When I came home dejected, I saw Uncle Zheng sitting on the sofa in the living room and whispered hello to him, "Uncle Zheng." ”

"Did Shin Kong go to class today?"

"Yes. I nodded.

My mother was not at home, and I was still a little awkward when I was alone with Uncle Zheng, so I went back to the room under the pretext of doing more homework, "I have a little too much homework today, so I will go back to the room to do my homework first." ”

Without waiting for Uncle Zheng to respond, I fled back to my room as if I had taken refuge and locked the door.

I faintly heard Uncle Zheng's sigh.

My mind was full of pictures of Zheng Xinguang and Lin Keer walking side by side, but when he was lamenting Zheng Xinguang's approach, he immediately threw his schoolbag on the bed and sat down at the desk.

The middle drawer was opened, and when I took out a book, the sunflower head rope appeared neatly, and I took it in my hand and looked left and right, but it was difficult to hide the loss on my face.

I sneered, "Do you really think that you are so important in the hearts of others? You secretly agree to a head rope? Don't weigh how many pounds and taels you weigh, what do you compare with Lin Keer, and why do people like you?"

The head rope that was tightly clutched in my hand was gradually loosened, and I tried to throw it into the trash can at hand several times, but in the end I was reluctant to put it down, I was really useless.

Not surprisingly, I had insomnia again this night.

But no matter what kind of blow you experience, time will not stand still because you are sad alone, life will go on after all, and I have to go to school even if I am sad.

I, who have always disliked gossiping about classmates, rarely took the initiative to inquire about him with Chen Yueru once.

"Do Lin Keer and Zheng Xinguang have a good relationship?"

"Yes, it is said that our school library was invested and built by her father, and she is not only good-looking, but also excellent in character and learning, and is simply the dream girl of our school boys. ”

Chen Yueru's information really came out of her mouth, but when I heard this, I only felt ashamed.

They're really right......

Think about it, maybe only such an excellent girl deserves to stand by his side!

I'm just an ugly duckling, or don't expect to become a white swan one day, after all, the more extravagant hopes, the more disappointed, so thinking about it, my eyes are a little sour.

Chen Yueru didn't notice my abnormality, slapped her thigh violently, and the chirping began.

"If you don't say I've forgotten, someone said before that my male god was with her, hey, you said, when I came back from the May Day holiday, the wound on my male god's neck, will it ......?"

Halfway through her words, she wilted, "It's over, the person my male god likes must be her, and she didn't run away." ”

No wonder Zheng Xinguang didn't have any rejection of her intimacy last night, it turned out that they had been together for a long time.

I have an inexplicable feeling that if I don't do something, Zheng Xinguang will disappear from my world.

And it's completely gone.

Anxiety and anxiety surrounded me, and I couldn't concentrate on the lecture at all, and I kept deserting.

As soon as the bell rang for the end of class, I couldn't sit down in the classroom anymore, so I got up and wanted to run out.

"Where are you going?" Chen Yueru grabbed me.

"Go to the first floor....... Go to the toilet!"

She was puzzled, "Then why do you bother to go to the toilet on the first floor, and the toilet on our second floor is not repaired......

"You just digest me when I eat too much for breakfast. ”

To put it mildly, Chen Yueru finally stopped chattering and asked me why, and I wanted to go to the toilet to secretly glance at Zheng Xinguang.

My thoughts have never been so urgent, so desperate to see him, so desperate to see him.

And I eventually saw it, but I couldn't change anything.

I saw him and Lin Keer lying together at the window discussing exercises, the two of them were talking and laughing, but it was quite a fairy couple, and Zheng Xinguang also saw me.

I stared into his eyes, trying to see something from his subtle movements, but in vain.

His expression was still very indifferent.

As I wished, he treated me like a stranger now, and there was no longer any wave.

He really drew a line with me.

He's starting to move away from me......

I've never felt like he's so far away from me, even though the two of us are in the same school, and it's only two floors away, but he's so far away from me, a distance I'll never be able to reach.

I'm even a little jealous of Lin Ke'er, jealous that she can walk with Zheng Xinguang openly, can enjoy the envious eyes of others, and can live so comfortably......

"Is there really such a big gap between people?"

I asked myself this in my heart several times, because I was not reconciled! I was unwilling to be born inferior, unwilling, I obviously tried so hard and still couldn't get what I wanted.

I re-established an intersection with Zheng Xinguang at noon at school, when the math teacher called me and Chen Yueru to the office and asked why there were two papers with the same answers?

In the office, the math teacher spittle, "You are students, you don't study well in school, just thinking about copying other people's homework, can you copy the things you copy into your own brain? Other people's chewed food is so fragrant in your mouth?"

I hung my head and didn't dare say a word.

I regret lending the scroll to Chen Yueru to copy, but now that things have developed to this point, I can't say anything.

"Say, whoever copied whom!"

The math teacher slapped the paper on the table, I was so frightened that I shuddered, Chen Yueru was not much better, and cried directly, "Teacher, I'm sorry......"

"I'm sorry for what? what's the use of you telling me I'm sorry now, it's your parents who are sorry!"

Maybe the math teacher was too strict, and Chen Yueru didn't want to take the matter of copying homework, so she simply blamed the mistake on me, "It's Li Juan, it's Li Juan who copied me." ”

"When I arrived at school that day, I put the paper on the table, and I was at my tablemate, so I must have secretly taken my paper and copied it while I was in the bathroom, and I didn't know anything. ”

I looked at her with wide eyes, full of puzzlement.

It was clearly not what she said, why did she say that, I didn't have time to confront her, and the math teacher had already aimed all the artillery fire at me.

The words of defense could not be said in his mouth, so he could only silently listen to the math teacher's reprimand, aggrieved and helpless.

"Li Juan, what's going on with you lately......"

As soon as the math teacher said a few words to me, he was interrupted by Zheng Xinguang who came in at the door, "Teacher, I'll take the papers." ”

From the moment Zheng Xinguang appeared, my face was like a fire, and I was ashamed, did he hear it, so what would he think of me?

My heart is full of trepidation......