
"Yingzi, don't come here, although I have taken medicine, I can't guarantee that I can control myself. Just stand there and let me hear your voice, okay? ”
Xu Zhengchun sat at the desk, sweating on his forehead, but he was wearing a shirt, his tie was loose, and his woolen sweater had been taken off. The feet of the shirt were not tied into the waistband of the trousers, but fell in front of them at random. The appearance is decadent, and painful.
"Why are you taking the medicine? You can tell me. I have to let someone tell me that you have done so much for me. Don't you have a mouth yourself? You embarrass me like this, you know?"
I approached him step by step, and he must have heard my footsteps and stood up immediately. Hand propped up on the table. Beads of sweat dripped down the walls.
"I'm sorry, Yingzi, I scared you. I can't take it anymore, where did you hurt in the morning?"
Xu Zhengchun endured it with difficulty and asked me where I was injured to divert his attention.
"My forehead is bruised, and it's still swollen. I think you'll have to help me rub it, or it won't get better. ”
I've walked in front of him. Touching his fingers with his fingers, he grabbed my hand with his backhand. Hold me in your arms and bow your head. Leaned into my face.
"Is that okay?"
He asked softly.
"Yes, yes. ”
He picked me up with one hand. Hold me close to his body.
"Shall we go to the room? I can't help myself. ”
Xu Zhengchun put his arms around me and didn't forcibly bite me as he did in the morning. Instead, he leaned into my ear and gently asked for my opinion.
"Good!"
As soon as he finished speaking, he picked me up and quickly ran out of the study.
"All out. ”
There was a sound of panicked footsteps, followed by the sound of the door closing, and the room fell silent.
"Little girl, are you ready?"
It turned out that he had always called me a little girl. It turned out that I was his little girl, the little girl he had been taking care of.
"Hmm. ”
For a long time, after a long time. He got up and fumbled across the quilt, carefully covered me, and held me in his arms. The flush on my face had not yet faded, and the whole person was soft in his arms.
"Little girl, I love you. Thank you!"
Holding in my arms was the skin of the two people touching together, his body was very warm, and I quietly took away the cold feet and did not stay next to him. But he stretched out his foot and warmed my foot on his foot.
"Little girl, can I help you warm your feet in the future?
Xu Zhengchun looked at me with a smile, then gently picked me up, put me on his stomach, and pulled the quilt to cover me.
"Little girl, don't go, okay? Or in a few days, the matter here is over, and I'll send you back, okay?"
Xu Zhengchun gently leaned his face against me, and he said that he wanted me to see him next to me when I woke up.