88 Arsenic preserves
Yan Shiyu is extremely psychologically dependent on Chu Yunting, which is called the Barnum effect in psychology.
Her beautification and liking for Chu Yunting come from the subjective verification of her heart.
When a person wants to believe something in his heart, he will take the initiative to collect all kinds of evidence to verify his opinion.
Even if the evidence found is irrelevant, it is possible to find a logic that fits one's assumptions and makes one susceptible to suggestion.
It was in such a state of constant psychological suggestion and self-hypnosis that Yan Shiyu caused this increasingly sick liking for Chu Yunting.
Regardless of gains and losses, without asking for returns, silently liking, humble and distressing.
"Haven't you thought that you like him differently than other normal people?"
He hesitated, "You mean I'm not normal?"
Chu Yuchen frowned, he didn't mean that.
But obviously, Yan Shiyu didn't pay attention to what he really wanted to express in what he just said.
Glancing at Yan Shiyu deeply, Chu Yuchen's eyes were a little complicated, as if he had made a decision, "You come with me, I have something to tell you." ”
He thought that he needed to have a deeper understanding of Yan Shiyu's inner world.
Yan Shi was stunned, a little didn't understand what the man meant, put away the dress in his hand, and looked defensive.
Seeing her "protecting food" like this, full of vigilance against herself, Chu Yuchen raised his eyebrows, and the position of his temples jumped with anger.
The evil phoenix eyes were faintly stained with coldness, and he directly grabbed Yan Shiyu's slender and soft waist, and almost half-hugged and half-tied the disobedient little woman in his arms into a room.
"I'll go by myself!You let me down!" Yan Shiyu was a little afraid of Chu Yuchen like this, and she couldn't help but retreat as soon as her feet landed.
Chu Yuchen didn't answer, turned around and closed the door, locking it.
Squinted without a trace, and looked at the little woman in front of her at a loss as if she was smiling.
"Don't be afraid, relax, just talk to you, just sit there. ”
Pointing to the chair, the man walked over and sat lazily across from the chair.
The room was empty, with no furniture, and it was too monotonous compared to other luxurious rooms.
The entire wall is white, without a trace of impurities, even the floor is white tile.
Yan Shiyu walked over and sat down and looked at the table, there was only a black carbon pen on the table, and a few pieces of white paper that I didn't know what to do.
I wondered, "What is this room for?" ”
Chu Yuchen made a cup of tea and handed it to her, "Lounge, when your thoughts are very chaotic, you can open this room and sit down, it is very quiet here, suitable for people who have no distractions, and it is also suitable for thinking." ”
“......”
How did she feel that Chu Yuchen had something to say?
Yan Shi Fei was noncommittal, "Didn't you have something to tell me just now?"
"Well, just a few questions, don't be nervous. ”
Yan Shiyu nodded, it turned out to be asking a question, thinking of this, Yan Shiyu suddenly relaxed, and her heart was not so nervous.
The slender hand brushed the messy shredded hair on his forehead, and looked at the man sitting opposite with a smile on the corner of his mouth, "You ask." ”
"When did you and Chu Yunting first meet?"
Yan Shiyu was a little surprised, she didn't expect him to ask herself this question, but she still answered truthfully, "When I was a child, he saved me when we met for the first time. ”
"How do you feel about him saving you?"
"If it weren't for him, probably I would have died a long time ago, and I could pay any price for him, as long as I could do it, no one loved him more than me. ”
"What do you think of your family?"
"If I were given another chance to choose, I would rather be born in an ordinary family, although my life is ordinary, but very happy, I want this happiness. ”
"You said he saved you, what if it wasn't someone else who saved you at the time? Suppose A saved you, would you have the same feelings for A?"
Yan Shiyu shook her head disapprovingly, without any hesitation, and replied categorically, "He will definitely save me, there is no such thing as a second person." ”
"I'm talking about assumptions. ”
"There is no hypothesis, the hypothesis you said does not exist at all, he was the only one who reached out to me at that time, you won't understand that feeling if you haven't experienced it, my feelings for him have accumulated little by little, and they can't be easily destroyed and disappeared, he took me through the whole trough of my childhood, Yunting is my spiritual pillar, I can't live without him. ”
Yan Shiyu's tone was very excited, and her tone gradually rose to a height from the calm at the beginning, but she didn't realize it herself.
From beginning to end, her eyes were always steadfast, without any doubt or hesitation.
Chu Yuchen frowned slightly, this situation was very bad.
What he saw on her face was her full and wholehearted trust and unconditional support for Chu Yunting.
Even the existence of "hypothesis" is resistant and unwilling to accept it.
When he tried to enlighten her, her eyes were even more reluctant to look him directly.
Her evasion and her subconscious impression of Chu Yunting were already deep in the bones, and it was difficult to shake her consciousness, let alone tell her that there was something wrong with her doing this.
You can never afford to call a person who is pretending to be asleep, and this person is immersed in his own sleep, an infinite loop of fantasy in his dreams, unable to extricate himself.
Did he have to use special means to get her out of this huge and dreamy web woven by herself?
Maybe she is not ignorant of her own situation, she knows it, but she is willing to sink and deceive herself to this point, she is already terminally ill.
The conversation lasted for a long time, and Chu Yuchen asked her other questions, and she answered them one by one, and during the whole process, Chu Yuchen's eyes were unpredictable.
Finally answered all the questions, Yan Shiyu took a deep breath, turned around and walked out the door.
When I returned to my room, I fell directly on the bed, and the corners of my eyes were slightly red and astringent.
The questions that Chu Yuchen asked her just now once again evoked her memories.
Every time I think of that sweet and beautiful time full of happiness, Yan Shiyu feels like eating candied fruit.
It's so sweet, it's sweet, it's sweet, it's reluctant to leave, and it's reluctant to let the candied fruit be discovered.
She's selfish, she just wants to be alone.
Secretly, as long as you can't hold on anymore and feel bitter, you take out the "candied fruit" and take a bite, and everything becomes beautiful again.
Thinking of those bits and pieces of precious happiness, Yan Shiyu gradually closed her eyes and fell into a deep sleep.
Early morning.
Yan Shiyu woke up from her sleep, rubbed her hazy sleepy eyes, and thought of the banquet she was going to accompany Chu Yunting to attend today, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but show a slight smile.
Pulling open the cabinet, Ling Ling's eyes were full of joy, rummaging through the elegant black dress.
After looking through it for a long time and not finding it, Yan Shiyu's face gradually turned pale, and she turned it over again in disbelief, but she still didn't find the dress she was going to wear today.
Anxious sweat gradually oozed from her little face, until she looked for it six or seven times and still didn't see it, Yan Shiyu realized that something was wrong.
The dress is lost!
A servant knocked on the door and stood respectfully at the door and asked, "Miss Yan, the young master asked if you were ready, ready to go." ”